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I Can Be Your Hero - CHAPTER 12: This Right Here (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/cWqA99dHa7

Book Two of WAITING FOR ANPANMAN

"They say that it's never over until it's truly over. I thought it was... truly over. But like zombies, my problems just keep coming back."

Lee Eunsoo gave up everything just to protect the ones she loved. And seeing them happy, even if she's no longer part of their lives, is enough for her.

Despite defeating her foes and coming out on top of all the challenges she faced, Eunsoo still feels uneasy. Was it really finally okay to live normally and without fear? All the people she tried to protect are all safe, aren't they? Then why did she keep feeling like she left the burner on at home? Like finally falling asleep in bed, only to be woken up by the little voice in her head that kept insisting that her doors were unlocked.

What will happen when all her realities come crashing into one another?

Will it ever be truly over?

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“Sometimes I would burst into tears for no reason. The life I’d hoped for, the life I’d wanted, just that kind of life. I don’t care now how it turns out anymore. Living, living, living. Without worries for just a day. Without concerns for just a day.”

— 28, Agust D

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he’s such a cutie

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We were thinking it… but he said it.

Who needs fake subs when you have Bangtan? LMAO

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You sang this when you read it. Eyy.

I know I did. 😂

*ON plays*

Me: 🎶 I can’t understand what Jimin is saying... dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah... dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah... shadow 🎶

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The heart no longer races When hearing the music play

Then like this may be how I die my first death But what if that moment’s right now Right now

- BTS, Black Swan

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Do we survive him? No. No we don't. We die and come back to life. ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ

To you all Taehyung stans, how do you survive him….

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I Can Be Your Hero - CHAPTER 7: Losing It (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/suKQ8MtEI1

Book Two of WAITING FOR ANPANMAN

 "They say that it's never over until it's truly over. I thought it was... truly over. But like zombies, my problems just keep coming back."

Lee Eunsoo gave up everything just to protect the ones she loved. And seeing them happy, even if she's no longer part of their lives, is enough for her.

Despite defeating her foes and coming out on top of all the challenges she faced, Eunsoo still feels uneasy. Was it really finally okay to live normally and without fear? All the people she tried to protect are all safe, aren't they? Then why did she keep feeling like she left the burner on at home? Like finally falling asleep in bed, only to be woken up by the little voice in her head that kept insisting that her doors were unlocked.

What will happen when all her realities come crashing into one another?

Will it ever be truly over?

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This is my first colored digital drawing. Ahahaha. I cry. It's supposed to be Min Yoon Gi!!!

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I Can Be Your Hero - CHAPTER 6: I'm Living Like This These Days (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/WOUnaAsaXZ

Book Two of WAITING FOR ANPANMAN

"They say that it's never over until it's truly over. I thought it was... truly over. But like zombies, my problems just keep coming back."

Lee Eunsoo gave up everything just to protect the ones she loved. And seeing them happy, even if she's no longer part of their lives, is enough for her.

Despite defeating her foes and coming out on top of all the challenges she faced, Eunsoo still feels uneasy. Was it really finally okay to live normally and without fear? All the people she tried to protect are all safe, aren't they? Then why did she keep feeling like she left the burner on at home? Like finally falling asleep in bed, only to be woken up by the little voice in her head that kept insisting that her doors were unlocked.

What will happen when all her realities come crashing into one another? Will it ever be truly over?

This chapter is short because I don’t know how to fit the other events into this. :P Anyway, treat this like a glimpse of what their lives are like, now that Eunsoo’s gone.

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I'm supposed to be writing the next chapter of my FF rn. I'm honestly stuck so I thought a little search for inspiration would be good. But it's been days and my search became a distraction.

Min Yoongi wallpaper♡

Airport suga~

Like/reblog if you save•°

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This meme is funny so I decided to try it…

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I Can Be Your Hero - CHAPTER 5: Goodbye, Oppa (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/iURx35tBmZ

I CAN BE YOUR HERO

Book Two of WAITING FOR ANPANMAN

"They say that it's never over until it's truly over. I thought it was... truly over. But like zombies, my problems just keep coming back."

Lee Eunsoo gave up everything just to protect the ones she loved. And seeing them happy, even if she's no longer part of their lives, is enough for her.

Despite defeating her foes and coming out on top of all the challenges she faced, Eunsoo still feels uneasy. Was it really finally okay to live normally and without fear? All the people she tried to protect are all safe, aren't they? Then why did she keep feeling like she left the burner on at home? Like finally falling asleep in bed, only to be woken up by the little voice in her head that kept insisting that her doors were unlocked.

What will happen when all her realities come crashing into one another?

Will it ever be truly over?

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Reposting for the sake of mental care! 💜

A warm chibird hug for you all! 💛 I’m exhausted but full of lots of love after AX. I’m so grateful for all the kind souls who visited me and told me about the impact my art and book have had on their lives. I really treasure those meetings, thank you all.

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I Can Be Your Hero - CHAPTER 4: Friends? Friends. (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/e3AtclbA7Y

“They say that it's never over until it's truly over. I thought it was... truly over. But like zombies, my problems just keep coming back.”

Lee Eunsoo gave up everything just to protect the ones she loved. And seeing them happy, even if she's no longer part of their lives, is enough for her.

Despite defeating her foes and coming out on top of all the challenges she faced, Eunsoo still feels uneasy. Was it really finally okay to live normally and without fear? All the people she tried to protect are all safe, aren't they? Then why did she keep feeling like she left the burner on at home? Like finally falling asleep in bed, only to be woken up by the little voice in her head that kept insisting that her doors were unlocked.

What will happen when all her realities come crashing into one another?  Will it ever be truly over? //

This took sooo long to write!!!

Ahk! I have a head ache.

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I Can Be Your Hero - CHAPTER 3: Please (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/3ZGrbIycdY

Book Two of WAITING FOR ANPANMAN

“They say that it's never over until it's truly over. I thought it was... truly over. But like zombies, my problems just keep coming back.”

  Lee Eunsoo gave up everything just to protect the ones she loved. And seeing them happy, even if she's no longer part of their lives, is enough for her.

 Despite defeating her foes and coming out on top of all the challenges she faced, Eunsoo still feels uneasy. Was it really finally okay to live normally and without fear? All the people she tried to protect are all safe, aren't they? Then why did she keep feeling like she left the burner on at home? Like finally falling asleep in bed, only to be woken up by the little voice in her head that kept insisting that her doors were unlocked.

 What will happen when all her realities come crashing into one another?

  Will it ever be truly over?

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I woke up crying again. The self-loathing feels intense tonight.

The first few thoughts in my head? Which way to die and which options are available to me at this very moment.

It's become physically painful, my self-hate. It's as if my body itself is rejecting my existence. I wish I could just disappear.

I feel so insignificant, so useless. Irrelevant. Just like trash. I feel empty and it's getting worse.

I can't say I'm not love because I know my family does. I just can't feel it sometimes. I'm aching all over that I know nothing else.

How did I even get here? How did I get to this point in life? I feel like I've hit rock bottom but I'm still falling.

I guess I just need to sleep it off. Wake up later when the sun has come up. And act like nothing happened.