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yes we are alive still

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ya know our current allergies MIGHT be from the mold in the bathroom but I’m not gonna talk about that….

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Being plural is so silly because what do you mean there’s an entire business inside my head selling each other things and a whole currency

Are they rich or something?

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me and my friends having tea time talking about our deepest trust issues together - 🎸

Doodle

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hi pookies we’re back! We keep forgetting to post on pretty much all our social medias because of stress and irl stuff 🥲

so yeah we’re gonna try and post here more often when we can, I just haven’t talked to some of my headmates for a while either cause of personal reasons so everyone including me has just been sort of quiet lately and not doing much aside from like, stressing about soon to come plans 😭😭😭

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It’s our birthday today!!!

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plurality sure is great. "i thought you loved (thing)" no actually thats another guy sorry. you have to wait 14 hours for him to show back up sorry

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me: I’m not a system I’m just lying to myself for some stupid reason

(Something happens that triggers a switch and I can’t do anything but watch stuck inside fighting to get out and be in control again, stuff happens that I would never do or say in my ENTIRE life and I’m just sitting stuck inside screaming to get out)

but that’s a completely normal human experience right??? Right?? - 🌑

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Us being a system:

“Hi i’m (insert name)”

the next day: “wait actually you can also call me (insert different name) it’s just a “nickname” I sometimes go by”

“Or you can call me (insert another completely different name) cause sometimes I go by that too”

“Why was I making posts online that I’m trans I’m not trans…”

“Sorry I was acting different i have no idea what that was” (knows exactly what it was just doesn’t know WHO it was)

*suddenly gains awareness* wait why am i crying??? Why was I crying?? Why are there tears on me what???

“I don’t identify with lgbtq stuff why am I telling people that im gay and lgbtq. I’m straight and Christian”

“What. Why do I have hair dye saved to buy later I don’t want to dye my hair at all it would ruin it”

“Suddenly all of my clothing and the way I look, looks completely wrong. I’m supposed to have (insert features here that are completely different)”

The next day: “what. Why do I have human hands. Why do I have a human face. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME”

“I believe in Shinto”

“Actually Im a satanist”

Few days later: “I love Jesus and I pray to him all the time god is so cool!! Every other religion is evil!”

A few days after that: “I’m not Christian. I’m an atheist and I don’t believe in any of that stuff.”

“Why tf did I buy all this wolf stuff I don’t even like wolves at all anymore, that was somewhere over 10 years ago”

“Uh. Why can’t I draw I could draw just fine the other day now it looks like shit”

Also all this other crap that happens which I don’t even want to list out cause it would take forever and be way too long and some of it depressing. aka has been the story of our life since forever it’s like a constant cycle and sometimes it genuinely feels like whiplash cause of how much everything just changes from week to week or every couple of months or suddenly the next day and it absolutely drives me up the wall but we live with it so!!! This was kinda just a joke cause yeah

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I wish people understood how courageous people have to be during or after having psychosis.

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system struggles, not being able to decide on a college major cause of differing opinions and interests

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Guys I’m sorry we haven’t been active here in a while, we’ve been a lot more active on Bluesky (our username is the same there as here!) so if you want to you can follow us there for more recent posts etc. though we will be reposting some of our stuff from here to there as well as it will be our new main social media to post on. So yeah!!! But we will still post here when any of us remembers to of course, we won’t completely forget about all of you guys who see our posts here.

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I’m guilty of this help - 🌑

the host trying to "turn off" the rest of us will never NOT be funny. why don't ya try putting your brain in some rice next, see if that fixes the issue?

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trauma so bad my coping mechanisms have names and pronouns

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I think you all are right it’s a red flag if someone says transphobic or dismissing things towards someone who is trans while saying at the same time they support trans people. Regardless if you say you aren’t transphobic but act this way it definitely makes you look like you aren’t actually accepting of people having different gender orientations or identity. Worse when it’s someone you want to trust saying this. I’m sorry but the next time someone says we’re just having a “phase” and will “get over it” when it comes to our identity wether it be our plurality or being trans I’m going to stop taking them seriously and maybe just not even talk to them.

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need some advice….

Hey guys, I was just wondering. For those of you who have in-system relationships and also have a irl partner, how do you even explain that to someone? Because we tried explaining it to our current partner and they refused to think it was okay at all, they’re a singlet mind you but they kept insisting that it was weird and to them is somehow equivalent to “cheating” even though to us it’s not that way at all and it works differently than that.

I don’t know if maybe we are wrong somehow, but I don’t understand how someone’s in system relationship can affect someone’s outside relationship with someone else. I read some posts on another website which said that their own singlet partners were accepting of it, but…

also for some reason even though our partner also claims to not be transphobic or anything, they act like when it comes to us possibly being trans, called it a phase and told us we would stop thinking about it eventually or change our mind..

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We found this super cool thing that people have made which are basically fronting indicator necklaces, like you have a necklace and then these connectors where you can put whatever little charms you’d like onto it. And I just thought that was a super cool idea.