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Can someone help me to find a specific trope ?

I'm searching for TWST x Reader ones with a secret relationship :>

I remember there was even a collab event with many writers but i can't find them anymord ;;

Just send me your recommendation with this trope ! OvO9

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Hello ! I'm alive just not very active in the anime scene atm :>

Most of the time i am stuck in BG3 and having some headcanons

Atm i am playing with the idea to write a one shot about You being a Companion, slowly falling in Love with Astarion while he is falling in Love with Tav sobs ;;

Should i write it ?

And sry for using the astarion x reader # i just want to reach the Astarion Fans too ✨️

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Not sure if your still uploading but if you are could you respond? Ive been dying to request stuff🪷💘

Hi ! 🌷

I am still active on this account but not up to date with Demon Slayer third season and the newest chapters of Bungo Stray dogs, this is why there was no update in anyform !

I also had a big writers block but i am trying to slowly come back (/ovo)/

Pls send in your requests ! But please try not to spoiler me :>

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°`🍨: Bungo Stray Dogs x GN! Reader

°`🍨: Soukoku betraying you

You will never forget that one day, the day you were betrayed. You could still clearly remember the feelings that exploded inside you. Grief, anger, hate and your heart broke at this moment in two. Two parts that you still haven't been able to put together. And you never will. Two men had each stolen a part of your heart, carried it in their hands and crushed it with those hands. You trusted them with your life, but you almost perished because of them. Now you sat alone on a sunny summer day in a field full of sunflowers. No one could see you and your tears behind the thick stems of the flowers. You put your chin on your knees, which you had bent to your chest, while hot tears stained your cheeks. It had been 6 years, but no one would understand how much that day tore you apart.

That day, a ginger and brunette accompanied you to an abandoned hall. The mission was clear: you go in and get the stolen goods. Whether there will be any deaths remains to be seen, but as a part of the Port Mafia that shouldn't be a problem. However, everything turned out differently. When you entered the hall, it was pitch dark, and you could hear drops of water hitting the floor. Uncertainly, you looked around, walking behind the two men. You couldn't have guessed what was going to happen to you. After all, you were accompanied by the two young men whom you trusted very much. With them, you could be yourself. Laugh, cry and scream and never be criticised for it. But it was like a punch in the stomach. Dazai grabbed you by the arm. You hissed at his rough handling, but when he pushed you to the ground in front of him, you couldn't make a sound. The shock was deep in your bones when you saw him. After the fall, you looked straight into your father's eyes. He had a dirty grin on his face as he rubbed his hands together. Your father laughed out loud and his whole body shook. Shocked, you shook your head in disbelieve. Panicked, you looked at the two men, crawled in Chuuya's direction and started asking hysterically what it all meant. He just shook his head and pushed you back in your father's direction. Dumbfounded, you looked at both of them. Tears gathered in your eyes. Your whole body was trembling. Both of them took you to the person you hated the most. You fled from him, thinking you had found a family in the Port Mafia after they took you in. But they stabbed you in the back from behind. Desperate, you began to sob as two men who worked for your father grabbed you by the arms and took you away. The last time you looked at them, they had already turned away. They were already ready to leave the hall. With all your might, you screamed at the top of your lungs how much you hated them. That they should die and that they will live to regret it. Of course, they ignored it. Such threats were nothing new to them.

Yet here you sit, wiping away your tears with your sleeve and turning your head to the side. There stood a little boy, excitedly watching a butterfly land on his nose. A smile graced your lips. Maybe he could heal your broken heart

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;; oh my god thank you ??????

- Tama

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°`🍨: Bungo Stray Dogs x GN! Reader

°`🍨: Dying because of Dazai Osamu

Everything was so quiet. The only thing you could hear was your heartbeat in your ears, the blood rushing through your veins and your heavy breathing. Your eyes looked up at the sky as your body fell backwards over the railing of a bridge. It was a light blue sky with a few white clouds, but your eyes felt heavier and heavier until you closed them. You couldn't open them though, no matter how hard you tried. Your eyes suddenly opened though as you dived in the water and your lungs filled with water as you watched the bubbles and your blood rise upwards. You kept sinking down, but you couldn't do anything about it. You were too tired. It all started because of a brown-haired man you once saved from suicide.

You stopped him from drowning himself in the water. How funny that now you're going to die because of the water. When you pulled him out, you were fascinated by his brown eyes from the very beginning. They had so many emotions in them, but on closer look, you saw how empty they actually were. You had let yourself be wrapped around his finger by his words. You followed him, even to his workplace. There you were welcomed with open arms, but you were just an ordinary person. An ordinary person who was being exploited by a certain man. How many extra hours you sat at your desk to fill in his worksheets that he should have done. How many times you took the blame for him, even though everyone knew you weren't even around to be at fault. Also, you were often hurt because of his reckless ways. As long he was fine. It hurt, but you kept going because you couldn't stop wanting to be near him.

Love made you blind. You knew you were just a toy for him to throw away at any time. Now the moment had come. He got bored of you, so he threw you over his shoulder to the back. In the void. There will be no one there to catch you, because he's made sure of that. You should only be able to concentrate on him and your work. But now you're dying because of him. You were young, and you didn't even have the chance to experience much. It was snatched away from you so that he could continue to roam the streets of Yokohama. So he could find the perfect suicide opportunity for himself.

How much you hated him at that moment. His brown hair that feels like silk in your hands. His brown eyes that always had a certain sparkle in them when looking at you. His voice that whispered sweet words in your ear. Your heart ached, but you know that he did the same with every other woman. It became very quiet now, you could no longer hear anything and your eyes closed of their own accord. You saw nothing but black. You had long given up on life and now the moment had come to grand you this wish, that he is trying to accomplish too.

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Hey there! May I request #11 of the tragic quotes for Lavi?

°`🍨: D.Gray-Man x GN! Reader

°`🍨: Observing Lavi 

°`🍨: Prompt 11 - “ There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you. “

Your work as a finder was mainly related to securing the Innocent and gathering information so that the exorcists could successfully carry out their mission. You were lucky enough to accompany Bookman and his apprentice several times, which is why you became friends with Lavi, if you even could call it a friendship. The exorcist was very nice but also a bit childish, but if you looked closely at his face, you could see that his smile never reached his eye. As if the emotions he showed were not real, but only a play while his face was the stage. When you first noticed it, you couldn't take your eyes off him. Everyone was aware that Bookman and his apprentice were only here to document the history of the time, which is why feelings are out of place for them. But you could see it clearly. Lavi longed to show those feelings openly and tell every single story that bothered him.

Ever since you had this discovery, you couldn't help but watch him when you had the chance. It usually started in the canteen. You looked up from your food when you heard a familiar voice. Your gaze usually focused on his face, which is why you usually forget to continue eating. Your eyes followed every movement that took place in his face. Startled, your eyes widened when his gaze turned to you. Caught off guard, you turned your face back to your food as you feel the warmth in your ears. Embarrassed, you put your hand on one ear so no one would see how red it got. You feel his gaze rest on you for a moment before he probably turns back to the others.

The next situation happens during the next mission. The exorcists were sitting in their compartment while you stood next to the door as the finder. Somewhat bored, you rocked back and forth on your heels, in your mind sorting Lavi's various facial expressions into specific feelings. You frowned as your lips pursed slightly. The young man was a great mystery to you, but unfortunately he isn't an open book you could read with a glance. You sighed, but you knew it was a good sign for his future as a bookman that you couldn't see through him. But you knew very well that he was carrying a lot of untold stories that he had to handle on his own.

Your job as a finder now seemed much easier than before, but you still knew that you could be replaced faster than he could. After all, finders aren't there to stand up against Akuma. You shake your head as it slowly began to hurt from the whole thinking you did. Life in the present time was far too complicated for you to be able to find answers. While he is carrying the burden of having to keep everything to himself, you had to be ready to look death in the eye at any moment. A tragic turn of your observation.

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Will there be a part two to chuuya leaving you behind on a mission?

Hi there !

There is already a part 2 ovo9

- Tama 💕

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I created a second blog for Vtuber stuff ! :D

It's @floatinginangst !

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Part 3 with Chuuya? 🥺🥺🥺

Hiii !

I am so happy that people like the Chuuya one but i won't be doing a part 3 !

But you can always request another scenario with him and maybe even with the same reader from the prompt if you want ! We can call her isolated Reader for reuqesting for her i guess :3

But don't forget that i most of the time only write angst ovo9

- Tama 💕

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Hi! Thank you for doing my request but can i request another one where the reader goes froma happy go lucky person into a cold and stoic person because she lost her twin bc she's only her family left basically Mali and maki,sorry if it's complicated :)

Hi !

For sure i can do it but i just need the Anime and a character ! :) and you mean Maki and Mai from Jujutsu Kaisen ?

Thank you for requesting again ! OvO9

- Tama 💕

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It‘s 2 am in the morning and i can‘t sleep … time to brainstorm-

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Can I request pt 2 of the chuuya angst with prompt 1 ? Pls tag me in it :)

°`🍨: Bungo Stray Dogs x GN! Reader

°`🍨: Chuuya is leaving you behind in a mission pt.1 | pt.2 

°`🍨: Prompt 1 - “ I know so many last words. But i will never know hers/his.“

When Chuuya looked back, he saw how stupid and selfish he had been. He left the person he loved the most behind for a single mission that was just one of many more. Bitter about his decision back then, he clutched his wine glass tighter. Maybe it was the alcohol, but today he became quite emotional when he thought about his relationship with you. He remembered your smile that you gave him even in difficult situations, but he also remembered the moment when you were pulled to the ground. But he ignored it and kept running. Running after a man who brought him praise from his boss but could not fill the hole in his heart, that was left behind. This hole wasn't easy to fill either, because it was exactly fitted to your love. This love looked delicate, but everyone knew how strong your love was for him. Chuuya took a big gulp directly from the bottle this time. He placed the bottle roughly on the table and covered his face with both hands. At the same time, he threw his head back. He ignored the fact that his hat was now lying on the floor because of his movement. Tears came to his eyes as he remembered everything, while his lower lip began to tremble because of that. As someone who works for the mafia, he has heard many last words, but only now did he realize that he would never hear your last words. 

A day later, Chuuya was extremely hungover, but he could not neglect his work, even if he wanted to hide under his blanket for the rest of the day. With a grim face, he followed a scientist through a long corridor. Several cells were placed in this corridor. Out of the corner of his eye he could see that they were also inhabited, but he paid no further attention to this fact. The scientist stopped while he continued to talk about the project. What it was, Chuuya didn’t know. He didn't care, but he had a mission to fulfil. Alarmed, he looked at his ankle, which was suddenly gripped weakly by a hand. Looking down, he looked directly into a familiar face.

 "Ch.. Chuuya ?" 

 Perhaps he could still be at your side while you spoke your last words.

°`🍨: Here is the second and last part for the Chuuya one ! I hoped you liked it and thank you for requesting it ! :D

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°`🍨: Bungo Stray Dogs x GN! Reader

°`🍨: Chuuya is leaving you behind in a mission

You only had a small mission that was easy and quick to complete. But complications arise when your partner treats you like the real enemy. 

You stood next to Chuuya, a little nervous, rubbing your hands together while you both get the information from Mori. You had to find the leader of an underground organization and take him out. Pretty simple if it weren't for the small fact that the young man next to you was treating you as if you were made of air. You looked at him out of the corner of your eye. He didn't give you a glance, even though you were in a relationship. You looked up, startled when Mori addressed you directly. He asked you to leave the room because he had something important to discuss with your partner. Without offering any resistance, you hurriedly left the room. When you were out of the room, you inhaled and exhaled deeply. It was always very nerve-wracking to stand directly in front of Mori. Although you should be used to it by now, his cold gaze still sends a shiver down your spine. To calm yourself down, you straightened your clothes. In your head, you were plagued by your current relationship with your boyfriend, but the mission needs all your attention now. You lightly pat your cheek with the flat of your hand. You could do it and if the mission was a success, you would talk to Chuuya. 

But it didn't come to that point. The leader of this organization got wind that he was the current target of your visit. They were prepared and had positioned themselves to fight against you two. It was a tough fight, but you also noticed that your partner had no consideration for you. After all, you were almost hit by several bullets that he hurled back. He didn't look at you either, and he didn't even listen to you, anymore. The two of you sprinted in the direction in which the boss of the underground organization fled. But before you could react, you were grabbed by the foot by one of the men, that was standing in your way. Chuuya had taken them out with his ability, but apparently there was still one survivor. Startled, you looked down at your foot, which was wrapped in a bloody hand. Panicked, you kicked the man's face to get him to let you go. In the background, you could hear more footsteps coming towards you, but when you turned your head around to look for your partner, you could no longer see him. Chuuya had left you alone. Your lower lip began to tremble and tears gathered in your eyes. Slowly, you turned your head as you felt something at the back of your head. It was a pistol that the enemy was pressing against your head. You exhale shakily. Chuuya would probably successfully complete the mission without checking on you. He would go back without missing you. Memories you cherished flickered before your eyes, but apparently you were the only one who appreciated them. You closed your eyes to show that you accepted your fate and took your last breath.

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Thinking about starting to write for bsd ?

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°`🍨: Demon Slayer x GN! Reader

°`🍨: Tanjiro is falling out of love with you

Tanjiro knew from the first moment that you were the one for him, yet he could not explain why he craved the touch of another more than yours. Every time he stood face to face with you, his thoughts drifted to that other young lady he met. How beautiful, her perfume tickled his nose as he sat next to her. How his heart beat faster when she called his name, and how much he missed her smile. But he just couldn't part with you. No matter how many times he screamed at himself inside to let you go, he just couldn't. 

Right now was another one of those moments. He imagined her sitting next to him and not you. Tanjiro knew he shouldn't keep lying to you, because his heart was clearly no longer beating for you, but he couldn't bear the thought of breaking your heart. He glanced at you out of the corner of his eye. He bit his lower lip in response. Beside him, you looked with a gentle smile, as if you had no worries to worry about. Already content to just sit next to him without having a conversation with him. Tanjiro closed his eyes and thought to himself: not now, some other time. But he knew that in his sleep he would dream of you standing in front of him, crying. Screaming at him and how your hand will claw into your clothing as if someone had driven a knife into your heart. He also knew full well that the truth about his feelings would be that knife, that was going to hurt you. 

He knew he should explain at the next meeting, but this is not how he had imagined it. You sat in front of him again. Your face had a gentle but sad smile. Your eyes sparkled because of the tears that collected themself in the inner corner of your eyes. You hold his sweaty but also shaky hand in your warm, gentle hands. Tanjiro was afraid, but he didn’t know why he was afraid. His heart beat loudly in his ears as if it were about to leap out of his throat and run away. Far away, so he doesn’t need to have this conversation. To not have to let go of you. He only heard the words that left your lovely lips in a very muffled way, but every single word made breathing harder for him. You will leave him, even though you love him, because you realized that his feelings were no longer there. He felt the guilt in his stomach spreading. It is his fault that now your tender face is stained with tears. It is his fault that your heart broke, even though you did everything for him. As you let go of his hand, he hastily grabbed your wrist. Tanjiro just shook his head, still not ready to let go of you. But in response, you only shook your head yourself, freed your wrist from his grip and stood up. As he followed you with his gaze, he saw a bag, clearly filled with your things, standing next to the door. You put on your shoes and opened the door. Before you said goodbye to him forever, you looked over your shoulder at him. You gave him one last smile, "Thank you, Tanjiro." With that, the door slid back into the lock, and he sat alone in the room that once occupied by two people.

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Hello! This is the first time I've requested anything so I hope i did I it right lol. Could u do prompt 3, with Giyuu or Obanai pls? I no tho I totally understand

°`🍨: Demon Slayer x GN! Reader

°`🍨: Giyuu on your wedding day - modern au

°`🍨: Prompt 3 - „Forgive me, for all the things i did but mostly for the ones i did not.“

Giyuu was standing behind the seats in the church, leaning against a wall. Several guests were sitting in front of him. He recognised a few people, but he also saw many for the first time. For a moment he closed his eyes and breathed deeply in and outbas the wedding march sounded throughout the church. When he opened his eyes and looked to the side, you entered the hall in a long but pretty white attire. Your face was adorned with a veil and a gentle smile. Giyuu bit his lower lip. He had forgotten how beautiful your smile was, but he knew he couldn't rewind time to make it all better. He knows its karma for the mistakes he did and didn't apologise for. If he had just thought a little bit more and reflected properly during that time, he would now be your future husband waiting at the altar at this very moment. When he was torn from his thoughts, he looked ahead. There you were, taking someone else's hand in yours. You looked up at your future husband while a broad smile graced your face. Giyuu placed a hand over his chest. His hearts squeezed painfully in his chest, but he knew he had hurt you much worse. As the pastor spoke, he decided to leave the church. With one last look at you, he swore to forget the memories he had with you for your sake.

When the ceremony was over, you looked around in the hope you could see him probably for the last time but all you could find was his last letter for you. Even though you were supposed to be the happiest person on earth at that moment, you were heartbroken after reading his letter. You knew he was not the only person that was at fault. But now it‘s to late to go back when you both were the happiest together.

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