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[pen-of-gabriel]

you left wounds on me,

wounds deep enough to dip a paintbrush,

and show the world stories of crimson,

whisper tales of red.

[pen-of-gabriel]

maybe in another life, summer lasts for just a bit longer,

and you and i are still friends

[pen-of-gabriel]

oh uh. scuse me. just a lil snail crossing your dash

[pen-of-gabriel]

The Warrior

People look up to you as a fighter, someone who would never surrender. Not knowing that you want it to be over, thinking that you can't take it any longer.

They never see you shake in fear, they never see you shed a tear. They wouldn't notice if you disappear, they wouldn't even try to interfere.

They don't know you cry alone at night, once you're away from their line of sight. You also have your own kryptonite, that makes you lose all your might.

A flame inside of you ignites, giving you the sudden urge to fight. Telling you everything would be alright, but maybe not just tonight.

Remember you're a fearless warrior, wearing your shining golden armor. Looking ahead with squared-up shoulders, with a promise that you'd be bolder.

Soon your mind will be at ease, and soon you'll have inner peace. Life can sometimes be a tease, and stronger than you'll ever be.

[pen-of-gabriel]

the problem is, i want to do everything at once. i want to learn everything at once. i fall in love with everything at once. in love with art, in love with writing, in love with sewing, in love with japanese, in love with chinese, in love with french, in love with music, in love with guitar, in love with piano.

the problem is, i fall in love with the world everyday. too fast, too hard.

[pen-of-gabriel]

hey listen, i love my dad, i really do. always have, always will, forever and ever, 'til the sun dies and all the flowers of the world wilt.

but what the fuck.

what the actual fuck.

[pen-of-gabriel]

if you're a father, please tell your daughter that you love her,

otherwise you might be flipping through the pages of a forgotten notebook in a couple years from now,

and refuse to believe that this pen spitting venom belongs to your child.

[pen-of-gabriel]

if i don't owe you a thing,

why do i feel so indebted?

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i hate it here,

so i will try and make it better,

then i won't hate anymore.

[pen-of-gabriel]

i hate you i hate this i hate it so much

[pen-of-gabriel]

me and my dad are not so different,

for we fell in love with the same starry sky,

but when he looked at the stars, he wished to tell their secrets,

while i was content to simply sing about them.

[pen-of-gabriel]

growing up is fun,

you get to have things like your own bank account and maybe even your first apartment,

or the crushing realization that you don't really like your family,

even if you love them to death.

[pen-of-gabriel]

the worst is wanting to create and create and create but being trapped in a body that is so so so so tired

[pen-of-gabriel]

you're so horrible, but i simply pity you,

how little love must you be feeling,

for you seek amusement in hatred.

[pen-of-gabriel]

i'm grateful for your cruelty,

for it gives birth to beautiful creations,

whose eyes are filled with woe.

[pen-of-gabriel]

why does the saying go "thoughts are running through my head"?

why do thoughts always need to run?

why do they never slow down?

let them take a breather.

let me take a breather.

[pen-of-gabriel]

Hey listen up you sons of bitches I love my mother and she deserves the world!!!