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Proud of myself for finally doing quads at school! It wasn't much, just a little jump or two when no one was looking, but its progress towards accepting myself in front of others :)

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Part 3 of userboxes, this time featuring Adam!

Here's the blank template if you want to create your own! The font I used is called "Achademy Engraved"

As always, these are free to use! Credit is appreciated, but not required :3

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Lol I have a hater at school

(I drew a picture of myself and they scribbled it out)

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Update on my shitty mental health: Ignoring the fandom and all the show updates has been doing wonders for me :) I'm feeling just fine as far as being Stolace goes.

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Part 2 of userboxes, this time for Vox!

Again, here's the blank template of you want to make one yourself.

All of these are free to use! Credit is appreciated, but not required :3

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New term I'm using for myself:

Songflicker!

(pt: songflicker!)

Similar to fictionflicker, it's a term for when you temporarily identify as a song :)

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At the end of the day, they're both just labels that mean essentially the same thing - identifying as something other than the bodily identity you've been assigned.

You can use whatever label feels better for you - if one's causing distress and the other feels better, use the better one. Only you can pick your label :3

questioning my therian identity :( I might be copinglink

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Honestly, these would work really well!! Tysm for the find :D

One of the great things about being Stolace is that I have a human disguise by default. To ease dysphoria, I like to pretend that something happened with my magic that made me get stuck in a permanent human body.

I'm also on the hunt for glasses that look like this! In the show, I used them to help me feel more like myself while being stuck as a human. I think it would be special to do the same thing now :)

(If anyone finds a really close match somewhere online, please do send a link to me!)

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Made some Stolas user boxes :3 (free to use!)

Here’s a blank one if you want to make your own!

The font I used is called “Cochin” (bolded and italicized)

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One of the great things about being Stolace is that I have a human disguise by default. To ease dysphoria, I like to pretend that something happened with my magic that made me get stuck in a permanent human body.

I'm also on the hunt for glasses that look like this! In the show, I used them to help me feel more like myself while being stuck as a human. I think it would be special to do the same thing now :)

(If anyone finds a really close match somewhere online, please do send a link to me!)

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Just finished this edit of my (potential) kintype!! I’m really proud of it since it’s the first edit I’ve ever done :)

The art belongs to @zeddyzi, the creator of Ramshackle, and the song belongs to aWannabe!

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Made a little thing :3 (not my template)

Here's the blank version for anyone interested ^^

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[ I'm working on a potential placekin flag, so I wanted to get input on the design first :) ]

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How I want questioning to go:

"Hey, I think I might be Stone from Ramshackle. Let me watch the pilot and hopefully kinfirm it afterwards."

How it actually goes:

"Ok, there's me! No, wait, don't jump to conclusions..."

"Wait, maybe I'm actually Vinnie-"

"Hold on, no, I'm Stone. I have to be."

"No cause...what if I'm Skip? That just seems so right. It's always the least expected ones that turn out to be kintypes."

"Am I all three of them? Nah, I can't be, right?"

"Am I fucking MAGGOT?"

"Oh my gosh what if I'm the announcer at the beauty pageant??"

"This is hopeless, my identity is a trainwreck."

"I'm having those phantom smells again, like with my other kintype. I know what Stone smells like now."

"I've gotta be Stone, maybe that's why I'm having these weird shifty moments all the time."

"No no, I'm just convincing myself now."

"Ahhhg, but Skip is just so...me!!!"

"Am I Stone, or do I just think he's hot? Am I Skip and I have a crush on Stone?? Fuck, I have no clue."

"This is gonna be a longgg ride. I'm gonna have to watch this over and over again to find out. Actually, I'm gonna have to wait for full episodes too, and-"

"MAGGOT IS AN ANGEL?? I'm definitely not him."

"Fuck, I just remembered I'm Stolace and my life is a mess. Also, all of these Blitz m-shifts are stressing me out."

"I'm so screwed :')"

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Vent post (continuing from this ↑ )

If you're from the fandom and you're not fictionkin, you might not want to read this one /genuine

I'm seriously gonna have to filter out my own name because of this trailer and new episode, aren't I?

I've already affirmed to myself that I do not have to watch anything from either of my main sources from now on, but now I'm not even gonna be able to interact with most of it.

The largest issue here is that my BIGGEST mental health issues and struggles are essentially being broadcasted to millions of people who are obsessed with them. It honestly seems that my issues are a bigger concern for them than they are for me.

I make a conscious effort to separate myself from my kins and sources, ESPECIALLY as Stolace, so my mental health doesn't absolutely tank. I didn't even watch the parts of that trailer that had me in them, because even a few seconds of that would have been too much for me.

Now with everyone talking about how crushed their worlds are with just a minute of a trailer and a bad live-recorded preview from my song, I just know that if I were as invested in myself as they are, and I truly allowed myself to fully express my identity as Stolace, I would be in a place just as worse as (if not worser than) them.

Being fictionkin sucks when your whole being is in the hands of someone else who is currently dedicating you to an angst plotline featuring your horrible mental health.

If I couldn't get through a 2 minute trailer of the rest of season 2, theres no way I'm gonna be able to watch Full Moon.

Stolace is my strongest kin, and anytime I see myself I just get more into the headspace that I am him. You could imagine that wouldnt go well in an angst episode centered around me and my main issue right now.

I also couldn't stand seeing Blitz feel that way, not sure I could stand watching it to the end. I'm just not ready yet :/

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It's always fun experiencing severe mental illness symptoms because of fiction, eh?

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HE’S SO PRETTY