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« And he was glad, in a way; for he had created a monster made of the same anguish as his own, and in this at least he was not so alone anymore.

They would never be alone again. »

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So…. Remember that cute little kid in the last drawing of mine ? Yeah, he grew up.

Anyway, I swear I DO love them… but I want them to suffer too ahaha.

(CAN u tell i tried to do the water prison in background ??😭😭 i swear background are sooo hard)

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"He wasn’t born bitter. He remembers how it happened; men dug up a hole in his chest one day when he was very young, and the fire who filled it up was as dark as his blood.

In another universe, he stopped the poison from rotting his bones, he learned not to bite as much. But not in this one. Not in this one. 

In this one he’ll raise you the same way he had been raised; another child screaming « Unloved! Unloved! Unloved! » every moments of the day."

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On Shen Jiu and Luo Binghe, whom I both love so much ahaha (yeah I know they are suffering and all but… cute lol)

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Because, well, Shen Yuan was my first step into my damnei, the first character I truly felt a connection with, even though nowadays I favor Shen Jiu, I still look fondly upon my little nerd hater.

Also quite happy with how this one turned out. This way of coloring is growing on me.

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And Cain says, « When you split me and my brother in the womb, you did not divide us evenly. He got kindness, and I got longing. He got complacence, and I got ambition. I want to kill him sometimes. »

Oh, my brother, my brother, my brother,

What happened to us ?

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A thought on Shen Jiu and Yue Qi, a thought on brotherhood. On waking up one day, all grown up in a body you don’t recognize, and your brother is here too, smiling, looking at you, except it’s wrong, it’s all wrong, so very wrong, and you can’t do anything about it, can’t help but avoid him. He is a mirror you don’t want to look into; he is half your soul but it’s a piece you forgot the name of.

And now, not only has your brother disappeared, but this piece of your soul has gone with him. There is only this creature that calls you brother but never the way he did before. Never the way you wish he would.

Sometimes, you want to kill him. Sometimes, you want him to kill you.

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Ah, how I love them.

Got stuck on how to fricking do the damn colors for like… a week and a half lmao

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« No matter what he does, no matter where he runs to, when he turns back only his mistakes await. Only the sad little shadows of children drenched in tea. And it —lbh, lbh, always smiling— whispers to him; “You will always be this way. You can never change, never take it back. I will always make you miserable. And every version of this story end with your slaughter. ” »

A new try with colors, and some Shen Jiu Angst✨🎋

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I am definitely in my ⭐️Shen Jiu⭐️era again, which means of course that I have to draw him suffering ☺️

Anyway, someone got caught in the crossfire of a qi deviation ! Oh No !

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Fanart for the amazing fic « moving up to heaven » on Ao3, which I BEG you to go read it’s fricking addicting 😳🥹🥹 and I love it sooooo much

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« One crisp winter day, the little beast hated by everyone on Qing Jing Peak, from his shixiongs to the hall masters to his shizun, destined to become the strongest and most powerful qianyuan in this wretched world, finally presents.

As a kunze. »

Fanart for my a/b/o svss one shot, « Milk candies; or How to say sorry »

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Which one, amongst the thousands of Gods, will you pray to this time ? Which one asks to be bled for ?

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“What will you use to wash away the defilement, but blood, blood, blood”

My bad, my hand slipped lmao

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Happy Valentine day !!!

Enjoy this thoroughly-used Astarion, on this joyous occasion, as his master throws a lavish party

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….. 👀 heyyyyyyy so im alive lmao

Trying to get back into digital art after a break is like 😭

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Cross posted on 🦋, quick practice sketch to get back into drawing after a week of writing

I like making this boy bleed so much ahaha

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Color study without references, as I really need to up my game on these damned colors T.T slowly taking away my will to live

My beloved Astarion, or as Cazador says, « Don’t pout child. It’s unbecoming. »

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Simple sketch I did to get back I to anatomy

Cazador and astarion, my beloved ahaha i like making astarion cry

Cross posted on 🦋

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Someone is in trouble….

Process of this drawing (inspo pic and first sketch) is up on my Bluesky if anyone is interested ;)

Still tinkering with colors in the back while doing grey and white drawings in my lil’ comfort zone lol

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Back with my cazstar bullshit !!! I looooove this one so much, it was an ugly sketch but now I think I actually have a favorite child lol

On Astarion and Cazador; and grieving, grieving, grieving the love that could have been there