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🍊You ever need something disgustingly human yet monstrous? you ever need politics and religion? you ever need beauty and filth? within media??? 💒

Well 6.5 Peasants has all you could need for this kind of thing! My comic that has themes regarding religion, motherhood and politics has its prologue and first two chapters released! ☀︎ It is also currently available on Webtoon!

Be known as an OG fan before it is too late

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KILLERFELL YEA LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO

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Okay my favorite part Retroglitch ...these are also my designs for them because I love them...and Error is my kinsona

(Just to clarify Fresh and Error ARE NOT canonically brothers, that was a popular Fandom headcanon made from the little non-canon side comic momma cq)

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Nightmare doodles... plus sum appletini(fellmare) ...ignore nightmare crushing killer with his entire weight being melted down upon him like a loafing fat cat

Also expression practice

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Woa woa Afterdeath woawoaoooaa!!! Happy ass old gay couple with they're Lil baby yayyyayayaayay!!

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Silly Killer doodls... ft killerfell

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Sorry I haven't been posting here...I've been busy with school and stressed and dealing with a lot In general but time for an art dump because I've been drawing a lot in the past months ...

This au belongs to me...(i actually don know if someone else had this idea first or nawt but at least this version..)

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Hi null! I wanted to say hi so I said hi. Here it is again. Hi! You are a very cool person and deserve a hi.

thank hou lil uzi hi

again because youre awesome hi!!

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I just wanted to make my version of the poster for this chapter (yes I am veeery normal about it despite it being a bonus chapter)

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son, me and your mother added each other to our dnis. you have to unfollow one of us if you want to interact...

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Consensus on DID is annoying because there really isn’t one

The more medical research I do, the more I realize DID even up in the medical community feels like twitter discourse.

That is it say- polarized and heated. I mean I understand it, as of now there’s two main models the Trauma Model and the Socio Cognitive/Fantasy

To summarize for those who aren’t annoying nerds:

Trauma model: Dissociation is from traumatic experiences and cases amnesia barriers around personalities and memories

Socio Cog/ Fantasy model: People are suggestible and fantasy prone, DID is just fantasy and doesn’t actually exist

Now my psychiatrist who diagnosed me followed the Socio Cog model (which wasn’t fun) and explained my parts were just me believing I had alters, therefore the cure was “ignore it”. In all fairness the socio cog model is more complex but the conclusion is it’s false. The trauma model has flaws too in its studies, the definition of what severe trauma isn’t determined well. But despite that i do believe it has more merit then Socio Cog. I mean Socio Cog is heavily reliant on False memory syndrome which comes from a foundational belief that “you can’t recover csa memories” which is just provably wrong.

Outside of the medical community you have movements like the inclusive plurality movement which I find much more enjoyable to research than Socio cog. I do think they have interesting points! How I’ve concluded on the endogenic movement is that it tends to be very spiritual and religious. I wouldn’t tell a Christian that they are stupid to think they are talking to angels because I’m an atheist, just as I wouldn’t go out of my way to call an endo stupid for believing they have many souls possessing them. I think they have merit with brining research interest to personality disorders having similar structures to a DID system. (That is somewhat true because bpd is on the same dissociative level as osdd-1b) but a lot of it just sounds like self talk, imaginary friends, and spirituality.. not really comparable to DID.

What’s my current belief?

I think DID will probably end up being like BPD in origins. Mostly formed due to trauma and invalidating environments at a young age, but I wouldn’t be surprised if there were genetic dispositions. But my belief can change! I just wish more people gave a shit about the disorder to look into it. The false memory foundation and socio cognitive approach actively discourages research on the disorder. When I asked “why isn’t there clinics?” I was told “typically if you invalidate the belief in personalities the patient will stop reporting the issue” which made me feel shitty.

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what I think will happen if I message my mutuals

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we should make fun of americans more. why dont their shops include tax in the price tag. like how much does this item cost? its a surprise :)

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I had to scale it down bc it was too heavy....

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Today's Seal Is: Sealing Lamp