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just a little rant I guess? me getting #deep I suppose and coping with my issues lmao

winter and spring and whatever that symbolizes and blah blah blah something something poetry

tw: mentions of animal death

I'd format this in a more appealing way but im exhausted rn lmao and just kinda wanna get my thoughts out somewhere, so I figured why not typity-type on my phone while practically falling asleep for strangers on the internet to see?

anyways, here we go

all of my pets and family members seem to die in the winter

they always pass when it's cold, when the days are short and everyone's miserable, and the ground is hard and it's tough to bury anything

we've always had lots of pets throughout the years, but sadly one of the drawbacks to having so many fuzzy members of the family is that they almost always pass way before you do. I never regret any of the pets we've had, the love is always worth it, but the pain is real and of course it hurts

and when they go in the winter, when things already seem so bleak and they leave us, it can just be so hard to handle. everyone has their own reasons for it, but winters are always described as "unforgiving". spiritually, winter and this time of year can symbolize death and decay, loss and pain and suffering and wilting, fading away

but then, spring arrives. the snow slowly melts, the days gradually get warmer, and those dead flowers give nutrients to the next blooms that begin to sprout from the dirt

in a way, it feels like how the pain does when I experience these losses

the sadness melts away slowly like snow, and it still gets cold, but the days are getting longer and the colorful specks of life are finally starting to emerge from the clouds of grey

like the seasons, emotions will cycle, and much like winter, that sadness will never leave. it will be experienced again

but the sun will rise, the ground will warm, and we will rise again like the new flowers, and there will be time for snow in the future

winters are hard for me. seasonal depression is a factor, of course, but sometimes all i can think about during these cold weeks is the pain, all of those I've loved and lost

then spring comes, the rising sun will dry the tears on my face, and I'll smile when I see the flowers grow and the ice drip from the pine trees

life goes on, the earth continues to turn, and although our pain is very real and intense, it is never eternal

uhh, to quote the great Lightning McQueen:

"Life's a beach, and then you drive."

my ramblings might not make any sense at all, I might just be tired and strangely sentimental and putting too much thought into seasons with access to a platform where I can post about it, but if you actually stuck around and read through this, thank you for listening to what I have to say

I'm tired lol I'm gonna go to bed, uh nachos

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How my Friday went with hyper fixation

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SAW SONIC 3 AND WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BOY IT WAS SO GOOD

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while staying up and making something for a friend, I finally decided to give sonic boom a try

uh needless to say I'm like 40 episodes in now and have a new hyperfixation :3

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second master chief cookie, before and after baking. basically i just did it by hand with a knife but this time it came out a lot better

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arcane season 2 spoilers!

I was just gonna log tf off and watch something to help soothe the PAIN INSIDE but I have to at least say SOMETHING about this

jayce and viktor touching foreheads and coming together to end hextech for good was WAY gayer than the actual lesbian sex scene uh prove me wrong

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kinda arcane season 2 spoilers?

FUCK YOU RIOT GAMES YOURE PAYING FOR MY FUCKING THERAPY JFJVKFKGJGI

I'm too emotionally broken rn to think kdkgkdksjkvkg it was so good I hate everything

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SEASON 2 IS SO GOOD SO FAR IM SCREAMING

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this is me Aya.. ‏🇵🇸

suddenly you wake up with nothing left.That's exactly what happened with us .we moved from having everything to having nothing.In a blink of an eye ,we lost everything, our house ,dreams,

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Hi, I am Samar from Gaza 🇵🇸🍉, A mother of a newborn and a member of a family of 11. We live under siege and bombardment, suffering from hunger and lack of basic necessities. We have lost many loved ones, the latest being my father-in-law, who passed away due to lack of healthcare and malnutrition.

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Hello! I need medication for life to prevent my lungs from collapsing, this implies permanent treatment with steroids, oxygen therapy, control of oxygen in the blood and antibiotics to prevent the development of bacteria in the lungs.

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Hi, I'm Nevin from Gaza. Please help me and my family escape to safety. Your donation will save my life, my child's life and my parents' life. If everyone donated even 10 euros, of basic necessities, it would help save our lives. Thank you in advance.🍉 https://gofund.me/b44d7cbc

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🆘 🆘 A Call for Urgent Help for Our Family in Gaza🚨🇵🇸🍉

Dear Friends and Supporters,🙏

I am reaching out with a heartfelt plea for assistance. My family, consisting of five children and two parents, is in urgent need due to the ongoing crisis in Gaza for the second year of war.

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Rem's Realm

welcome to the Writer's Woods, where you will find...

☆ an introduction

☆ list of interests

☆ the library

♡I do hope you enjoy your stay♡

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Masterlist

♡full-length fics♡

Milk and Honey Drip From My Lips (underswap!Papyrus) [in progress...]

♡mcyt♡

☆Tubbo☆

Life's Like a Rollercoaster (platonic!Tubbo)

☆Quackity☆

I Wanna Ruin Our Friendship (cc!Quackity)

☆Technoblade☆

Hand-Holding Headcanons (c!Technoblade)

Coming Out FTM Headcanons (c!Technoblade)

Kiss Your Scars (c!Technoblade)

I Won't Leave You Alone Again (c!Technoblade)

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Hello!

you may call me Rem :) it's a pleasure to meet you!

I do the writesy-write, so if you do the readsy-read then consider checking out my work :D

I write things based on my various interests, which will obviously change with time

♡♡♡

here's a list of my boundaries and rules:

☆ I usually write for she/her or fem aligned readers, that's just what I know and what I relate to. if you'd like to request any other gender, please do! but as a general rule, most of my work will be with a fem aligned reader in mind.

☆ I do not write stories intended for children or minors! that's not my target audience. I cannot control where my posts end up, but know that my work is not intended to be child-friendly.

☆ if you're a minor, please keep interactions with my writing to a minimum! I cannot physically stop you, of course, but I am an adult and it's not safe for anyone because none of us know each other. just stay on your side of the fence, and I'll stay on mine.

☆ try to keep requests civil! you're welcome to request whatever you wish, but I have the right to refuse a request for any reason - but don't worry, I won't be unfair.

☆ this is a judgement-free hate-free zone, and I will be trying my damndest to keep it that way! if I stray from my intentions, if I say something hateful or out of line, please feel free to call me out on that! we're all learning, and it's easier to do it together <3

☆ if you don't like or agree with anything I say/post, you're welcome to talk to me about it; send me a message or ask or whatever you'd like, I'm open to new vantage points and opinions! but at the end of the day if I'm just pissing you off, feel free to block me.

☆ be specific with requests! I dont care if your ask is 1000 words long or something, if you have a lot of ideas and want me to do something with em then send it all my way! the more details the better! you're also welcome to be as vague as you want, but details are always welcome.

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now, a list of what I will/won't write:

WILL:

☆ curse words, obviously

☆ NSFW or explicit content, whether that be graphic violence or sexual content, and everything will come with trigger warnings of course

☆ heavy topics, of course with trigger warnings. I don't want to avoid the dark stuff, it's a part of life, and some people enjoy reading about situations they relate to when they're going through a tough time

WONT:

☆ slurs that I have no right to reclaim

☆ pedophilia or uncomfortable age-gaps

☆ non-con. I'm fine with some dub-con, but I'm not comfy with writing straight-up assault like that

☆ piss/shit kinks or anything that's kinda gross like that. not kinkshaming though! all power to you kinky bastards. it's just not my cup of tea and is out of my comfort zone

☆ hurt no comfort or straight up agnst. I've suffered enough and I'm a sucker for happy endings. I love angst, don't get me wrong, but there will always be a happy ending with my work

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I'm friendly as far as I'm aware, so don't be afraid, I won't bite ya! I look forward to seeing you around here :)