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ARTFIGHT TIMEEE

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Paimon being a bitch in her story quest

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What kind of music would Yanfei and Hu Tao listen to while having sex?

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end of an era their banner

good luck for people who pulls on neuvillette/hutao banner. (27th Sept) 🙌

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Making the Traveler be Lyney's attorney is an unfortunate case of "The Main Character Does Everything". But oh well, it's not like we actually had a character who was well-versed in law who could have been helpful here.

Oh wait If Genshin had good writers, they would have found a way for Yanfei, a legal expert of supernatural skill, to be involved in Fontaine's story.

Back when I had more faith in Genshin, I thought this voiceline would be foreshadowing for when Fontaine came out.

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Please follow my instagram ima cry if you don’t

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My art piece for Yanfeis bday! (I forgot to post sooner)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANFEI!!!

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Yanfeis horns kinda look like those dual vibrators, I can’t unsee it 😳😳

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I drew the gorls (this is old lol)

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SHE DEMANDS THE KITH

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(Rebloged cause for some reason i reached a text cap in comments, I’m new to tumblr lol)

I don’t know why my ask was registered as anon but hello! I was the one who originally sent this. And I’m very surprised and happy to hear that you are doing alright!

I totally understand falling out of love when it comes to a ship or fandom. Genshin for me has also gotten boring, and personally yantao is the only reason I stick around. But I’ve experienced this kind of thing before in other fandoms, and I’m so happy that your time with the community was so helpful for you.

I know there is a time where you’ll have to move on to different interests, it sucks sometimes but it’s just life. And I’m soooooo happy you’ve kept your works orphaned (literally didn’t know you could do that until this morning haha). I revisit them tons cause they do bring me loads of joy.

Anyways, thank you for your contributions! I am truly sorry if all of this is weird, I guess I wanted closure and I hope it didn’t seem like I was forcing you to give that, my apologies!

So yeah! Goodbye!! Thanks for all the good fics! Hope life will bring you upmost joy!

You’ve orphaned your account on AO3 and haven’t posted in about 3 months, will you return to the Yantao community someday? Or have you moved on to something greater?

Regardless, we’ll all miss you. Even your very smutty fics were always written so nicely. You’ve made so many great memories for me and lots of others with your writing. Sorry if this seems weird, I just wanted to make sure you knew that. Thank you for all your fics and creative ideas. Goodbye for now!

I just don't wanna write yantao anymore is the simpliest of it

and i wanna use my ao3 account for other stuff yknow? im gonna probably close down this blog too

yantao used to be my little darling baby but in the recent years ive just grown out of genshin completely, just not interested in it anymore (Havent been interested since the release of sumeru and hoyo's racism tbh. and the game's lack of respect to what is more diverse than #FFFFFFFF skin tone or very vaguely tanned) and just in general i've fallen out of it yknow it does not bring me joy anymore

others thing do tho! but thank you so much, i'll always be grateful for the folks that really enjoyed my fics! hence why i didnt remove them completely, only orphaned them yknow? yantao fics were important to my artistic journey especially like in exploring my own personal traumas with sex and intimacy

so it was fun while it lasted but i gotta move on loll

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Vent: I wish I never became an artist

I wanna vent real quick, cause this has never really gotten to me like it has today, and I really need some help.

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Being an artist is horrible. I hate it so much sometimes, but I don’t see my life without my artwork. Especially with the rise of AI stuff, I feel like my abilities will be completely obsolete to everyone including myself, like all this time is a waste

I go to an art school. I have been attending for 3 years. I can’t help but compare my abilities of doing visual arts to my peers, some of them I have horrible history with.

And don’t get me started on the internet. Specifically today I posted some art I made on instagram. I worked so long on it and was so excited to share it with others.

And after waiting about a day I only got 6 likes and lost 2 followers. It really hurt. And I know followers aren’t everything and art is subjective, but seeing others (especially some of my fellow classmates who have treated me like shit in the past) be flooded with love for work that is pretty much at the same level as my own makes me feel worthless.

Now looking back on that piece I was so proud of before makes me feel ill. It’s like now it’s become uglier to me, and I can list 1000 reasons why it sucks. I ended up crying, and just about deleting my instagram. I have nowhere else to post my stuff since every single social platform treats artists like shit and prioritizes video content.

I question whether this is worth it. I mean, I have to do art to attend school, and this school is the only good option in my state since my state is one of the lowest ranking in education across the country. But people at my school are very vile, and I feel outcasted and alone. I can’t really move away and find a better regular school either, so I’m stuck here.

I just hope I’m not alone, and I hope I’ll get over this. I was on major art block for a month especially since summer break, and I was finally creating. However now, I wanna break my apple pen in half and burn every last sketchbook I own.

Please, fellow artists, let me know what I can do, or just let me know you understand. Thank you so much for reading, that alone makes me feel happier.

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It’s her Bday so I drew her ;)

Happy Hu Tao Day!!

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I didn’t think anyone would see this originally, thanks for all the advice! Lots of these were very new to me and I’m excited to learn more!!

Blessed be!!

I need alternatives to burning sage cause i saged my room and now I have a massive headache😓

Alternatives as in things I can burn to cleanse my crystals or my room. I also used white sage and I know that’s a controversial option (I bought it before I knew that), so if anyone knows what type of sage I can look for I’d appreciate it!!!

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I need alternatives to burning sage cause i saged my room and now I have a massive headache😓

Alternatives as in things I can burn to cleanse my crystals or my room. I also used white sage and I know that’s a controversial option (I bought it before I knew that), so if anyone knows what type of sage I can look for I’d appreciate it!!!

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Ready to Fight! Ima try to be more active this year

(Make sure you read the rules, and make sure to have fun!)

https://artfight.net/~Namiki_paws