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[nihilitix]

i'm alive (happy new year !!!)

checking in, guess what, i wasn't that dead, yaay

i apologize for the entire month long hiatus, seriously i wasn't feeling well with my art, plus other personal issues didn't make it easier. anything that i did frustrated me and maybe i was overwhelmed, but at least it is less heavy now.

besides, i just found out that my main (@mizinthropy) was deactivated and I HAD NO IDEA. I DIDN'T DO THAT WHY WOULD THEY ERASE MY FIRST EVER TUMBLR ACCOUNT </3

i wanna cry but i'll try to find a way to reactivate it IDK I DON'T WANT IT LOST AAAGGHHHH my drafts my sideblogs everything--

AT LEAST THE IVLK COMMUNITY GOT APPROVED. thanks tumblr. i guess

but to not make everything sour, i can tell that i've been writing more on my ao3 (mostly luka-centric fics and ratiorine angst) and started to understand how ren'py works. se vienen cositas

thank you so much for your support, seriously it means the world to me ;;; i hope things can be better this year, and i Will be drawing more <33 thanks for sticking with me !!! the luka shimeji is on my wips, don't think i forgot about that heh

(a little sprite of my oc for the short vn i tried to make in ren'py under the cuts. if i finish it soon, i'll probably post it on itchio)

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i'm drawing super slower for some reason- i apologize !! i've been feeling really sleepy and tired lately and i don't know why. last post was supposed to be quick and it took me so many hours AND IT'S SO SIMPLE ughh

it's no help that i have too many ideas for- almost 15 different fanarts and three one-shots (all luka-centric or just ivlk). please put me out of my misery

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"I´d kiss you goodbye countless times,

even if in your wicked gaze,

I'm just like a dog."

if i knew how to edit videos, i'd do the whole animatic. promise. also one with mlm ivlk. because it also fits

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THEY'RE AT A TIE WHAT

HERE I AM WITH ANOTHER POLL

i also considered r7 luka but his outfit would be too complicated on a chibi,, r5 luka is iconic and recognizable enough; and bunny luka is my personal favorite option but just because i love bunnies jsdhjsk

btw !! while searching for templates i've found that apparently THERE IS AN IVAN SHIMEJI????? I NEED HIM

please vote, i wanna draw him as soon as possible :]] pining him for that reason !!

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hello ivlk nation good morning

guess what

they're pending for approval wwww COMING SOON !!!

also if anyone wanna be admin too, hmu :]

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This, too, is ivanluka

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This, too, is ivanluka

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(No one is worth your tears) hinthint

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REALLY considering doing an ivlk community. i don't say a discord server (for now) bc i don't use discord but,,

besides i'm literally one day away from vacations !!!! yayy more ivlk posting soon stay tuned

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Could I mayhaps request a doodle of highschool au Mizi and Ivan being besties,,, maybe Luka’s in there too and he Does Not™️ want to be there

i keep forgetting these requests are supposed to be doodles lmao

they're listening to miranda ! trust me guys on that one. i bet both of them are big fans and now are singing along to ''ya lo sabía''; poor luka he just wanted to rest from homework,,

thank you for the request !! hope you like it :]

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HERE I AM WITH ANOTHER POLL

i also considered r7 luka but his outfit would be too complicated on a chibi,, r5 luka is iconic and recognizable enough; and bunny luka is my personal favorite option but just because i love bunnies jsdhjsk

btw !! while searching for templates i've found that apparently THERE IS AN IVAN SHIMEJI????? I NEED HIM

please vote, i wanna draw him as soon as possible :]] pining him for that reason !!

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i have to stop posting at 3am everyone is sleeping

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You talked about art requests (or sum) on your other account, and hear me out:

IvanLuka (actor au) and Ivan is like holding a kid/doing sum with one of the replacement child actors and Luka is thinking to himself "I don't like these kids at all, so why are they tolerable when I'm managing them with Ivan" or like something idk it's your fault I'm into this rarepair now I never knew they existed and then suddenly they've infected my mind andabsksvs hhuahahuahhhuh

(apologies for the incoherency; also this is gonna be hella embarrassing if this is the wrong account 💀)

it's messy and maybe not the best to understand but i did my best 😿 and ivan was so cute to draw wjnjdshd

i am Not Guilty (tm) for spreading the ivanluka agenda to you. i'm actually proud, ONE OF US, ONE OF US !!!

send another request whenever u want, and sorry if this one took a while ! > <

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gotta open comms soon, yayy !! ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎

little context, my country has a lot of devaluation and a shitty economy, a dollar here is the equivalent to one thousand pesos (doesn't sound like much, but it is) and i don't want to overprice my work. i think it's a fair price, but i'll prefer to hear feedback about it first.

thank you !!

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hi sorry for asking! do you still have requests open for drawings?

mhm !! feel free to send ideas !! currently working on one though :>

uhh i think i never said this but i can draw fanart, ship art, oc's (x canon and selfship too), etc etc but there will be more info on that when i open comms

in short- yes, send anything !!

after all it's for fun

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WWWWW THANK YOUU, I'M SO GLAD YOU LIKE THEM 😭😭 MAKES ME HAPPY TO HEAR THAT !! 🫶🫶

hiiiiii i saw you have requests open!!!

ivanluka as whittle bunnies. perhaps snuggling

so sorry for the wait !! this was supposed to be a sketch but they turned out to be just too cute,,

ivlk bunnies for my pookie /j /p

bonus with the sketch AND !! a doodle i forgot i did weeks ago