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The sexual tension between a girl and not feeling real every time her birthday comes around

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HE CALLS THE MANSION NOT A HOUSE BUT A TOMB

HES ALWAYS CHOKING FROM THE STENCH AND THE FUMES

THE WEDDING PARTY ALL COLLAPSED IN THE ROOM

SO SEND MY GODDAMN RESIGNATION TO THE BRIDE AND THE GROOM

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Bloody Mary,

The figure in this bathroom mirror has aged with me, but in the dark, it's a stranger.

The limbs don't move right, their angles all sharp.

Of course, I am scared of the shadow behind me. I feel it breathing down my neck.

But, Bloody Mary,

Do you think we could be friends?

If things were different?

If you could reach out?

If I could find you in the dark?

Perhaps after you've ripped my throat out, we'd find we have things in common.

Because as much as I call to you, you call to me. The candle flame trembles just like my hands–

Are you smiling at me now?

Would you still come if I turned on the light?

When your nails breach my skin, I'd like to look you in the eyes, Bloody Mary.

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Is someone watching through the window?

Their lights are shining on my face. I feel their eyes on my thighs.

Are they leering? Do they like it?

Should I do a twirl?

I smile at the window, at my reflection in the glass, and I wink into the dark. I hope this isn't too forward, but can I crawl into your thoughts and crown myself protagonist?

I think I need a skincare routine. I think I need to count my macros. What do you eat in a day, monster who lives in my walls?

Personality, relatable. Body, unattainable.

Can you empathize with god?

My hands are bloody, but my nails are gel x. I will rip your sentences apart. I will make myself the subject and the object too.

If I threw open the window, could I watch you watching?

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hawk / bookstore coffeeshop / wildflowers / eleven / summer / writing / blue / sapphire / burritos

tagging: @sparkly-jim and @excuse-me-thanks hi new mutuals

i've participated in so many tag games, i think it's about time i make my own

use this order and insert images according to how you view yourself!

1. Animal

2. Place

3. Plant

4. Character

5. Season

6. Hobby

7. Colour

8. Crystal

9. Food

here's mine:

cat, bookstore, blue forget-me-nots (idk, i just picked a random image with blue flowers), angel devil (csm), winter, reading + listening to music, blue, moonstone, sushi

tags: @rosees3ray @starr-theoriginal @doing-ur-mum-pt2 @thelovelyvie @urlocalsadkid-l @sad-trash-pigeon @carbonbasedmatter @toxictidepod241 @robinheaney12 @believeinavocado @just-sarah-xx @ali-da-demon @koi0boi @ch1ckpeapancake @rosetintedgreyspaces @dramaticwriter @butterfliesareamyth @bluewrite + anyone who wants to join /np

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staying mad about this finale

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okay i've decided to use tumblr again. how, in this decade, do u find mutuals on this website

(tagging things i still like)

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i haven't been to tumblr in years but i crave a renaissance. Anybody still here? ??

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x

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the year is 2023 and i’m watching supernatural 

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mfw my cellmate’s a killer

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THE ANSWER TO MY URL IS YES.