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[pink-ruby]

Remember, if your straight friend doesn't understand what it's like to feel misgendered, ask them about their friends. Then, question the first friend they name and ask what their pronouns are in reverse(if possible/flip a table upside-down then try eating like that. It's still a table, but wrong).

It would be, bleugh.

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I put the pain into art.

Whether it's drawing, music, or whatnot.

please

[pink-ruby]

My own lyrics:

[Intro]

Want to write a song about “my” life,

Meaning all lost, I circle life,

Sitting in my brain watching "me" live,

Everyone ignores the back-seating.

Heavy breathing as my lungs are tight,

Suffocating weed and choked out mind,

Counting every drop, my tears run dry,

Why do I even keep chugging?

"Love" and all the hate will wash away,

Never indicates the be-ginning,

Tell me how to feel again I say,

Smile to each face so perfectly.

Choking on the words I want to say,

Choking on the words I want to say,

All along the road it's all cracking,

All that I'm trying to just- tell you.

Rewriting all the dreams that never came to be.

"Did you?" "I knew.

You would say that to me too."

Ah

My heart hurts, my heart hurts,

Scarred deeper than oceans,

Hurting, the pain, inside, my mem-ories,

Hurting, the pain, outside, it pours, the rain,

Hurting, the pain, the flame, the games,

And I'm so tired,

Ah

What'd you say? What'd you say?

Oh each word I heard is,

Fading away, my way, to say, okay,

Fading away, my head, fighting, my brain,

Fading away, my mem-ory,

My mind is break-ing and

Every place that you find my name,

It could light the way to show you my own memories.

Almost every promise I had made,

Doesn't want to stick inside my brain,

Always hated that be-ing my case,

Barely even making it past a day,

"Love" and all the hate will wash away,

Never indicates the be-ginning,

Tell me how to feel again I say,

Smile to each face so perfectly,

A happy song beat calms and inspires me still,

Although, I know,

My heart wants to give up hope...

Ah,

All my dreams, every dream,

All is out of reach still,

Flying away, decays, no way, to see,

Further, it goes, my hope, along, the way,

Crying, trying, to stay okay,

My happiness gated,

Feeling this pain, in my veins,

Stuck inside my anger,

That rage, still caged, no place, to say, away

Spilling, each way, to you, to me, you see?

Hating, the pain, I cage, each day.

It’s all just the same, right?

...

Ah,

Seems my dreams, were not dreams,

But were nightmares lurking,

Crying again, pretend, my friend, no kin,

Hurting again, alone, no pets, forget,

It's me, my own, my end, don't then,

Don’t be any closer.

Trained in my pain, grows with age,

Not in better days still,

Bitter, the cold, the hold, what's told, no hope,

Better, grow old, this song, the turn, or time,

Louder, the wise, the cries, the lies,

Is my own outcry,

And every place, that I speak of pain, all gets ignored a-long with other's just like me.

...

[End]

[pink-ruby]

Stuck with a new addiction.

With a new premonition.

A new way of feeling distant from the endless crowded exit.

New ways to play the game.

Addicted of each raise.

It's a brand new game, which each gain fame, ain't no one on my own small plate.

All of us consumers.

Walk first, no home fever.

Breaking new grounds of money making that didn't first alert.

YouTube and Instagram, Twitch Kick all broken bashed.

Where you can get your bags, if you're not last, so be real fast, in your Cadillac, as it's all trash, when you're not the best.

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Idk, random thing.

[pink-ruby]

bringing this back

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Happy Pride Month to everyone who gets this joke, laughed at it, or isn’t a homophobic or transphobic etc asshole.

Happy Pride Everyone.

Stay Gay.

[pink-ruby]

i, a rock collector, had to go to the ER yesterday because of a gallstone attack, here is how my father messaged me

thanks dad

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Some positive words,

Would be nice,

Just a peep,

For this night.

Don't want to smoke,

I am stressed,

Yet it pokes,

Under distress.

Anyone please?

I want to stop.

A little treat,

A little shop.

Full of addictions,

No longer want to be an addition.

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absolutely thriving watching several 30-40 year old people go insane with nerf rifles, kazoos, and a robot in the middle of the crossfire

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I went through the code and saved the images for the boop paws.

Save and share to boop your people later.

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Edge it seems.

Reblog to open a rail line from your blog to the person you reblogged this from

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Fucked up how humanity discovered electricity and radiation and made machines and learned to make airplanes and cured diseases and our takeaway isnt that "Some Magic Is Real And Here's Why", but that magic is fake this is big boy science and it's totally not magical

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Sorry to hear that. ;-;

Hope this looks okay because this is basically all I see(I have astigmatism):

Did you see the Eclipse?

Cause I didn’t thanks to stupid weather

[pink-ruby]

You know. I needed to read that. I'm currently almost over my new smoking addiction and am almost clean.

I'm on my last cig and hope to stop. Though I noticed I am having minor paranoia going cold turkey, so I'm having a smoke once every 2-3 days to slowly get off it.

the main reason I post to show people that even a creature like myself can keep going

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Wow. Talk about attention to detail.

Video here: https://twitter.com/javi_draws/status/965260617790738432?s=21

[pink-ruby]

fun fact: “tired” is not supposed to be your default state of existence

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I have to go get a needle right now and I am being SO brave about it