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Racists act like it's impossible to verify any news coming out of gaza as if there are not international doctors and aid workers present that can confirm the gazan voices on the ground. These doctors come to universities like mine and show the images they took and people have cried during those presentations. There are gazan children in america seeking treatment because theyve lost their limbs including two in my city but israel is "not targeting children" they say. They also act like gazans never had access to social media like instagram twitter and whatsapp. But when the Intercept fact checks a NYTs article claiming hamas weaponized sexual violence titled "screams without words" and found the author cited no solid evidence of broad gendered violence in the aftermath of October 7th then it's "cruel and evil" when the intercept was just studying the journalists sources. But when palestinian men and women testify after being released from sde teiman that israeli soldiers inserted devices into their rectum well that can't be trusted and that won't make news. Incredible

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bringing this gem from two years ago back to the light

i see we’re all having a normal one this auspicious ides of march

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LIKE TO CHARGE REBLOG TO CAST LET'S GET THIS FUCKER EXPLODEDED

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I haven't been on in a few months, and I'm still not returning but I'm giving an update:

The mental health of our system has been forced into becoming a priority with how severe our depression has gotten. We've been seeing professionals about the various problems going on, and the progress is definitely not linear. So far our official diagnoses are "low-level" autism (I'm at least an adept level thnku), ADHD, anxiety, major depressive disorder, and PTSD.

We're trying to get our diagnosis finally to see what exactly caused our system. One of the psych professionals we're seeing said it could be schizophrenia, another suggested DID, and now it's just waiting for the evaluation appointment. It's scary talking about this stuff with how my parents told me I'd be institutionalized if I ever told anyone about this stuff, or that nobody would believe me.

My mother passed away last month. I got the news two weeks ago, and I still don't really know how to process it. We weren't close, we were extremely low-contact, and I have very mixed memories and emotions of her. There's a lot of guilt and shame with my feelings right now, and it's taking a lot to process everything. Especially since I live like 1000 miles away and couldn't make the service or go to visit family over this. I can't go and look for photo albums or mementos that she'd want me to have. So it still doesn't even feel real, bc I just... haven't had any physical, tangible "proof" that she's really gone for good. I'm sure my fellow ADHD peeps understand the way it's hard to process grief without being there.

It's hard enough processing grief already, but my mom was physically and emotionally/mentally abusive and that definitely makes it a different kind of hard. Most of my memories of her are filled with dread or anxiety, and the very few good memories I have are few and far between. It makes me feel glad she's finally dead- relieved. But it also hurts bc we were working on healing our relationship. It was slow, and it's taken around 5 years for our relationship to even mend as much as it did. We talked maybe twice a year, never on the phone. I haven't seen her in-person in nearly two and a half years, and the last time I did she was a better grandmother to my child than she was a mother to me. But it was getting better. She started complimenting me, something that she never did before. She could say she was proud of me as a parent, and I'd never heard those words from her mouth. I never thought I'd hear those words especially about my parenting style. It doesn't make up for anything that happened in the past. But we were starting to try, and now there's never a chance of it getting better or worse. It's always just going to be a shallow, distant relationship forever.

I've been trying really hard not to shut down entirely with how everything feels stacked against me. The state of the world is terrifying. I got tired of being the screw that holds my friendships together, and speaking up about it has landed me with an even smaller support group. My "best" friend, that I've known for over 11 years, has basically dropped me like hot shit since I told them how it feels like the friendship is very one-sided. It's exhausting being the therapist friend, especially when I'm actively doing everything I can to hold my own shit together.

And on top of it all I'm having a wisdom tooth extracted on Saturday 🫠🙃 I still have to wait for the referral to get the three that are still beneath the gums removed, but this is a start. It just feels like one thing on top of another anymore.

Until we can get ourselves sorted out more, don't expect any regular posting.

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Remember earlier this year when Boeing very clearly had a whistleblower executed? And law enforcement didn't even look for anyone or release any info about it or anything?

People keep comparing Luigi Mangione's case to the subway murderer who got off because of systemic eugenics, but I think there's something more apt about the fact that a CEO had someone executed in recent memory, with zero attempts to find a culprit, while they spared no expense at all to find (and probably frame, it's beginning to look like) someone who shot a CEO. It's always fine to slaughter if you're rich, but if you kill the rich, they will hunt you down.

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One thing about me? I’m gonna smoke some weed

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I've lost the love of my life, and my fingers refuse to write the word “death” in connection with him. I am still in denial, grappling with the harsh truth that he is gone. Now, I live amidst the ruins of memories—everything around me serves as a reminder of him. He adored the sky and the sea, always fascinated by the stars. I once told him that I wished the roof of our future home could be made of glass, so we could gaze at the stars together, dreaming of our life ahead. But all of that is now shattered, forever lost since Israel took away the soul of the one I cherished most.

My life has become an empty void, devoid of any motivation to take a single step forward. I find no desire to cry, to eat, or even to exist. Each day is a relentless cycle, repeating itself, as I wait for the moment of my death. I often find myself lost in thoughts of how it might happen: will I die whole, or will my body be scattered, pieces of me consumed by stray dogs and cats?

➡️Now, my focus has shifted to my family and the desperate need to save them from this hell we call home. This is not just a plea; it is a campaign for survival.

Please, if you can, do not hesitate to donate and help us find safety. Every bit counts in this fight for our lives.

My campaign has been verified

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Prosecutors argued that Mangione was carrying about $10,000 in cash and that his bag was a Faraday bag that blocks cellphone signals—all proof that he was a sophisticated criminal who should be held without bail. “‘I’d like to correct two things,’” Mangione said after the prosecutor finished speaking, according to CNN’s Danny Freeman, “‘I don’t know where any of that money came from—I’m not sure if it was planted. And also, that bag was waterproof, so I don’t know about criminal sophistication.’”

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the level of censorship around this man is ridiculous, what happened to free speech? It’s just his name.

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🚨🚨🚨 Don’t skip 🚨🚨🚨

Hello everyone

I am Belal from Gaza, I am displaced in the southern Gaza Strip.

Because of the war on Gaza, our house was destroyed, I lost my job and money, and I cannot find a suitable job because of the war.🥹😔 Now I live with my wife and daughter in a small tent and I cannot meet their needs. 💔🥺

Please support me and help me keep my daughter and wife alive so we can live safely and peacefully.🙏💔

In these difficult circumstances, I hope to receive your support through the GoFundMe donation campaign. Every contribution, no matter how small, helps me and my family get through this difficult stage and cover our basic needs until we settle in a safe place. Your support means a lot to us and represents a ray of hope in this difficult journey🙏🙏

@90-ghost @northgazaupdates2 @sar-soor @appsa @sayruq @akajustmerry @ear-motif

The campaign has been verified by :

@el-shab-hussein here @90-ghost here

@gaza-evacuation-funds here

@nabulsi here @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #41 ) here @dlxxv-vetted-donations here

@bilal-salah0 here

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@northgazaupdates2 here

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@tododeku-or-bust here

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you guys made luigi mangione trend for days and I need to see the same energy for brianna boston. she is a 43 year old mother of three who ended a phone call with blue cross blue shield (after being denied a claim) “delay deny depose, you people are next” and is now being held under a 100,000$ bond and could face FIFTEEN years of prison if charged. she has no weapons, her record is clean, and yet she is being held behind bars. they are afraid of the public and are trying to subdue. do not let them!!!! be outraged that our freedom of speech is being threatened!!!!! deny defend depose! free brianna boston!

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Today is Rafif's birthday! She's turning 9 today! Wishing for her to have many many more birthdays in safety, peace, and joy in a free Palestine. Drew a Barbie for her since Ameera told me she loves Barbie toys!

It would mean the world if you could send her well wishes and donations to her family's fundraiser dedicated to their survival in Gaza 🕊🩷 A Barbie doll typically sells for around $15 (from what I found online), so imagine if everyone seeing this was able to pitch in that amount to their fundraiser!

💌 DONATE HERE --> tinyurl.com/HelpAmeeraFamily

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Donate!!!!!! Boost!!!!!

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