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When I finally hype myself up enough to clean my room but then somebody tells me to do it so I immediately can't

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Fever of 107°F: haha lol I'm fine yeah I feel good, what do you mean I have to go to the hospital? What is a hospital?

Fever of 99°F: the flames of hell have entered my body, and Satan himself is turning me into a living corpse. I feel each lick of the flame beneath my skin. It sears my eyes from behind and cooks my brain. I feel my very self rotting away as the 10th circle of hell becomes my newest home. I am slowly becoming a fine meal for the devil. God may be dead but he sure as hell hates me.

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As someone with arfid this is actually hilarious I love this

Funny how people will feed their dog the same thing everyday but when I eat the same thing every day suddenly I AM WEIRD?? Double standards on a new level istg

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yeah am I dramatic or I am constantly carrying the burden of all the terrible things I can't and couldn't prevent

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"You read the hunger games? Are you Team Peeta or Team Gale?"

im team eat the rich

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Over the course of a few months, I've slowly been accumulating weird quotes that I've said/thought. I'll post them here without context and see what happens

"It's like I'm collecting taxes from my pores."

"Okay grandpa, take your meds, it's burrito time or the Unga Bunga Man will come tickle your toes."

"In pictura est puella, I'm summoning the hoes!"

"I've never Willied a single Wonka in my entire life!"

"AMPUTATE YOUR DOMINANT HAND"

"What's the opposite of a birthday? Death."

"I've never wanted to go to Ohio so badly."

"I don't know if I should call the local authorities, a therapist, or an exorcist."

"Every day the Fates must decide whether I go through an average 24 hours or heavy plot handling. Most days I get heavy plot handling."

"According to the mathmetithic, he's going to die in a couple years."

"I wish I was 9 +1 and it was night right now"

"We have successfully eradicated Tony the Tiger."

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yes honey I will transcend space and time with you

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Imagine a Soulmate AU (wound-sharing specifically) where when you get closer to meeting your soulmate, you start to feel each other's emotions, and it deepens the closer you get to meeting

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OH MY GOD and I literally posted that legit 5 days before developing a crush on my best friend no way

I think like a month or two ago I found out I was aroace, i had never previously thought I mightve been but here's some weird things I did when I was younger that was probably me being aroace

–forced multiple crushes, the first one was in 1st grade, the second was in 3rd grade, and the third one was in fifth-sixth grade

–first 'crush' was reciprocated, second was not (EXTREMELY embarrassing, who wants a storytime?) third was limerence, and then i stopped forcing crushes

–was always uncomfortable/disgusted with the thought of romantic/sexual relationship with literally ANYONE, including fictional chatacters

–physically cringe and recoil when I imagine myself kissing anyone

–experienced limerence once irl, and then a bunch more times with fictional characters

–went by a TON of specific microlabels to describe how i felt (omnisexual, cupioromatic, desinoromantic, etc.)

–was incredibly confused with my identity which caused the above

–forced crushes and microlabels also lead to a fair share of embarrassing stories I would LOVE to share

And also some sort of non-aroace things I do

–absolutely loves shipping. Oddly with characters I relate to.

–wanting to be loved beyond platonically

–despite hating the thought of kissing, likes physical touch/cuddling

–dear God I hate the world cuddle

–what even is that spelling?

Anyways this post is getting pretty long so imma tune out.

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Update a while later and it turns out I was demiromantic this whole time

I think like a month or two ago I found out I was aroace, i had never previously thought I mightve been but here's some weird things I did when I was younger that was probably me being aroace

–forced multiple crushes, the first one was in 1st grade, the second was in 3rd grade, and the third one was in fifth-sixth grade

–first 'crush' was reciprocated, second was not (EXTREMELY embarrassing, who wants a storytime?) third was limerence, and then i stopped forcing crushes

–was always uncomfortable/disgusted with the thought of romantic/sexual relationship with literally ANYONE, including fictional chatacters

–physically cringe and recoil when I imagine myself kissing anyone

–experienced limerence once irl, and then a bunch more times with fictional characters

–went by a TON of specific microlabels to describe how i felt (omnisexual, cupioromatic, desinoromantic, etc.)

–was incredibly confused with my identity which caused the above

–forced crushes and microlabels also lead to a fair share of embarrassing stories I would LOVE to share

And also some sort of non-aroace things I do

–absolutely loves shipping. Oddly with characters I relate to.

–wanting to be loved beyond platonically

–despite hating the thought of kissing, likes physical touch/cuddling

–dear God I hate the world cuddle

–what even is that spelling?

Anyways this post is getting pretty long so imma tune out.

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Do yall ever get a random intense feeling of nostalgia while you're doing something random and it's so intense and not induced by anything and you have to sit down and contemplate for a moment?

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HYACINTHS. if a person ever gives me hyacinths I am marrying them on the spot

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somethings off...

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I understand nothing but I love it

Haii :3! Can I plz have a fraymotif 4 a maid of heart, mage of time, and a knight of spacee >3<?

Sure thing :33! I've touched on the idea that when two heroes that share a Class combo together, their Aspects resonate into an extra powerful manifestation than if they had different Classes but the same Aspects. It's kind of the opposite with Aspects, where it's when two heroes have opposite Aspects (in this case Time and Space) that their Classes resonate into a more powerful manifestation than if they were with another Aspect but the same Class-pairing (This is also present in Escuela Bolero of True Epidemic Hysteria with the Rage and Hope players there, I just hadn't explained the concept like I am here bcuz i forgor :skull:). Something too can be said for Inversions, but I'll save that for when I get to a Fraymotif where that applies. Now, here you go!

Subspace Elegy

Mage of Time [one who understands and understands through time, change, and activity] + Maid of Heart [one who serves and serves through emotion, essence, and the self] + Knight of Space [one who protects and protects through space, creation, and passivity]

Subspace (referring to a particular subset of a parent space; like a pocket dimension) + Elegy (a poem or song of serious reflection, typically a lament for the dead, but not always)

Together, the Mage and the Knight create a small area that is bigger on the inside and follows different properties in terms of physical space and the passage of time. The Knight begins the attack by using a force push to knock the Target into the pocket dimension, then keeps the Target from escaping by centering them no matter how or where they try to run. The Maid and Mage work together to conjure different scenes and summon different characters from the Target's memories to occupy the affected area. The Knight shifts the locations around, throwing the Target from scene to scene, while the Mage constantly keeps the Target off-balance by looping particularly violent memories especially any that have to deal with aging and its consequences. The Maid has a more nefarious grasp on the specific memories tho, ensuring that they are all deep cuts and maintaining the memory playlist to be at peak emotional intensity the whole time.

The Fraymotif ends when the Knight notices any cracks or weaknesses in the integrity of the bubble, and collapses it suddenly, ejecting the Target with a similar force that pushed them into it at the start. All of which takes place within the span of a few seconds in the outside but who knows for how long the Target had to confront themselves

Not a super complicated one, but I love the narrative flavor that the Maid of Heart adds to the classic SpaceTime combo, feel free to drop more requests if you wanna (the more I do requests the more I get to procrastinate making big drops for the queue) (^<^)b

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YOU JUST GOT NEPETA-ED POOKIE 😋😋😋😋😋😋😋

OH GOSH DARN IT