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[nighthol]

I just need a break from the stress.

[nighthol]

I remember thinking that I wouldn’t get over you. How painful being alone was, but I didn’t want anything else because it wasn’t with you. I did not think I would be strong enough to move on…..

[nighthol]

We were both wrong. The past is the past. I hope you are happy and find yourself.

Maybe in another life

[nighthol]

But I’m too late to make you mine, out of time

[nighthol]

I’ll be on my way

all the way

[nighthol]

I think I miss who you pretended to be. Maybe I never actually knew you. Too many lies. You fulfilled your needs and left me empty. A shell. Feeling nothing, but loneliness and heart ache.

Looking for you in the crowd

To see you dancing again

Out of mind, out of sight

But where you goin’ home

tonight.?

Yeah, you got what you need

And then you never came

back around

Now you got what you need

Now it’s out of mind, out of

sight

Actin’ like I left you behind

I think you do it for my

reaction

[nighthol]

I gave my heart

Speedin’ car goin’ 90 in the

rain

She took my heart, filled it

with nothin’ but pain

This beat in my dance is not

for romance

[nighthol]

I still think about you. I have days where I am happy for you and glad that we went separate ways. Then other days I just want to hear you say my name sweetly again. I want to hear your laugh or silly accents. I want to hear you sing.

[nighthol]

It’s been a long time. It still hurts, but it’s not as bad. I stopped looking at your page and stopped looking at our photos/videos. I don’t feel much, but I get reminders of you as it gets closer to one year.

[nighthol]

Trying to sleep…

[nighthol]

You only used me

Made me feel like you loved me

I was a stepping stone

Always was

[nighthol]

[nighthol]

I found the song you said was mine….

I have it on repeat…

[nighthol]

Even though you played with my heart

And tore me to shreds

I still miss you