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1000× yes <3

i want my forever to be spent with you.

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<3

Fuck, you're so beautiful. ♥ @r-e-dax-t-e-d

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Gay-ass

Same

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Shower talks with the boyfriend

Joking about how imagine if Johnny paid a netrunner to change the su*cide quick hack to just

Shit

Followed by a thought from my end:

"Imagine being forced to shit yourself and then you just get Blackwalled"

Boyfriend:

"... damn. That's scary"

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One hell of a view to boot 😘

Playing video games while sitting naked in your Boyfriend's computer chair is top tier.

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A neon pink leitner would be Corruption aligned lmfao

What's the origin/lore behind your username?

Neon is because I've just like the word. I love Night City and all the flashing lights, colors rgb, and things like that. People on here started calling me Neon so I took it as my name

Pink is my favorite color, despite my wardrobe and aesthetic being more emo and grunge.

Leitner is a Magnus Archives reference and the idea of a leitner that is neon Pink is funny as fuck

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...

That tracks

which ao3 tag are you?

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Campfire, you good?????

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Ok so this is the second year[or 3rd?] In a row where we start having unGODLY sleep issues at this time of the year

What the fuck happened to us to make September No Sleep Month??????

~Soft Update~

I am now at a grand total of

Four~

hours of sleep

Obtained in 2 hour segments 10 hours apart ^_^

I am in hell

But at least there's coffee~

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If you've ever told a person who's had to be bedbound for a period of time that you wish you could "just stay in bed", DO IT.

Stay in bed. For days. But don't get up if someone needs you to, or you get bored, or you get antsy. Don't do anything other than rest. Just lie in your bed, whether you need to get stuff done around the house or socialize or anything else "productive". You'll have to cancel on people, you'll disappoint them, they won't understand.

And if you're thinking, "well, i CAN'T just be in bed. There's stuff that has to be done - I have plans", maybe ask yourself why you assumed a disabled person doesn't have plans or things to do or desires.

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I think that it's really important for people to realize that being disabled is traumatic. genuinely. your body and brain feel like they are breaking down and wrong. you are in constant heavy stress from stuff like chronic pain. most disabled people i know have a somewhat regular emotional break down from the trauma of it all. and we are expected to just smile through it by society, to not be in the way, to not be an issue.

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Ive seen posts about how disabled people should be able to have hobbies and how we should be able to do things that we like if we enjoy it and if it doesnt hurt us, and yeah I totally agree, but like unpopular opinion ig, let disabled people do things they enjoy even if it hurts them.

I, as a chronically ill person, have things I enjoy doing that arent that good for my pain levels. For example, I enjoy going on walks, just for like an hour or so around my town and in the forest. I will most likely have a flare up the day after/for a couple days after and my legs will be aching most of the way through walking but I love it, not the pain but the walking and seeing places (specifically the woods, i love the woods so much omdddd). Another example is video games, which may sound like an odd thing to flare from for some, but with fast paced video games on console or pc, my fingers get very stiff and achey from moving around so much so quickly, and it tires me to have to even use my eyes sometimes but I really like playing them.

Obviously there are way more examples that I've missed but the point still gets across. Let disabled people have hobbies, even ones that may mess up their pain levels, or make them extremely fatigued etc.

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They're so good T-T

I love you so muchhhhhhhh

@crockett-island made us some cukes with goop

He cut up like 5 of em and smothered them in the good shit

I squirreled the whole big bowl upstairs with me

I mean he did say I could lmao

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@crockett-island made us some cukes with goop

He cut up like 5 of em and smothered them in the good shit

I squirreled the whole big bowl upstairs with me

I mean he did say I could lmao

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[Panic of the Gays]

not to be gay but he’s fucking gorgeous

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ELLEN BASS

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ELLEN BASS