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I asked myself

either you loved me

or not

once, twice,

too many times

and i realized

one thing

questioning your love

was an obvious answer —

you never did

— this is why i let you go // G.A

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“For the last time, would you please tell me..if what we had, whatever we had, was anything special, even when it’s no longer there?”

“*Silence*”

- DG (Conversations inside my head)

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“And to the casual observer it looks like I have moved on since I go around wearing my little happy mask all day. I smile and laugh and carry on like my heart’s still in one piece, but beneath it all, I am dying.”

— Melody Carlson

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“It’s unfortunate, and I really wish I wouldn’t have to say this, but I really like human beings who have suffered. They’re kinder.”

— Emma Thompson

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“Yes, of course I’ve hardened, of course I have had to change to survive in this unforgiving world. But somewhere inside me, there still lives a little girl who once tried to invent a time machine, just to go back in time to save Vincent Van Gogh from his sadness when she heard he ate yellow paint to get the happiness inside him.”

— Nikita Gill

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“Nothing ever ends poetically. It ends and we turn it into poetry. All that blood was never once beautiful. It was just red.”

— Kait Rokowski

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“I want someone who’s afraid to leave.”

— Juansen Dizon

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with tears in my eyes i begged you to stay... you said hey man ion like you as much and walked the fuck away. i know i was right to leave, i know i had to do what i did. but it hurts and i didn't want to do it. i just wanted to love you. i wanted to be free and happy and i wanted to feel...but i needed to leave. because despite what i want he just doesn't feel a damn thing towards me. now it's my turn. my turn to exercise my own toxic masculinity and pretend that the thing that is breaking my heart doesn't bother me at all. but i will satiate my sadness how i know to. i will drift away from it slowly...i promise i won't let the monster take me over again i just want to play with my demons. when they surround me in the light of day i am protected. when they stand next to me in the dead of night i am untouchable.

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“I didn’t wanna admit, everything around me was telling me and yet something in me just couldn’t accept, couldn’t actually understand that this might be true, for it was the first time that it felt he was drifting away from me, perhaps I should have realized from the tone of his voice, or the feel of his words, they seemed so hollow when I think of them now, but I guess at the time I was just too lost in love to genuinely believe what was happening.”

- DG (Her perspective)

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“Trust yourself. You know more than you think you do.”

— Dr Spock