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TODAYSMUSIC - The Strokes - The Adults are Talking

A very dear song that I love because it reminds me of marvellous memories of my partner and I. I couldn’t be happier.

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YELENA BELOVA and KATE BISHOP

in Should we fight or should we talk

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DICKINSON (2019-2021) 3.07 | The Future never spoke

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Lauren Bacall photographed in 1945.

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elliot's journal / darlene

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Rosa Salazar as Lisa Nova

S1E1: I exist | BRAND NEW CHERRY FLAVOR (2021 - )

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Wait. Come over here.

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Me hungover during Gaelic football practice: I am never EVER drinking again.

Coach after practice: Want a beer?

Me: HELL TO THE YEAH.

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Mood

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There is so much that I don’t want to feel, Emily. And the biggest thing that I don’t want to feel… is that I’m in love with you.

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JANUARY 13TH

This date will always be a part of my life. January 13th, 2012 was the day my life drastically changed. Since then, I have been dealing with major anxiety attacks, shame, fear and PTSD.

January 13th was always a dreadful day for me since then. I kept this day for myself and dealt with it on my own. But then January 13th, 2020 came by and this time I decided to really fight. It was an even worst day because I started talking about this day to my therapist and that night back in 2012 felt even more real. But for the first time I was not alone, and I was listened and believed.

Today, January 13th, 2021, my friends were there for me, because I managed to open up about that night back in 2012. And they listened and supported me. And I learnt to live with PTSD and flashbacks and kept living and be happy. 

This song was played in Grand Army, and this show told my story with Joey, and I felt represented. And it helped me keep fighting even more. This year’s January 13th is not about me being scared and ashamed, it is now about me being strong. And I am so proud of myself and I hope people living the same story will feel this one day too, because you finally get to realize that you are a powerful person.

With love and support,

Ana

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fuck all romance except for whatever that girl who came back from the dead and that lesbian nun have going on