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Unfiltered Rants

Time feels like delusion without you, Eclipsing my vision of a fine life, All my dreams lost in its darkness, Meaningless without a purpose. It’s Grief that runs in my veins, Inhaling dread and exhaling pain, Gripped with an anxious suppression, In an isolated prison of depression. I barely scratch the surface of this life, With a bleeding heart, I try and strive, But what’s broken…

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Broken Man

I am not sure if I still make you proud, I wish I could hear you say it out loud, It’s also not that my story has fairly  prevailed, In a world without you, I  have fallen and failed! @@@@@@@@@@@@@ All I ever want is to pay you a homage, But I don’t even have half of your courage, Fighting alone without much of  a choice, I still crave your guiding voice. @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ Yet I climb the…

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Monsoon tears

You were gone a little too soon,In an unfortunate season of monsoon,I once, a lover of rain,Now, I feel it as an unhealed pain. ⛈⛈⛈⛈⛈⛈⛈⛈⛈⛈⛈⛈⛈⛈⛈ It’s true; rain can wash away sorrow,But from it, it’s only the dread I could borrow,Once the rainy clouds could make my heart fly,Now, sadness is all I feel, under the gloomy sky,The stormy winds used to whisper exciting tales,But now I hear nothing…

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Triennium

It’s tangible enough to describe it as such,I can still feel your physical touch,My body is an imprint of your memories,That almost plays live, like an actual story. ⊱─━━━━⊱༻●༺⊰━━━━─⊰I still hear you echo faintly in my ears,Invading the chaos of the mind, to get clear,Like a narrative within, guiding every choice,You play inside me like a sacred voice. ⊱─━━━━⊱༻●༺⊰━━━━─⊰The relics you left…

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Forever

The warmer, brighter summer in India transitions to a rainy, gloomy, pre-monsoon climate around May. Now, what kind of weather makes you happier is a personal preference. However, the transition of the seasons is symbolic of change and adaptation. Yet that a seasonal transformation happens precisely at a particular time of year is a reminder of pristine memories locked in the casket of time. My…

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Summer Rain

All Human hearts turned into scorching land, Burns on touch, no matter where you stand, A drizzle of emotion evaporates so quickly, Where hope’s a mirage, not found very easily, And all it takes is an umbrella of trust and love, To hold a melting life before it dissolves, But where judgment burns more than sympathy, In a self-centric world, it is hard to find empathy. But this long summer…

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The Great Beyond

Sometimes, memories are not enough, Life in your physical absence is already tough While I hold on to your spiritual allegory, I wish there were ways to test the cosmic theories. If I was not bound by space and time, I would like to touch your form sublime, With the cosmos, I would  try to negate, To let me slip through the Stargate. I wish you survived in some universe, Proving the…

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Spring Memories

A naive kite in the clear skies of spring,I soared high with my wayward dreams,Steered by your wisdom in heights unseen,I learnt to fly in a situation that’s unforeseen. I remember you humming a native song,The one with you, I could never sing along,Something about the end and new beginning,You used to sing in praise of the graceful spring. How particles Tyndall in the nascent sunlight,You…

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Time traveller

If I could fold the fabric of time Unfurl a little, it’s a cosmic shrine In the past, I would like to visit That time, where you still exist I am not a time traveller But a keeper of your memories Narrator of your untold stories Memories are like time machines They need no law or physical engine Works with the fuel of emotions Accelerated by raw imagination I move in  your memories a…

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On your Birthday

You would have been sixty-seven, But now you are in timeless heaven, On Earth, we still count the days, To celebrate your birthday. ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡´･ᴗ･`♡ A gush of morning wind creaked my door, I heard your footsteps gracing my floor, A warm feeling engulfed my sad heart, With eternal love for a special day to start! ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡´･ᴗ･`♡ The birds are chirping some lovely songs, On…

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Dread

Dread claws onto my weary soul,Ripping it apart, to never be whole,Every dream gouged from my eyes,A star lesser in the illusory sky,Every love that was never to be,Botched away a piece, a token of me,All the weight of being alone,I have carried onto my fragile bones,Dread knitting the story of my life,With Needles of pain and threads of sighs,Dark shadows of the past stand very…

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The Longing Soul

I am unsure if it trickles within, Tears shed by the crying soul, Its agonizing moans and wails, Trapped in a void of sad gaping hole, Time though pushes me forward, A part of me resides in your last words, Many seasons went and came, But my longing remained the same, Winter adds on to my life’s rigidity, Teases with my lonesome frailty, The Apricity hardly can pacify, A heart long…

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This is not the end

I held on to you, my only happiness,Yet your parting, I had to witness,The winds of fate stronger than everTaking you away into an endless forever. While the switch of reality muted my sighs,Healing patches of time sealed my cries,Deep down, I carry a reservoir of tears,Drowning under the puddle of my fears. I kept your pillow on which you had last slept,Hugging it tight, for nights I have…

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Eve of Halloween - Published on Spillwords!

Dear Readers, One of my Halloween themed horror poem, got published today in the series ” 13 days of Halloween” on Spillwords. Eve of Halloween features as a special Halloween treat right at the time of Spooky season. Eve of Halloween I hope you will enjoy my work as I look forward for your feedback, likes and comments. Thank you for your support. Rain Alchemist Dedicated to my Mommy, ” My…

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He Is the Moon

Under the spell of the full moon, His birth on earth was a holy boon, One who could flare the glow of moonlight, Share with others it’s serene eternal sight, His tears are rare yet luminescent, Shed in servitude of the divine essence. 🌘🌑🌒🌘🌑🌒🌘🌑🌒 He could have traversed through ages, Carrying the wisdom of great sages, One dreamt of holding the sacred fire, Giving salvation to many…

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Rough Autumn

Rough Autumn winds and uncalled rain,Inflicted upon them an unexpected pain,A young leaf, detached from her mother,A bond short-lived, unfortunately severed. · · ─────── ·𖥸· ─────── · · The storm left behind a rainy puddle,Swirling ill fate in an unforeseen muddle,Floating atop, to wildly bob and juggle,At her mother’s roots for a final cuddle. · · ─────── ·𖥸· ─────── · · That night, clouds…

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Sacrifice

In their mortal coil, They buried their wish on earthly soil, With their lives as the ultimate price, Paid through their blood and sacrifice. ⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽༓☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅ Heaven called them so soon, Before dawn could translate to noon, Leaving behind their beloved prize, In a rough world, to grow and survive. ⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽༓☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅ Yet they smiled, sharing the warmth of the sun, Caressed the long night…