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i hate it when people that don’t have EDs talk about losing weight or being hungry.

but it also gives me motivation to become even worse, to prove to them how serious it is.

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“ana starts tomorrow” ANA STARTS TODAY

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who thought it was a good idea to put calories in alcohol.

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i sometimes think that the only thing standing between me and experiencing a full life is my weight.

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My brain is so dumb

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hunger isn’t real, it’s in your mind and YOU control that.

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manifesting this

I’m finally back to that point in my ED where I just feel.. euphoric. It’s the best high in the world. I’m numb to everything but ⭐️ving and I never want it to stop.

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ANYONE HAVE TIPS ON EATING WITH FRIENDS/FAMILY?!??

LIKE ALL MY FRIENDS DO WHEN WE HANGOUT IS EAT!! AND I DONT WANT TO LOOK SUSPICIOUS BUT IT FEELS SO GROSS THE WHOLE TIME

family is diff for everyone and my family honestly doesn’t rlly gaf or atleast wouldn’t do anything abt it so… im good

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ongggg

like you want it so bad and it feels good to do, than afterwards it’s the worst feeling and you hate yourself

is there such a thing as post nut clarity? but with food??? like at first i was so hungry that i didn’t care about being fat, but now that ive eaten im like….so ashamed about eating…..

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first u skip breakfast

feels so good u start skiping lunch

and dinner,

then its got u

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i had the clearest skin during my strictest calorie restriction period 🥲🥲🥲 i miss it so much

my skin is literally proof that there’s poison in food.

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me crying cus my friends r the skinniest ppl alive

There will always be someone smaller than you if you keep that up

Work harder

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why do I see all of my friends bodies as beautiful no matter what but I feel so disgusted every time I look at mine

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Look what i madeee 🤌

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me at the beach the other day 😍

(i fell over cus i almost fainted- i hadnt had food in weeks ✌️)

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the demetra dias tiktoker is my thinspo

like look at her waistttt

I WANT THOSE ABS

and her butt

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tell me why i didn’t fucking know a waist 22 was possible ??!??

i thought waist 25 inches wasn so small- cus i never see lower than 25 on jeans...

i thought i was so skinny 😭😭