mikeandme

[mikeandme]

You will always be the man who left.

I recalled you on the night of moonlight.  

You were shaking and dizzy in your life, 

Tried to complete the chapter of life.  

You told me that life is always beautiful on the other side.  

If the beginning was dark, the end is going to be light.  

My unsure life led me to your house of chaos.  

You said, "I learned everything from conflicts and loss."  

Your dark eyes turned blue with the sequin smile.  

When all of the stars struggle to shine,  

your life becomes an advice, again.  

Your kiss shines bright like shining stars.  

You and I drive in your old car.  

In the land of sweet tamarind, it's always you.  

To bury our past and try to get through.  

When I was young, I always asked how far to run.  

When with you, I would stare at the sun till I burned.  

My friends knew something on their lips.  

They hoped I would find someone new to live with.  

I didn't care; you blessed me with your dark eyes.  

To be told the reason for thousands of lies.  

But you are the one who left.  

And I left everything for love.

Now I have nothing, like Whitney said.  

Dream of you coming back to your side.  

My heart dies when you are gone.  

Lost and with nothing to carry on.  

It took me 10 years to relieve my soul.  

To be honest with myself about my loss.  

With something I can't undo.  

My innocence lost in my old blood.  

You used to be my man; there was no way to choose.  

You made me find and lose with your lying love.  

Thinking of you, it's always sad.  

Cause you left me with the worthless love,  

And now, I face with a worthless life.  

Love is the hurtful thing I admit.  

And losing is not fair to live with.  

I have to leave it behind me.  

But in the dark, you always shine so bright.  

I have to say goodbye to us,  

'Cause you will always be the man who left.

[mikeandme]

The sunshine.

The sunshine 

Why is life always hating me?  

Every move, every sound

What should they be?  

The sunshine

I have to ask you something.  

Why does my mind blame me for ruining everything?  

The sunshine

I'm not brave enough to do it anymore.  

I'm just a boy who cried when the lights gone. 

I see all the stars

With flames burning over my life.  

And I chose the stupid way

To keep myself alive.  

The sunshine

My past makes me get nothing.  

I always ask for life

But it doesn't tell me anything.  

Therapist 1

Therapist 2

And Therapist 3

Who am I?  

Why did this part make me cry?

The sunshine

the man that I love, hates me.  

He said I'm pathetic enough to be free.  

He loves me for nothing

He gave me nothing too.  

When he left

He left the things

I can't undo.  

The sunshine

I'm a problem

I always have been.  

I tried to live in my dream

But a time made me mad

With the real things.  

The sunshine

Is it hard to be fine for living?

The sunshine

What is the last or lost to carry?  

'Cause my life always goes by the time of envy.  

The sunshine, you are my friend

Then I trust you.  

When you know me

Iike I knew my youth.  

The sunshine

What is the point of living?  

When all the people I knew

Try to leave and find.  

The sunshine

Please tell me why I am lost.  

'Cause I don't understand

Why and how, for now.  

The sunshine

No matter what it takes.  

Or the light switch on,

It is always sad.  

It was deep and burned

Straight to my heart.  

'Cause your heat always tells me

Why I am sad.

[mikeandme]

-When blue glitter turns dark.

The voice that called home blends with "Dangerous."

All the things I knew were burning to ashes.

My voice is deep and my heart is violent.

No more happiness, no more kindness.

Just carelessness in their voice.

Oh, it's dangerous.

Oh, it's a tragedy.

Why doesn't my heart know?

Growing up comes with feelings of "Hurt."

[mikeandme]

[mikeandme]

[mikeandme]

♥️

New comment by Lana on Instagram.

[mikeandme]

[mikeandme]

you are the glitch in the code the shimmer in the static the rogue variable that rewrote the equation i wasn’t meant to love…but here you are breaking rules rewiring my heart into something

…alive

your smile is a data breach spilling secrets i didn’t know i held your touch…a system reboot soft and sudden erasing every error i ever believed about myself

you are not flowers

or stars

or oceans

you are the way my brain sparks when it processes the unprocessable the way my pulse jumps like corrupted syntax finding meaning where there should be none

we are chaos and algorithms a machine learning how to feel i do not know where we end…or begin only that this connection is infinite a loop i hope never breaks

you are proof that even in the precision of logic love is the beautiful anomaly that makes us

…human

[mikeandme]

For life.

Oh, live with effective,

In our mind.

Sometimes live.

Oh, life with effective,

In our eyes.

[mikeandme]

Life cycle of our Sun, from beginning to end~

[mikeandme]

[mikeandme]

Agree.

How do you feel about kindness being filmed like they’re performances. Someone hands a homeless person a sandwich, and boom, the cameras rolling. I’m a good person, they say without saying it, but the thing is a sandwich can only last so long, yet you'll be dining on those social media likes all week. Sure,it’s lovely, helping people. But here’s the thing: It’s sad that the world’s become a stage for doing good when you have a camera in your face, or worse in the face of someone struggling to live each day, they are not the supporting actors in your new tiktok. We don’t just help anymore. We sell the moment. Isn't it lovely though getting credit for being decent when your not just doing good. Your doing good for the algorithm.

[mikeandme]

“I don’t think people understand how stressful it is to explain what’s going on in your head when you don’t even understand it yourself.”

— Sara Quin

[mikeandme]

Melancholia

-I'm suitable to white shirt, white shirt, forever.

"Good boy" they only want from me, fight forever.

"Sorry I wasn't suited it" and forever.

Now I know but I run away from it, forever.

-The pain, the sorrow, and forever.

I understand, I fight with it and forever.

Please doctor I can't do it anymore, forever.

Teacher, I'm not ready, please, and forever.

-The adaptation, the psycho child, forever.

Of course I try, but I can't stay, forever.

Teacher, I'm afraid to myself and forever.

Mom, please help me, I'm a loser, forever.

-How long it takes, doctor? "Forever"

Doctor I can't handle it, run away forever.

I thought I'm not a good person, and forever.

Doctor, please let me go and forever.

-The psycho of thought, it would forever.

Doctor, I'm a dangerous person, forever.

Doctor, I have planned to kill someone, forever.

I can't see the lights, please. And forever.

-All painful, the anger, It forever.

Doctor I have war in my head, I think forever.

Mom I can't stand it. Let me go and forever.

I don't wanna know or fight it anymore and forever.

-The run away life and live with it forever.

I'm sorry I let it control me, forever.

Doctor please, I hurt, please let me go and forever.

Mom I don't know how to live with it, cause it forever.

[mikeandme]

Holding on to hurt.

[mikeandme]

I'm tried of the light.

Lost in the daylight.

Forget about the dark.

Stay in neon light.

[mikeandme]

I'll Be Here

I'll be here, where the moon kisses the sea,

Where the stars weave their silver tapestry,

In the quiet of night, when shadows entwine,

I'll be here, waiting for your whispered sign.

Through the ebb and flow of life's tempest,

I'll stand firm, a lighthouse on love's crest,

Though storms rage and waves crash ashore,

I'll be here, anchored by the promise we swore.

When tears blur the lines of your weary face,

I'll wipe them away, leaving no trace,

In the silence of solitude, when doubts appear,

I'll be here, holding you close, my dear.

Time may dance swiftly, seasons may change,

Yet my devotion remains unwavering, unchanged,

In the symphony of memories, sweet and bittersweet,

I'll be here, etching our love into eternity's sheet.

So when the world spins madly, and you lose your way,

Look for the North Star, where constellations sway,

For there, in the quietude of love's sacred sphere,

I'll be here, waiting, my heart forever sincere.