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I need it soooooooo badly I’m going to try and get a Nintendo Switch 2 soon

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Working on this story again of Smallfoot! I’m publishing more regularly now sorry it took me forever to update

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Thx @sweepygeppetto for such a phenomenon as “Fleem with a knife” it was the inspiration for this comic)))

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OMG THEM!✨

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GILLIAN SHELBOURNE!💜

Y'know what? Screw it!!

*Makes Gillian canon*

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nonbinary flag colour picked from gil's clothes.

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OMG I LOVE HER SO MUCN IM EXPLODING💖

I know it's not much but there's her again (i'm drawing her more)

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What even was the point of the empire sending a literal smeet to a lab? 😭

Late night sleepy doodles let's go!

(are these even called doodles? I can't tell I'm bad at it)

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Things I’ve noticed, my depression vs my personality

It's weird it's like my personality can be very excited and stupid and cheerful and I get so happy over the stupidest most random things like a shiny bubble for example, and the fact that there is a rainbow inside it, I would be just so happy that’s it’s there, and then I get depression waves because I also have depression and it's like my depression and my joyful personality fight each other for dominance and it's just weird. I go from depression to pure wonder and so on and so on and it's kind of exhausting.

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Depression trigger warning, although honestly.. I need antidepressants but I can’t cuz I had a horrible reaction to them in the past but here, a little speech to release my feelings

Another night I am here alone, with no one but myself and my mind. My mind torturing me yet I must deal with all night, sleep will come, but will it stay? I know it won’t, it never does. I wait for nightfall to swallow me up, at the mercy of my own mind.. a million stars in the sky, a million thoughts I can’t escape.

Having disabilities and autism and depression isn’t for the weak. Listen when I speak. Listen to what I say, I’m not here by choice..I never wanted this.. I never asked for this. I don’t want to burden anyone. Every day is the same it never ends.. how much longer until I’m set free? Until I can finally breathe. Until I can leave this body and fly to my Heavenly home? Look.. look at me. Will I never be heard?

I try and try but I will never be able to catch up. I will never be like the others.. for communication and understanding is blocked and limited with my condition.. I am a shadow of myself. A shadow of what I could have been.. what I would have been..

I am a ghost, floating upon this world lifeless, waiting.. as I watch as the others go by, all with purposes, all with connection and access to knowledge and comprehension without having to fight. All connected to the world.. all with a sense of self and certainty.. I watch and watch as I am trapped.. what a life that must be..

I live a life of solitude.. a life with no connection to the world around me.. limited communication..limited understanding.. an empty head, an empty soul.. a hopeless spirit. My only hope rests in the hope of God, who will one day bring me to my eternal relief.. what a day that will be..

How much longer can I go on..? I don’t know the answer. Day after day it’s the same.. as the seasons change.. time goes by.. it gets closer and closer.. what a day that will be..

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Me in my Gillian's era

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drools

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Lalalala

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About me 💖

Hi I am Izzy.. I am 25 years old, I am autistic and very friendly and I really like coloring, and Roblox, and Nintendo. I like to be creative, I am in school studying, I am a Christian. I like meeting new friends.

I like different fandoms

I am friendly and accepting of all people..

Please don’t interact if you have mean intentions, or are mean to others.

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