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Eyes✨

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When the Trojans win against the Foxes, Neil and Jean will get closer.

Neil will say:

"It was a good game."

And Jean will say:

"Yes, it was, wasn't it?"

They will hit their fists before separating.

And he assured you that you'll be screaming.

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"neil is innocent and doesn't know when andrew is flirting with him-"

WRONG ❌

once neil figured out how to play along he was a fucking menace do you not remember this????

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demisexuality didn't exist until 2006 when neil josten looked at all of his teammates and said "am I gay? or?" and then summarily decided no probably not but I will keep kissing andrew for as long as he wants to be kissing me

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jane

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Breaking news 🦊 (full drawing + inspo below!)

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Drew this for @s-hanna-h heheh 💗✨️

Inspired by the weredrew fics from @ominousandreil (Ominous on Ao3), which I would greatly recommend!!!

https://archiveofourown.org/series/2035921

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i've always imaging wymack as the coach from bella and the bulldogs

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my personal headcanon is that college exy fans are as invested in whether laila and cat are dating as women's basketball fans were with paige bueckers and azzi fudd because laila and cat seem especially close and affectionate but they've never officially announced it and then one day they hard launch and the entire exy community goes crazy

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So locked in rn

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my favourite thing about the perfect court is how they are all parallels of each other - each person could have ended up like one of the others, but they didn’t.

neil could’ve ended up like jean, if his mother hadn’t taken him and run. neil could’ve ended up like riko, if he’d internalised his father’s abuse and tried to earn his affection instead of fearing it. if he’d tried to become someone his father would be proud of - like riko does - he would’ve become heartlessly violent. but he doesn’t.

jean could’ve been like neil, if he’d had just one family member care about him enough to run. he could’ve ended up like kevin, if he’d gone with him when kevin ran. he could’ve been like riko, if he’d taken everything that had been done to him and inflicted it on the world/people around him, but he doesn’t.

kevin could’ve ended up like riko, if he’d twisted tetsuji’s abuse enough to believe that the things he deserved were taken from him. he could’ve ended up like jean, if he’d refused to run after his hand was broken.

riko could’ve ended up like any of them. if an adult had cared about him enough to save him, he could’ve ended up like neil. if he’d hated his father instead of fighting for his attention, or if he internalised the abuse he faced instead of inflicting the same abuse on others, he’d have been more like jean or neil. if he’d accepted his place and decided to fight for the things he did have - exy, kevin - he’d have been more like kevin. but he doesn’t.

yes, their situations are largely shaped by the people around them - riko, jean, and kevin (until he learns about wymack) do not have an adult in their lives that cares about them enough to change their situation. but it’s also their individual responses to their abuse that shapes how they act. i’m not trying to say that people get to choose their trauma response, but it’s important that riko and neil parallel each other because we’re shown the could have beens. it shows you that it really only takes one person to change everything - mary taking neil and running is so so so important for how neil’s character and personality and trauma response turns out.

neil could’ve ended up like riko, but he doesn’t. riko could’ve ended up like neil, but he doesn’t.

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Forgot to post this one

Excited for the Kevin duology and its ironic I was drawing him when I got the news

Crybaby ass

These were taken when it was still a wip

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just reread the sunshine court and the golden raven dhmu 💔

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emotionally constipated but so aesthetically devastating. that’s my andrew minyard.

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Drunk and flirty Jeremy 😩

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group therapy