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Lately I've been thinking about our old EP, like wow? Here we saw them as someone equal to us and then they abandon us? Who the fuck are you. You never deserved to be on the same level as us, you're filth. I hate you, I hate you so much. You left us in the fucking dirt, we listened to every issue you had, we offered advice when you needed it.
We did everything we could for you and let ourself be vulnerable around you and yet you left us without a fucking word. You never deserved to be called our equal. You never deserved ANYTHING we gave you. We hate you so much for betraying us.
#actually npd#actually narcissistic#npd#npd thoughts#npd vent#npd safe#vent#vent post#vent blog#Half the reason we vanished tbh aside from the fact we started using tumblr less
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The whole, "K*lling urself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" bullshit is spouted by the ignorant lucky ones who have only had temporary problems. Some people's problems are permanent so maybe try offering actual help and support to them rather than regurgitating an overused phrase that means nothing to people with real struggles.
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Fellow narc system here, hope you're doing okay! You don't deserve the way you feel. Everyone deserves praise and appreciation and validation, and that includes you. So don't shame yourself over being someone who needs and deserves a little more.
Hope things get better soon, dear 🩶
This is such a nice message to wake up to omg?? I can't find the right words to show my appreciation for this, thank you anon :)
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Narc crashing again, god I hate everything. I wish I could tell our friends we have npd and ask for reassurance relating to it, uggghhh
#actually npd#actually narcissistic#npd#npd thoughts#npd vent#npd safe#vent post#vent blog#diary#diary blog
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Everytime I consider telling our friends about our npd I'm reminded why I don't want to. I don't get why it's so hard to not use narcissist/narcissistic please just say self-centered.
I'm so annoyed with hearing it used like a bad thing. You wouldn't use borderline like that so why use narcissist like it?
#idgaf if i sound overdramatic#ive had a lot of emotions building up im letting it out here#actually npd#actually narcissistic#npd safe#npd vent#npd thoughts#vent blog#vent post#vent#rant blog#rant post#rant#diary blog#diary#npd
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YOU don’t have to be perfect to be loved. but I do
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having low/no empathy doesn't make you evil or less-than someone else
you don't owe empathy to anyone
having NPD or ASPD doesn't make you a bad person
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Starting to crash over small things makes me feel so pathetic. Like there's no reason I should be crashing cause one friend made a joke comment to us yesterday and now that I'm running low on ideas for something I feel gross.
I hate everything, I feel like people are just finding me annoying and don't want me around. I hate everyone and I think they all hate me too.
#actually npd#actually narcissistic#npd#npd safe#npd thoughts#actually bpd#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#vent blog#vent post#narc crash#bpd splitting#probably#diary#diary blog
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Me when my answer in a Tumblr poll is in the majority: ahhh clearly a woman who knows what is a la mode... Finger on the pulse of society
Me when my answer on a Tumblr poll is in the minority: an uncommon mind... She stands apart from her peers
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Covert NPD culture is oscillating between ‘I’ll never be good enough for anyone’ and ‘No one will ever be good enough for me’
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Narcissists are hot, NPD actually stands for "Notoriously Pretty Disorder"
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me when i'm with other people: i am loved 😌
as soon as i'm alone: but am i 😰
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Npd culture is : every time someone says they love/care for me, a part of me thinks “Of course you love me! Who doesn’t?” While another part thinks they are trying to manipulate me and they are not genuine
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