ner0valentine

[ner0valentine]

realizing the reason you don't understand why people say you're being rude is because you got bullied when you were younger without realizing it so you just thought it was normal for people to be mean ahah.. :')

[ner0valentine]

remembering trauma is so weird because at first it's like "wait did that happen or is my brain just messing with me?" and then it's like "yeah obviously that happened how did you forget about that"

[ner0valentine]

me: i catergorize myself into multiple people, like identifying as multiple people and have people in my head because of maladaptive daydreaming, but i don't actually experience amnesia i have control over my body and im not a system

some person: hi so i think you have an extremely serious dissociative disorder?

[ner0valentine]

i swear to god everyone makes tutorials on things i already know how to do. like emotional regulation and stuff i wish there was a tutorial on socializing and how to know what the fuck you're doing 😭

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as an aroace person i find it incredibly annoying when people say two characters are "coded" to be romantic because they're close, as if romance is something "more" than platonic attraction?? if there's nothing directly romantic then HOW THE HELL IS IT ROMANTIC 😭

[ner0valentine]

"blehh i hate people who say silly car :3" why are you so miserable 😭😭 like mb let me just stop having fun