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actually substances are addicted to me

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i thought i was gonna be dead before i turn 18 and now im 24 and have no idea what im doing with my life

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it's hilarious being self aware. i'm watching a clown performance, for real.

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I dislike how I need validation all the time.

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"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

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“you notice everything” yeah babe I was traumatised as a child

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“have you ever just cried because you’re you”

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shld i take my meds? i don’t wanna lose my spark

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why can’t all the feelings just fucking

s t o p

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For you I’d bleed myself dry.

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i would let you kill me as long as you loved me

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"ahaha i need a crazy bpd girlfriend" i just KNOW you wouldn't survive a single fucking episode

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Susan Sontag, from “Reborn: Journals and Notebooks, 1947-1963″

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I just want to bash my fucking head into a wall maybe that will make me feel better

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There's only so much a man can take. When your resolve is tested you either grow from it or collapse into yourself. Strive for growth, no matter the adversities.