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It's after the totem episode and he is kinda having a panic attack, so I think he'll say "I know you"

No no! You've been so much help! Thank you so much for your help!!

Okay, I'm writing a thing for self indulgence, if Hannibal were speaking to Will would he say "I think I know who you are." Of would he sound more sure of himself, "I know who you are."

I have no irl Hannibal friends and need help, I've been stuck on this part for atleast 4 maybe 5 days now and I need to figure it out

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It's placed before they catch Gideon, and it's a bit after he first disassociates and ends up at Hannibal's office, so maybe around episode 10 season 1? So say 'think' rather than sound more sure of himself?

Okay, I'm writing a thing for self indulgence, if Hannibal were speaking to Will would he say "I think I know who you are." Of would he sound more sure of himself, "I know who you are."

I have no irl Hannibal friends and need help, I've been stuck on this part for atleast 4 maybe 5 days now and I need to figure it out

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Okay, I'm writing a thing for self indulgence, if Hannibal were speaking to Will would he say "I think I know who you are." Of would he sound more sure of himself, "I know who you are."

I have no irl Hannibal friends and need help, I've been stuck on this part for atleast 4 maybe 5 days now and I need to figure it out

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happy fingers in his mouth friday

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AHHHHHHHH OMG OMG YESSSSSSSSSSSSS I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! SONADOWWWWW AND AND AND LITTLE NUGHTMARWSSSSS OMGOMGOMGOMG I LIVE IT I LOVE IT!!!!

Silly Goober Close Ups

Little Nightmares x Sonadow!!! ⭐

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Here are the tags that I know will for sure be on the fic!!

Angst, fluff, angst and hurt/comfort, hurt/comfort, panic attacks, established relationship, first kiss, idiots in love, dorks in love, fluff and angst, emotional hurt/comfort, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder-PTSD, Cuddles, Getting together, Anxiety attacks, emotional vulnerability, Sharing bed, friends to lovers, hurt, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, slow burn, enemies to friends to lovers

Some possible tags are: Pining Ochako, Love Confession, Internalized homophobia, puppy love. More could or are to be added!

These are the ones that I know I'm gonna out on it! @duck-in-box @rubberduckswriting

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Some of my favorite words and phrases to describe a character in pain

coiling (up in a ball, in on themselves, against something, etc)

panting (there’s a slew of adjectives you can put after this, my favorites are shakily, weakly, etc)

keeling over (synonyms are words like collapsing, which is equally as good but overused in media)

trembling/shivering (additional adjectives could be violently, uncontrollably, etc)

sobbing (weeping is a synonym but i’ve never liked that word. also love using sob by itself, as a noun, like “he let out a quiet sob”)

whimpering (love hitting the wips with this word when a character is weak, especially when the pain is subsiding. also love using it for nightmares/attacks and things like that)

clinging (to someone or something, maybe even to themselves or their own clothes)

writhing/thrashing (maybe someone’s holding them down, or maybe they’re in bed alone)

crying (not actual tears. cry as in a shrill, sudden shout)

dazed (usually after the pain has subsided, or when adrenaline is still flowing)

wincing (probably overused but i love this word. synonym could be grimacing)

doubling-over (kinda close to keeling over but they don’t actually hit the ground, just kinda fold in on themselves)

heaving (i like to use it for describing the way someone’s breathing, ex. “heaving breaths” but can also be used for the nasty stuff like dry heaving or vomiting)

gasping/sucking/drawing in a breath (or any other words and phrases that mean a sharp intake of breath, that shite is gold)

murmuring/muttering/whispering (or other quiet forms of speaking after enduring intense pain)

hiccuping/spluttering/sniffling (words that generally imply crying without saying crying. the word crying is used so much it kinda loses its appeal, that’s why i like to mix other words like these in)

stuttering (or other general terms that show an impaired ability to speak — when someone’s in intense pain, it gets hard to talk)

staggering/stumbling (there is a difference between pain that makes you not want to stand, and pain that makes it impossible to stand. explore that!)

recoiling/shrinking away (from either the threat or someone trying to help)

pleading/begging (again, to the threat, someone trying to help, or just begging the pain to stop)

Feel free to add your favorites or most used in the comments/reblogs!

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Hey guys!! I'm still working on trying to get chapter one written how I like, but I would like to say that I now have a co-author, @duck-in-box !! They are a friend of mine and I was ranting to them about it and they offered to help out and also had some pretty fucking awesome ideas for the story!! I'm thinking I should be able to get chapter one out within say...a month hopefully, I'm really sorry for the wait, I like things to be the best I can make them but also I've had like zero motivation but now that I have someone helping me out and being there with me for it I'm feeling a lot more motivated!!!

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So, um, slight delay on the Togachako fanfiction... I'm currently stuck on Jayvik again and just want to consume anything Jayvik, so I've been stuck reading fanfictions about them, watching cosplays, yeah... I'll get to it eventually!! I'm just kind of struggling to start the first chapter despite having an outline. I suck at writing and my world building for after the war SSSUCKS. I'm so so sorry.

I've also been kind of busy with it being around the holidays. I took some days to relax after getting out of school, I had some semester tests that I was really stressing out about, so I didn't have a whole lot of energy.

I'll also be posting the Tag leaks for the fanfic later today, hopefully!

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By almost like 11 months but that's it XD

ao3 turns 15 today

reblog if youre older than ao3

(there's a lot of people asking about this, but the legal age to use social media is 13, except in few countries. so yes, there are people here under 15)

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Does anyone have notes on Himiko Toga's speech and thought patterns? I'm gonna re-watch the show and take my own but I want someone else's observations too so that my writing is as close as possible to her actual patterns. If so please please pleaseeee DM me or use the Ask box!!!

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This is all I can think about in this drama 🤣🤣

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Woah! Yes sm^t won by 39.4%!! Okay, I'm going to start on writing chapter one as soon as I'm able to!! I'd love to give a time of when I think it'll be out but I'm afraid I can't. I'm hoping to finish chapter one and get a title figured out so I can start posting it on Ao3, hopefully within the next week!! But no guarantees!!

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most important part of the writing process actually is when you loop a single song on max volume and stare at the word document and imagine the characters doing things for 14 hours. this is known as getting in the zone

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Real

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REAL, never finished one but my current project is the first to actually stick to the point I've started making outlines for the overall fanfic and then each individual chapters, so excited to complete it.