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I’ve changed out our system name, it’s now special interest related. Our subsystem names are staying after Palaye Royale songs for now (it’s impossible to get some of them to agree on names), but our primary system is named the Cosmog Collective, and our sidesystems are named the Solgaleo System and the Lunala System.

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“POTS is when you get dizzy when you stand up” and scoliosis is just bad posture. and endometriosis is just bad periods. and -

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watching Scar’s recent hermitcraft episode, he comes across the statue of Grian and says something along the lines of ‘And he has a mullet! Since when has Grian had a mullet’ to which I was reminded of my horrible knowledge that actually, Grian does have a mullet

following the definition of a mullet being a hair style thats shorter at the front and sides but long at the back and generally stops at the neck(?), minecraft skins dont really have necks but they have an area that reads as one. The underside of the back of the head (here on Steve)

So following that and the definition of a mullet, Im going to say that any mc skin that has hair that covers that area but doesnt go any lower or extend to both other undersides of the head has a mullet. which lead me on an hour long journey investigating the skin of every hermit to see who actually has a mullet

Behold, the hermitcraft mullet tier list

(Note: joe hill’s current muppet skin has a mullet but its not the one shown so I didnt add it)

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if you're a recovering addict, i want you to know you're doing good.

you didn't use today? you're doing good. you used recently and you're still recovering? you're doing good. you sought support today? you're doing good. you practiced harm reduction? you're doing good. you want to relapse and haven't? you're doing good. you're getting involved, even if others are doing more? you're doing good. you're resting today? you're doing good. you're alive? you're doing good.

this shit takes time. you have spent a considerable amount of time doing harmful things to yourself, or others. you're not going to change overnight. all you can reasonably do is get through the day, adding as much good to your life/the lives of others as you can. it doesn't matter what happened yesterday, or what's going to happen tomorrow.

all you have is this moment, and if you're on the path of recovery... you're doing good. this is your story. not someone else's. not some idealized version of yourself. it's yours, just as you exist, right now. that's all you have, and all you need.

keep going. you got this. i'm glad you're here (and so is everyone else who interacted with this post).

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I’m not alone in thinking that I’m going to have to spend my whole life hurting myself for the sake of my partner, right? We’re both physically disabled but unless I’m in an FND episode I can hide being in pain pretty well, so it’s easy for him to think I’m fine and everything’s really minor unless my legs or hands literally won’t work properly. I don’t want to have to do that forever, but it also makes everything noticeably easier if one of us appears as close to able-bodied as possible and doesn’t accommodate themselves. The only issue is that I’m getting worse 10x faster than I was because I’m hurting myself so he can be happy. I’m hitting my limits so he doesn’t have to hit his. I’m trying to make his life easier by making mine infinitely harder and I can’t bring it up because I’m terrified of upsetting him.

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Adding to my last post but without reblogs because it’s a little venty, but I wish people could unlearn how to tell too. I wish my ex couldn’t still identify when her favourite alter to antagonise was front, although to be fair I wish he’d be less of a nightmare with it too. I wish people who’ve turned out to be abusive couldn’t tell when more vulnerable alters were front so they could hurt them. I’d like to take the ability away without that needing me to be better at masking, because I’ve tried and I just can’t. Something slips out, people make accurate guesses anyway from even more subtle things, it just dosent work.

I want to have a fully covert DID presentation but that’s just… not something I can have. It’s just how my brain and system are, I’m gonna have to learn to cope with it.

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My DID presentation is in-between being overt and covert. As in, if you don’t know me well, I seem inconsistent and a little odd, but if you do know me and my symptoms well you can probably tell it’s DID, and you can see the differences between alters. We all have different preferences in how we dress and what we do. We have different ways of talking, some of us can’t even talk at all. Some of us are incredibly feminine, and some of us get horribly dysphoric from presenting like that. If you don’t know us then yes, we just seem weird, but if you know then those patterns are easier to pick up on and it’s not too hard to figure out who’s fronting.

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‘we need more BPD representation’ ‘more BPD coded characters’ you couldn’t handle Chloe Price. you couldn’t handle Kaveh. you couldn’t handle Catra. you don’t deserve more BPD coded characters when you can’t be normal about the ones you already have.

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my piercing count is up to 11 now, I got my tongue pierced and all i’ve got to say about it is OUCH

not the actual needle part, but the jewellery being inserted and talking and eating and just about anything that involves moving my tongue hurts rn

it’s gonna be so worth it though, i already think it looks cool and i have funky jewellery saved to order for when i can change it whenever i want

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you aren’t a bad person for having “bad” teeth. you’re not less worthy of love or respect because your teeth are cracked/broken/crooked/discolored. ppl with “bad” teeth deserve better

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solidarity between people who want to take psychiatric meds to function and those who don’t.

What’s important is that we both have autonomy, informed consent and safe access to treatments we want, and to not be forced, coerced or pressured into those we don’t.

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I am deeply tired of people telling Us that our DID is difficult for them.

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"This person has a secret onlyfans!" "This artist does NSFW commissions!" "This author writes porn on the side!" I cannot begin to tell you how swag and awesome that is.

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"Lady Furina?"

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Pricefield fan art ❤️

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on colors and being different and not being enough for yourself

(please reblog instead of liking)

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im so very desperate for the stardew update on switch like cmon pspspsospsp please??