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Heyyy guys I'm am sooooo sorry I haven't been posting I was so busy with exams and work I didn't have time to write!

But school Is finally over so I have more time to write yaaaay

And yes I see all your requests and I'm gonna get to them since it is er time I have no excuse.

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If it's okay can I please ask for a yandere sae where he gets his darling pregnant if you're uncomfortable with this or you don't do these types of requests that's okay

My Prized Possession

⚠️ Warnings ⚠️: Toxic relationship, suggestive, yandere Sae. This is my first time(and maybe my last) doing male yandere so I got some help from a friend, she deserves some of the credit,its kinda short, first time doing male yandere!!!!!!.

Female readers.

It was something you promise yourself. You were going to focus on your studies and get yourself settle first. But here you are in the bathroom stall holding a pregnancy test.Your eyes became watery as you look at the two blue lines on the small tool. You can't be pregnant.

"What is he gonna say about this?''. And by he you mean your boyfriend.The one and only Sae itoshi,who wouldnt fall for him. He was in top of his classes, wealthy and had a great career ahead of him in soccer, your parents loved him!.

Probably more then they loved you. You see your parents were never supportive of you overall they thought of you as a failure compared to your brother who was studying to become a lawyer.

But they treated Sae like a son when you brought him home to visit. And told you that you'd better treat him good and that you should be thankful that a guy like him ever look in your direction.

Your friends are envious of your relationship with the sport star from His cool, calm and mature personality to his fame and intelligence.

He had everyone fooled, even you.

Despite the front he puts up Infront of your friends and family, when he's with you.Your relationship with Sae wasn't the same as it was when it started. It's not something people can notice, but he has become more and more possessive and aggressive.

It's started with little things like, he wouldn't allow you out a certain time , he would constantly ask you who you were talking to on the phone, and if it were one of your male friends he'd get angry and demand you stop talking to him. Your parents would side with him on everything and they agreed that Sae should have a say in who you talk to, hang out with and befriend,what you wore. Cutting off all your male friends, you had a curfew as well.

He would come home and he'd aspect you to be waiting for him and that you have already prepared a meal. You'd have to greet him . He'd search your phone to make sure you haven't spoken to anyone he doesn't approve of. If you went out earlier that day, he'd know about what you bought, how much you spent and who you want out with,what you ate.

Everything.

There are other nights were he would come home in devilish mood, usually when he's like this ,allowing him to use you is the best way to avoid any forms of ''conflict".

But it was that night about a month ago, when you shared a moment.

God you were so scared that tight , he came home more devilish then usually. You're not sure what came over him that night,

well he was always possessive and manipulative with you, but tonight was just different .

You hear the front door unlocked and his footsteps.

" Where's my darling?” his voice achos through out the hall.

You could already feel the unsettling feeling coming

"She better not be hiding~".

You bite back the erge to crawl under your blanket and hide,on the king size bed you shared with Sae .

But you know how he gets .So you made you way downstairs.

He was already at the bottom of the stairs waiting for you .

"There you are princess, I thought you were asleep, I was calling you ".

He says .

You bite your lip nervously.

"I was waiting for you to get home like you told me to".

"Mm, and you're wearing the night gown I brought you , it fits? " He ask .

" It's a little small ".

" Hm? I was sure I brought you the right size, but come down here I haven't seen you all day".

'He did this on purpose'.

You came downstairs and you were greeted by a scent of colon when you were pulled into his embrace.

"You look beautiful as always". He commented. Causing you to blush .

"And you smell really nice too". He continues to complement you as he kiss your cheek and made his way down to the crook of your neck where he takes in your secent .

His sudden actions made you frustred."It must be the new body wash and perfume you brought me". You began to stumble over you words when you felt him bite the sensitive part of your neck, giving it a little nibble before he gives the now sore spot a kiss.

"Sae , w-what are you doing?". You let out a breathly gasp when you felt your lovers hand slowly making its way down your back and to your butt , giving it a squeeze .

"I haven't seen you all day, I missed you and I haven't touched you in a while so just relax for me a little bit darling''.

"B-but I didn't take any-".

"It's fine I put some in your food before I left". He says as he picks you up.

Keeping your lips locked together as you wrapped your legs around his torso . Making his way up the stairs and to your shared bedroom.

Per usual he gently places you on the bed,lips never leaving yours....

Tears rush down your face as you remember the events that took place that night.As the pieces were coming together in your head.

Now Sae on the other hand was grinning from ear to ear knowing that his plan had worked. He stood outside the restroom you were in as he patiently waits for you to text him "we needs to talk".

Now you see it was Sae dream to claim you in everyway,shape and form. And he was will to do anything to make sure that happened. Even if it means lying about putting plan B in your food or making you think it was all your fault this happened.

You already said no to him to marriage, claiming that you weren't ready and that you wanted to focus on school, and that marriage would be a lot of money and it's time consuming at the moment.

Even though he would constantly tell you, you don't have to worry about any of that , he'll gladly cover all of it.

He also tried to get you to dropped out of college, but you denied that idea as well. Despite him telling you he'll take good care of you.

Sigh, it seemed like nothing was going his way. He honestly didn't want to go this route, but ,You were being difficult.

So getting you pregnant was the only way to have full control over you. He knew you wouldn't be able to go to school, nor would your parents allow you to get rid of your child. It's not like they wanted you to go to the college you're currently attending anyway.They're practically are obsessed with him.

All his plans were falling in place.

Annnnddddd that's all , I really tried on this and with a little push from a friend I got the motivation to post it. Plz remember it's my first time writing male yandere and I hope this reaches ur expectations.

Request are open and if you dont see ur request on my "What's in my ask box" it's probably cause I didn't get to it yet or you didn't read my rules.

Soo that's all , comments, constructive criticism, reblogs are all appreciated .

But that's all , byeeeeee.

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Ok ok ok I'm ik I said that I'm gonna try and post more often on my page but look at me not keeping my promise and I feel bad for the people who are being kept waiting. I absolutely hate keeping people waiting . Believe me I do, it makes me feel dirty inside, if that's a good way to put it???????.

But remember this is not a Instagram page were u just click the like and follow button but never actually interact with person behind the screen/no feedback/constructive criticism/reblogs/say please and thank when you're requesting ect......

But I have some stuff to work on as well like not ghosting you guys, and stop procrastinating on things, make time in my schedule.

So we all have stuff to work on but I can't be the only one who is pulling the weight .

Btw I'm wasn't totally sure how they would feel about shout-outs and it's already to late to ask someone something . So I won't say names .

Thank you so much for liking my post with Big Bird busting open the door. It shows me that you are actually listening and it's not just me speaking to a void of nothingness . Despite the number of followers I have.

But anyway just had to get that off my chest!!!!

Btw IT'S SUPER RAINY DOWN HERE WHERE IM AT .

But anyway goodnight you guys!!!!!!!!💤💤💤💤💤💤

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∆What's in my ask box part:Three ∆

Isagi x Soft gamer girl

Barou x soft girl reader part 2(more suggestive)

Playboy Oliver x reader (on break for now)

Blue lock boys when there girlfriend or daughter calls them and tells them they but diesel in the car

Blue lock boys reaction when a camera man tells you to get out of the photo

Julien x basic white girl reader

Blue lock boys accidentally figuring out your bra size

What you gifted to them before they left for Blue lock/what you guys did when he came back/ Their reaction to you showing up at the U-20 game.

Sae x reader who has a strict beauty standard she has to follow and is hurting her self for it. (Eating disorder)

Regulations&rules (clickable) if you wanna request something.

That's all for now, request are still open for those who want to add.

If you don't see your request here it could be that I deleted it because you didn't follow my rules and I tried to write it but it just wasn't clicking.

Reblogs are highly appreciated 👍

So that's pretty much it for now, as new ideas come to mind or people request more I'll had it to the list .

But that's all , Goodnight!

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Hey guys Sorry I haven't been posting there was just so much stuff going on.

But I guess I'm back now.

Request are open(They've been open) ,Please remember to read my rules before requesting. That mainly goes to those who sent a request prior to this post.

If you don't see ur request on the post on my pinned post is probably got deleted cause it didn't follow my rules 🙃.

.....but that dosent mean I won't try to write them there still might be hope in ur request.

But anyway that's all I have to say

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Helooo can i please ask for a loki x nurse reader? Maybe the scenario is that he passes out due to extreme exhaustion during practice and she is there for him when recovering afterwards comforting him, i love flufffff🥰 also this is unrelated to the request but I AM SO HAPPY TO SEE ANOTHER BLUE LOCK WRITER WHO IS ALSO A FELLOW HAITIAN LETS GOOOO😆 i just got into bllk and i have barely seen any of us in the fandom 😭

Just posted babe 😚

Hope you like!.

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.Sleepyhead.

Requested√(Julien overworks himself and nurses reader take care of him)

Warnings:Short, female reader.

G:Fluff.

He knew he was pushing himself to his limit, but he honestly never saw the problem with it. He would constantly overload himself with soccer to the point where he got used to it.

Till you came into the picture you would always constantly nag him about pushing himself to much. He tells you to stop being a worrywart and that he's fine . But you being a nurse couldn't help but constantly worry about him.

Even his teammates were getting concerned.

Finally the day came were his body has had enough, the day before he stayed practicing super late and today he got up early in the morning and hasn't stopped since .

He was aiming for the goal but his vision gets hazy , so his feet doesn't even make contact with the ball. His body suddenly became heavy and everything around him was a blur. He hadn't even realized his body had hit the ground, for he was exhausted to realize anything.

He slowly wakes up when he hears soft humming and small touches every now and then on his cheek. He felt his head press into the softness it was placed on .

It's a touch that he was used to , God he loves when you touch him like this,you were humming his favorite melody too.

But he soon realizes his location. "Shit,(Y/n) what happened?". He questions the girl as he rubs the side of his head that was hit against the ground earlier.

The girl continues her rubbing and soft hums."You fainted". She says softly as she looks at him lovingly.

"Oh". Was all he said.

"Mmhm".

"Julien?".

"Hm?".

"What have I told you about overworking yourself?".

He chuckled softly. "To not do it".

"Yea, but you did it anyway, men sure dont listen, huh".

She says this in between her hums and her soft touches.

"I'm sorry".

"It's fine, just please don't do it again, I don't want you to hurt yourself ok? ".

"Mhm".

With every small touch that made contact with skin he could feel himself drifting off to sleep.

He immediately grabs the girls hand. "Stop, you're putting me to sleep".

She says as she pulls her hand away from his grasp but instead of continuing her loving touches, she instead moves a strain of her brained hair behind her ear. She leans down to the boy and gives him a soft kiss on his lips , one he returned.

She pulls away softly, but the gap between them was still small.

She keeps her ever movement soft and delicate. Trying not to wake the male who's already drifting off into slumber.

"Well that's the point you big dummy". She teased lightly as she runs her thumb softly against his lips. She keeps her voice at a whisper.

His eyes become heavy causing the girl to blur out, her words start to fade .

"Now please go to bed Julien,I love taking care of you but I don't like it when you hurt yourself so rest up a little,yeah?".

"Mhm". He mumbles subconsciously.

The girl giggles at his response. "Sweet dreams my love , I love you Julien".

Yuppp that's it I hope you like this anon, I'm just as glad as you r to see a fellow Haitian!.

Request are open.

Constructive Criticism is always welcome.

Read the rules before requesting

Reblogs are highly appreciated 👍

And yeah that all my loves. Good night 🌃.

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I see no lies here 😜

Reblog if you’re a black girl that loves anime 💁🏽‍♀️

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Ok ok ok to the sweet ass anon that send me the Loki request first off YESSSSSSZZ IM GONNNA RIGHT IT I LOVE THAT MAN AND SECOND YES THERE AREN'T A LOT OF HAITIANS WHO WRITE BLUE LOCK(I THINK)

But thank you anon for the request I'm gonna enjoy writing this ☺ ☺☺☺☺

And yes request r open

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Ya know I realized that I don't talk to my followers at all like I don't talk to y'all and I feel bad about it , I'm just super shy when it comes to making friends online but I'm willing to try 😤

So is anybody out there ? No? Just me? Ok that's fine .

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Hello could you mabye write a fic about luna (the spanish guy if you write about him) x actress reader. Mabye more of a suggestive scenario of your choice

+My Woman+

⚠️Warnings ⚠️; Suggestive, short, anon I'm am sooooooo sorry this took so long I got caught up in exams and life, I'm so sorry, grammatical errors.

Luna is definitely the jealous type, but he won't show that he is jealous. Once you turn your back he would verbally attack the person till no recovery.

Or if hes in a really good mood then he'll just show them who you belong to right in front of them with zero shame .

So when he saw that you men in your department ketp flirting with you and you just clearly stated you didn't like them and wasn't not interested.

But they didn't get the hint.

So after you were done with your final scene you took a 45 minute break.

And almost immediately the two men began to approached you , but luckily your boyfriend bet them to it.

He walks right up to you not giving you a chance to greet him properly before pulling you into a heated kiss. He turns around making sure the two men were getting the "perfect" angle.

He watches as they blush and figit uncomfortably.

After about 15 more seconds of practicality harassing your lips he pulls away, making sure the two men got a good view of the thin layer of saliva that kept you two connected before he pulls away causing the clear liquid to fall onto your chin.

And of course him being the gentleman that he is he whips it away.

He takes another glance at the two men to see that they were still watching.

He rolls his eyes. He sighed.

'Just what the hell is it gonna take for these guys to get the hint?'.

He holds you body firmly close to him as you struggle to get away. But his grip was strong, not enough to hurt to .

He was about to give you freedom but an idea came to mind.

"Why are you trying to run away from me?". He whispers this in her ear ." Don't you love when I would you close like this".

The girl proceeds to try and shove him away.

He ignores the girl's protest by pulling her rear against him firmly.

Definitely get the attention of the others in the room.

"We're in public". She whimpered.

"Exactly why is doing this, those bastards over there don't know who you belong to and it's my job to prove it to them even if it means I have to rail you right here and now".

When saying this he makes direct eye contact with the two men causing them to flinch.

"Not to mention this is you favorite position isn't it?".

He says this loud enough for the others to hear ,amongst other things that are far to inappropriate to say even in a room full of adults.

But he has to stop when your manager threatened to have security throw him and and he won't be able to step foot in the studio again.

He doesn't want to ruin one of the only time he can spend time with you.

Of course he gives you one last heated kiss before dismissing himself, He just wants everyone to make sure they know exactly who you belong to.

Once again I'm so sorry for the delay please forgive me!!!😭😭.

I was trying to get everything out before new years but I was busy.

But um reblogs are highly appreciated 👍 and I hope this was to your liking anon and once again sorry for the delay.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Come guys,I'm pretty we all leant this in like what elementary school. Plagiarizing is bad,you're stealing someone else work and have no shame in it. Idgf what the reason is this is something that you shouldn't take pride in and be flabbergasted when you get called out for it.

IMPORTANT !! THERE'S YET ANOTHER PERSON ON WATTPAD THAT HAS BEEN PLAGIARIZING WRITERS ON TUMBLR/AO3. THEIR USERNAME IS @/tokyo-senpai (here is a link to their wattpad page)

please reblog this post so that it will reach more people and writers can take note of this and check if any of their posts have been plagiarized.

below are screenshots of the plagiarist's wattpad page and screenshots of their book, in which they have posted 159 oneshots/smut posts that all seem to be stolen from writers on tumblr and ao3.

please report the account, and to any writers that have had their content stolen, you could send them a DM and ask to take it down. if many people call them out, it's more likely that they will delete everything they've stolen.

they also stole my baji fic, as you can see here. thank you anon for letting me know of this.

++ there is another call out post for this same account by tumblr user @poohbea here with more compiled evidence that those posts are all stolen ones. please read and reblog that also.

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Promise

Based of off the Divergent series.

Warnings:RUSHED, I REALLY DIDN'T THINK I WAS JUST TYPING AWAY, IF YOU'RE CONFUSED HIT ME UP I WILL TRY MY HARDEST TO ELABORATE, GRAMMAR ERRORS, ECT

Idk if y'all saw but I posted a while ago that I have this "story" in mind and I was supposed to release some stuff about it but I forgot. But here's something...

Kunigami's Story: Day of Election

You knew what day it was, you marked it on your calendar. Oh how you dread the date wishing it was all a dream, but it's not, it's real, so very real.

You looked up at the calendar with tears forming.

You haven't talk to him either,you were so angry at him for his decision.He stopped trying to talk to you,he understands that your mad at him .

The last time he tried to talk to you,You told him to go away and that you hate him for leaving you.

Your words stung him,But he's smart enough to know that you didn't mean that. You were just frustrated,So he gave you space for about a week,till the day came.

He knocks on your room door, and wait for a response.

But you ignored him,All he could hear was small sniffs and sobs. He cringes at the noise,Your not one to cry you were always upbeat and sassy.

He waits for about 3 more minutes, before an exusted sigh leaves his lips."I'm sorry (y/n)".

You missed his voice,you haven't heard it for weeks. You missed how deep it was and how it would bring you to ease when you're in distress.

You tried to ignore the feeling of opening the door and leaping into his arms.Pulling him into your embrace. To hear his soft chuckle when you hug him a bit to tightly not wanting to let go.

But your anger was preventing you from doing so. You were so mad at him.

A small sigh leaves his lips,Before he walks away from your door.

You should get going too,You have to choose your career path.

But you didn't want to run into Kunigami on the way. So you waited for what seems like 10 minutes before heading out the door.

Looking left and right to me sure that the cost is clear.

You make your way through out the halls of the large facility till you made it to your destination,The auditorium.

You entered.

You look around for a a seat since nearly all of them were filled. You noticed a seat open and decided to take it while you still can,even though it's near the front.

When you took your seat,there was still one available next to you.

And in coincidence you noticed orange spike hair sticking out like a sour thumb. You tried to look away but your eyes and his met instenly.

He glance to the spot next to you.And began to make his way over.

Now you could take this as an opportunity to sit down with your boyfriend and talk about his decision,and everything would be back to normal.

But you being you,you ignored your inner thoughts and places your hand on the seat.

He got the message and cuts his joinery to you short. A small sigh leaves his lips as his face visible saddens.

Your heart clenched,You felt so bad,you hate that look. It makes him look like a sad lost puppy.

You turn your head away from him.

Kunigami on the other hand got distracted when a males voice calls his name.

"Kunigami,over here!".

It was Isagi and the other boys form his block.They were sitting on the other side of room from were you were.

He gives you one last look,Which you completely ignored and began to make his way to the seat his friends had saved him.

He takes his seat,His friends knew the situation going on with you and him,some told him to just give you all the time that you need. Others say to just wait till she comes and apologizes,since he did nothing wrong.

The moment finally began. Name after name were called and teens went up to choose whether they are a warrior,healer,inventor or a modern civilian.

Many choose to be a warrior,who wouldn't you get treated like royalty. Well that also depends on what ranking you on.[Warlords]

Our intelligent folks choose to work in the lab and invent. [ Intel ]

The ones with a loving heart choose be doctors/ nurses in the facility.

There are two types of caretakers that you must know: The ones that choose to be a nurse but also leave with the warriors when going on missions.[Battle Angeles]

Or you choose to stay in the facility and work when the teams who don't have a nurse with them.[Angels]

And our folks who just wanna live the simple life and be a civilian.

'Kunigami Rensuke'.

Your breath got caught in your throat,As you watch him step up onto the podium.

He extended his hand to the announcer,who then pricked his finger.

"What is your choice young man?".

He looks over the crowd and his eyed met yours,

Once again life is given you another opportunity. You could either give him a small smile,a smile saying that even though you don't like the idea of him be a Warlord your gonna support him.

Or you could give just ignor his look and make the situation worse.

Second option is what your going with. You looked away. He sighs and turn his focus back to the 4 decisions.

He already knew what he wanted to do.Its been his dream to be a Warlord. He knows that you are just upset but you'll blow over soon .

His finger smears the blood form the prick onto the paper reading:Warlord.

You could only feel the unsettling feeling increasing.

"(Y/n) (l/n)" .

You stood up from your chair and made your way to the podium.

You extended your finger to the announcer ,who pricks it.

"What is your choose young woman?".

You look at your options and your finger gently smears over the paper reading:Angel

After everyone was called the meeting was over. Everyone was divided into the decisions they made.

''Welcome to department Angel,Here is where you will treat our civilians and Warlords alike. Remember this is a very important decision you made. People's lives are in your hands,You may be young but not dumb. Age doesn’t judge your knowledge. Now doctors and nurses soon to be you have a week to prepare for your entrance exam. Now remember if you fail this exam you will not take cours Angel till next year. But you must also pass that exam.

You can only take the exam 3 time till you won't be able join Angel. I wish you best of luck".

'One week is all we have,Better study hard,its a 5 hour quiz with 300 questions'.

You went to your room and decided to start studying tomorrow. Thanks to the whole meeting thing and the situation with Kunigami,you were so tired .

You wanted to go see him,ask him about his decision and meeting.

But no, a side in you kept you from doing that.

You don't feel like thinking about it right now. You pushed your thoughts away and began to drift into a sweet slumber.

One week later

In the morning you woke up early enough to get some studying in. You first made your way to the kitchen were mostly everyone ate together. But you couldnt, so after greeting your friends you made your way back to your room. But on your way back you heard fast footsteps approaching from behind. You were aware of who they belong to and you didn't hesitate to slam the door in his face.

It's been a week and you have to take your entrance exam, and today's also the day Kunigami is drafted, Warlords take their exams three days after they make their decision, If they past, they began their first mission.

You'd think since your boyfriend got past a the toughest exams there is you'd celebrate with him. Give him kisses and rewards, Yes the ones who passed got their celebration. But the fact that you weren't there made him feel so empty.

But today is the day he goes on his first real mission, He wants to say goodbye to you before he leaves.

"Can I please talk to you, we have spoken in a nearly a month,And I'll be gone for a while,"

"..........."

"Our first mission is gonna be a S-rank, apparently it's bad out there so the new recruits are being exposed to the dangers of our world right of the bat".

'An S-rank mission,No,No,No that's the second most dangerous missions there is after S'. Why are they sending him?!.

You feel a lump getting caught in your throat,Horrible sanarios of Kunigami's uniform/dog tag being brought to you staind with blood.

How the unit captain will solute to you and tell you that your lover was strong and noble and that he will be remembered for his courageous actions of war.

You were interrupted of your thoughts when the voice of your lover spoke.

"Your really not gonna say anything".

''............."

"Well if your not,It's time for me to leave,They didn't give us much time to so bye to our family and friends'.'

".........'.'

"*sigh* I love you (y/n),I hope you know that".

He takes a minute before leaving. Making his way down the hall.

He's not as excited as he thought he would be,He wanted to share this experience with you of all people. But he can't be happy knowing that your mad at him.

"I knows how stubborn you could be, but I didn't think you would take it this far".

He says out loud to himself as he walks farther away from your room.

Go , Go to him!, you idiot before it's to late!. Give him a squeeze before he leaves it could be the last time you see him again!'.

Your inner voice shouted at you.

'But I'm mad at him!'. You know that your in the wrong but your stubborness won't let you admit it.

But another side of you couldn't help it anymore, you haven't spoken to him in nearly a month and now he's on his way to a suicide mission!.

The girl was quick to jump from her bed and towards the door, rushing down the hall hoping that you can make it in time.

He hears them, the sound of small feet quickly making their way to his direction, before he was attack with a hug, a tight bone crushing hug.

He inhaled the familiar smell of perfume before a small smile spread on his cheek .

But it was quick to disappear when he hears small sniffs.

"P-please come back to me, Kunigami *sniff* I'm serious".

He turns around and pulls you close to him with one hand as he runs his fingers in your hair with the other.

He lets out a chuckle before saying:

"Of course I'll come back,I promise".

"You better".

Ok that's my first part of a "chapter". I don't really want to call it chapter since it's not really a story????? It's more like a bunch of random ideas about the bllk fandom but in a Divergent series plot(I would highly recommend you watch it or read it the series is wonderful)but all the "chapters" that will be released in the future are all connected.

And this is just Kunigami's. Day of election I'll do other characters as well.

Still debating whether or not I should let you guys selective characters tho.

Pls pls pls feedback is important and so is reblogs!!!!! .

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No cause they was really tryin my nigga Baro....

Likeeee wtf is that.

There anit no wayyyy 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

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---------------HOODIE--------------

Warnings: Gammer errors, sad/depressed reader, angst.

G:🍭(angst)

.(What's in pink are the lyrics to the song, I couldn't decide on who to base this story on so y'all can use y'all's imagination and or comment who you think is best suited.[It was supposed to be for Barou tbh]The lyrics to the song repeats itself so I bounced around a few times.)

It's been how long now? 3 weeks,3 months . You don't know nor do you care.All you know for sure is that he's gone and you're no longer the center of his life.You lay on you bed rolled up into a ball of depression

You'd probably think I was psychotic (if you knew)

You weren't crazy, it's what you told yourself over again, you were just attached

What I still got in my closet (sad but true)

You'd open your closet door and there it was staring back at you, it's grey color matching the current emotion you're feeling for still having this stuck in your closet. No one knew about this.

I slip it on over my shoulders

You would wear it whenever you feel yourself slipping away or need some kind of closure. And recently it seems like you've hardly ever taken it off.

Something I'll never get over,It makes me feel a little bit closer to you.

Whenever you put it on it reminds you of the first time he lent it to you, around the time you guys first started dating. You were shivering cold but he dropped his oversized jacket onto your shoulders and you instantly were mask in his scent . You never wanted to return it after that , no matter how many times he asked for it.

I can't keep your love, I can't keep your kiss

Your love is all gone , you took it with you out the door. But I still have this.

Gave you everything and all I got was this

All the love I gave you has been left behind.

I'm still rocking your hoodie.

Months after the break up you still desperately clung onto his hoodie. You'd swirl around your room , watching it dance over your thighs, you couldn't help but constantly think about how big it was on you . Most of the time you'd even go shopping in it, lolling around stores you guys would shop at.Stopping at every full body mirror and imagining him standing right next to you as you would tug at his hoodie for him to give it to you. Or as he's trying on a new hoodie youre already asking if you could barrow it for the weekend.

And chewing on the strings

He would always get mad at you for this,he'd Tell you how unsanitary that is, as he watch you nibble on the string attach to the hoodie. Or when you would return it and the string is wet. The strings to the hoodie now are all worn out now, of months of constant chewing as a comping mechanism.

It makes me think about you,So I wear it when I sleep.

It keeps you from going insane when the nights are cold and dark, lonely. From when he use to lay next to you , wide awake, as you'd be all snuggled up next to him. Inhaling his scent to help yourself out a bit more, snuggling yourself deeper into his warmth with ever little nook and cranny that goes bump in the night .

I kept the broken zipper

You remembered when the zipper popped off, and you were crying about it. He told you not to worry about it and that it's fine. And to just trash it . Which you did, but you found yourself rumbling through the trash that week of the break up desperately trying to find the tiny trinket

.I used to put my hand in your pockets

When my hands would get freezing cold, you'd look down at his hand and shyly sneak your hands into his.

The smell of your cologne is still on it (but you're still gone)

The strong smell of his cologne you remember he would spray on himself. But it's been months since the break up and the smell was wearing off.You didn't want that to happen, the hoodie just isn't the same without his smell!. Thankfully you remembered the name of the brand he uses and brought a few. And every now and then whenever the smell seem to be fading you'd drown yourself and the hoodie in it, making it perfect.

Someone I'll never get over.

He was your first real boyfriend and you thought for sure that you two would last, this wasn't some measly high school couple . You two actually had a concrete relationship. He was so respectful of you and your boundaries and he was so loving, in his own way. Arguments would hardly ever happen cause he doesn't ever want to raise his voice at you or appear as frightening.

Baby, even though it hurts Still rocking your.

All of these sweet memories are hurting you and clinging to this hoodie isn't making it any better. But you don't want to let go of it you're just going to bask in its warmth for just a little while longer. Just until you're fully stable.

If you want it Back If you want it back I'm here waiting Come take it back Come take it back.

The hoodie is now yours to keep, you declared to yourself. And if he really loves his hoodie then you'll be ready to give yourself back to him along with his hoodie. He can always have back his hoodie, just not without you that is.

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+ My Clumsy Bitch +

G: 🍓-fluff (I guess)

Warnings: Sae being mean, grammar errors, might possibly add a few more details, Cuss words.

God you were so nervous to have this meeting, You were already 15 minutes late which was not a good thing for wanting a position.

There was already a long line of girls outside waiting patiently, You were quite shy so cutting in front of them was a bit of a hassle.

'Making my way to the front desk was like walking on stage with over a trillion eyes set on me'. Some whisper and shake their heads in annoyance'.

You finally made it to the desk .

"Um excuse me?". You ask politely. "I'm here for the assistance position".

The man behind the desk didn't even glance at you.

"There's a line sweetheart". He gruffs.

"Exactly" .Some girl from the back said.

This caused you to flinch.

"Uh, but um , I-I was scheduled for 2:40 today though". You said this nervously , already being in a slightly awkward position. The older and obviously annoyed man let's out a sigh before going to his computer.

"The first name is (F/n)". You told him before he types it in.

"Your last name". He commands the obvious as he impatiently taps his foot waiting for his answer.

"Oh yeah obviously". You tried to joke the situation but the man doesn't even smile.

"(L/n)". He types it in. "Ah". He stated, "The one who's late". He says this loud for everyone to hear.

Causing you to grow even more uncomfortable as more sets of eyes are on you now.

"Alrighty, it's gonna be the third door on your left, knock first I think another meeting going on".

You shook your head before you took the directions he gave you.

You were getting closer and closer to the door, with ever step you took you had to tell yourself to relax. Just as you were only feet away the door opens showing a girl running out of the room, with her hand covering her face as tears stream down her face along with her mascara.

"Good luck with this one" She whimpered to you not looking at you while say it .

The scene only made you panic,why was she crying? Is he really that mean? Or was she just crying for the lost position?. This series of questions ran through your mind as you try to answer them as a way to possibly get your heart to stop racing. But your thoughts were ruined when a voice spoke from the other side .

"Next".

You swallowed nervous before entering the room.

There were two men , one sitting cross legged , he had reddish-brown hair and turquoise eyes. Sae Itoshi.

The other stood slightly hunch over, he had glasses and straight black hair and a tired expression.

Itoshi spoke first , "You must be (random name)".

"O-oh no I'm (L/n) (Y/n,)". You corrected. "Uh I was scheduled for 2:40".

"Oh the one who wasted my time". Itoshi spoke with no filter.

"I'm very sorry!".You bowed your head slow. For to long apparently.

"Well hurry up and sit down I don't have all day". Sae says impatiently.

"R-right". You were quick to sit down on the chair across from him.

It was only a 25 minute meeting, you barley got anything about yourself out and he only glanced at your file.

"You're hired". Was all he simply said.

"Huh, B-but im not even ha-".

"Do you want the position or not?".

"Yes I do but-". You stop yourself mid sentence, realizing how lucky you are.

Sae turn to the man who was standing next to him

"Giroland,you can dismissed yourself, you've been replaced, you're no longer needed here as my assistant".

Your mouth dropped as you watch the man just got fired right in front of you.

That's how you got hired as the young famous football player's assistant

Approaching this man with something is like walking on egg shells...

He's not exactly suuuuuuper mean it's just that when he tell you to do something or whatever he aspects it to get done ASAP. Other then that there'll be almost no problems at all.

When you don't get work done ASAP:

"(Y/n) did you read the manual sheet I told you to read and sign".

"Uh I forgot them on my desk at home but I swear I'll have them tomorrow first thing in the morning".

His eyes narrow a bit . " You said that yesterday and the day before that ".

''Yes I know but-”

"Yea yea I know you're sorry, that's all you've been ever since I hired you, it's only been two weeks and you're already a fuck up".

His words stung you for sure as you avoided eye contact with him.

He sighed before dismissing himself. "And the mail I told you to pick up is on my desk I assume".

You nervously looked up at him before getting up from your seat . "I-i'll get them right away".

He rolls his eyes before exiting your room .

When you fuck up big time :

"Not again not again not again" . You repeated to yourself as you ran into the airport.

Which was crowded meaning you had to push people out of the way.

You felt bad but you were already late, you see you would usually sleep at a hotel room that's right across Sae's but you decided to go home instead since you had forgot something but it would be a hassle to go all the way back to the hotel.

Which was a bad idea since now you're late, you slept through your alarm and missed 7 miss calls and texts from Sae.

As you were approaching your flight area you could already see your manager impatiently waiting while checking his watch.

But when you finally got to him you immediately apologized and tried to explain why you were late but he ignores you by walking away to the lady waiting at the desk. Leaving you to try and catch up .

"Sae Itoshi and (Y/n) (L/n), Um hey I'm not seeing your names on the list for this flight, I mean I can check again but it's not popping up".

Sae's eyes twitched as he looks over to you.

"You did remember to book our flights did you?". He asked. And your mouth fell open.

''Um i-I swear I did". You stutter as you fish out your planning book from you bag and began to skim through pages that had list of previous request he had asked you to do that were already crossed out meaning you accomplished some them .

All accept one, the very last thing he asked you to do.

IMPORTANT :'Schedule flights '.

"I-". You started as you look up at him. But he wasn't having it .

"How the hell do you have a planning book but you can't remember jackshit". He cussed.

"We do have two seats available and they're first class too and they're right next to each other ". The lady at the front desk seems nervous as she said this.

"We'll take those then". The already on the verge of exploding male grumbles.

The flight was silent as you wrote in your book you usually don't write in public but after the recent events you needed to jot down your feelings.

Till you felt a small amount of pressure hit your shoulder you looked to see that none other then Sae Itoshi had fallen asleep on your shoulder. The grip you had on your pen tightened. Should you wake him up?. You decided not to as you began to relax on the outside yes, but on the inside you were fangirling like crazy.

He was so at ease, his face was to relaxed. You pressed index finger and ring finger against your lips before pressing them against his forehead.

When you're late, again:

"What's your excuse this time?". Sae commands as he hears you stumble in .

"I slept past my alarms, again" .

He shook his head , not even looking up at you .

"I'm sorry".

'' I know, don't just stand there you have shit to do don't you and you're already behind on the things I asked you for from the days before no to mention the shit that's I need for today ".

"Yes I know".

"Maybe if you got here on time you wouldn't have so much work piled up onto yourself and me on the verge of firing you".

You flinch." That won't be necessary I promise I'll do better!". The girl said as she bows her head in an shame .

When he confronts you about your screw ups

"You were late 7 times later week 3 times this week , you somehow cancelled one of my appointments, you forgot to schedule an appointment, you left all your important files back at America, you lost my phone and yours". He listed all your screw ups.

"You know I should fire you right?,A long time ago at that ".

"Yes I'm aware and I'm really sorry, I'll try and do better. If you'll keep me that is".

"..."

"But um, why haven't you fired me yet?"

He sighs before he gets up from his seat and approached you till he was right up against you .

His tense eyes met yours before you felt something soft press up against your forehead.

After he does his deed he walks past you, leaving you confused.

You gently rub the spot that was recently touched.

"That one was for the plan and you're lucky I like you a lot or else I would have been fired your ass".

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