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What's up everyone? Sorry for no uploads and memes lately. Been FUCKING depressed. Lack of motivation, not feeling happy and just... unsure what I really wanted. But I'm gaining back myself and I wanna post memes again. Not sure what I want to do because I want to make memes and at the same time, I wanna dub over scenes. Been trying my hand in streaming again and have been playing video games again. I recently beat DMC5SE as Vergil (after taking a long ass time to) and remembered how I felt when I met Daniel Southworth (I have a poster signed by him). I'll be back to posting when I can. I may post a meme about Persona 5. Maybe. If it's uploaded, you'll see it

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Kind of a serious post but I want to share this.

For the last few years, up from when I was 18/19, I held hate and pain in my heart. Grudges, in all reality. And I never let them go... until this year. It was something small at first- Valentine's Day, 2024. I thought about how I saw myself. And I realized how stupid I felt because I saw myself as a loser for... what? Not having lots of sex from my teen years til my mid 20s? Not doing lots of drugs? Not having a child already??? I'm near 30, yet I've never been arrested, I bought my mom a new car, I don't have bad credit, I work out and actively lost weight to the point I'm back to the weight I was when I was 22, and I'm not an addict. The worst thing that I am is a pervert, I play video games, I watch anime, I love manga, I write and read and I love horror. Call me cringe, a loser and so on, but I'm actually pretty decent. In fact, I can be considered hot to some women and have been called hot, yet I let my low self esteem believe I wasn't. I don't see that way any longer and I've made strides to be better and feel better.

And now, from April of this same year, I started to learn to forgive and forget. That's something that's been very hard to do but I'm not even upset by it. In fact, I feel I made active strides to do even better than ever as I feel light. There's no hate in me. No more grudges. Just... air.

My message to a lot of you is this: "Don't hold on to the hate or pain. Don't let yourself believe you're less. You are more than what you are. Forgive and forget. Your life is yours."

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Always remember, the FBI is watching

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Me showing my friends my music taste

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They would do this. Beat his ass!

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Hi! I post memes here. If you don't like offensive humor, the block button is your best friend. If you wanna send an ask that's filled with hate, just know- I'm reading it out loud to the class.

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Very dark humor warning!

Song is- The Devil Came Down to Georgia

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Yep

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Song is- That N*gga Gay (Good Day parody)

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You are indeed gay Kaiba

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She is 13 guys. Remember that!

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The shop of curiosities attract the wrong kind of customers

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It has led me to some of the worst shit ever...

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They are all different...

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It's time!

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Let's be honest. Cringe af