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the it girl’s spring cleaning

phone reset

delete old contacts and messages

go through social media following

delete unused apps

go through photos

set a new wallpaper

add widgets for reminders, weather, battery, etc.

delete old songs and add new ones

environmental reset

clean your bedroom (vacuum, dust, put clothes away, etc.)

sort through and donate old clothes

organize your makeup, skincare, etc.

wash or change your bedsheets

rearrange your bedroom

open your windows and curtains to let fresh air in

get outdoors

clean your home with fresh scented products (lemon, lavender, etc.)

physical reset

try a new workout routine

get some new outfits

do a face mask

exfoliate and shave

oil your hair or do a hair mask

try a new hair color, cut, or style

do your nails or get your nails done

get some fresh makeup and try a new makeup routine

do a lip mask and scrub

mental reset

start journaling or try some new prompts

do a refreshing meditation

try a new yoga practice or workout

read instead of scrolling

put a time limit on your phone usage

reset your sleep schedule

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self help gurus vs capitalism

I don't like when self help gurus will be like ''yea capitalism is apart of the problem but you still have control over your situation so stop playing victim"

Most people who are anti-capitalist are not using their critique of the capitalist system as an ultimatum between taking responsibility and victim hood. in fact, we know we can only control whats in our hands. we know that we are responsible for healing ourselves in order to create a better world. we know that hard work is what it will take to improve our lifes and circumstances. if anything, thats why most of us advocate for community outreach, working with others, volunteering, protesting etc. most of us work harder than the self help gurus do. but we are also sick of the regurgitated, condescending and often times contradicting content trying to convince us that the reason we are sad, lonely and poor isn't because we are working our asses off to make some ceo richer, or because our tax dollars are being used to fund mass murder of Palestinians, but because of our "mindsets" manifested our situation. its a glorified, twisted form of victim blaming. and i dont think alot of these self help gurus realize they are only supporting the systems they claim used to victimize them as well.

Alot of these self help gurus don't want you to be aware or at the very most, pointing the finger towards systematic issues because its not in their best interest if you realize that most of your issues arent because of YOU. In fact, many self help gurus advocate for selfishness and isolation so that you focus more on yourself, your problems, staying inside your own little bubble...

healing yourself does make the world better, spending time alone in is at many times very necessary in order to obtain clarity and a stronger sense of self. but in order to create real change, we must be mobilized as a collective. despite our differences, despite our wounds and traumas, most of us are unified against oppression, fascism, and exploitation. and that will require us to come outside of our bubbles in order to help each other.

I just read a response from a self help guru to a person pointing this out explicitly saying that we shouldnt be mobilizing against or blaming our issues on capitalistic systems, instead we need to work on ourselves because its our fault were in this situation regardless of capitalism. its a blatant admission that this type of prosperity content is meant to discourage action and moralization against the systems that oppress us.

fuck people like this. They use their claimed experiences of overcoming hardship as a way to redirect a persons pain and frustration towards themselves and not at the systems that put them in that circumstance in the first place. read that again.

at some point were gonna have tor reconcile with the fact that alot of these self help gurus are three prosperity gospel preachers in a trenchcoat. they preach spiritual healing, self accountability and praise the capitalistic systems that give them the outreach they have. the more sadder you are, the easier it is to make money off of ''healing'' you.

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It’s a strange thing, isn’t it? We always paint evil as either very beautiful or very ugly. Never just ordinary. Perhaps because we always think of ourselves as ordinary people and oh, oh the monsters could never be like us. There has to be some secret to telling.  

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I am extremely sorry you have to go through such thing . Trust me no one means NO ONE .. deserve this 😖😣.... i hope you dont take it serious please be safe with your energy ✨️and we do love the work all tarot readers do and put there effort and energy in reading and there is most important thing peoples need to love is respect and boundaries ❤️

You guys are so sweet don't worry I'm not taking it to heart! People are just weird and end up embarrassing themselves haha, I hope you are having a good day❣️🤝

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The person who's been telling you to get r@ped has been harassing so many other readers as well. Please be careful :(

That's what I figured, the account they're using is their burner to harass people, I hope they are OK it's not normal behavior hahahah

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I'm sorry they said that shit to you, their account says "troll bait" im assuming this is their burner account for whenever a reader doesn't do what they want or whenever they hear what they don't like, im sorry they said that to you. I'm sure they comment this shit on alot of places

It's getting weird yall

Hi I haven't been posting on here in a while because what a growing number of people expect from tarot readings is very odd and bizzare these days. Many questions make uncomfortable, and theres alot of readers who even encourage the weird ass questions too. I honestly think many people get into tarot, start selling readings without having any standard of whats appropriate and end up in the deep end. Theyre immature or lack ethics. And yes ethics matter when it comes to tarot readings, you have a responsiblity to be careful about what you say and what questions you accept. the increase of people wanting readings on celebrites and crushes theyve never met not just from personal readings but pacs as well is concerning. Its weird. Why are we enabling peoples delusional parasocial attachments

Not to mention how entilted people are when it comes to free readings. When i offer them, i do as many as possible and move on with my life. You arent entitled to anything free. I also ignore questions that aren't appropriate in my opinion. Has it always been this way or are questions getting fucking weird???

I genuinely believe in tarot and for people to ask certain questions repeatedly to get a specific answer it makes me less passionate about doing readings for others. Most of yall are normal but trust me...shirt getting weird

I miss when people asked about their career, or about the person they're talking to, or about their academics. Now it's "does my celebrity crush want to fuck me??" "Does the guy who rejected me 16 times and ghosted me still think about me?"

And now I have people on their burner accounts telling me to get r*ped. Is it because I didn't give them a free reading??? Is it because I haven't posted? Idk lmao

It's getting weird yall

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It's getting weird yall

Hi I haven't been posting on here in a while because what a growing number of people expect from tarot readings is very odd and bizzare these days. Many questions make uncomfortable, and theres alot of readers who even encourage the weird ass questions too. I honestly think many people get into tarot, start selling readings without having any standard of whats appropriate and end up in the deep end. Theyre immature or lack ethics. And yes ethics matter when it comes to tarot readings, you have a responsiblity to be careful about what you say and what questions you accept. the increase of people wanting readings on celebrites and crushes theyve never met not just from personal readings but pacs as well is concerning. Its weird. Why are we enabling peoples delusional parasocial attachments

Not to mention how entilted people are when it comes to free readings. When i offer them, i do as many as possible and move on with my life. You arent entitled to anything free. I also ignore questions that aren't appropriate in my opinion. Has it always been this way or are questions getting fucking weird???

I genuinely believe in tarot and for people to ask certain questions repeatedly to get a specific answer it makes me less passionate about doing readings for others. Most of yall are normal but trust me...shirt getting weird

I miss when people asked about their career, or about the person they're talking to, or about their academics. Now it's "does my celebrity crush want to fuck me??" "Does the guy who rejected me 16 times and ghosted me still think about me?"

And now I have people on their burner accounts telling me to get r*ped. Is it because I didn't give them a free reading??? Is it because I haven't posted? Idk lmao

It's getting weird yall

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The thing is... Israel admitted to this from the very beginning.

They said the confessions were obtained through 'interrogation' in the Shin Bet aka torture (Shin Bet is where they like to torture Palestinian prisoners for intel) so every country that cut funding to the UNRWA knew from the beginning that Israel was using false forced statements.

The famine in Gaza is partly due to this. Never forget that.

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sometimes people just ask the strangest questions, you think im pulling out my tarot cards to see if your celebrity crush would be hypothetically attracted to you if you meet? please stop pressuring me to validate your parasocial relationship LMAO

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the usa shouldn’t be the political and economic focal point of the entire fucking planet, actually

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Random Predictions for the next 2 months

pick the picture you feel most drawn to, keep in mind that this is for fun, come back in 2 months to see if any of it resonates with you!

Personal Readings

Last PAC i did

you will get the strength to leave something behind in order to protect your peace

healing, recovering

feeling fullfilled emotionally

political arguments, speaking your truth and your mind despite what people around you think

forming a bond or relationship to someone

idk why but i feel like you will be more inclined to learn religious, spiritual or occult topics, following a guide or tradition because you desire knowledge, some of you may be afraid of negative spirits and will turn to whats comfortable to you for guidance

travel

advancement and progress when it comes to making your own money

becoming more independent and powerful due to hard work

having good taste

intuition will help you make a very important decision, specifically a descion that you will try to weigh the pros and cons of. going inwards instead of trying to get input from other people will be what helps you make a fair choice

working with a powerful and influential masculine figure who might be able to help you

having hope despite slow and gradual progress with something that you have been working towards

having the foundation and the support to take action beyond your comfort zone

gaining spiritual wisdom

having the resources to take next steps towards a financial goal, manifesting progress with your career

feeling motivated to work and study

forgiveness in a friendship, friendship with someone improves

exposing or knowing information that gives you the victory in a situation, having the intellectual upperhand

doing inner and outer work that helps assists you in difficult circumstances, think of shadow work and self reflection

persevering through adversity and conflict

alot protection happening for you in the spiritual relams due to a conflict happening externally in your life, but you are being protected in many aspects that helps you stay afloat

recovering from getting sick

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Today's reading will focus on:

-your greatest strengths and abilties

-your "weaknesses" and how they can be leveraged to be skills. you have three pokemon cards to choose from.

CARD ONE

strengths and skills:

when I look at your cards I feel like im looking at someone who has been at rock bottom and knows how to talk themselves (and others) out of a low point. You know how to extract lessons from situations others would see as a ''failure." in your world giving up doesn't exist, any "failure" is just a bigger, overarching lesson that helps you get closer to success. I feel like one of your strengths is being able to see things from both a higher perspective, and as the perspective of someone who has been at rock bottom. Its like you have both a helicopter view of a situation, and a on the ground view as well. This dual understanding allows you to help other people on a deeper level where no one else has been able to reach them. you help others understand their situation from a higher perspective but also from the perspective of someone whos ''been there.'' this skill reminds me of a Lenord cohen lyric where he describes Jesus, "and ..he realized only drowning men could see him." You can connect with people who have never had anyone meet them where they are, because you know how to guide them out of the waters. you have birds eye view which provides a greater understanding of a turbulent situation and its purpose without loosing sight of how it feels to be at ''rock bottom" on a personal, intimate level.

weakness and how it can be a strength:

Your weakness has to do with maintaining objectivity and balance. because you know so intimately how others may feel when they are at rock bottom, maintaining the boundary of not accidently going back down can be something that hinders you. But at the same time, this can be a strength in the sense that you feel very strongly for them, you want to stand up for them and find a fair conclusion. Your sense of justice may make your biased at times, but it also makes you motivated

CARD TWO

your strengths and skills

you can see beyond LIES and MISTRUTHS, you're someone who sees through anything thats unclear and confusing. you know when someone is trying to misdirect you and to confuse you, you have an uncanny sense of when something isnt adding up. i also feel that you can cut through extra details and bluff to get to the point of something, you dont mince words and you communicate very well regardless of the medium you choose.

weaknesses and how it can be your strength

you may not come from money, or you may not come from a background that gives you a soft cushion for you to fall back on. lacking a solid foundation may be something you consider a weakness about yourself, but this is actually something that can be your biggest strength- i know many people who come from BIG money. im talking Mercedes car before they even got an official license. Their privilege does help them in life. HOWEVER, they have no work experience, no applicable skills, no understanding of what its like to work 8-12 hours a day. they have never made a resume as they have literally never worked a job. I used to think this was something to envy but then I realized something pivotal: when their main providers die and that foundation goes away, they will have to learn skills many of us learned at 15-16 years old in their twenties or even thirties. that sounds like my worst nightmare.

when you dont come from that type of comfort, you have to learn to rely on yourself. this is a strength that makes you more powerful than alot of people in this world because you know how to build your own stability instead of having it provided for you. you will create your own legacy.

CARD THREE

strengths and skills

im getting the sense that you're very good at entertaining yourself, you have a magnetic sense to you that could attract others to you but its like you prefer your own company. Your passions, creativity and humor are enough to supply you with enough entertainment for a lifetime. you dont rely on other people to do this for you, you know how to make yourself laugh, how indulge in your passions, how to make yourself smile. You are your own sun, literally, my intution compared you to the sun lol

your weakness and how it can be a strength

you're very analytical, alert and aware of your surroundings. this may make you overly cautious, anxious but at the same time, its a strength to have the awareness that you possess. You're quick and on your feet, its difficult to catch you off guard. your focus may be pulled in several directions at once, but still, you have keen senses. I feel like you process stimuli very quickly, its may be a weakness in the sense that its hard to process it all at once, but it also makes you very difficult to catch off guard. You notice details others wouldnt, you hear things others cant.

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This reading will focus on the following topics:

-who you were

-who you are now

-who you are becoming

One question, 2 question, aura readings etc are all available for purchase right now. Book here for a same day/next day reading!

PILE ONE

who you were- "six of pentacles"

who you are now- "8 of wands"

who you're becoming- "knight of cups reversed"

As represented by the Six of Pentacles, you were once characterized by a balanced and generous nature. I feel like this card symbolizes that you were giving, even at the expense of yourself. You may have been someone who valued fairness, compassion, and giving back to others. Your focus may have been on maintaining harmony in your relationships and making sure everyone received their fair share of time and energy, even if you weren't getting the same energy in return. The Eight of Wands indicates a shift towards greater momentum, action, and forward movement in your life. At this point in time, you becoming more dynamic, assertive, and decisive in pursuing your goals and ambitions. i feel like this is a transition from being giving and compassionate to being focused on your own growth, rather than the growth of other people. the 8 of wands is direct, forward, this feels like you are currently embodying the ''keep it pushing'' mentality. you are no longer delaying your momentum to help or give energy to people who dont even deserve it. and because your energy is being harnessed for your own growth, you now have more energy in general. The transition to the Knight of Cups reversed signals being self indulged. i dont know why but intuitively, i just feel like you are shifting from being dynamic and giving with your energy to being more protective of your emotions. you are becoming someone who indulges in themselves more than you indulge in others. your well being takes priority before you invest in other people.

PILE TWO

who you were- seven of pentacles reversed

who you are now- ace of cups reversed

who you are becoming- death reversed

the seven of pentacles reversed tells me that in the past, you were someone who was disillusioned with the lack of progress or results in your endeavors. when tings didnt move at the pace or direction you desired, you felt disappointed and frustrated. This card suggests a period of impatience, dissatisfaction, or setbacks, where you may have been questioning your efforts and wondering if your investments of time and energy are yielding your desired outcomes. The Ace of Cups reversed reflects a shift in emotional energy. right now, you may be experiencing a period of emotional stagnation, disconnection, and disappointment. the stagnated and disillusioned energy of the 7 of pentacles reversed is manifesting as emotional issues. you desire progress and movement, and because you're not seeing the movement you think you have earned, you may feel depressed and apathetic. This card suggests that your heart may have felt closed off or unfulfilled. right now, you may be struggling to find emotional fulfillment or to experience genuine connections in your relationships. However, the transition to Death reversed indicates a significant turning point in your journey. While Death typically symbolizes endings and transformation, in its reversed position, it suggests a resistance to change or a reluctance to let go of the past. You may be clinging to old patterns, beliefs, or relationships that no longer serve your growth and evolution. you are becoming someone who will have a wakeup call about the things and people you are clinging to, and this wakeup call will make you aware of why you have been feeling stagnant.

PILE THREE

who you were- page of pentacles reversed

who you are- the empress

who you are becoming- king of swords

Beginning with the Page of Pentacles reversed, in the past you may have once exhibited traits of immaturity, insecurity, or lack of direction in your endeavors. This card suggests a period of uncertainty or delays in your pursuit of your ambitions. To be honest, I feel like in the past, you may have struggled with self-doubt and a lack of confidence in your abilities to manifest your desires effectively. This lack of belief in yourself manifested as a lack of dedication and inspired action. However, the Empress signifies a shift towards a more nurturing, abundant, and fertile energy. inthe present moment. you are embracing qualities of creativity, abundance, and nurturing in your life. You are exhibiting belief towards yourself and nurturing what you want to manifest/ The Empress represents a period of growth, fertility, and expansion, right now you are tapping into your inner resources and creativity to nurture your dreams and cultivate abundance in your life. you could be tapping into your feminine energy and trying to develop the understanding that you dont have to force things to happen, that progress can occur naturally if you are receptive to it. You may be finding fulfillment in creative pursuits, nurturing relationships, and connecting with your intuition and inner wisdom. As for who you are becoming, the King of Swords indicates a further evolution towards greater clarity, authority, and mastery of intellect and communication. you are becoming someone who embodies qualities of intellect, logic, and rationality. You are becoming more assertive, decisive, and authoritative in your approach to problem-solving and decision-making. You wont be flimsy or impractical towards your practical goals, instead you are becoming someone who uses rationality and objectiveness to take action. You are becoming someone who beliefs in their intellectual ability to make things happen. You are embracing your inner wisdom and leadership abilities, using communication skills to navigate the path towards what you want. you ae basically going from ''i dont know how to make this happen'' to having the intellectual ability and resources that instill you with more confidence.

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Turnaround time: same day or next day. i always update if i cant get a reading to you within a certain time frame

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