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Bouquet- Sugawara K.

Beginnings and End

Sugawara x gn! reader

MAJOR ANGST AHEAD, contains mentions of drinking, car crashes, illness, hospitals etc, READER DESCRETION IS ADVISED

"I got you flowers." Sugawara smiled as he handed them to you on your first date. The two of you had known each other for a few months after being assigned to work on a project together and slowly became friends.

"Thanks!" you smiled, taking the fragrant bouquet from his hands with the delicate petals ruffling gently in the wind. He offered his arm for you to grab onto and you took it as you two walked towards a coffee shop he knew had a good view of the river that ran through town.

Every date, even from the first one, he'd made magical, bringing you flowers at almost every opportunity he got. Whether it was just a small one he'd pick on his way to meet you, or a huge bouquet he'd gotten from the little old lady at the flower shop. He knew you loved them, even if you never said so. He figured it out from the way your face lit up and your smile made the corner of your eyes crinkle. Those same eyes he typically got lost in and the same smile that could instantly make his day better.

So the minute you'd both found out you had a potentially fatal disease, those bouquets became that much more frequent. Every chemo treatment, simple milestones he just knew you'd make it to, all the way to the last triumphant walk out of the hospital finishing up your physical therapy, he'd be there, with a vibrant bunch of flora in hand.

You were cured, but who knew it wasn't illness that would take you out, but a random car full of drunk twenty-something year-olds on a stupid midnight joyride who hit you while you were on the way to meet with him.

He was glad he had the opportunity to hold you, to bring you those flowers he'd always make time to get. He hoped he did good as the first, only, and last man you'd love; He wanted to be the best high school sweetheart for a person who should've lived on longer.

"I got you flowers." he whispered as he gently placed them on your grave, keeling down as his tears hit the ground.

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Random Ideas with Haikyuu Characters

Random things going around in my head on a Sunday night while I'm sad about being lonely.

Coming home and playing minecraft with Kenma

Studying in the library on a rainy day with Kuroo

Taking a random train around the Hyogo prefecture and eating food at random places with Osamu

Visiting a museum with Tsukishima

Watching anime and theorizing on what comes next with Tendou

Prank calling people you don't like with Matsukawa

Getting coffee at the best cafe in town with Oikawa (while he fends off girls asking for his number)

Being taught how to play volleyball by Bokuto

Panicking about exams and cramming on an all nighter with Yachi

Watching a ghibli movie marathon with Kiyoko

Tutoring Kageyama on homework while he's flustered

PS guys, send in thoughts random ideas whatever to my asks, I'll write for it when I can!

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Hopeless - AoT Jean K.

Hopeless - AoT Jean K.

Attack on Titan: Hopeless - Jean K.

After the fall of wall Maria, a girl in the Shiganshina district escapes to the outside world, where she’s stranded and learns to hide. But, on the Scout Regiments expedition to reclaim wall Shiganshina, she’s put in danger.

1 10 11

Jean's P.O.V:

I walked into the house and carefully laid her on the bed and pulled the blanket on her. I grabbed a glass of water and put it on her nighstand.

"Lay down, you need some sleep" y/n told me, patting her side of the bed.

I just chuckled at how concerned she is of me still while she's in this condition. I walked over to my side of the bed and laid down, pulling her into my chest and holding her there.

I ran my thumb across her hollow cheekbone. She was still the most beautiful thing on earth to me, no matter how she looked.

"Jean, I'm happy I met you, even if we were both kinda assholes to eachother at the beginning."

"I'm happy I met you too"

"I love you" She gave a weak smile into my chest and dis her best to hold me closer

"I love you more"

she just nodded before falling to sleep.

I couldn't sleep that night, I stared out the window onto the street and begged who ever had power over all of us to please just make her better. I hoped that we could continue spending our days with one another, continue being able to hold eachother and to have her keep me grounded.

It was about four in the morning when her beathing became extremely shallow and the rain became heavier.

She'd woken up and given me a faint smile and sqeezed my hand before her last struggled breath came.

I held her just one last time as the last bit of warmth faded. My hopes had slowly bated in the hours I'd spent thinking, but this sealed the deal.

I slipped my hand out of her grasp and sat up on the side of the bed. I opened the drawer in my nightstand and set a small little box on the top of it. That was the next step to my hopes coming to fruition, but it seems as though it's stopped just as abruptly as time did in that moment.

My heart felt like it had shattered into a million pieces; my last little ray of sunshine in this godforsaken world pulled, no, ripped from my hands. 

"see you around, honey" I softly spoke to her as I sat on the chair and cupped my face trying to hold back tears at her bedside. I just needed a little more time before the coroner came

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Hopeless - AoT Jean K.

Attack on Titan: Hopeless - Jean K.

After the fall of wall Maria, a girl in the Shiganshina district escapes to the outside world, where she’s stranded and learns to hide. But, on the Scout Regiments expedition to reclaim wall Shiganshina, she’s put in danger.

1 9 10 11

"We're hading out at dawn?" I asked Jean as I put my shirt on and slipped my uniform pants on. "yeah, Hange said she wants to get an early start" I slipped his shirt over him as he finally got out of bed. "Did she mention any special gear needed?" "No, just the usual. But I want to bring med supplies for you" "I'll be fine" I waved it off I heard footsteps walk up slowly behind me and then the warmth of Jean engulf me as he wrapped his arms around my waist and hug me from behind. "you're not going to be fine as soon as you need it. If you're not going to carry it then I will" He buried his face in my neck. "fine, fine, you're so stubborn" I complained, giving him a light love tap on the head. "I'm stubborn because I love you" "I know, I know" He finally finshed getting dressed and we geared up to head to the interior. We were to report to Historia before we left. __________________ I stared out at the glittering horizon on the sea and how beautiful the turquoise blue is. A hopeful smile spread across my face as I looked out to what could possibly be out future. "Its beautiful, isn't it?" I asked as Jean walked over beside me "its even prettier with you right next to it" He laughed at the little flustered look and light pink rosy color that flushed accross my cheeks. "don't say something like that out in public" I fumed at him he laughed, giving a half-hearted apology and he pulled me into his side and squeezed my shoulder. "what's he murmuring?" I narrowed my eyes to where Eren was standing. He was murmuring something prophecy like. "I don't know, he's crazy, leave him be" Jean laughed at Eren looking ridiculous murmuring. I just nodded my head, half agreeing with him. I began coughing and Jean immeidately grabbed a handkerchief for me. I slouched down and kneeled to the floor taking the handkerchief from him and coughing into it. "are you okay" he rubbed his hand in circles on my back. I nodded, still coughing. "take it easy on the ride back, okay" his usual gentle and concerned tone was emphasized even more. __________________ Jean's P.O.V: "She's still sick" I stressed, running a hand through my hair as I faced the floor and tried to control the need to pace "how bad?" Connie asked concernedly to me "they don't know whats wrong and it's ten times worse than before." "Mr.Kirstein, would you please follow me" A nurse asked standing at the door I nodded giving a grim look as she truned and held the door open for me. I followed her all the way to y/n's room and she allowed me in. "Jean?" y/n weakly spoke as she was balled up on the bed. "it's me, I'm here honey" I spoke as I rested my hand on her arm tears welled up in her eyes as she sat up and hugged me. "shh, I'm here, I'm here" I softly spoke into her ear, holding her and combing my fingers through her hair. "It hurts" she complained, "it hurts more than anything that happened outside of the wall" "I know, shhh, it's gonna be okay" I still kept holding her, but I felt horrible, I didn't know if it was going to be okay, at this point I knew nothing. The nurse walked in and asked me if she could talk to me in the hall and I nodded, gently setting y/n down on the bed. __________________ I walked in and tried my best to fake a smile, "hey, you're going home" "really?" she asked, sitting up and looking at me. "yeah, c'mon" I spoke as I walked over, picking her up from the bed. It was a rainy day outside, and the clothes y/n had weren't suited for the weather. I gave her my coat and held her close as I carried her to the house. I hated having to leave her at the hospital when I had to go home to shower and get clothes and I tired to avoid doing it as much as I could. But, I didn't want to bring her home in these circumstances.

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Hopeless - AoT Jean K.

Attack on Titan: Hopeless - Jean K.

After the fall of wall Maria, a girl in the Shiganshina district escapes to the outside world, where she’s stranded and learns to hide. But, on the Scout Regiments expedition to reclaim wall Shiganshina, she’s put in danger.

1 8 9 10

It had been about 14 months since I was out of the hospital and not much had changed inside the walls. I was still used to adjusting to life as 1) an adult and 2) living in wall rose. It wasn’t very similar to Shiganshina so there were some things I never really quite understood. And then there were things I flat out had never experienced in the first place since the last time I was inside of the walls was when I was a child.

“you want to see the ocean too?!” Armin excitedly asked as I nodded my head and sat back in my chair. I’d joined the ranks of the Scout Regiment through an honorary admission since I apparently did well in battle.

“I mean, it seems like an interesting place, so I don’t see why I wouldn’t want to go see it” I shrugged my shoulders nonchalantly.

“I’m surprised you never bothered to go out further when you lived outside the walls” Jean commented, looking out the window at the bustling street outside.

“too dangerous. Desert is pure titan territory, and the only food you’ll find is small things that’ll never last you. At least with the grassy areas outside the walls there was rabbits and plants”

“I’m surprised you survived at all. It’s amazing!” Sasha excitedly stated

“I don’t know, when there’s a will there’s a way I guess” I slumped over to look at the photos Armin, Eren and Mikasa were already looking at.

“I think if you head due east that’ll be the fastest route” I pointed to the map and traced the route I discussed, “I mean, the ocean is theoretically right here, right?”

“yeah, that’s where it should be” Eren nodded

“then that’s fastest” I said, leaning back in my chair once again.

“We’ve gotta go to the palace. We have a conference.” Levi spoke, coming to get us from the room we were all collected in.

We all nodded and followed him.

the walk to the conference was stiff and quiet. None of us knew what was going to come of the whole situation. 

As we entered the hall and took our seats Zachary began to speak. the conference droned on tensely with Hange bringing up good points and the leaders all debating what to do with the information given to us from Grisha via beyond the grave.

I felt a cough coming on and grabbed my handkerchief and coughed into it. It’s still the same, blood. None of the doctors knew why I was coughing up blood but they said just to enjoy my life. Which Jean and I both knew that meant the worst. It’s been about three months and Jean and I were both stressed, counting down an unknown number of days.

“are you okay” Jean held my shoulder and rubbed my back as I coughed

I nodded my head but he saw right through everything. 

“may we please be excused” Jean asked Zachary, whom nodded to his request and with that he helped me up and out the door into the hallway. 

“I’m okay, just a little blood, nothing like yesterday’s fit”

you could hear Jean sigh just a small breath of relief. he put his hand on my cheek and made me look to his face, “hey, if you need to lay down I can take you home and you can rest”

“no, no. I’m okay. Promise”

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“I don’t know. I feel like there’s something else looming out there” I sighed, leaning onto Jean’s shoulder as we sat on the edge of the bed in our shared home.

“I do too, but we have to take things one step at a time” he stroked his fingers through my hair “it’s just that, well, all these years outside of the wall and how come I never noticed anything.”

“you were trying to survive”

“yeah, but part of surviving is being observant”

“not always” he reminded me as he kissed the top of my head and pulled me down onto the bed and wrapped his arm around me. 

“hey, I never got to thank you for letting me stay here right after I got out of the hospital.”

He chuckled a little at my sudden gratitude, “I think you staying is thanks enough” 

I nodded, nuzzling into his neck as I carded my fingers through his hair. He moved his hand from my hair down to my cheek and held me close to him. 

“you wanna know something?” I asked him, but it was muffled into his neck

“what?”

“I think you growing out your hair is a good decision, your longer hair is already starting to look good on you” 

“oh yeah?” he flipped himself on top of me

“mhm” I said, still keeping my fingers tangled in his hair and going in for a heated kiss. 

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Hopeless - AoT Jean K.

Attack on Titan: Hopeless - Jean K

After the fall of wall Maria, a girl in the Shiganshina district escapes to the outside world, where she’s stranded and learns to hide. But, on the Scout Regiments expedition to reclaim wall Shiganshina, she’s put in danger.

1 7 8 9

“hey, hey easy. You can’t just go back to how you normally were. You’re fresh out of the hospital” Jean scolded me...again, while he helped me out of the hospital. 

“sure I can, I’m healed” I determinedly said as I tried to take the next step down the stairs but winced in pain. 

“see, I told you so”

“shut up beanpole” I glared to him

“better than horse face” he shrugged and mumbled to himself

I just rolled my eyes and tried taking the next step down the stairs. 

The whole way home was painful, but I was happy to be out of the hospital. Jean took me to his place and let me sleep in the extra room. He sat me down at the table in the dining room and he sat across from me. 

“I’m sorry” I murmured, looking to my side. 

he laughed before asking, “about what?”

“...calling you horse face...and just being an overall asshole back in Shiganshina.” I still kept my head down. 

“don’t worry about that, I had my sword to your neck half of the time, and the whole time it was in the middle of a battle. Honestly, at the beginning I was just as big of an ass as you were” He smiled and patted my head.  

I looked up to him and tilted my head, “you were just trying to keep you and everyone else safe though.”

“and you were just trying to survive”

“fair point”

“what happened all that time while you were out there?”

“where do you want me to start?” I half-heartedly laughed.

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“You’re really going to join?” Jean looked at me concernedly as I held the papers to sign my life away in my hands.

“I mean, I’ve already done the impossible...and well, you serve, so we can watch eachothers’ backs” I rationalized

“But what if you get hurt?” 

“Nothing I haven’t done before” I shrugged, laughing as I touched where my injury was healing. It was almost done

“yeah, but haven’t you already had enough for your lifetime. You can stay home, where it’s safe”

“it’s only safe when you guys are around. Yes, the garrison is ran very well by Pixis, and the same for the MP thanks to Zachary, but honestly, Hange and the regiment are who I trust the most. Being gone for so long means I have alot to make up for”

“but you can do that in other ways”

“why do you not want me to join?”

“because I don’t want to see you hurt.”

“but if I join then I can move out of here soon which means I’ll be out of your hair quicker”

“ugh,” he rested his jaw on his hands and shook his head, “I don’t want you out of my hair”

“what does that even mean?” I laughed

“it means I want you to stay”

I widened my eyes and scrunched my brows together in confusion, “but...I thought I was a burden on you?”

“when did I ever say that?”

“I just assumed so”

“well you’re not. I like you- wai- I mean I like having you around”

“you like me?” 

“...yeah”

I laughed shaking my head which made him panic, “you should’ve said something earlier”

“huh?”

“oh my god,” I rolled my eyes, “I’ll stay here”

“like as in stay moved in here or not join the scouts?”

“I’ll stay”

“so you’re not going to the scouts!”

“no. I’m still going”

he dropped his head in disappointment as I signed the papers. 

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“you want to whaa?” I looked at Jean teasingly as Connie and Sasha laughed in the background. 

“I want to take you out on a date” he said through clasped teeth, glaring at Sasha and Connie.

“huuuuhh? sorry, I can’t year you. what did you say ,Hun?”

“Ugh come here” he gently grabbed my wrist and lead me into the next room over. 

He shut the door behind him and cornered me against the wall, kabedoning me. 

“I know you were just messing with me to mess with me but I want a serious answer, please” he gave a pleading smile at the very end 

“I suppose so” I replied, leaning forward and planting a kiss on his lips.

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Hopeless - AoT Jean K.

Attack on Titan: Hopeless - Jean K.

After the fall of wall Maria, a girl in the Shiganshina district escapes to the outside world, where she’s stranded and learns to hide. But, on the Scout Regiments expedition to reclaim wall Shiganshina, she’s put in danger. 

1 6 7 8

I woke up in room, an actual room. and one better I was in an actual bed. 

I sat up abruptly. 

“whoa, whoa, whoa, be careful” A familiar voice scolded me from across the room and then approached me, but I didn’t look at him, I just looked straight ahead. 

“wha-what happened? I thought I was going home?”

“what do you mean going home? y/n, you’re in Trost, calm down” he placed his hand on my back

“Jean, my parents came for me, I was supposed to go home”

“y/n you were about to die”

I stared confusedly at the wall as my body finally relaxed and slumped over.

“hey, y/n” Jean waved his hand infront of my face. 

“yeah, I’m here” I quietly spoke. 

I had such mixed emotions about this whole situation. I was so close to seeing my family, but I’m back within the walls, in a warm bed, in a hospital or house or wherever I am, and not in a cave. I don’t have to barely sleep to stay alive, I don’t have to night stalk for my food anymore. But the thing I truly wanted was just at my fingertips. 

I looked back over to Jean with tears in my eyes. He immediately scrambled to pull up a chair next to my bedside and rested his hand once again on my back. 

“what’s wrong?”

“w-what happened?”

Jean just sighed and told me everything. 

Jean’s P.O.V (back in Shiganshina)

“wait, where’s y/n” I whipped my head around looking for her everywhere. 

“who’s y/n?” Levi asked suspiciously

“she-I...argh! I found her climbing the wall, captured her and took her to Erwin but her dad served in the corps. At the fall of Shiganshina she escaped to the outside...Ugh! it doesn’t matter! we can trust her, we just have to find her”

“Jean...she might already be dead” Hange hung her head low

“then we need to at least bury her if she’s dead” I looked over to Hange determinedly. 

I used the roof as a vantage point to look for her, trying to see as far as possible. 

“what does she look like?” connie asked, standing beside me. 

“she’s...I..uh, she’s got h/l h/c hair and e/c eyes. She’s about h/g tall and she’s wearing a beat up corps cape.” 

“that’s you’ve got?” Connie asked unsure

I nodded my head and continued looking for her. 

I saw something small moving not too far away out of the corner of my eye and looked over. She was talking.

I took off as fast as I could and got to her just as she closed her eyes. 

“no, no, no. Good try but no.” I picked her up and began carrying her over to the rest of the group. 

Hange had me set her on the ground as she proceeded to wearily treat her. You could see the unsureness in her eyes, but if someone dies who was on my watch I doubt I could live with myself if I didn’t at least make an effort to save them. I watched carefully as she applied disinfectant to the wound and put gauze over it. Finishing it up by wrapping it. 

“I don’t know if she’ll pull through”

“all I want is to know that we tried.” 

The whole time we spent investigating in Shiganshina and on our way back home she was asleep, and couldn’t move. She’d lost most of her blood from that cut, and it had gotten infected within a few short hours after she was hit, but it was probably from her continuing to move. 

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I want to rage, to erase this crushing sense of helplessness in my lungs. To snarl instead of sobbing. I wanted to be shocked at this injustice. To be surprised and treat this as a horrific incident and not just a symptom of a bigger problem.

But I've witnessed how racist bigots reacted to Floyd, the instinctive racist response and "jokes" when people identified China as the one who was at fault with the whole COVID-situation, and how I immediately thought that those "low-key" racist thoughts will escalate someday to deadly actions. I listened to some of my friends when they said that I'm exaggerating.

And I wish- I wish I was. I wished that they were right and I was wrong. But look at our bloodied history. Look at where we are now.

One step forward, eight bloody steps back.

....stay safe.

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As Time Stills - Miya O.

Osamu and y/n pull to eachother like magnets and when they’re not near one another it’s as if time stops and they stuggle to do much. But maybe time stopping is their saving grace

Timeskip! Osamu Miya x reader

you laid down, huffing in your bed as you stared at your ceiling, wondering to yourself “what’s he doing right now?” you let a single tear slip down your cheek as you carded your fingers through your hair and clutched the sheets to your bed in your childhood bedroom.

your relationship with Osamu had ended quite devastatingly and it had been a rocky one in the past few months; with fights and arguement spanning anywhere from stress about bills for the apartment you two shared to a small difference in opinions like what brand of rice to buy at the grocery store.

constantly spitting vile words to one another certainly isn’t the way to maintain a relationship; and although you both loved eachother, you’d both lay down in bed staying on your respective sides and fall asleep angry at one another almost every night.

so, when the day Osamu had come home from work and shut the door, hoping maybe you two could have a peaceful night and be on the road to patching things up only to find a few boxes scattered around and you sitting on the couch, face in your hands and sniffling. he knew this was the end.

“I-I...I think we need to talk” you murmured through tears as he huffed, bracing himself for whats to come as he took a seat on the chair adjacent to the couch.

“I already packed my things, I just don’t think this is going to work out, I don’t think you love me anymore” you just barely managed to get out before breaking into tears again

“no-no! I still love you,” Osamu begged hoping maybe he could save it all, he was holding onto hope by a thread, “please! I’d run laps around the earth for you (y/n)! please...anything but this...don’t-dont leave me...”

you lifted your head, and with the strongest resolve you could muster you shook your head, wiping your tears away and looking him in the eye, “i guess some good things just don’t work out then”

and with that you got up and grabbed your already packed things from your formerly shared bedroom and told him you’d be back to clear out the rest of your things within a week or so.

Osamu sat in his room, staring at the ceiling, wondering what you were up to. he’s spent the whole day reminiscing on the good times where he’d have his arms wrapped around you as you both made onigiri together; or the days you spent curled up together in bed watching cooking shows.

he really, truly did love you. At one point when he thought back on it, even while you two were fighting, he still considered getting down on one knee. he’d thought you were the center of his universe, and that it was vice versa, but when you’d made the decision to leave, it sent him off kilter.

for weeks he’d not wanted to do much other than eat and sleep. Breaking down to his brother or Suna when he could in hopes for looking for emotional support.

there were some things he still kept around the house as ghosts of you. Like the temperature you always set the thermostat to; because you always kept it on the colder side to use it as an excuse to cuddle, or the things that may seem small to one person but we’re huge to him like the shirt you’d accidentally left behind. He used the sushi stuffie he’d won you at a summer festival as a fake you so he could fall asleep at night, but it just never was the same. Nothing really was the same.

but eventually some little inkling inside him told him to get up and grab his phone; doing something most people wouldn’t advise doing.

So, that leads to now, here you are standing face to face with your ex in the rain. You bundled up in your rain coat and scarf, him in just his usual hoodie (actually, your favorite hoodie of his that you stole all the time).

“Hey”

“hey”

“Listen,” he began to explain rather nervously, “i called you here because I was wondering something”

“what would that be?” you stared into the stormy grey eyes you’d gotten lost in every morning long ago.

“I just wanted to know if it’s still there”

“what’s still here”

“that spark, you know”

“no, i’m sorry i don’t”

“i guess what i’m trying to ask is do you still love me”

with this your eyes began to soften and tears threatened to brim along them. to say you still loved him was an understatement. you’d been struggling, missing his touch everyday, and just seeing that he’s not standing here with another girl on valentine’s day makes it feel like a weight has been lifted off of you.

“yeah...yeah, i still do” you reply to him, staring down at the ground so as to hide your blush

“good, so i can do this” he replied, cupping your cheek and tilting your face up to meet his, planting the same sweet as honey kiss he used to give you once upon a time.

As you melted back into his grasp once again, you felt at home, and that’s where you wanted to stay. Right in his arms.

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In Valentine’s Day lawsuit, Japanese gay couples sue for marital rights

TOKYO — Thirteen gay couples filed Japan’s first lawsuit challenging the country’s rejection of same-sex marriage Thursday, arguing the denial violates their constitutional right to equality. 

Six couples holding banners saying “Marriage For All Japan” walked into Tokyo District Court to file their cases against the government, with similar cases filed by three couples in Osaka, one couple in Nagoya and three couples in Sapporo. 

Plaintiff Kenji Aiba, standing next to his partner Ken Kozumi, told reporters he would “fight this war together with sexual minorities all around Japan.”

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save your tears | t.kageyama

save your tears | t.kageyama

[author’s note ♡  idk what i just wrote either…shhh, i know its not valentine’s day but still. i wanted to post this cause why not?  it takes place on that day! and let’s ignore the fact i used a weeknd song title for this :) ]

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[pairing- timeskip! tobio kageyama x reader]  ♡

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↳ Valentine’s day…  

The day where you see red and pink hearts plastered everywhere.  

Plush stuffed animals, plastic balloons the shape of hearts saying ‘I love you’, and chocolate boxes given to the one you love usually.    

 Kageyama wasn’t one for Valentine’s day. He went along with Hinata and Atsumu because he was bored.

 He was currently now tired, he being the only one of his little group to the bar sober enough to think. He’s the only one who is also not doing anything and just thinking, not that there was anything to think about.

   Hinata, who was next to him was knocked out cold and shot glasses all around him after a drinking game with Atsumu.

   Atsumu being surrounded by girls who were practically sucking his neck and his breath reeking like alcohol, though not being as wasted as his teammate.         Ushijima, not even being there and went home the first hour they were all there.

 Then the others like Bokuto, Hoshiumi, and Sakusa, were probably either with their s/o or at home alone doing nothing.

 He could have been at home but who did he have Valentine’s day to spend with?

 Y/N?  

No, because he wasn’t even sure she isn’t in Japan anymore.

Maybe she was in L.A or Las Vegas.

She isn’t with him anymore…and it was all his doing.

 He had volleyball and classes, even if he was failing those classes.

 He has his usual hookups now and then. It’s not his fault that every girl he hooks up with looks like Y/N. They aren’t her anyways…which is why he doesn’t enjoy them. He just does it for the hell of it. Those fucking hookups and volleyball are the things filling that hole Y/N made.

He honestly misses when she would play with his hair and sing to him.

How she would always talk about making it into the music industry… She did make it.

Kageyama was the reason why she made it big in the industry.

The lyrics were obviously about him.

Though it talked about the person being ‘possesive’, who else does she know with blueberry eyes, a weird, funny smile, and raven hair?

 No one.

 Kageyama made sure about that.

 He has control who you saw…well 'had’.

“Kageyamaaaa, she loooks reaally reaally pretttyyyy. She lookss like N/N-channnn” Hinata slurred, snapping Kageyama out of his thoughts and grabbing onto his shoulder to hold himself up, pointing at a (h/c) woman across of the bar.

 It was Y/N.

 Kageyama admits. He doesn’t know how long it’s been since he’s seen Y/N… It feels like it’s been forever.

She looks more gorgeous than ever, wearing a nice, long, black dress, hugging her figure nicely.  

His heart fluttered seeing her again.

She looks so happy…even more happier than when he was with her though.  

 As Y/N scanned throughout the room whilst singing softly, her eyes locked with Kageyama’s blueberry ones.

 Within the light, her eyes look like e/c gems.

Her look of curiosity and observance transformed into a look of straight-up hatred.

It hurt him a bit.

He remembered how he met her, with that same look of curiousity…  

“HINATA, GET YOUR ASS HERE!!!”

“NO!”

 The two boys ran to Ukai’s convenience store since Hinata drank Kageyama’s milk carton by accident. Kageyama was going to have to kill Hinata if he didn’t buy his milk.

“Hey boys,” Ukai said, smoking his cigarette, waving slightly with his eyes glued to the television which has the news on.

 It was Valentine’s day and the store had red and pink hearts plastered everywhere.

 It was head-ache worthy.

Still, Kageyama grabbed a milk carton and shoved it to Hinata, who looked at Kageyama mad.

*DING*

A h/c-nette entered the store attracting the attention of the two teens.

She walked straight to the snack aisle, grabbing milk-bread and candy, singing subtly while doing all of that. She seemed to have ear buds on since there were wires from her ears going to her hoodie’s pocket.

Hinata smiled at the singing girl and went up to her, but got stopped by Kageyama.  

“BOKE-”

Hinata went up to the girl and tapped her shoulder, gaining her attention.

“Yes?” She asked, her tone and face filled with curiosity on what the boy in front of her had to say.

“I really like your voice. It’s really pretty!” Hinata exclaimed, making the girl’s face light up.

Kageyama was jealous on the inside. He wanted to be the one who earned the smile from the girl.

“W-Why, thank you…I’m L/N Y/N. Nice to make your acquaintance.” the girl officially known as L/N said.

Her pretty name suited her.

“HI! My name is Hinata Shoyo!”  Hinata turned to Kageyama and pointed at him, earning Kageyama L/N’s attention.

“THAT OVER THERE IS BAKAYAMA” Hinata said, his arms crossed.

“Hello! What’s your name because I sincerely doubt your name is 'Bakayama’"  L/N chuckled.

Her chuckle was like music to his ears, like her singing.

Her eyes were pretty, her hair was pretty…she was pretty…

Her h/c hair was shiny to the light and shaped her face nicely.

Her h/c eyes were hypnotizing.

He felt like he could stare at her for hours…

"BAKAYAMA!”

“Huh? Oh-What did you say?”  Kageyama stuttered, earning a laugh from L/N.  

“What’s your name?” L/N repeated.

Kageyama felt a blush creep to his cheeks as she held her curious gaze at him.

“O-Oh…Kageyama Tobio..NOT BAKAYAMA,” Kageyama said, hitting Hinata on the head.    

“Stupid Boke”

“OW!”

“Cute…” the h/c girl whispered, audible enough for Kageyama to hear, making his blush grow.  

 "Well it was nice meeting you two! 'Till next time!“ L/N said, paying for her things and giving each of the boys a  small chocolate heart…  

"Hello..” Kageyama snapped from his flashback as the girl he was thinking about was in front of him.  

“Y-Y/N…”  

“Yama…” Y/N said, her voice crackling slightly, her eyes’ sparkle fading.  

“Y/NNNNN-ie!!!” Hinata yelled, trying to hug Y/N, but falling down instead on his face.    

“Owie-” Hinata said, rubbing his head and standing up and hugged Y/N.  

“Hi Sho-chan…Here.” Y/N said, helping the tangerine sit down at a nearby booth.

As once as Hinata felt the comfort of the cushion, he knocked out.

Y/N chuckled a little, looking at her knocked out friend.

“Where were you..?” Kageyama asked, his voice cold, his vulnerable demeanor disappearing and capturing Y/N’s attention.  

Y/N’s head shot at Kageyama. She pursed her lips as she sat down across from Kageyama and placed her whisky glass on the table.  

“Tobio, at least try to be a little more polite…and I was in Los Angeles and Chicago. I’m working on my debut album since my single was recived well by critics…” she responded, rubbing her arm, looking at the rest of the bar.

 People there were either drunk out of their minds like Hinata and Atsumu or were still drinking and being scared of the sight of the drunks everywhere.

  “Oh… I have a game in a few weeks…” he said quietly, audible for Y/N to still hear as she nodded.        

“Well! I better go since I don’t want to get recognized or get like Shoyo..” Y/N said, breaking the long silence and getting up from her seat across to Kageyama.

He stopped her, grabbing her arm tight.

“PLEASE DON’T LEAVE ME! I FUCKED UP, I KNOW, BUT I LOVE YOU! I DID ALL OF THAT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!! PLEASE, LET IT BE LIKE OLD TIMES!!” he screamed,  not caring that he was bringing attention. It was true.   He did love her. He still does.

“I-..Tobio, be reasonable. We are adults, not teenagers. I have a career and when we broke up, I felt FREE. You were fucking trapping me in that relationship. Plus, everybody reads tabloids nowadays so it’s no secret that you were fucking one of my past collaborators.” Y/N said, chuckling darkly.

“I-”

“Yeahhh..Please, save your tears for another day, I don’t need your bullshit right now…Goodbye.” Y/N said, yanking her arms from the ravenette.

“Love, where are you?” a familiarly annoying voice called out, catching Y/N’s attention as her head snapped to the voice’s direction.

Oikawa…

“'Love’?” Kageyama asked coldly, glaring at the woman inf ront of him. 

 Y/N smirked as she nodded and held up left hand showing a diamond ring on her ring finger.

 Kageyama was going to lose it.

“He’s my fiancé~” she chuckled and waved to the brunette who came closer in view.  

 Oikawa’s eyes widened at seeing Kageyama in front of him.

 "Let’s go. I was just talking to an old acquaintance of mine..“ Y/N said, holding 

 Oikawa’s arm and walked away, leaving Kageyama to drink his sorrows away and Oikawa perplexed on what the hell just happened.

 What a Valentine’s Day…

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Once you meet someone, you never really forget them. It just takes a while for your memory to come back to you.

SPIRITED AWAY - 千と千尋の神隠し (2001) dir. Hayao Miyazaki

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currently having timeskip mortician matsukawa brain rot. maybe it’s because one of my career paths I’m interested in is being a mortician, but idk, mortician mattsun do be hittin different

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Flowers - Sugawara K.

college!Koushi Sugawara x reader

Genre: PURE TOOTH ROTTING FLUFF <3

You work at a daycare under the table with your handsome coworker Sugawara. You’ve had a small crush on him for a while and never said anything, then white day rolls around...

In his off time when he wasn’t studying for classes Suga would work at his family friend’s daycare and get a little extra money for random stuff like snacks or a small spontaneous trip to Miyagi. You were one of his coworkers. You were getting your degree in child psychology and to make some quick cash to pay down the sea of student loans you picked up a under the table job at the daycare. 

You’d worked with Suga a few times, he seemed like a very kind, funny, and helpful guy; and if it weren’t for you always having something pop up right wen you consider it, you’d probably have asked him out for coffee already. 

You walked into the daycare, setting your bag down in the back in the teachers lunchroom and sat down with the kids. They were rowdy since it was a Sunday and they’d been there since 8 a.m. and it’s about noon. A lot of parents rely on week-round daycares because they unfortunately get stuck working on weekends.

“(l/n)-sensei!” a little girl by the name of Miki tugged on the sleeve of your sweater 

“yes Miki-chan? is there something you need?” 

“will you play dollies with me?” she looked up at you with hopeful eyes. 

“yeah, pleaaseeeee” most of the other girls pleaded, now giving you the same puppy dog eyes.

You sighed, knowing they were your achilleas heel, as you walked over, taking a seat on the ground. 

“Have a good day (y/n)-chan! The teacher waved to you as she left. 

“bye! have a good day!”

she waved to all the kids before leaving through the front door. That’s when the full weight of 15 kids’ wanting constant attention slammed onto you. 

“(l/n)-sensei! come play with me!”

“(l/n)-sensei, I’m hungry, when’s snack!?!?!?!”

“(l/n)-sensei, will you please take us outside to the playground”

It had been at about 2:30 when finally a savior, practically an angel walked through the door. (up to you if that includes looks or not ;) )

“good afternoon, you guys” Suga laughed, giving the kids head pats as he made his way into the door and through the sea of excited kids. He held his usual bag of chocolates in one hand, but the other has a bouquet of roses and an actual box of chocolates. 

you see, every time Suga came in to work on weekends, he’d bring some chocolate in and give a piece to each of the kids there; and on certain holidays like valentines day, white day, etc he’d bring in flowers (but never roses) for the kids and hand them out, telling them to trade flowers with their friends or something. 

and it just so happened to be March 14th, white day. 

“Suga-sensei, are those flowers for us?” a little girl asked

“no, no, I brought your guys’ flowers here yesterday, they’re in the teachers’ room. These are for (l/n)-sensei” he smiled. 

At this point you’d frozen. Did you hear that right? Were those for you?

He walked over, his usual sweet with a hint of mischief smile plastered on his face. 

“(l/n)-san, I was wondering if you’d accept these from me and maybe would like to go out for coffee sometime. 

You were beet red, but happier than ever. 

All the little girls were watching like it was some princess movie where the prince came to rescue the princess and well, the boys... they’d lost interest for the most part. 

“I-uh...yeah, I will; and I’d love to” you smiled to him, accepting the box of chocolates and the roses. 

“great! lets figure out a time later! he smiled, sitting down with the bag of chocolates he brought for the kids and handing them to them. 

You carefully put the flowers in the back by your stuff and got a chance to look at the card he’d slipped into the roses. 

𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒹𝒶𝓎! 𝐼 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉�� 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊'𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁 𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝐼'𝓋𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓂𝑒𝓉, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊'𝓇𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝒷𝓋𝒾𝑜𝓊𝓈𝓁𝓎 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃𝓈 𝐼'𝓋𝑒 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑜𝓈𝑒𝓈...𝓈𝑜 𝐼'𝓂 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓌𝒶𝓇𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒸𝑜𝒻𝒻𝑒𝑒 𝒹𝒶𝓉𝑒!

-𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒, 𝒦𝑜𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾 𝒮𝓊𝑔𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓇𝒶

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Parties Aren’t Our Thing - Suna R. x Reader

Parties Aren’t Our Thing - Rintaro Suna

Genre: fluff

cw: harrassment, alcohol, parties, stupid drunk people, violent behavior (all on stupid drunk people’s part, not Suna’s)

All characters are 20+ (that’s the legal drinking age in Japan.)

You ended up getting dragged to a party by your friends and getting harassed by a drunk dude. But, that’s how you met Suna, and that’s how you both discovered something about eachother; Parties aren’t your thing.

The speakers were booming, you were slightly pissed. Actually, no, scrap that. You were very pissed. Your friends had dragged you to this stupid party and here you are, huddled in the corner while they’re living it up on the dance floor. 

It’s not that you’re antisocial, it’s just that you hate parties; you could probably name them the bane of your existence. 

You made your way over to the bar to get water, because you absolutely were not about to have a single sip of alcohol here. You didn’t care if this was supposed to be for a ‘elite of elite’, if it’s a party, there’s always going to be someone at least a little suspicious. 

you went back to your safe corner, to annoyedly observe this stupid party when a guy around your age stumbled over to you, obviously completely wasted. 

“heyyy there,” his voice was so slurred you struggled to understand him, “lookin’ for a little fun tonight”

“um, no thanks” you wave, but he refuses to take your rejection

“oh, c’mon babeeeee you’re hot, I’m hot, whaddya sayyyyy” he placed his hand on your arm

“no, really, I’m not interested, thanks” you tried to push his arm off but his grip was really strong for a drunk guy

“sure you are, a single girl like you out partying, of course you’re interested”

“I’m actually not single, I have a boyfriend”

“oh yeah, and where’s he? huh?” he started to take an aggressive tone with you

“he’s somewhere around here, and I’m sure he won’t appreciate it if he walks over and sees some dude harrassing his girlfriend” you tried to push his hand off again

“you must think I’m an idiot, huh bitch. I can see through your obvious lies, don’t fuck with me like that,” he started to his you using the hand he had on your should and at this point you were worried what this guy was going to do. 

then, he suddenly stopped.

“you’re gonna owe me for thinking I’m a moron” he got close to your face and grunted through his teeth, his breath wreaked of alcohol to the point where you’d coughed. 

“now, c’mon” he grabbed your wrist and started to yank you along with him. 

“Oi, hey man what the fuck do you think you’re doing with my girlfriend?!” a guy with a glass of whiskey walked over. He was tall and had brown hair and striking green eyes. but most importantly in this situation, he was muscular and bigger than the drunk guy. 

“she’s not your girlfriend!” the drunk guy spit venom back.

“yeah she is,” the tall guy had stated, he leaned in and grabbed the drunk dude’s hand, prying it off of you and pushing him, “you might wanna run while you can” 

the drunk dude staggered off, yelling berating words to the two of you. 

the tall guy turned around to you, “are you alright?” 

“yeah, now I am, thank you” 

“it’s no problem, he’s a known douche bag at parties like this. where’s your boyfriend...oh and um, I’m Suna” he offered his hand to you which you shook. 

“I’m (l/n). I don’t actually have a boyfriend, I just said I did to try and get that stupid bastard to leave me alone but, you saw how well that worked.”

“well, (l/n)-san, why don’t ditch this place since it seems parties are really either of our thing... and maybe um, maybe you’d want to get dinner or something since it’s only 9, I know a 24 hour sushi bar close to here that’s pretty good.” he rubbed the back of his neck. 

A light pink flush adorned your cheeks now as you looked up at him and smiled, “sounds good to me”

you grabbed your phone to inform you now completely drunk friends and one sober but just completely crazy friend that you were leaving. 

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Hopeless - AoT Jean K.

“Attack on Titan: Hopeless - Jean K.

After the fall of wall Maria, a girl in the Shiganshina district escapes to the outside world, where she’s stranded and learns to hide. But, on the Scout Regiments expedition to reclaim wall Shiganshina, she’s put in danger.

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Everything as in shambles. It was literally a war zone. on the outside of the wall were bodies of what I’d come to find out were rookie soldiers, lying dead on the ground. I’d worked my ass off helping on the inside of the walls as much as possible. On the side I never bothered to explore while I was out was buildings that did stand high, but now matched the rest of the landscape, rubble and dirt. 

I saw the only survivors gathered together at the top of one of the only remaining buildings that survived the colossal titan’s inferno. I kept my distance from all of them. When I saw that young rookie soldier dragging Erwin on his back it saddened me. 

One of the only people I ever recall my father calling one of his true friends was laying there dying. 

“y/n this is captain Erwin Smith, he’s my friend and also one of my fellow leaders in the scout regiment.”

“it’s nice to meet you” the burly man gave me a warm smile and offered his hand

I shook it and gave him a nod. 

“If I’m not around anymore and you need help, make sure to come to Erwin, okay.”

I just silently nodded.

The man sat there dying was the was who tearfully delivered the news to my mother and I

“I’m sorry, I’m so, so sorry” He bowed his head and cried as tears streamed down mine and my mother’s face. 

He handed my mom the tattered cape that flew off my father’s body right before he was eaten. She gave it to me. 

him and my mother dropped to their knees and cried, but I looked at the tattered piece of green fabric held in my hands. My only memento besides photos and paintings that I have left of my father.

I doted on the past and pained for Erwin, but it’s not like I wasn’t injured either. 

When I went in for the neck on the colossal titan, I was hit by his steam, but nothing to the extent that I saw one guy die from. I clutched the side of my rib cage as I knelt down. Right after I was burned, I was cut deep by shrapnel. 

I managed to get up and limp over to a building where I sat down. 

I wondered what it was like back in the walls. How much had things changed. 

Jean definitely seemed to have better training than my father did, but maybe it was just the amount of things he was put through as a new recruit was more than my dad ever had in his first few years of serving. 

I watched as the group struggled over who to save, and honestly, I felt like there was no competition. The boy who sat there charred was long gone, they needed to give medical attention to Erwin.

The short man who I’d eventually learned his name was Levi sent everyone away so he could make his decision in peace. I saw his eyes pace back and forth between the two, struggling with his decision. He went for Erwin but Erwin pushed Levi’s arm out of the way. You could see Levi struggle, but then he got up and walked over to the charred boy

but what I saw next sent chills down my spine.

After injecting the shot, Levi made his way quickly out of dodge and the boy turned from a charred mound of flesh to a titan in an instant, and then, they sacrificed the colossal titan shifter to the boy turned titan. 

then, suddenly the titan went back to human. I was so confused at what I saw. It made no sense, whatsoever. 

but I felt a sharp pain run through my wound as I groaned and clutched onto it. 

“y/n you fought well” my parents cooed to me from the east where the light was shining. 

“thanks” I smiled to them

“I think you’ve done enough fighting. You should come home” my mom smiled 

and so I sat, resolute in my future, as I laid there and accepted my fate. 

I looked at the tattered green material wrapped around my body. Worn and dirtier than when I’d first received it those many years ago

it seems this thing, this color is a harbinger of death. But not one without honor.

It was finally my time, besides, it was much overdue.