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sirius black x reader

authors note: this takes place back when sirius is in school at hogwarts. SFW. just some brain rot during finals 😭😭

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sirius has beautiful dark black eyes. they’re the types that suck up all the sun around it, yet still doesn’t get brighter. you loved them. it complimented his dark curls beautifully. his hair had gotten a little longer in the years he had been in hogwarts. his hair framed his pretty little face perfectly, wisps getting caught in the wind as he struggled to tuck his hair behind his ears. you had dragged him out during fall to take a break from studying for final exams. it was chilly, the wind nipping sharply at both of your noses. his scarf was wrapped tightly around your neck, leaving his bare. he didn’t seem to mind.

he watched the lake, corners of his mouth lifting a bit. “i need to get out more..” he says trailing off. hogwarts was beautiful and when you get swept up in school or with people, it could be a little hard to remember the smaller moments. this was one of them. you chuckled, placing your hands on your hips. “i knew you’d like taking a break.” you grin. he lets out a loud sigh before stretching his arms upward, stretching his back out. you two had been cramped up with james and remus, after lily had dragged you all to the library to study. it had been a few hours now. you two sat under the trees at the rocky shore infront of the lake. you two sat close together, trying to somehow make up for the cold that was enclosing on you. definitely wasn’t one of your smarter ideas with the weather, but it was refreshing. eventually, you would all be gathered around the fireplace in the common room, laughing heartily.

sirius was not yours. he was just now exploring himself and what he liked after being confined by his family, and you wanted to give him complete freedom for it. almost everyone knew you loved him. you did not mind. everytime you saw him, you were reminded how nonchalant you failed to be. he would crack jokes that would leave you two with booming laughs that covered the entirety of the lake. small moments like these you wish you could stay in forever. no matter, you did not want to burden him with your feelings. your eyes softly glazed over his cheekbones, his dark black eyes soaking in the cold view infront of him. his lips were pursed with a red color. you softly smiled, looking down at your now muddy boots.

“are you doing alright?” he asked, looking at you. you made eye contact and everything felt slow. your eyes slowly squinting and your lips turning into a smile. “i’m okay sirius. getting by.” you said the corner of your lips lifted. he smiled, but it didn’t quite meet his eyes.

“if there’s anything you need to tell me, you can tell me you know? can’t have anything on ur mind other than finals right now.” he said, looking down at the last part snickering. the lack of eye contact now left you looking around, hopefully he wasn’t going to make you confess now…

“i will. you also have a lot on your mind.” you said, starting to back away. nothing could give you away. you wouldn’t tie him to something again. he was already restricted from his family. you smiled softly, before even quietly saying “let’s go back now.” with your hands behind your back. he stepped infront of you. he was inches from your face. you could feel his hot breathe breathing down your nose, as your eyes connected, feeling like they were reaching out to each other. you felt chills running down your back.

“sirius.” you breathed out. his eyes looked a little more concerned than you anticipated. you couldn’t tell if it was concern for you or him. his eyebrows had slightly furrowed, as his eyes scanned your whole face.

“okay.” he said softly back. he turned you around, leaving a hand on your lower back for a brief second. his touch was warm compared to the cold nipping at your nose, and your fingertips. your mouth had slightly turned down and your brows moving closer together.

“i hope i didn’t upset you there.” he says still looking straight ahead.

“no, you didn’t i’m just thinking…” you said droning off.

the walk back was silent. the slosh from the mud below your feet and whirling wind filled the silence in the air. your shoulders occasionally bumped into each other, as you walked side by side. as you reached the entrance, you broke the silence.

“i’m going to head back to my room.” you said smiling small.

“oh i can walk you back to your-“

“no, no it’s okay! i’m sure your friends are waiting for you at the library.” you said cutting him off softly. you wanted a minute away, after the rollercoaster of emotions you felt. he managed to look even more concerned. his brows clearly furrowed, his eyes focused on yours. you reached your hand out, touching his arm.

“i’m fine i will see you at dinner.” you said smiling really. you weren’t upset with him or anything, just…discombobulated. a lot had happened and a lot almost happened. you let out a sigh, moving your arm back, as you turned swiftly to leave. he stood their, almost dejected looking. surely he didn’t ruin one of his most valuable relationships…

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you will never have nothing.

i think sometimes depression can kind of feel like turning around and seeing a looming hand, figuratively going for a grip around your face. you are nothing without it. it is inevitable. i often feel this way, as i run away from everywhere i've ever been. i am always leaving. by starting over, i feel as though i have control. "it will be different." and usually it is different. i will change as my environment does, after all i am a product of it. but it can be overwhelming when there is nothing but this looming sense of doom and distraught. as soon as one thing goes wrong, and i think of everything else that has been wrong, such as my coffee being cold, her not responding to my messages, my mom calling asking what im doing and me struggling to respond with what i am going to do with my day. i get overwhelmed and turn around. there is comfort in the presence of it. it feels like my only constant. its waiting for the opportunity to drag me back down. it feels like hands scratching down my back, leaving faint marks, but getting redder each time. i dont want to turn around, i know whats there. if i reach out i will drag you down with me. i feel doomed.

but i am not that. i am not nothing. i dont want to be just tragedy. there is more to me than that. i will prove it to myself, and then i will prove it to you. you cannot ever rely on someone else to give you that sense of liberation. you must carve your path out of the stone. it will take so many tries, and your hands are going to fucking hurt and have blisters. but you will never have nothing. you will have your blisters, hardened skin, your furrow between your brows, your deep stare. you are everything, LITERALLY. i will be better and if i am not, i will try again. it will NEVER be constant. you are going to bend and break and re-mend. it is natural. rivers never flow straight. but you can do it and so can i. just always remember, you will never have nothing. you have words, tumblr texts, sad tiktok slide shows, warm food, cold coffee, rain, and your favorite animal and music. the world is not always warm but i do quite love the cold. make the most of it.

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Can you do Blue Lock Rin x female reader x Sae? The reader is a very sweet and kind girl. The Itoshi brothers are fighting for her love.

authors note: hi!! :) my first ask! i will absolutely try my best to do this for sure. obviously the reader is femme, and is in a love triangle. no set relationships yet! just some itoshi brothers pining for a girl :)

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you had known the itoshi family for some time now. you couldn’t say you were particularly close to them, but you were closer with their kids, rin itoshi and sae itoshi.

rin had a particular aura around him, one that differed from his older brother, sae, in a lot of ways. they shared some similar traits like their cold, calculating stares, but rin was a little more passionate than sae was. not to say sae wasn’t a passionate person, it just wasn’t something your noticed off the bat like with rin. they both devoted themselves to soccer.

rin was devoted to the challenge. he didn’t like half baked stuff. he wanted something that challenged his norm, and looked beyond the threshold. he was cold and calculating, much like his older brother. he liked horror, and yoga. his soccer seemed almost rooted in desperation.

sae on the other hand, was a little older. he had lived in spain, and he kept wanting to go back. he was calculating and manipulative at times. he was straightforward and honest. his soccer was rooted in searching.

it was a cold day, winter at its finest. you had gone to see your family friends, and especially the itoshi brothers. your relationship with them was…interesting. you were polar opposites, while being polite and kind instead of calculating and cold. there was something about this opposition that attracted both of them to you. maybe it was your sweetness that drugged both of them to lust for you, even though they dreaded feeling that way towards someone out of their control. they had control of everything, at least on the field, but this was way out of their league.

“oh please y/n, come inside its freezing out there!!” says mrs. itoshi. you stepped inside, finally seeking refuge from the storm outside. it was time for your yearly visit to see the family.

you grinned kindly at the older woman for letting you in, doing your respectful bow.

“oh hello y/n” a familiar voice says to you from the stair case. you look upwards, batting your eyelashes at rin itoshi. his hair was swooped forward a bit, and dark teal. his eyes were mesmerizing, a vibrant teal color. you could see from where you were standing his long lashes fluttering as he walked down the stairs with his strong demeanor. he was donned in a button up and slacks, your guess was it was his mom who coerced him to dress nicely. his button up wasn’t fully buttoned, leaving one open button at the top. you smiled, “hello rin! how have you been?” you asked, taking off your shoes slowly.

“i’ve been good.” he says curtly. he’s avoiding eye contact. you let out a soft huff, “is that all? tell me about this soccer thing you’ve been at! i’ve heard all about it from school.” you say, looking up at him from the entry way.

“oh, yea it’s been pretty cool we actually just-“

he gets cut off, pulling your arm towards him, almost into his chest, as the door behind you unlocks and opens again. sae is standing in the door way, the tip of his nose is red. he must’ve been standing outside for a while…

“oh, y/n, i didn’t know you were gonna be here yet. sorry for the intrusion, i was just throwing the trash out.” sae says, donning a crooked smile looking at you. he’s also wearing a button up, except the top few buttons aren’t done, revealing much more than you thought you’d see.

you stifle out a laugh. “it’s nice to see you too sae.” you say, smiling as you politely angle your head down in a casual bow. he takes this opportunity to ruffle the top of your head as he passes by, ignoring rin. you turn around, heat spreading in your cheeks.

“i can take your coat if you want..” rin mumbles out. you grab your coat and give it to him, before walking into the kitchen of the house. there’s food everywhere, in nice plates, and sae is pouring himself a glass of something to drink. his red coral hair is smooth in the ambient light, his back to you. he has the same beautiful teal eyes as his younger brother.

“i was just telling her about the recent game we had.” rin says, leaning against the door way, right next to you. you can smell his expensive cologne.

sae snickers. “the game i lost in?”

“yes that game.” rin says sharply.

you’re looking at the two of them, as they talk. you couldn’t tell if this was banter or something worse.

“just know that i wasn’t really trying at the beginning, i was just testing out shidou. i didn’t even break a sweat the entire time.” sae says, focusing on his drink, smiling at himself.

the air feels tense. rin opens his mouth to retort, when you hear the door open once more. you all turn to look, seeing more family friends pour in the hallway. you’re tapping on rins arm now,

“rin where is the restroom again?” you ask making direct eye contact. it’s like lightning striking through you when you make contact like this. it’s sharp and hard to ignore. he’s opening his mouth, and moving his arm almost as if to take your hand to lead you over, when sae speaks right next to you.

“i can show you. i want to grab something from my room anyways. come with me.” he says, handing his drink to rin before softly grabbing your forearm.

“she asked me you know.” rin says, eyes boring into saes skull. he is clenching the drink. you put your hand on his arm, “it’s fine, we’ll be back soon okay? then i can catch you up on school.” you say, smiling softly. you and rin shared the same grade, while sae was a little above you guys.

sae is already ushering you towards the area where the bathroom is and up the stairs.

“i got you a little gift actually..you can use my bathroom too.” sae says, still walking ahead of you. you can’t see his expression at all. he’s always been a little harder to read than rin. rin always shared the same peachy cheek, puppy eyed look with you, but with sae you had no idea what was going on in his head.

it’s not long before you’re in his room. it’s rather empty, but it makes sense since he doesn’t really live here anymore. he hands you a box, a small bracelet with a gem on it.

“it’s your birthstone actually…” he says scratching the back of his head. he also isn’t making eye contact with you. the bracelet is adorable and when he puts it on your wrist, it seems almost like it fits perfectly.

“thank you sae, this was really sweet of you, but i didn’t get you anything besides the family gifts…” you say starting to pout. maybe your family sized chocolates you brought wasn’t good enough this time..

he lets out a small smile, “no you’re fine i just felt like giving you this something special. oh! the bathroom is right there by the way, i’ll be out in the hallway if you need anything.” he says, starting to walk away. you head in, fixing your appearance in the mirror. you could swear you hear talking outside saes room in the hallway.

you’re about to step out after opening the door, when you hear the booming echo of all the guests in the living room. it’s almost overwhelming for a second. here you are, in a house that isn’t entirely familiar, struggling between two angsty boys. you’re frozen in the middle of the hallway.

“are you okay?” you hear someone ask behind you. whipping around, you see rin looming there behind you.

“oh, yea no i’m fine it was just..a little loud for a minute there…i swear there wasn’t THAT many people before…” you said nervously chuckling.

“yea they kinda all just appeared..i went to my room for a minute but then i saw you just standing here like an npc…” he says, seriously.

you can’t help but laugh a little at that.

“do you want to head down with me? or do you want to take a minute up here?” he says, cocking his head a little. “everyone will love you down there, trust me. how could anyone not like someone like you.” he mutters.

“we can head down, thanks for coming with me.” you said, now it was your turn to look away. the blush was looming over your face. he was standing awfully close. his cologne was intoxicating. you turn around slowly, heading towards the stairs. there is swarms of people crawling around downstairs. you stop at the crest of the top of the stairs case. a warm hand is placed on your lower back. his touch is like a spark as your goosebumps go up.

“i can go first, just follow close behind me, okay?” rin whispers in your ear, moving seamlessly around you. he’s headed down the stairs case, stepping a few steps, before turning around, beckoning you to come. you follow not long after. you two step down the staircase, while sae is sitting at the bottom. he seems preoccupied with a conversation, probably what you were hearing while in the bathroom.

he’s staring now, his eyes boring into yours.

as you two reach the bottom of the stairs, sae immediately starts speaking to you.

“sorry about that, i got pulled away, i was gonna head back up there to see if you were doing okay.” he said, ignoring his old conversation.

rin scoffs before starting to head past sae.

“do you like the bracelet i bought for you?” sae questions, stopping rin in his tracks. rin usually notices anything new about you. how could he not? he noticed your new shoes, and how your mascara was sitting on your pretty eyelashes. your eyes seemed lighter due to the season change. how often you furrowed your brows when anxious.

“i love it, it is really beautiful sae. and thank you rin for coming down with me.” you say, trying to please both of them.

“how sweet of you to say that.” sae cooes, particularly in jab to rin. they’re both standing at the bottom of the stair case, looking up at you. what in the world was going on with them tonight. it felt almost like…a competition.

it couldn’t be that they were both pining for your attention, could it be?

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yuji itadori

you adored yuji. ever since you had met him, you were inexplicably drawn to him. his poise, his aura, the way his eyes focused. the callous and scars on his body signifying his hurdles. even his body was becoming hardened over time, by scar tissue, and yet still he remained kind. many had tried to break him, under the preface of killing fellow sorcerers and trying to pry themselves under his skin.

after mahito had taken so many away from him, he met his doom. the aftermath of shibuya was…rocky to say the least. once everything started snowballing it was tough to make time for each other.

you two were sat in the common area, watching the stars. yuji was sat in front of you, his head in between your legs as you sat a step up behind him. you had your arms wrapped around his neck, and his hand was caressing your calf. his head was pressed against your right inner thigh. he seemed almost in a daze now. he usually was. you saw the damage that sukuna had made, in yujis body. of course he took it upon himself to wallow in suffering from it. it had been a while since you saw his grin last, the one that could light up a room. his nose crinkled a bit when he smiled and laughed like that.

you pressed your nose to the top of his head.

“is something on your mind, love?” you whispered softly into his hair. you felt him rustle below you, laying his head back on your lap. his eyes pooled like circles of tigers eye and honey. the moonlight shone over his face, illuminating his frown and rugged eye bags. his soft pink hair was pressed against your stomache.

“nothing much. why what’s wrong?” he asked, looking at you with admiration, still. you softly smiled at him, “nothing. just wanted to make sure you weren’t in your head so much.”

he gave you a small smile. you kissed his forehead softly. that was until one of yujis second eyes opened, and a nasty smirk took place on his cheek.

“aw how cute. i’ll kill you next first.” sukuna rumbles out.

disgust washes over you. you feel your gaze harden, your nose flaring. your eyebrows start creasing downwards, your lips pulling into a scowl. how dare he speak. you can feel your heart blaring. it pissed you off. your skin was crawling. disgusting. he let out a small chuckle but soon went away. you had no words to say.

you were met with big eyes, brimmed with tears, and lips turning downwards into a horrible frown. he looked distraught. you immediately cupped his face.

“hey its okay don’t let him get to you.” you say, whispering to his lips. he tries to nod, but all he can do is choke on the swell of emotions he is feeling.

it’s not long before hes crumbled up in a ball, trying to swallow his tears. he hated this hold sukuna had over him. but it was a human reaction. sukunas threats were no joke.

you hold his back, just being there for comfort. it was all you could do. you were both powerless again.

it wasn’t long before this wave of emotion would be overcome, but it wouldn’t be long before the next one happened again. he didn’t want to taint anyone’s name, but by taking on all this suffering he would bring himself to ruin. not everyone’s suffering was his to take. maybe with time he would understand that. but for now he would be here, with you. for he would still remain kind.

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hi!! i just write whatever i’m either thinking about or obsessing over.. i am new to tumblr lol so im still trying to figure out where stuff is, but i think my inbox is open for messages or whatever you’re thinking about. my requests are open too!!! i will try my best to make your ideas come to life :))) enjoy!!

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masterlist

jujutsu kaisen

bungo stray dogs

blue lock

snow white with red hair

haikyuu

black clover

hogwarts

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bungo stray dogs master list

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blue lock master list

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haikyuu master list

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snow white with red hair master list

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black clover master list

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jujutsu kaisen master list :)

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yuji and megumi :

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you and yuji are dating!! you guys find a weekend you can spend together at your house, and yuji brings nobara and megumi along :) you guys plan for a group sleepover!! everything is going amazing until something out of the blue happens…after the weekend, things seem almost tense between you and megumi. your fear of his feelings is creeping up on you. you must be going crazy, right?

this is a part two!! first part here: https://www.tumblr.com/merajsblog/734236703639879680/synopsis-you-and-yuji-are-dating-you-guys-find

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you sighed quietly, eyes focused lazily on the screen infront of you. your head was propped in yujis lap, his hands running softly over the side of your face. you had an early mission tomorrow, but you wanted to spend these rare precious moments with your friends. the higher ups were spreading gojo thin, and your fellow classmates were trying to cover as many missions as possible. nobara was snoring on the couch next to you guys, megumi next to her.

stretching, you slowly got up. yuji looked at you, eyebags crowding his puppy eyes staring at you as you moved out of his reach.

“what’s wrong?” he said cocking his head to the side. “nothing, it’s just getting late and i think we have a mission tomorrow.” you said pointing at megumi. he was already looking. his sharp blue eyes were piercing yours, seeing past everything else. you snap the eye contact, facing at yuji.

his pink messy hair was slowly growing, his hand running sloppily over the back of it. eyebags crowded under his eyes, discoloration setting in. his soft brown eyes looked darker, and less focused as he watched the show. you snickered softly, leaning forward to kiss him on the cheek. he immediately took that opportunity and grabbed you, releasing a giggle from you. “i can walk you back, im tired too.” he said softly.

“i’m also walking that way too.” megumi said, getting up.

“oh fushiguro, always coming to the rescue.” yuji said smiling, flashing his teeth.

“well let’s all go then.” nobara was fast asleep, and everyone figured better than to wake her…

sneaking away, you all headed towards the door. walking out one by one, megumi infront, you in the middle and yuji following shortly behind. megumi slowly cracks the door open, peaking his spikey head out, checking for anyone. you didn’t want to be chastised for being up late.

“ok it’s clear guys.” megumi says, slowly exiting.

“hurry up fushiguro, before gojo somehow sees us with his six eyes or something…” yuji says, placing a hand on your lower back as he attempts to make you move a little faster. you’re all walking properly towards the rooms, when all of a sudden you hear the doors creak. megumi immediately stops moving, causing you to bump into him. you place your hands on his back, trying to brace yourself from the impact. immediately when you realize his warmth seeping into your hands, you let go. stepping back a bit, you feel yujis chest against your back. yujis eyes are focused clearly on whatever you’ve heard infront of you, one of his hands sneaked around your waist. whatever you heard is approaching closer, megumi takes a slow step back, arm sticking out as if he is covering you and yuji. you gulp quietly, biting your bottom lip. you won’t be a problem if something happens. you won’t let yourself be left behind by them. you knew how to fight and you didn’t want to let yourself forget that.

panda steps around the corner. you all immediately slump.

“really guys.” he says staring at you with his black eyes. you crack a grin, “hey…” you say.

you guys are back on the move again, reaching megumis room first. yujis was right behind it. it was unspoken to you two that you would sleep over at yujis, you’d been practically doing it all semester. megumis hand reached the back of his head. “so where will we meet?” he says looking at you.

“i can just come knock on your door.” you say smiling softly.

he nods not looking at you. “i’ll see you tomorrow then.”

the door shuts softly before yuji is shuffling you into his room. his hands are soft and warm. his eyes follow you constantly. his hands are calloused and scared, as were parts of his face. he treated you with kindness and softness. he loved you. you two cuddled together, fit like two puzzle pieces together.

you couldn’t ask for more. or could you?

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the morning woke you with gloomy clouds and the sun barley breaking through. yujis arm was wrapped loosely around your waist, his thump tracing small circles around your belly button. you pressed a small kiss to his head before getting up. you got dressed, donning your uniform. you were a mess but it wasn’t like the curse was gonna care..

standing out in the hallway you waited patiently for megumi to step outside. after a few minutes passed, your patience was running low. you softly knocked on his door, trying to not wake yuji in the room next door. as soon as you knocked, without the chance to even step back, the door swung open. megumi is standing there, his sweatpants not fully pulled up, and his shirt neckline is on crooked. he definitely just woke up. grabbing your arm before you can even say anything, he yanks you into the room. his room is dim, with soft lighting. his sheets are dark, reflecting the stormy weather outside. his desk is organized, the dish sink empty. his uniform is layed out nicely on his little table.

“i’m sorry,” he blurts out, “i didn’t think i would wake up late give me a minute.” he says. he’s grabbing at his sweater, as if he’s going to take it off- you spin around immediately. “oh, um sorry this is awkward..” he says hearing you turn. “i’ll be done quick.” and he is. as you turn around after getting the ok from him, you notice his collar isn’t buttoned. stepping closer without a word, you button it, focusing on the swirls of the emblem. he’s speechless. you’re even prettier up close. he’s done and now you two are heading out, without you even saying a word.

“i figured one of us would wake up late because of how late the movie was last night.” you said finally. your voice was a little horse from just waking up. “well thank you for waking me up.” he says looking at you. everytime you make eye contact it’s like locking onto each other. it makes you squirm. it’s like he’s seeing inside of you. like there’s no stop to his gaze. you break eye contact first.

as you wait for the car, you two are standing there. the car is pulling up shortly after. the doors open, and you two step in. the ipads for debrief are put in your hands as you head off. hopefully this mission will be easy enough to get back and sleep more…or so you hope. not everything seems to be going your way though…

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“can you just hold still please?!” you exclaimed taking a step back from your boyfriend.

“ok well i didn’t know this was gonna hurt this bad..” he mutters, rubbing his eyebrows.

“rin, it’s not that bad.” you deadpan.

he looks up at you, through his eyelashes, almost pouting. his hair is pinned back with your hair clips that have little stars on them, and his eyebrows are semi furrowed. he looks adorable. you stifled a giggle as you step back towards him.

he was donned on top of the toilet with the seat down, while you were hovering over his left leg, trying to clean up his eyebrows. he was the one who wanted to do this after all…

“i’m almost done okay.” you say softly, pressing a kiss to his bare forehead. he mutters something, but you’re too focused on him. there is soft music playing from the phone on the sink. your hands are gently placed on his temple, and moving around his eyebrows. he twiddles with his hands, not quite sure what to do with them. he wants to hold you, it seems almost fitting in this position, but he’s not sure if you’d be comfortable with it. you two had been dating for a little, and your relationship was still developing. one of the hardest things for him to get used to was physical touch. now that he had it, he yearned for it but always had a hard time reciprocating it or initiating it.

“i’m almost done i promise, i just gotta get this part over here..” you said, droning off as you focus once more. all he can do is stare at the necklace hanging around your neck, with his jersey number on it. he smiles softly to himself.

picking his chin up with your other hand, you make eye contact with him. he looks at you, eyes wide.

“what are you giggling about mister.” you say faking seriousness. he smiles softly, and you can’t help but plant a soft kiss on his lips. as you do, he slips his hand on the side of your thigh. as you focus once more on his eyebrows, trying not to focus on his touch too much.

he’s rubbing circles in your soft thigh with his thumb, and you can’t tell if he’s comforting himself or you.

“ok let me see.” you say, putting a finger below his chin and lifting it. he’s looking up at you, his lashes fluttering calmly as his teal eyes bore into yours.

you couldn’t help but get flustered. “i’m all done rin.” you say, giving him a small kiss on the nose. he immediately gets up and checks the mirror, looking at his brows. now you can really see the height difference, as it is normal for him to look down on you and not the other way around. “the clips are still in your hair y’know.” you nonchalantly say, liking the look they gave him. “though you look pretty with your hair back too…” you say trailing off, picking up the cotton pads from the counter you had used.

in an instant he is grabbing your arm to turn you around, and cupping your face. he kisses you, softly but you can feel the love behind it. he rubs an innocent finger over your bottom lip, “thank you.” your eyes are wide now, and your mouth slightly open. you weren’t used to him acting like this, and it clearly showed. all you could mutter out was an “o-okay” while he smiled to himself while taking the clips out of his hair, while you stood there shocked.

“why are you standing there like that?”

“i-well i’m not used to you acting like this! not that i don’t like it i-i i like it, im just- it’s catching me off guard you know and i-“

“wow.” he says simply looking at you, his lip curling. “is this the effect i have on you??”

“rin i will pluck all your eyebrow hairs off right now.” you say, seriously.

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rin itoshi

my most popular writing for for rin actually so…i am now finally doing him again! i hope you guys enjoy this one :) i have been rewatching blue lock again and forgot how much i like him….

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rin didn’t like boring. he would always complain and complain about “NPCS” and “how half baked everyone was”. he was rather picky about who he would spend time with. when you asked him after class if he could help with with soccer practice he was confused. you were on the girls team for the school, but you were entirely new the sport. you knew how well rin played the sport, as you always saw him practicing after school. you would always stand and watch in awe, he played with such a grace you didn’t know was possible. you would smile and haphazardly wave before booking it home, it was cold outside after all.

“please just a little after school? i’ll buy you the new horror video game everyone is talking about!!!” you said leaning over his desk. you were desperate. your team had dubbed you as striker, which was fine, but recently you had been losing inspiration for your position. rin rolled his eyes, putting his hand on the desk.

“fine. but only for 30 minutes and you leave, then i can really practice.” he muttered. rin didn’t have any special way with words except for saying them exactly as he wanted to, as straight out as possible. as you were rippling with excitement you went to your desk and sat down, making conversation with your friends nearby. it wasn’t long until the school bell rang finally.

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after finally lacing up your cleats, rin was standing there in the middle of the field, hand on his hip like some sassy queen. you rolled your eyes this time. “you’re late.” he said sternly. “okay well there were a lot of girls in the locker room okay, the basketball team is practicing today.” you said pouting. after some discussion of how far along into soccer you were, rin decided maybe he’d just keep it more simple…after all you were a beginner. “let’s do a little 1v1 rin.” you said, amusement in your eyes. he looked absolutely unpleased. “what.” he said, raising an eyebrow.

“well i’ll get better inspiration from this, PLUS, you said we could only practice together for 30 minutes and we’re ALREADY running low on that time.” you said, putting a hand on your hip in turn.

“fine.” he said, walking to his respective spot. “let’s see what you got.” you beamed, before turning around and running to your spot too. he had let you start with the ball, just to kind of give you a step up since he was more advanced than you…

since it was just a 1v1 he was probably gonna act a little more defensive. faking him out seemed like the best idea. you ran at him, not haltering in your stride, when he came to be a few feet away from you, his eyes completely focused on the ball at your feet. you tried a simple elastico (those are NOT simple to do), and you weren’t shocked when he saw through it and darted for the ball, but instead, in those two seconds you had ahead of him, you blasted the ball to the goal. there was no goal keeper, and if there was they 100% would of gotten that shot, but since it was just the two of you, you technically made the goal. you turned and laughed at rin, it was a lucky shot, but it was funnier to you that you got it. of course he wasn’t operating at 100%, if he was you would of been humbled.

he watched as you laughed, only maybe a feet or two away from him. you hands were swinging as you pointed at him, and you pony tail was already falling out. you nose crinkled a little as your mouth was open. your laugh basically filled the entire area, as well as his head. he wasn’t sure that sound would ever come out.

“again.” he said rolling his eyes. it was safe to say you didn’t make anymore goals, not until he pulled you aside. “when you’re shooting for your goal, make it feel like you’re staking your life on it, like the first goal you did. losing in soccer is like dying.” he said with a straight face. you couldn’t help but snicker a bit. “losing and winning are two sides of the same coin rin, you cannot have one without the other.” you said cocking your head to the side. that was basic knowledge, no? he sat with a blank expression on his face. “that’s not what it feels like.” he grunted, before getting up.

“come on let’s practice some one touches and goal shots.” he said dragging you by your jersey away from your precious water. “wait! but the 30 minutes are up!” you said raising your eyebrows.

“i didn’t say we were done with practice did i?” he stated, turning to look at you. you had a little smirk growing up the side of your face. he immediately turned away, wondering if he was turning red because of the sharp cold or something else…

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after it was starting to get respectably dark, you both were packing up. “oh! what platform do you want me to buy the game for you on by the way? i promised id do it.” you said looking at rin. “you don’t actually have to do that..” he said looking down. “but it’s a good game!! i bought it too and it looks like fun! it’s a co-op horror game, though the quality is kind of bad..” you said rambling as you packed up. “i don’t have any friends to play a co-op game with.” he stated, finally making eye contact. “ you stood up facing him, “what do you mean i’m literally right here.” you said narrowing your brows. “we will play together!”

he couldn’t help but crack a small smile, “okay.”

you beamed at him, grabbing his arm out of excitement, “that’s literally the first time i’ve ever seen you smile.” you said laughing. your laughter was like music to his ears, it felt like honey oozing into his brain. it was like a warm melody. he adored it already.

“put a jacket on, you don’t want all the heat escaping your body already when it’s this cold out.” he said. nodding, you slip your hoodie on.

the two of you walk home, before getting ready to split up. “isn’t your house that way rin?” you asked curiously. “it is. why?” he asked. “well then why are you still walking this way?” you asked stopping in the road.

“i’m walking you home, you NPC” he said grabbing your hoodie sleeve and dragging you behind him. you giggled, “well why didn’t you just say so.” you hummed, linking your arm with his. you hadn’t thought much of the action, this was how you walked with your other friends. rins mind basically exploded. all he could focus on was the portion of your arms touching and occasionally your side bumping into his. when you unlinked his arm and walked over to say hi to the neighbors cat, he was ultimately disappointed. he sure as hell wasn’t going to initiate anything. he just watched softly as you interacted with the fluffy creature.

“rin come say hi!” you said, turning around with the cat in your arms. as you were smiling down on the cat, he was watching you. he liked cats, and so he knew how to interact with them. he softly pet it too. you put it down before turning and walking towards your home.

“oh! before i leave let me put my number in your phone!” you said with your hand out. fumbling, he handed his phone to you.

“text me when you get home safely, AND we can play the video game later tonight okay?” you said. he nodded.

“make sure you shower first. good night.” he said softly rubbing the top of your hair before turning around and heading back. he laughed a little hearing you fume about how you “knew to shower”.

“good night rin!!!” you shouted before running into your home. you weren’t expecting him to do that to you, you thought leaning against the door clutching your face. at least now school was even more exciting…

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synopsis: you and yuji are dating!! you guys find a weekend you can spend together at your house, and yuji brings nobara and megumi along :) you guys plan for a group sleepover!! everything is going amazing until something out of the blue happens…

warnings: just fluff!

it was starting to get later into the night. yuji and his classmates had finally gotten a good weekend off. yuji and you often had trouble seeing each other, considering that you were both busy with curses and slaving the summer away. as soon as you guys found out you had a matching weekend off, yuji immediately made plans, asking if he could bring his classmates along. you hadn’t met them before but yuji had this strange obsession with you meeting them. he wanted all the important people in his life to know each other. he thought you’d get along perfectly well with his classmates.

the candles you lit flickered softly on the table, laughter echoing the room. there was quiet jazz music playing in the background, simple and filling the room with ambiance. you were nesstled nicely in yujis lap, more like his left thigh, while megumi and nobara were playing a board game on the floor. you were holding a drink in your hand, sipping quietly as you refused to peel your eyes from the action infront of you. yuji had his hand propped on the table, face in hand. his other arm was snaked loosley around your waist. he too was paying attention, but not on the board game. he was focused on the warmth radiating off your body, how your back was arched showing your poor posture in this moment of softness. your random snickers and how you would narrow your eyebrows whenever the play got good. he thought it was endearing.

nobara was trying to get ahold of ijichi but he just wasn’t responding.

“how are we supposed to get home now..” she groaned, laying with her head on the floor.

you let out a soft giggle, offering your living room mats as a sleeping place. “we could have one big sleepover together, i just got to bring the extra mats out! i have video games and books!!” you said, trying to appeal to them. as soon as you mentioned the mall was nextdoor to you, nobara dragged megumi to the living room to get comfortable. you giggled before getting up, and stretching. yuji got up behind you, kissing your cheek before heading to the kitchen to drop off the dishes from the table. you arrive behind him, hugging his waist with your face in his back. there weren’t many words that had to be exchanged in this moment, it was tender enough as it was.

slowly he turned around, and cupped your cheeks before giving you a soft kiss, for a few seconds before screaming emerged from the living room. you laughed, breaking your kiss, and before completely pulling away, you kissed his nose before heading towards the noise. megumi and nobara were battling over which mario kart character they wanted to play. as you watched games go by, you noticed a certain someone fighting the urge to not be bored. he would randomly practice jujutsu hand signs, and would stick his hand in his shikigami portal…what a weirdo. he was awfully quiet, and his lips were almost always in a frown. he looked permanently frustrated. he had a bright side, but showed it rarely. getting up silently behind the battle between yuji and nobara for first place, you tapped on his shoulder quietly. he looked up immediately, almost flustered that you were interacting with him at this moment. you signal for him to follow you, and he does. opening the doors down the hallway from the living room was your library. you took much pride in it.

“i figured you were the type of guy to like books so i wanted to show you this.” you said turning around after opening the doors. his mouth was slightly open. his eyes were bigger, looking like they were trying to eat up the scenery.

“this is amazing.” he said breathlessly.

beaming at yourself while looking at your library you let out a laugh.

“i knew you’d like it.” you said smugly. you two spent some time in there, recommending books to each other before hearing yujis screams about how he was waiting for you two. you walked out first, turning to the side to shut the door after megumi. megumi turns and looks at you as you lean in to shut the door.

your nose is red, you must be cold. cheeks are slightly flushed from laughing so hard, your eyelashes batting as your eyes are focused on megumi. that one beauty mark on the left side of your face.

“megumi? are u okay?” you ask louder, as he snaps out of it. embarrassed he hides his face away, turning as he blurts out a thank you for the tour. you stifle a laugh before sitting on the floor next to yuji. he sloppy puts an arm around you dragging you in front of him. yuji plays with you against his back, beating nobara in a very unfair game of smash bros.

“i win!!” yuji blurts, throwing his hands in the air. you look up, smiling at him. his reaction was adorable. he looks down, placing one gentle hand on your neck, before kissing your lips. you two snicker and nobara starts complaining about PDA.

you feel eyes gauging out the back of your head. you turn around out of curiosity, surly your mind wasn’t playing tricks on you. megumis eyes meet yours. surely he wasn’t the one who it felt like was staring at you, right? after all he is itadoris best friend…

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if i were to write something what is it you guys would want to see the most 🤔will definitely try to make all of the options happen but i wanna see what has the most hype