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“We’ll never have sex”

Izuku Midoriya fluff, gender neutral reader, zero dialogue just quotes

Im sososo sorry for not posting, I haven’t been on social media for a while in general because I’ve been focused on training for the upcoming track season, I was doing stage crew, and so much more personal things but I wrote Izuku fluff!! This was very rushed. But it was written with “we’ll never have sex” by Leith Ross in mind(I’ll try to post quality things again bc this is ass)

“Depollute me, pretty baby”

The way he looks at [blank] as they both huff and puff, the look of pure innocence the way her nudity isn’t just a way for them to perform an act full of lust but more of a way for the couple to understand each other's bodies to the fullest

“Oh you kissed me just to kiss me”

How the man known as Izuku Midoriya didn’t make out with his partner but stole their lips away from the cold world, warmed their mouth and heart.

“You look perfect, you look different”

Rugged, full of scars with loads of heartbreaking lore that the green-eyed beast was getting ready to share with his darling

“Like we’ll never have sex”

The euphoria of waking up to each other, bundled up warmly. Knowing even if the act of the last night never occurred they would’ve still been mystified with their love for each other.

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જ⁀➴ Angsty Togachako headcanons

Togachako angst headcanons with no fluff-Dekuchako implied. Mha season 7 spoilers!! I have to use orange for Toga bc there’s no yellow>~<!!! I wrote this when I was delirious im sorry guys it sucks.. this isn’t what I planned to post but it’s been in drafts 4everr

જ⁀➴ Ochako begged Izuku to name their first born after Himiko. But he refused, disgusted with the idea.

જ⁀➴ Togas last 7 minutes were full of imagery of her moments with Ochako and the League and some of Izuku, all the “friends” she made from UA too!

જ⁀➴During wedding dress shopping when Ochako saw a dress style that she knew Himiko would love that’s how she knew what dress she wanted.

જ⁀➴ Toga resented Uruaka at first for getting in the way of her and Izuku but in her final moments she resented neither people but only herself for getting in the way of the two people she adores the most love.

જ⁀➴ Everyone at Izuku and Ochakos wedding thought the vows must’ve been towards Izuku, but in reality, it was all the words she wished she could’ve said to Himiko.

Bonus

જ⁀➴ Izuku knew he was a replacement for Toga. He saw the way Uruaka forcibly feminized him…

Message from my (irl) bsf🦄😽🦄 bc they found my tumblr!!

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My apologies!!

A lot has been going on in my personal life, I was doing stage crew and we just had our last show today, track tryouts start tmrw so I was training, school work too ofc, hanging out with loved ones, and my overall mental health hasn’t been in the greatest. But I have something in progress and I’ll drop it whenever I can and I’m soso sorry for leaving unexpectedly I haven’t been online on anything much in general:)

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can you write some xyx fluff!! maybe like a day at the beach 🫶

Just you, me, and Cat!

Xyx x reader-fluff!!, gender neutral reader, Cat included:) I’m so sorry anon I feel like I wasn’t writing to my full potential in this bc i’ve been having writers block but I rlly wanted to write this bc the scenario you presented me with was sososo cute and he’s my favorite route in the game. I’ll try to rewrite it in the future:) (also you didn’t add a gender so I made on gender neutral hope ya don’t mind!

Just a normal summer day during mid-July, you thought to yourself until you wake up on a hammock. And see a tuff of golden brown hair, thick eyebrows that Instagram baddies during 2016 would kill over, a stunning tone of skin kisses by Helios himself. His majestic hair flew like a free bird in the breeze that only the open beach allowed, hiding beside you thinking he was slick with a cutesy baby in his arms by the name of Cat who he seemingly had ready to harass [blank] probably alongside him as well…typical Xyx behavior. So typical that [blank] had already predicted it… except not in the way they thought?

“GAH!” He didn’t do anything involving Cat but instead, he moved his left arm, his right gripping the cat and pushed [blank] off the hammock with a light and playful expression that could challenge the messenger god, Hermes. “You little!” He cuts [blank] off with a shushing sound and a finger to his lip as he picks them up and runs into the water with Cat clawing at him from the sight of being brought to the scariest thing for a kitty like her…? him...? them! The ocean.

Mixed sounds of pure laughter, screaming in confusion, and an angry kitty were what made the trio…them.

And none of them could ask for anything else(maybe Cat could and they expressed that in their angered meows)

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𐙚 “I can’t help but wonder”

This was written with the song “I can’t help but wonder” from Epic in mind. It features dual points of views and includes both angst and fluff! (Ody, Tele, and Athena) other songs are referenced in this too:)!! Not my proudest work..

TELEMACHUS:

At the dinner table, in the quiet of his bed, amidst the vibrant blooms of the garden, and even in the solitude of the bathroom—everywhere he turned, the incessant chatter of the suitors echoed in his ears. They spoke endlessly of the legendary Odysseus, weaving tales that danced between admiration and mockery. Yet, their words served as one of the few threads connecting him to his father, allowing him a glimpse of the man he had never truly known.

And in the stillness of his heart, he couldn’t help but wonder:

Were they alike, him and his father?

Were they similar in strength? … No, Telemachus wasn’t as strong as his dad he was just a little wolf who needed help from the likes of Athena. The voice in his mind cautioned him. You are just a little wolf, still in need of Athena's guidance. He shook his head, attempting to dispel those lingering thoughts, but they clung stubbornly to him.

I can’t help but wonder… what your embrace is like?

Do you long to see me too?

To be a family once more?

Are you mythical like the gods in the sky, or perhaps you’re just an ordinary man, lost to time?

“Little wolf~!” came the teasing voice of Antonius, jarring him from his reverie. In that instant, clarity washed over him—he could no longer remain in this stagnant place. He had to venture forth, to seek the truth. He needed to discover if his father still drew breath if he still walked the earth… if he was still Odysseus.

ODYSSEUS:

The venerable king sat in quiet contemplation, his heart swelling with the warmth of camaraderie as he listened to the lively chatter of his crew. Their words flowed with tender affection for their families, but what resonated most deeply with him were the joyful musings about their children. Each mention of a child's name tugged at his heartstrings, igniting a poignant longing within him for his son, Telemachus. The thought of never laying eyes on his beloved boy was a weight heavier than the war or the raft of all the gods combined.

As he gazed into the refreshing depths of the midnight blue waters.

He couldn’t help but wonder

what do you look like, my boy? I hope your mother tells you about my love, how I said “I would capture the wind and sky for you, make the storm clouds cry for you” and how I held you close in my arms, ready to die for you, my precious Telemachus…my beloved Penelope.

With an unexpected surge of emotion, he cried out, “I’m coming home!” His voice rang with a conviction that echoed through the air, though his crew merely shrugged, accustomed as they were to his whimsical outbursts.

In the stillness that followed, he softly whispered, “I can’t help but wonder if that stubborn owl is watching over you.”

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His adventure to see his father failed. He must be gone…I’ll have to keep wondering, Telemachus pessimistically thought.

He was sure he was dead until he saw the palace covered in red. Full of men who believed his father was dead, and a man who was haunting…

A man with a trail of bodies.

The horrifying king turns around with his bow and arrow in a position that shows his readiness to kill. But his eyes softened immediately when he saw the smaller man who was a perfect mixture of his and Penelope’s genetics.

“My son I’m finally home!” He screams with his arms opened wide for a hug

“…You really are mythical” Telemachus whispers as he enters his father’s embrace.

BONUS, ATHENA:

Odysseus shooed his clingy son away after he felt her presence

“Show yourself…I know you’re watching me, show yourself” he sighs due to his confrontation not working. “You were never one for hellos”

“I can’t help but wonder” in that instant a tall owl like goddess appeared—Athena.

He smirks happy to see his friend mentor turned foe but possibly friend again.

“What this word could be,” she starts again “If we all held each other with a bit more empathy” she starts telling Odysseus his old philosophy that he tried preaching onto her at one point.

Her face gets sour as she starts speaking again “I can’t help but feel like I led you astray”, she admits “What if there’s a world where we don’t have to live this way?” She holds out the option of becoming a warrior of the mind again in a silent way, but he knew what that would mean if he agreed.

“If that one world exists, it’s far away from here, it’s one I’ll have to miss, it’s far beyond my years” Odysseus explains.

“You might live forever, so you can make it. But I’ve got one endeavor, there’s this girl I’ve got to see.” He explains with soft and lovesick eyes to the patron goddess of Athens.

“Very well.” She disappears once more leaving him isolated again.

“Father? She’s waiting for you.” Telemachus speaks up referring to Odysseus’s sweet Penelope.

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Blooming panic love interests angst/hurtcomfort 🙏 love interests or just NakedToaster

I like angst so really any scenario!

Like Love interest and MC getting into an argument? Just something that’s angsty… thank you for considering 😋🩷

⋆˙⟡ Cake panic

Ahhh hii anon!! I loved writing this because I didn’t have to think too hard about a plot…also I got this idea from Robobarbies angst post about Toaster being in special needs class when he was in school.(I love that idea idk why..) also you didn’t add a gender so I just make it gender neutral!!

Also I hope I wrote this in a respectful manner because of the topics in this oneshot.

Everything seemed to be going perfectly. They had left their cozy resting area, ready to embark on a delightful adventure of baking a cake. The aroma of sweet ingredients filled the air, and excitement bubbled within them. But now, they stood at the last step—tasting! Toasty eagerly grabbed a knife, handing it to [blank] with the sharp, weaponized tip facing them.

“Ouch!”

“Were you born dense? Of course that would cut me, you goof!” [blank] bursted out, not realizing the emotional turmoil their words ignited in the man who resembled a unicorn stripped of its horn.

“You’re so stupid,” came the harsh retort.

“Aweee, are you okay? Can you read this?” taunted another voice. “He’s gonna cry~!”

The cruel jabs echoed in his mind, a haunting reminder of the relentless teasing he endured during his school days. He had grown up in the smaller classrooms—the “Sped shed,” as the other kids mockingly called it.

“Why am I like this?” he murmured, his voice cracking under the weight of his vulnerability.

“Hey… you okay? It was just a simple mistake,” [blank] attempted to soothe him.

“For you, it’s simple! Little mistakes don’t mean much, but when I mess up, I—” His words tumbled out, stuttering as he fought to regain composure.

“Slow down…” [blank] urged gently.

“I CAN HANDLE MYSELF!” NakedToaster’s usually chill demeanor shattered in an instant. For Toaster, those moments felt like an eternity.

“Go.”

“What?”

“I want to be left alone! I’m sorry for cutting you with the knife! I’m sorry for not being smart enough for you!” As the torrent of emotions spilled from him, their eyes locked, and [blank] fled, confusion and shame etched across their face.

His world, once a vibrant utopia, now darkened as he retreated into the depths of his memories, each interaction becoming more distasteful than the last. All the check-ups—was that just [blank]’s way of mocking him? At the thought Toasty clenched at his chest, and as he slowly bent down to the floor, it felt as though everything was crashing around him.

The incessant banging in his mind wouldn’t cease. Words failed him; he was engulfed in a full-blown panic attack, left alone with his spiraling thoughts.

In the end, he felt like nothing more than a helpless child—lost in a world that felt both familiar and utterly terrifying. The undefined emotions swirled within him, a mixture of regret, confusion, and longing for acceptance. It was a moment that reminded us all of our fragility, of the complexities of human connection, and the profound impact of our words on one another.

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ᓭི༏ᓯྀ With or without his wings he was never a free bird to begin with

Hawks one-shot, very angsty!! With zero fluff(kinda old…)

It was peculiar how starkly different Keigo felt from his alter ego, Hawks. Perhaps at this point, Keigo was merely the mask he wore. Regardless of which was true, he longed for both identities to dissolve into nothingness, like chalky ashes in the wind. But that wasn’t entirely what he desired; even ashes would leave behind the faintest trace of the man he once was. What he truly yearned for was freedom—a liberation that, when he first discovered his quirk, seemed like a divine gift. In those early days, he relished the euphoric sensation of soaring through the skies, fully embracing the essence of freedom. However, as time unfolded, he came to a heartbreaking realization: It was peculiar how starkly different Keigo felt from his alter ego, Hawks. Perhaps at this point, Keigo was merely the mask he wore. Regardless of which was true, he longed for both identities to dissolve into nothingness, like chalky ashes in the wind. But that wasn’t entirely what he desired; even ashes would leave behind the faintest trace of the man he once was. What he truly yearned for was freedom—a liberation that, when he first discovered his quirk, seemed like a divine gift. In those early days, he relished the euphoric sensation of soaring through the skies, fully embracing the essence of freedom. However, as time unfolded, he came to a heartbreaking realization: those very wings that once represented his liberation had become shackles, binding him tighter than he could have ever imagined.

In moments of reflection, when he donned the brilliant hues of red intermingled with touches of orange, a wave of self-loathing washed over him. He couldn’t help but feel "pathetic." It was during these times that the pangs of dysphoria surged to the forefront, leaving him wishing to be anyone but himself. His life had been a continuous struggle, a longing for a paradise that always felt just out of reach. Yet, deep down, he grappled with a cowardice that kept him from ending his own torment. If he couldn’t find a way to liberate himself, how could he possibly extend that freedom to others?

Despite the heaviness that hung over him, he held onto a fragile hope that he would discover a way. But for now, he found solace in numbing his emotions, flushing them down an imaginary toilet, and reaching for a pill—or a handful—seeking the sweet escape of an overdose. But he just never found himself bold enough to pull the trigger which would be swallowing every pill around like a beastly creature.

With or without his wings he was never a free bird to begin with. ᓭི༏ᓯྀ

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.☘︎ ݁˖ Whatever you do don’t imagine

I wrote this in the span of 1 day and edited it in 6 minutes… the whole main cast of sbg included:)

(Not proud of this…)

Whatever you do don’t imagine Ash growing up wondering why she had to carry the burden of hearing things no one else could. Growing up feeling isolated because of that very reason. The feeling that she dragged her only friends into a pitiless hell that used to only be hers.

And don’t even let your mind think about how Aiden begged to be as attention-taking as Ben. Even without his talent for singing, he managed to get more parental care from Aiden’s parents. Than Aiden, their son.

And don’t let it cross your mind how Ben thought of himself with disgust after the attack, without his angelic voice he was better off dead in his own eyes.

Don’t dare worry about how Logan wondered why everytime he socialized with the one person he trusted the most, Barron it ended up with him patching himself up on his bathroom floor. He must’ve thought he did something to warrant the cruel beatings he got.

And leave the thought out of Taylor, and how she had to fight the thought away of possibly leaving the hospital without another loved one.

Don’t focus on when Tyler was impaled by a tree how he probably wondered if this is how his father felt taking his last labored breath. As disheartening as it is it’s probably the most connected they’ve ever been.

And how the kids had each other but still refused to rely on each other for personal issues, which ended up causing everyone to spiral out of control. That’s a useless thought.

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Fandoms I’m in

𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ⋅ᡣ𐭩 ་༘࿐

⭑.ᐟ Mha

⭑.ᐟ Bsd

⭑.ᐟ Death note ⠀

⭑.ᐟ Ohshc

⭑.ᐟ Haikyuu

⭑.ᐟ SBG

⭑.ᐟ alnst

⭑.ᐟK-on

⭑.ᐟChuunbiyo and other delusions

⭑.ᐟJBA

⭑.ᐟ homesick

⭑.ᐟ high rise invasion

⭑.ᐟ wonder egg priority

⭑.ᐟ Madoka magica

⭑.ᐟ Kakeguri

⭑.ᐟ TKATB

⭑.ᐟ 14dwy

⭑.ᐟ Our life games

⭑.ᐟ Dagonronpa

⭑.ᐟ Skz

⭑.ᐟ Twice

⭑.ᐟ Epic

⭑.ᐟ Hamilton

⭑.ᐟ Heathers

⭑.ᐟ Mean girls

⭑.ᐟ RENT

⭑.ᐟ Yandere sim(I don’t support bitchass yandere dev…I’m his #1 hater)

⭑.ᐟ Butterfly soup

⭑.ᐟ DDLC

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Nikas introduction!! ≽^• ˕ • ྀི≼

⋆˚࿔ I am a minor so please be careful with what you request and how you speak to me!!

⋆˚࿔ My online name(Nika) is based off of Shinka Nibutani(my pfp) from Chunbiyou and other delusions!!

⋆˚࿔ any pronouns work and idk my gender tbh

⋆˚࿔ I hope to grow as a writer so constructive criticism is appreciated!!

⋆˚࿔ I’m pan(?)

⋆˚࿔ My blog will most likely keep its cuter and soft vibe(my writing style isn’t as cute as I wish it could be>:(…sob!)

⋆˚࿔ I get writers block often:/

⋆˚࿔ I hope you can find my writing enjoyable and I hope we can get along!!:)

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“I can’t be sorry for loving you”

Kiribaku angst-Bkdk implied(maybe ooc?) also unedited and I wrote this when I was drowsy. (Multiple epic\Greek mythology references) Writing sample!!

“I’m not sorry for loving you!” The fiery redhead declared, his heart racing with unrestrained passion.

“Ejiro,” Katsuki began, his tone a warning, but Kirishima was not about to be silenced.

“Let me speak!” Kirishima asserted, standing tall as the tumult of emotions surged within him since the moment he learned of Izuku and Katsuki’s burgeoning romance. HIS Katsuki— the knight in shining armor, the one who made the world feel a bit brighter. When he was near, everything seemed to fall into place, even if for a fleeting moment.

“I was too late! I should’ve confessed my feelings the instant I realized how much you meant to me. But I didn’t, and that’s my fault. Still, I beg you…stop toying with my heart! I understand you’re not mine, not now, not ever. But can’t you, just for tonight, pretend you’re mine? Just for a moment, please—“

“I love you.” Katsuki interrupted, his voice formed yet laced with complexity that made Kirishima’s heart race.

“You do?” Kirishima’s voice trembled, hope flickering like a candle in the wind.

“Not in the way you want me to…” Katsuki replied, and in that instant, Kirishima felt that familiar sting of heartache wash over him—a burning sensation that he had once come to associate the ending of with the presence of the blonde who had unwittingly stepped into the shadows of his life.

“I’m not sorry for loving you…” he murmured, words barely audible, meant only for himself and the gentle breeze. Not for Bakugo, just a silent confession that hung in the unwavering air. ‘Did I push you away? Did I come on too strong?’ He pondered, lost in a whirlpool of doubt.

In his mind, Kirishima was Calypso, and Katsuki was Odysseus; a love story fraught with longing and unfulfilled desires.

As the night deepened, so did the weight of their unspoken words, each heartbeat echoing the truth in all its forms, is a force to be reckoned with— even when it leads to heartache.

Thank you for supporting me by reading this!! Other ways to show support are: Liking, following, or even commenting!

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MASTERLIST + Other important things

I WILL write: Yandere(limited), romance, fluff, angst, all genders, violence(limited), lgbtqia+, suggestive

I WILL NOT write: Incest,stepcest, rape, noncon, anything sexual

Please be reminded I am in school so my studies and my personal life will always be the #1 priority while this blog is just a small hobby :) I will put out a public announcement if I go on hiatus!!

Any homophobia, transphobia, racism, sexism, facism, etc on this blog is forbidden:)!!

Other accounts\socials:Shanika , Nibutani Epic discord server

All about me: ﾟ𐦍༘⋆

Writing sample: "I can't be sorry for loving you"

Fandoms I’m in: ﾟ𐦍༘⋆

My hero Academia(Boku no hero) ᯓᡣ𐭩

With or without his wings he was never a free bird to begin with-Hawks angst(oneshot)

I can’t be sorry for loving you-krbk angst(not sure if it’ll be a one shot or not)

Togachako angsty headcanons

Death note ᯓᡣ𐭩

Nothing here yet!:(

Bungo Stray Dogs ᯓᡣ𐭩

Nothing here yet!:(

Haikyuu ᯓᡣ𐭩

Nothing here yet!:(

Demon Slayer ᯓᡣ𐭩

Nothing here yet!:(

Kakeguri(+ Kakeguri Twin) ᯓᡣ𐭩

Nothing here yet!:(

Dangonronpa ᯓᡣ𐭩

Nothing here yet!:(

Ouran High school host clubᯓᡣ𐭩

Nothing here yet!:(

Epic The Musical ᯓᡣ𐭩

I can’t help but wonder-angst with fluff(Athena,Ody, and Tele)

School Bus graveyard ᯓᡣ𐭩

Whatever you don’t imagine-all the phantom fighters included(angst)

Homesick ᯓᡣ𐭩

Nothing here yet!:(

TKATB ᯓᡣ𐭩

Nothing here yet!:(

14dwy ᯓᡣ𐭩

Nothing here yet!:(

Blooming panic ᯓᡣ𐭩

Cake panic-Toasty angst(gender neutral) one shot

Just you, me, and cat!-Xyx and cat fluff (gender neutral) one shot

Killers chat ᯓᡣ𐭩

Nothing here yet!:(

Mushroom oasis ᯓᡣ𐭩

Nothing here yet!:(

A date with the devil ᯓᡣ𐭩

Nothing here yet!:(

OC MASTERLIST ᯓᡣ𐭩

coming soon... ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ