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i really need to talk about this

i know it sounds bad or concerning but it's not. it's just that i literally have no one to talk about this and i couldn't really sleep because, what the helly.

this is going to be a super duper hyper mega rant/review/resume of one type of content i watched yesterday.

if this feels a little bit all over the place is because it is! not only because the story itself is soooo messy but also because i'm surviving with only 3 hours of sleep.

also, i was actually going to talk about the ending but realised that context is heavely needed so this is basically the whole story. so spoilers ahead, just in case you want to watch the full video/story.

so enjoy!

so idk if you're aware of this new type of videos/stories tiktok places as ads. basically they are these really bad mini stories with some questionable acting but somehow they're enterntaining.

if you don't know what i am talking about i would recommend you to watch these videos of gabi belle about this, they are really good btw (1 2)

well, the thing is the moment i saw the 1st video, my tiktok started to show me these types of ads, and it was ok for a while. i would just ignore them. but yesterday, one specifically caught my attention.

this story is called "30 years frozen, 3 brothers regret," i know, such a corny title, but it's actually kinda good(?) which tbh surprised me because it's actually a really interesting concept, ig.

basically is about this girl that's adopted by a family that lost their daughter and they knew somehow that she's alive and could be at an orphanage (i know, sounds kinda weird and worst of all they don't even give an explanation on why they lost her but know she's still alive) and the story basically starts with the mc, selene, at a lab signing some papers so she can be part of this program that would have her "frozen" and she would wake up 30 years later.

if you want you can skip all the story, and just jump to the end of the resume, since i mentioned before, this was actually the original plan but thought that more context was needed.

anyways, as you would assume, selene is the adopted girl, and it appears that the family found the real daughter since at this point in the story, which is basically the beginning, they show you how her family has been treating her from the moment they found the real daughter, whose name is stella.

i kid you not, they are such horrible, pieces of shit, that have been treating selene like shit for 2 years. like, all of them, the parents and the 3 brothers (ben, alaric and orion) which is INSANE if you ask me since they show (with so many flashbacks) that they were actually such a sweet family before stella's arrival.

as you would imagine, stella's been the reason why the started to be horrible to selene by lying to them and telling them selene's been mean, and has been treating her badly yadah yadah, you know, typical soap opera stuff. to the point where they've been physically violent towards selene.

i know i sound insane and you may be thinking "wtf, why she's talking about this?" but as i mentioned i have no one to talk about this and god, this story really messed me up.

anyways, i really want to talk about the brothers because in my opinion they are so different when it comes to the way they start treating selene, and i think this is really interesting that they actually managed to separate the 3 of them and at least made them stand out, if i could call it that.

first we have ben, the oldest from what i understood. he's like the smartest of them, has been creating this project to cryogenise people for the good of humand kind (i'm not kidding this is how they refer to this on the story), and as you may have guessed, yes, this is the same program selene volunteered for.

ben in my opinion is the least abusive towards selene, he's basically just negligent..? just to call it like that since he's the one that worries about selene the most, but the moment stella starts with her shit, he just basically forgets about selene's existance.

then we have alaric, the blind one. believe me, this has relevance. he's basically the 2nd most abusive towards selene. he's most on the verbal abuse for obvious reasons.

and then we have the one i hated the most,orion. at least the other 2 would feel bad after realizing that they may have been mean towards selene, but this piece of shit was HITTING HER. like wtf. just because you found your new sister that doesn't give you the fucking right to hit selene.

i'm not even gonna defend him because even if all the things they did to selene were caused by stella, what gives him the right to be violent.

i also want to give some context regarding selene's relationship with each of her brothers because, well i think it's important and yes, i will be talking about the whole story just because i really need to get this out of my system.

selene and ben: i think this relationship was your typical big brother, little sister. ben was in my opinion the smartest and most responsible brother of the trio, so he didn't need that much of help but selene was always there for him, you know as a emotional support.

selene and alaric: i would say this is my favourite out of the 3 different relationships with the brothers. since selene was adopted when she was, what, 7 or 8 yrs old, she was always taking care of alaric, helping him, making sure the house was safe for him, telling him how was the world so he could at least imagine it, and even said to him that when they grew up, she would like to donate her corneas to him so he could see (this also will be relevant)

btw, i'm not a doctor so i don't know if this is how someone will get their sight back, but this is how they refer to all this situation in the story, so i'm just going to continue from what they said.

selene and orion: mid-ahh relationship, the last important but somehow selene made it barerable. she's there for emotional support too, just like with ben, but it appears that orion wants to be a singer or be in a band and she's basically her number one supporter.

oh, and there's also this issue where he was drowing and selene saved him, but since selene went for help, stella lied to him, telling him she saved him.

an just as a small parenthesis, i found this soooo funny because you can clearly see that stella is dry from head to toes, but he's so dumb that he actually thought stella saved him. like, bro if you're still wet, how the hell did stella saved you but it's completely dry?

after this explanation let's get back to the story.

selene signs the papers to volunteer to ben's program called "the selene's sleeping program" (don't know why he's doing it, they never explained it) and the scientist who's there realises that she's the little sister of his boss. He's like "are you sure about this?" and she's like "yeah, there's nothing left here for me"

the scientist tells her that, since she's still 17, they would have to wait for her to be 18 so she can start the process of freezing her. selene explains to him that she would be 18 in 3 days so he tells her that, ok, they will accept her as a volunteer, but she still has 3 days to think about it since there's always the possibility of failure and she could die.

when the scientist says this, selene accepts but with one condition. she wants to donate her corneas to someone. and you guessed it, that somone would be alaric.

but this is where i'm like, if it's an experiment would the best choice be for her to keep her eyes? like, what if the experiment goes right except for the fact that the volunteer can lose their sight? but hell, i guess it doesn't matter.

after this, the sicientist tells selene that they would take care of everything, they would make this fake deathc certificate, they would erase any information about her existance and no one in her family would find out about her volunteering. he gives selene her death certificate, in, an i'm not even kidding, i cannot make this up, a wooden box, yes, instead of idk, give the family the certificate AFTER selene freezes herself, they give her the box so that her family could find it later.

which brings me to my 2nd parenthesis. girl, if someone tells you they can erase you from everywhere and you would basically dissapear, you should be concerned. like, how does you family can do that? like, you're worrying about the wrong stuff here. priorities.

to keep it short, she leaves and on the way to her house, she starts having an asthma attack. her brothers + stella see her, and the moment they realise it's selene, well ben seems concerned but stella just starts faking a heart attack and they basically leave selene there ON THE FUCKING FLOOR. like???? and orion tells her "stop being dramatic, we know you just want attention" and they leave.

when i tell you i couldn't believe what i was watching... LIKE TF???

selene faints and she wakes up in a hospital with the family's maid, mary. we love mary, the only decent human being in this story apart from selene.

mary tells selene that she should talk to her family and tell them how bad her asthma is, but selene tells her that there's no use on telling them that since they stopped caring about here a long time ago.

out of nowhere the parents arrive and when they see it's selene on the bed, and not stella and her father goes "ugh, wrong room, we were looking for stella" and they leave. istg this family is like the worst.

at stella's room, the whole family is basically there taking care of her "sweet daughter" who, by the way, is doing a instagram live showing how lovely and perfect her family is, the parents then tell the brothers they were late since they got confused and entered selene's room and for the first time in this fucking story they get worried. so they go the selene's room.

when the find out that selene's there because of an asthma attack they tell her to stop being so dramatic and that stella has a more serious issue and that not only that, but they shouldn't be worrying about her, but stella and alaric because he has to prepare for a surgery since they finally found a donor to give him the corneas he needs to see.

then selene tells him she's really happy and that she hopes he can see for her all those things they talked about (HINT 1 but they are so dumb that they could have a million hints and still don't understand what happened, but i'm getting ahold of myself)

they leave selene there and go back to stella's room and this is were i got confused because they just let them leave just like that, like out of nowhere they are at the house and this is were i realise that this story doesn't have any coherent pacing, it's so messy.

well, selene arrives to her house she sees these stilletos and she thinks they are for her since she remebered that one of her brothers, if i'm not wrong ben, told her that when she turned 18, he would find someone to make her the most beautiful shoes but when she tales the shoes out of the box, she realises they are not her size and that they are for stella.

stella arrives and yells at her saying that she's going to get them dirty, which, they are basically shoes made with small crystals. how. like how can they get dirty.

long story short, ben tries to calm the situation by telling selene that he can get her a pair just for her and that's when selene realises that he basically forgot his promise.

and in his defense, like, cmon selene, you were children, even me, at my 24yrs, forget what i said last week. but i also understand that a promise is something you would never forget when it's said by someone you love, so ig i also understand her.

selene then goes straight to her room and she sees that all her stuff is in boxes. stella arrives and tells her that her brothers gave her the room. LIKE GOSH I HATE THEM SO MUCH. and selene is like, they would never do that. of course they arrive at the room and if i'm not wring, orion, tells her that since stella is their real sister, she should have the room.

selene then remembers that she will be gone in 3-2 days and is like "you know what? whatever i'm tired" and just leaves.

at night, selene is searching for her dog, which was a present from orion and when she asks her brothers they tell her that they don't care where that thing is since it hurt stella.

selene goes outside to search for her and she sees a trial of blood leading to the trash can. THE CRAZY BITCH KILLED THE DOG. i wish i was making this up but WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL???

of course, selene goes mad, and starts to choke stella, and like, yes, do it, but orion arrives and slaps selene. you see why i hate him? like fucking asshole.

selene then just leaves and burries her little dog and it starts raining and alaric goes outside with an umbrella to cover her and she faints again. but can you blame her, she just burried her dog that was killed by a fucking psycho.

parenthesis 3. why. why out of the 3 brothers was alaric the one who went and covered selene? HOW DID HE KNOW WHERE SHE WAS? wouldn't it have been easier to be ben?

anyways, selene wakes up and the brothers are there to give her a present which is a dress and they tell her to prepare herself for a banquet, and she thinks it's for her birthday and for a moment she's happy but then they tell her that she needs to get ready since it would be the night they announce the beginning of the sleeping program ben's been working on.

at the banquet, ben gives a speech and explains that he named the program after his little sister, selene but that now that the program's actually starting thanks to an unknown volunteer, he thinks it would be fitting to rename it. yes. HE CHANGES IT TO "STELLA'S SLEEPING PROGRAM" LIKE???? ben i didn't have any faith in you and you still managed to dissapoint me.

selene's like "well yeah they found their real sister, is ok" like, no baby, it's not ok.

but anyways, people clap, the speech finishes and then they cut to stella and her friends gossiping and think alaric may be faking his blindness, so stella asks alaric to grab something on the table, but what he doesn't know is that there's a grill on the table, so they want to see if he would just grab the grill or not to check if he's actually blind. like the girl's a menace to society.

selene of course stops alaric and HE GETS MAD AT HER. selene tries to explain that he was going to burn his hand, and the stupid boy says "of course i wouldn't, stella wouldn't have asked me to grab what she needed. if that was true" istg these boys have the intelligence of a fucking potato.

this is were it gets hazy for me because if i'm not wrong selene gets mad at stella for putting alaric at risk but of course stella, as the drama queen she is, she managed to turn the situation around (i don't really remember how) but in the end the whole family just start to shout at selene telling her such horrible things, to the point were the dad tells her that she's not part of the family anymore.

when i tell you my heart broke, like that was so uncalled for.

selene of course just leaves because she realises her family isn't her family anymore.

then a photographer asks the family to pose for a family photo but oh! look who had an epiphany and realised they were shitty towards selene, the family of the year.

they tell the photographer they won't take the photo without selene, and stella gets mad, but they just leave to search for selene, who's at this point on her way to the labs to get cryogenise.

when they return to he house they realised that selene may have really dissapeared, and that when mary tells them that is too late and that selene won't ever come back.

they still feel horrible but there's no time for that, since alaric was going to get his surgery the next day. so basically selene got frozen at midnight and alaric was gonna get her coneas that same day, the day of her 18th birthday.

the surgery is a success and alaric asks for selene but of course, she's not there. alaric asks ben who was the donor but ben tells him that they decided to remain anonymous but alaric asks ben if he could send a letter to the donor thanking them.

then while they're speaking, alaric's doctor enters and starts a conversation with the family and he asks for selene since it appears that she has just stopped going to her medical checkups.

and they are like "what?" and the doctor explains that she was in treatment since she has severe asthma due to a lung damage that could've been caused by a near drowning.

this is the first moment orion ACTUALLY thinks and he's like "wait, so was it actually you who saved me stella?" and stella fakes a faint like, girl stop it.

they let alaric leave, yeah, that same day, which is insane. this hospital should close due to malpractice.

the thing is when they arrive they go to the attic, oh becuase i forgot to mentioned that they sent selene to the attic after giving stella her room, and they found this box with letter she wrote her bothers, and they actually almost find the certificate of death but they stopped since they could hear mary scream.

she basically screamed becuase stella burnt this scrapbook (which isn't even a scrapbook, it's more of a photo album) that selene and the brothers did when they were younger.

they feel terrible so they decide to make a new one for when selene comes back and also orion decided to find a new dog for selene after her first one was killed.

that when, finally, it appeared that all my prayeres were heard, since they started to look at the security cameras to have a a photo/image of the dog selene had so they could buy a similar one, and that's when they see how stella was actually the one that was pussing and hurting selene all this time.

and not only that but they literally saw how stella killed the dos and scratched herself to make it look like it was the dog that hurt her.

they finally know the truth and of course, want an explaination from stella who by this point is enjoying all of selene's jewelry and clothes and when they arrive, they just start questioning her on how could she be so heartless and told her to leave all of selene's stuff where she found it, and that she needs to leave selene's room.

but like, weren't you the ones who gave her all that stuff in the first place when you made selene move to the attic? like, yeah you finally used your brain and eyes but don't you think it's a little too late?

they regret treating selene the way they did that they just think that by giving selene all the riches in the world she would just forgive them.

so they, and god this is so funny, they make all the news outlets in the world get the message out there to selene to come back since her family is waiting for her.

while they are waiting, a postman arrives to the house and gives them a letter, alaric receives it and he's like "wait this is the letter i wrote to my donor," and the postman is like "well they told me to deliver it here."

and that's when alaric remembers what selene told him at the hospital, that she hopes he can see for her all those things they talked about. and he's starts crying and screaming and that's when he realises selene was the donor.

of course selene doesn't arrive and that's when they remembered that mary told them that selene wasn't going to return anymore. they ask mary what really happened and she tells them to look at the small wooden box that's at the attic. they finally see the death certificate.

and like, ben's like "tf, this certificate doesn't make any sense, we saw her the day it says she died" and here's where i lost all hope for ben becuase, like, he KNOWS about this. he was the one who told the scientists how they were going to do all this project, he was the one who told them they would erase all traces of the volunteer, and that the volunteer could remain anonymous.

mary is just like, you jsut realised too late, i'm leaving, but before leaving she leaves a usb witha. video that selene recorded the day of the banquet, and she just thanks them for giving her a home and goes one by one telling them what she's grateful for and ends the video saying "if i could do it all over again, i just wish we were never a family"

bro. bro. like bro, don't hurt me like this. but i couldn't really blame her, they were just so abusive towards her in the end, that i was so happy she left to get cryogenise for 30 years, like yes, let them suffer.

this is where i have to admit that out of everyone, selene's actress and ben's actor are the best. like i could feel the pain in their words and actions. and i started crying because of these 2. apart from that, the others are so tense and awkard all the time.

anyways, the video ends, orion sees that stella's been watching the video too, and goes and starts choking her and stella faints.

at the hospital the doctor tells them that stella's condition is getting worse, but that they couldn't do anything since it was hereditary. and they are all like "but none of us have heart problems" and they were also able to see on her medical record that she doesn't have the same blood type as their parents.

so once again, they go to anc confront stella and that's when she finally admits that she's actually not the real lost daughter. that, and get ready for this, selene WAS THE REAL DAUGHTER.

i was kinda shocked, and now that i look back, it's the typical cliche, but in my defense, it was 12am and i'm used to go to sleep at 10pm, so my brain wasn't fully here.

she at least admits changing the medical records of selene and hers and that's why the orphanage told them she was the real daughter when in reality it was selene.

she also gives them a reality check, they besically start blaming her for selene's disappearance, and she's like "no no, like yeah, i may have been acting, and i may have hurt myself in order foe you to think selene hurt me, but i wasn't the one who actually hurt her."

and looking back at it, she's kinda right, yeah she may have hurted selene while trying to hurt herself too, but she hasn't the one who pushed her around or slapped her, it was orion. ben and alaric basically hurt her with action (or the lack of them) and with words.

ben tells her that she's going to be taken to the police since she falsified legal documents and comitted fraud (?) idk, like, i literally don't know what he's refering to, maybe the issue with the false identity?

anyways, the psycho CUTS HERSELF to prevent the police/hospital staff, to take her, but they still take her.

3 months pass and they are still searching for selene and this is when they find some items that selene left them. like she left her parents the adoption papers, orion some posters she made to promote his music career, alaric a telescope so that he could finally see the night sky, and ben a medal (if i'm not wrong)

and this, this medal is the important one. ben FINALLY REMEMBERS how they were going to cover all about the volunteer up and that's when he realises that it couldn't be such a coincidence that when selene dissapeared, the donor and the volunteer appeared.

all the family rushes to the labs and after begging the scientist to tell them who was the volunteer, he finally caves in and tells them that indeed, the volunteer was selene.

of course they are devasted and asks them to ket her out but he tells them that if he lets selene out, and opens the pod, she could die, so they have to wait. and fuck, they actually wait 30 years. ben even says he's going to find someone who can donate her corneas because, well, she doesn't have ones.

this is where i'm mad, and they lost me, because they literally do a time jump and they show the brothers in their what, 50s, i believe ben would be in his 60s and, even the parents are there. like they are easily on their 80s but they are there, waoitng for selene to wake up.

and she does, the scientist, who's also there, like the same one that told selene about all the procedures, tells them that she is stable and that the transplant worked perfectly.

she wakes up, leaves the pod, and she just forgot everything. like EVERYTHING and she's just like "who are you? excuse me" and just walks past them and that's it.

LIKE???? WHAT WAS THAT ENDING???

don't get me wrong of course i wouldn't want her to return to them, because, well, they were abusive but WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT ENDING. it felt so rushed and empty and god i hated it so much.

mostly because this was actually a good story in my opinion, yes it has it's plotholes, the narrative is all over the place, but it's entertaining.

like idk, give me some clousure, for selene and for the family.

and yes, this story didn't let me sleep properly because it left me empty, and mad and my brain couldn't really understand that ending because i'm so used to at least a decent ending that i was literally dreaming about the story but with a better ending. (i may write something with this plot but with a better ending, idk, still thinking about it)

from what i found out, it appears that this story is an american version of a chinese video, and not only that but there are several versions but the ending is basically that, she just forgetting everything.

and it also appears that when it comes to chinese stories of this type, they always end like that, like with no happy ending and like, ok i understand but i deserved better, at least a better ending for ben and alaric. (the amount of times i had to search for alaric's name while writing this were just too much, such a difficult name)

so yeah, that's why i wanted to talk about this, because, well i cannot believe i spent 3 hours on this (because i wanted to see the story with the cast i saw on my tiktok and only 1 account had it and i spent time searching for the video. here's the link if you want to see the story), so the least i can do is write about this after this rollercoaster of emotions.

if someone actually ended up reading all of this, or at least the start and end of the post, thank you so much for reading my crazy rant. i just needed to get this out of my system. 🥲

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john in thunderbolts got me like this 😩

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don’t know if someone has already done this but… i mean… can you blame me? it’s THE aaron hotchner

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so… taylor got her masters back!!!!

if you're interested, i have a pretty cool series based on reputation songs (some/most of them) 🫣

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PAIRING: Stan Marsh x Reader, Kyle Broflovski x Reader, Kenny McCormick x Reader

SUMMARY: Who would have thought that one night would make you reconnect with not only the people that have hurt you the most but the ones you have loved the most too.

GENRE: Fluff, angst and smut. AGED UP CHARACTERS (warning for you people who don’t know how to read the rules and the warning on the South Park masterlist)

A/N: This is a series that used to be on my side blog but I decided to change the names and post it here with the South Park characters)

☀️fluff  🌧angst  ❄️smut

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PAIRING: Sebastian Sallow x Reader

SUMMARY: You’ve made up your mind. You already requested your transfer to another school. But you just forgot a minor detail, Sebastian wasn’t going to let you go that easily.

GENRE: Angst, fluff

WARNINGS: a little bit of swearing, mentions of murder and death.

WORD COUNT: 2.6k words

Your sixth year at Hogwarts was hard to say the least. 

You didn’t know how you managed to make it through another year without crashing down. With the constant stares, whispers, gossip, and judgment from not only the students but from the professors too, this last year became a headache.

And not only that, but you felt you were out of place, you thought you didn’t belong there anymore. Sebastian and Ominis were distant, Professor Onai basically prohibited you from talking to Natty unless it had to do something with school and Poppy… Well, Poppy was the same as when you met her, which you were grateful for, but you couldn’t feel more miserable. 

It was as if you just ruined everything.

So, you requested to be transferred to Beauxbatons. Professor Weasley was such a great help. Talking to Headmaster Black and making him speak directly to the headmistress so that you could have a smooth transfer. She even made a recommendation letter, which was later signed by all the professors at Hogwarts. That surprised you, even if you were kind of a problem last year, and even if you started a war at Hogwarts, it appears that all of them couldn’t deny you had the potential to become the greatest witch of your generation.

Before the year ended, you already had the confirmation from Professor Weasley that you were accepted into Beauxbatons.

The thing is, you didn’t tell anyone, except for Poppy.

You knew she was the only one you could trust with the beasts you’ve been rescuing since the fifth grade. You were planning to set them free after you were entirely sure the area was free from poachers, but from the information you managed to gather, the area wasn’t that safe yet, so you knew you had to ask for help from someone, and Poppy was the most capable person for this.

“Do you really have to go?” You could hear the sadness in her voice. You sighed.

“Even if I change my mind, all the process has been finalized… And even if you don’t see it, believe me, it’s the best Poppy.” You were playing with one of the Puffskeins. You felt the soft breeze with a hint of forest smell since you weren’t that far from the trees in the vivarium. You were going to miss this.

“Have you told the others?”

“No, and I don’t plan to.” You felt your chest tighten at the thought of saying goodbye to them.

“But they at least deserve to say goodbye to you, don’t you think?” You knew Poppy was right, it’s the least you could do. In the end, you still consider them your friends. But so many things have changed, and you were scared to do it.

“Not even Sebastian?” Poppy knew you, and she knew Sebastian was one of the, if not, the most important person you had here.

“He’s the one I least want to tell.” You felt a lump in your throat. This past year, Sebastian became a stranger, well, maybe not to the point of not speaking at all, but the closeness you had in the fifth year disappeared the day Solomon died. Yes, you had your occasional superficial conversations, you greeted each other when you saw each other, and even sat together when you had a class together, but nothing more. No more personal things, no feelings, nothing. 

The situation with Sebastian was just so confusing.

“He’s going to go crazy if he doesn’t see you next year, and you know that.” Poppy was trying to get more from you. She wasn’t stupid. She knew how you felt about Sebastian, and hell, she even knows how Sebastian feels too.

“Right. Poppy, we haven’t talked properly since fifth year. As if he would actually miss me when I’m gone.” Tears were falling down your face. Even if you didn’t want to admit it, it hurt to leave him, and the thought of him not caring hurt more.

“I’m serious, you have to tell him.” You only shook your head

Poppy remained in silence. God, you could be hard-headed sometimes. At your lack of response, Poppy knew she wasn’t going to change your mind and realized she needed to do something about it. But for now, she changed the subject.

“When do you want me to set them free?” You cleaned the tears off your face and were grateful she didn’t insist more on the subject.

“I was planning on setting them free when the area was free from poachers. I know there are still some around. Since you will have more freedom than the one I have now, I believe that maybe when the new school year starts, you will be able to go and see if they aren’t here anymore. Deek will take care of them during the vacations. So when you return, they will be good to go.” You smiled at her and then looked at the little Puffskein that was on your lap. The little thing looked at you with those big, expectant eyes, as if it could tell what you were saying. 

“I’m going to miss you.”

“I’m gonna miss you too, Poppy.”

Finals week was next week, so that only meant one thing, everyone was stressed and basically living in the library. Everyone seemed to be preparing for their OWLs, even the ones who never really cared about school.

The stress all the students were experiencing could be felt in the air, and it was driving Sebastian insane. 

“I swear my mind’s going to explode if I have to hear another kid crying.” Sebastian let his head fall on the book in front of him.

“If I hear you complaining one more time, I will be the one to make it explode, Sebastian.” Ominis was as tired as he was, but hearing Sebastian complain every single minute was starting to get on his nerves. Sebastian didn’t say anything more. He just wished this next week could pass as fast as possible.

“Promise not to tell Natty, she’s gonna kill me if she finds out I told anyone.” Poppy “whispered” to her friend as she looked through the bookshelf, making sure Sebastian was there.

“Poppy, you know me. I can keep a secret.”

“She’s leaving. She’s getting transferred to Beauxbatons, so she’s not coming back next year.” Sebastian froze. They couldn’t be talking about you, right?

“That’s such a shame. She has only been with us two years, but it feels like she’s been with us since the first year.” So they were talking about you. Sebastian could feel his stomach churn at the thought of you leaving. He stood up quickly and made his way to Poppy and Natty, Ominis following after him.

“Who’s leaving?” Sebastian asked.

“None of your business, Sallow.” Poppy knew she had to keep it up with the mystery.

“Poppy, I swear to Merlin if you don’t tell me…”

“Sebastian, calm down, here’s not the place.” Ominis tried to calm him down.

“Where is she?” He asked Poppy.

“I don’t know, I haven’t seen her since dinner.” Poppy knew, but she wasn’t making it easy, Sebastian had to figure it out himself if he wanted to talk to you.

“God dammit.” Sebastian left the library in a rush, leaving his friends dumbfounded.

Sebastian knew you so well and knew all your favourite spots in the castle. That’s how he was making his way to the Deathday Party Hall. He knew you sometimes went there to clear your mind or to relax.

When he finally arrived, he saw you were the only one there, reading and writing notes to help you study better. Since it was the middle of the day, he knew all the ghosts liked to roam the castle. The faint blue light illuminated your face in such an angelic way, and for a moment, Sebastian forgot what he was doing there.

“Hi,” your whole body tensed. What was he doing there? You smiled at him and moved your head, inviting him to sit next to you.

He sat next to you, moving the chair closer to you, and waited for you to finish writing. You closed your eyes and dropped the quill pen next to your notebook.

“What are you doing here?” you asked.

“Is it true? That you’re leaving,” you sighed. Dammit Poppy, you should’ve made her swear she wasn’t going to tell him.

“Yes, I’m transferring,” you whispered.

“Why?” 

“Because I think that would be the best for all of us.”

“Why?” Sebastian didn’t understand why you wanted to leave. 

“Because… Because yes, because I want to, Sebastian.” You wanted him to stop asking questions.

“I don’t get it. Why are you leaving? Aren’t you happy here?” you huffed. 

“I just think it would be the best for you, ok?” You didn’t want to tell him the whole truth, so maybe if you kept repeating the same phrase, he would get tired and leave.

“FOR MERLIN’S SAKE, TELL ME WHY!” Sebastian exclaimed. 

“GOD SEBASTIAN NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS.” You stood up, trying your best to get away from him. You made your way to the middle of the ballroom. 

“IT IS MY FUCKING BUSINESS” God, you forgot how stubborn he was.

“I just…” You were debating whether you wanted to be honest with him. It’s been a year, and this would be the first time you would open up to him again. “It’s my decision.” You couldn’t do it.

“The most stupid decision.” Sebastian made his way to you and hugged you. This was the first time he dared to hold you this way. You sighed.

“Why do you want to leave? Why do you want to leave m-” he didn’t finish the sentence, but you know what he meant. Why did you want to leave him? “You cannot leave me too.” Low blow. He knew saying those words could hurt you and, in a way, manipulate you, since you knew how hard it was for him when Anne left. 

“Don’t you dare to manipulate me like that, Sebastian,” you managed to say in between the tears. You didn’t even realize you started to cry.

“Then tell me, why are you leaving?”

“Because it’s the best thing to do,” Sebastian rolled his eyes. He was starting to get tired of that phrase. “Let me finish.” 

“Go on…”

“Don’t you see Sebastian? Everything I touched became sick with sadness. I ruined everything. Natty got injured because of me. Professor Fig died, I put everyone at risk. And I…” you didn’t know how Sebastian was going to react to your following words, “And I let you… I ruined you.” Sebastian stayed frozen in the middle of the ballroom. 

“No, you didn’t. It was my decision to kill Solomon.”

“Yes, but I let it happen. Ominis was right. I should’ve stopped you. I should’ve found another way to cure Anne, I should’ve talked some sense into you when I still had the opportunity.”

“No, stop.” Sebastian started to shake his head.

“Because of all of this, your friendship with Ominis was affected.”

“That’s not true.”

“Please Sebastian, it took him months to be as talkative as he was before. Everyone noticed. He warned me. He basically begged me to stop you, and I didn’t do it.”

“Stop…” he warned you.

“Maybe if I had stopped you, Anne wouldn’t have left. Don’t you see it? Maybe if I weren’t here in the first place, everything would be different,” you whispered the last part. You finally said it. You knew everything would be different if you didn’t enter Hogwarts, they would still have their happy and peaceful lives. Well, as happy as they were.

“STOP IT,” Sebastian shouted at you for the first time in a year. “Don’t put all this on you. IT WAS MY DECISION AND MY DECISION ONLY.” He was angry, as he started to walk toward you, you began to move backwards until your back collided with a wall.

“From what I know, it was Natty’s decision to protect you. You didn’t force her.” He started to say in such a tender way. “You know my story, my life was already a shithole. You didn’t ruin it.” he stroked your cheek and hummed at the contact.

“You made it better,” you gulped, and closed your eyes. Sebastian was able to see the faint tears on your face. It was the first time he had seen you cry. And he didn’t like it. “You were the first person who actually listened to me. You didn’t feel any pity. You wanted to help me, to give me hope, you actually tried to do something.” You looked into his brown eyes, those beautiful eyes that have haunted you since that first day you dueled together.

“Seb…” 

“Let me finish,” you nodded. “I… yes, you came and changed everything. But you only brought light with you. Don’t you see it? Everyone loves you. Everyone’s lives changed for the better, and it was because of you. My life got better because of you.”

“That’s not true.”

“Don’t interrupt me,” you chuckled. “Merlin, you’re really gonna make me say it, don’t you?” You didn’t understand what he was talking about. It seemed that he was trying to convince himself to say whatever he was going to say.

You saw his other hand and grabbed it with your hands. Making his whole body get closer to you. For the second time that day and the second time since you’ve met, Sebastian and you were as close as possible.

“You are the love of my life. I can’t lose you,” he confessed. You were shocked. It’s not like you didn’t feel the same. Of course you loved him too. Your whole body finally gave out and you plumbed to the floor. Sebastian sat next to you.

“You know, last year when all of this happened…” You paused and looked at the ceiling, feeling calmer than ever. The blue candles gave you a sense of comfort. “You asked me to ask for help from the keepers to see if they could teach me to take away the pain. Do you remember that?" Sebastian only hummed in agreement, and you continued. “You asked me to do it for Anne. The thing is… I never did it for her. I did it for you. Everything, all the decisions I made were for you and you only, Sebastian.” Sebastian felt his heart warm at the confession.

“So that means…” 

“Yes, I loved you, Sebastian.”

“Loved?” You could hear the pain in his voice.

“Sorry, I meant love. I love you, present tense.” Sebastian grabbed your chin, making you look at him. You smiled. He gave you a quick peck.

“Then stay here.” Your whole chest tightened. You forgot the reason why he was here in the first place.

“It is not that easy, Sebastian. I already asked to be transferred. Black has already spoken with my new headmistress. Everything has been done so I could transfer to Beauxbatons next year,” Now you were starting to regret that decision.

“We will find a way. Ominis could make his father talk to Black and have him cancel that transfer. I’m not sure what that’s called,” you laughed. “Just say you want to stay here, and I will do everything in my hands to have you here next year.”

“I want to stay here, with you, Sebastian.” You finally saw Sebastian smile. That smile that started everything. When you least expected it, he crashed his lips with yours. You could’ve stayed there kissing him for eternity.

For the first time in months, you felt happy, and for the first time in a year, you were sure Sebastian was never going to leave you ever again.

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You Drew Stars Around My Scars

PAIRING: Sebastian Sallow x Reader x Ominis Gaunt (implied poly-relationship)

SUMMARY: Sebastian and Ominis knew better. NEVER ask about how you got your face scar, but you’ve known them for 2 years now, almost 3, and curiosity got the best of them.

GENRE: Fluff, angst

WARNINGS: Mentions of blood, violence, torture, and traumatic past.

WORD COUNT: 1.6k words

“You know, a painting would be better and will last longer.” You didn’t move your sight from the book in front of you. The seventh year had just started, but somehow, you managed to have enough homework, and you felt like you were already falling behind.

Sebastian didn’t move. It wasn’t like it was the first time you caught him staring intensely at you.

“Well, not my fault you’re such a beauty.” You shook your head and chuckled at Sebastian’s comment. You knew he was looking directly at your scar, but who were you kidding? You always loved the attention he and Ominis gave you.

“Well, maybe if you actually started to study, you would actually improve.”

“Please, I’m already good. I even dare to say the perfect student,” Ominis snorted. After Sebastian hadn’t said anything to Omins, you knew he was up to something.

“Spit it out, Sallow.” The silence that filled the Room of Requirement was unsettling. You could hear the faint rain coming from one of the potting tables, which you may think could be relaxing, but when you are used to hearing Sebastian and Ominis (and even yourself) banter, the silence was more than telling. It was Ominis who finally decided to say something.

“We’ve known each other for some years now, we are even together now, so… Can we ask you about something? I will understand if you feel uncomfortable, sweetheart.” 

“Ominis, what’s happening?” You were starting to get nervous.

“Do you trust us?” What kind of dumb question was that? Of course, you trust them. They’ve been by your side since your first year in Hogwarts, the 3 of you have been in the most dangerous situations, which brought you even closer. Why the sudden and stupid question?

“Of course I do.”

“Well, then. How did you get that scar?” You tensed up. It always amazed you how, sometimes, Sebastian had zero tact.

“For Merlin’s sake Sebastian, couldn’t you be more insensitive?” 

“It’s ok, Omi,” you sighed. “A cat scratched me when I was 5.” You could’ve been honest, but you weren’t that sure if you wanted to tell them the truth now.

“Please, I’ve heard you tell better lies to Professor Weasley,” Sebastian said.

“Fine, fine… I was struck by lightning right on my face. But well, not even the gods could get rid of me,” you giggled. The lack of comments from Sebastian and Ominis was everything you needed to decide to finally open up to them. You sighed. “Just, promise this won’t change anything.” You could see Ominis’ questioning expression and Sebastian’s expectant one.

“I never knew who my parents were. From what I managed to know is that my mother passed away after giving birth, and my dad just left me there. I didn’t know that was even possible.” For the first time since you’ve known Sebastian, he was listening attentively.

“I ended up in an orphanage, which you already knew,” Ominis nodded. You always tried to leave your past, well, in the past, trying your best to get rid of the memories and self-concept you used to have, so bringing it up in front of them was challenging.

“I didn’t consider myself a troublemaker. I mean, I was always scared of the punishments the other kids said they would get whenever they did something bad. But…” you took a deep breath. “Even if I tried my best to behave well and not get in trouble, I managed to get the worst outcome out of all of them.” You closed your eyes. For a reason, telling the story was making your scar itch.

“There were these twins, a girl and a boy. Not really sure of what their names were. It’s not like I want to remember them now. They used to be the golden kids, the teachers’ pets if you can call them one way, and because of this, they always thought they could get away with everything, and they would get away with everything.” You started to scratch your scar, getting nervous.

“Because of this, they always liked to make fun of the other kids, bully them and basically be a pain in the ass for everyone but the adults. And well, I didn’t like the fact that the younger ones got the worst of it, so naturally I intervened. Let's just say that things got heated and I ended up punching the girl. She fell down, and well, as the “perfect little girl who couldn’t do any wrong,” she got away with it and I got in trouble.” you must have been scratching your left cheek harder than you noticed since Sebastian took your hand stopping you from doing it and smiled at him.

“I was on kitchen duty for about a month. Since it was my first time getting in trouble, they went easy on me. And I really thought that was it.” You felt a lump start to form in your throat. Somehow, Ominis knew the worst hadn’t happened yet, and he began to get nervous.

Maybe he wasn’t able to see how big your scar was, but Sebastian’s description and the glowing mark that he was able to see thanks to his wand was enough for him to know this wasn’t just a small scar you could get in a normal way.

“One night, I was woken up by someone who was sitting on my chest and someone who was grabbing my head to the right so I couldn’t move at all. It was the twins.” You summon all the courage inside you. But stopped. You didn’t understand why you couldn’t continue speaking. You’ve fought trolls, dark wizards, goblins, and gigantic spiders, and somehow, this was harder.

“Love, it’s ok. If you don’t want to tell us, we will understand.” Sebastian finally spoke, and your heart warmed at his comment. You felt a tear roll down your cheek and shook your head. You decided to continue.

“The brother, who was the one on top of me, had a blade in his hand. Even if his sister managed to hold my face to the right, I was able to take a look at him. He had this insane and unsettling look on his face.” Your whole body shivered at the memory. “He… Well, it’s not hard to guess, am I right?” You tried your best to defuse the tension, but it didn’t work. Sebastian and Ominis weren’t dumb. They have lived through so much that they already knew the next part. But still, they hoped they were wrong.

“He just started to cut and carve these.” You freed your hand from Sebastian’s hold and moved your finger, pointing at the area where your scar was. “And that’s it.” You decided to stop there. They didn’t need to know the details. How, even when you screamed the loudest you’ve ever screamed, no one ever came to help, how your tears burned the new marks that the kid made for weeks. How you used to hide the left side of your face every day until you knew you would go to Hogwarts. 

For the first time in the 2 years that you’ve known them, Ominis and Sebastian were speechless. 

“It’s fine, I guess. I like how I look now. And it’s basically a reminder that, if I was able to go through that, then life cannot be that bad now.” You really wanted them to relax since you noticed they were tense. 

“God, I love you so much.” Sebastian grabbed your hand again and kissed it. Ominis kissed your temple, and you smiled.

“I’m sorry if we pushed you to tell us this, sweetheart,” Ominis said.

“It’s ok. I wanted to be honest with you. I just… I was nervous. You have this image of me. The brave and reckless girl that became the Hero of Hogwarts. I don’t want you to think I’m faking it, or that I’m weak just because of this.”

“We would never think you’re weak. I would even dare to say that you are braver than we thought.” Sebastian nodded at Ominis’ comment.

“You went through that and even more, and you still managed to put a smile on your face. You are still one of the most compassionate, sweet, and incredible girl we’ve ever met.” Sebastian moved his chair so he was closer to you. He started to caress your cheek, the cheek that had the scar. It tickled.

“I speak for both of us that we are now here to protect and love you, even if you don’t need the protection, since you are the most powerful witch there is,” you laughed. “What I’m trying to say is that you don’t have to go through something like that ever again. You won’t go through anything like that since you have us, sweetheart.” Ominis gave you a quick peck.

The more you thought about it the happier you were feeling.

Since the first day, they have been there for you. Even if the beginning was rough, with so much pain and loss, they never stopped talking to you. Even if at the beginning you didn’t open up to them like they did, they still continued to be there for you, with the hopes of you opening up little by little, and it worked. 

For the first time in years someone knew the truth you tried so hard to hide and ignore. And for the first time in your life you knew that with them, you didn’t have to hide your past or be scared of it anymore. And it felt good.

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hiii!!!

so long time no see...

I'm so sorry for leaving you without any update on my private lessons series, I actually had that part mostly writen and I was planning on posting it at the beginning of February, but I got distracted playing Hogwarts Legacy and when I least expect it, 3 weeks had passed and I completely forgot. But can you blame me? That game is soooo good, and don't even get me started with the man himself Sebastian.

Anyways, part 2 is already up!!! I really hope it's worth the wait. I'm already working on part 3 and I plan on posting it this week too, due to my little stunt as a form of apology.

I've also been working on my AOT series, everything is planned out, (a doc over 10k words) so this really is the biggest thing I've ever created. I don't want to rush the writing on this series specifically since I've thinking it for years now, so I plan on working and writing all of it and posting it on December as a present for me and for you all.

On a more serious note, I want to really let you all know how thankful I am for all of you that read the things that I post and ask for more. Sometimes I find it hard to write. It's not that I'm not inspired, but whenever I want to do it, I jut end up looking and a blank page and feel discoraged. Sometimes I just feel that what I write is not good enough, that you deserve something incredible and whenever this happens I just feel horrible and leave whatever thing I want to write inconclusive.

That's why I want to thank all of you who leave a comment/reblog/like, because at least I know someone is enjoying it.

Enough ranting for the day! I really hope to be more active this year and the next to come!! Love you all and take care!! 🥹🩷

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Lesson 2: Dry Humping

PAIRING: Kenny McCormick x f!Reader

SUMMARY: Maybe kissing started to not be enough for you, and Kenny would love to show other ways to make kissing more interesting.

GENRE: Smut

WARNINGS: Swearing. AGED UP CHARACTERS

WORD COUNT: 1.5k words

PART: 2 (series masterlist)

Kenny was such a great kisser. Well, at least with the bit of experience you’ve managed to gather thanks to him, you could say he kissed really good, which meant your body, all of the times you and Kenny kissed, started to react.

You aren’t dumb. You know your body and what that reaction meant. With just one kiss, Kenny was able to get you all aroused and worked up. As a girl, of course, it was easy to hide it, but honestly, it started to be tiring and frustrating.

These two weeks have been filled with make-out sessions and surprise kisses from Kenny, which was such a good and fun experience in general. It didn’t ruin anything (at least for now). You still hang out as you always did, but whenever you felt like it, you kissed Kenny, and he kissed you too. It felt good.

You did notice that whenever you and Kenny got into a steamy make-out session, he would disappear and return with agitated breathing. And you also knew what that meant. You felt proud, but you also wanted to help him at least.

Yeah, maybe your mind started to wander and imagine more scenarios with Kenny that involved more than kissing, which alarmed you. But the more you tried to fight it, the more you realized how much you needed Kenny.

Bringing this conversation to Kenny was something you knew was going to be complicated. Not because of him, but because of you. How can you bring up the fact to your best friend that you just need more from him?

Just as Kenny was able to start this kissing situation with you, it was your turn to do it.

It happened one night after you and Kenny finished a movie and waited until you were sure Karen was asleep. As you were on top of him, you started to feel his cock get harder the more you kissed him. You moved your body backwards so you could stop him just for a moment before beginning to speak.

“Ken, wait.” You took a deep breath and felt your heart pounding in your ears.

“What happened? Did I hurt you?” you smiled at the comment and only shook your head. Kenny exhaled relieved.

“It’s just that… Well. Do you think we can do something more? I mean, don’t get me wrong. I really enjoy the kissing and everything, but I kinda need more.” You sighed and Kenny smirked. 

“Go on.”

“Are you really gonna make me say it?” you closed your hands into fists, trying hard not to die out of embarrassment. Kenny nodded with a big smile on his face. Fuck you loved that smile. “Fine, do you think we can try, I don’t know, dry humping?” as you covered your face out of embarrassment, you felt Kenny grow bigger under you, and you tried your best to remain calm.

“Wasn’t so hard, am I right?” Kenny began to kiss your cheeks and started to move down your neck. “Fuck, love your perfume” you started to calm down.

Even if you already knew about this, fantasized about it, and even read and saw stuff related to something this sexual, it was still hard to say it out loud. You didn’t know if it was because you were saying all of this to your best friend or maybe because you never thought you needed to say it out loud, but Kenny didn’t even give you a chance to understand why, as he was already leaving hickeys and wet kisses all over your neck and part of your chest.

“Ok, this may be a little hard while kissing, but I know you, and you definitely can do it baby.” That fucking nickname again. You smiled and tried to hide it by biting your lip. “Since I do believe this is the first time you’re doing this, I’m gonna guide you just this one time, ok?” you nodded eagerly.

“Good.” Kenny gave you one last kiss. His hands slowly made their way to your hips, his touch gently but somehow also firm.

“You’re gonna only move your hips, nothing more. Like this.” He started to move your lower body, slowly going back and forth on his bulge. He groaned. The pace was slow, and pleasant. You were looking at how your private parts were rubbing against each other, and you couldn’t help but imagine how it would feel if there weren’t clothes on the way. You moaned and closed your eyes, focusing on the feeling.

Kenny couldn’t believe the sight in front of him. His best friend, the most gorgeous girl he’s ever known, was just over him, dry-humping him. He loved this so much. 

You felt one hand grab your neck moving you closer to him while the other one continued to move your hips. 

“Fuck baby, are you enjoying it?” He said in between kisses. You only nodded and kissed him back. His kisses always managed to make you lose yourself, and you were finally getting some relief. You slowly started to set your own pace, Kenny’s hand slowly coming to a halt, resting on your hip. Slowly, you opened your eyes and saw Kenny’s expression. He was in awe. His chest going up and down due to the erratic breathing.

“Kiss me.” You didn’t have to beg. Kenny smiled and started to kiss you. It was a little bit hard doing both things at the same time, as if your brain couldn’t quite do the kissing and moving your hips. Kenny was able to see this and started to move your hips once again. This time, he made sure you pressed harder against him, making the two of you moan.

“You’re liking it?” Kenny tried his best to sound cocky and unbothered, but who he was kidding? Your whimpers and your crotch moving against him was starting to affect him more than he would like to admit. “Fuck you sound so pretty, so fucking cute.” you felt your cheeks warm up at the comment.

Kenny moved his body so his head was now next to yours, trying to remember all the sweet sounds you made thanks to him. As you were starting to get close to coming undone, you wrapped your arms around Kenny’s neck, never stopping the rhythm Kenny helped you establish.

“Fuck Ken, I’m-” you choked on your words as you felt the familiar knot form on your lower stomach.

“Please do, let me hear you baby.” Your arms hugged him harder. You didn’t care if you were hurting him in the process, you could smell the faint scent of his cologne mixed with his sweat, and god, it was so good. 

“Fuuu-gh, Ken.” You felt your whole body numb as the waves of pleasure erupted through your entire body, your sight becoming nothing but black spots. 

Kenny helped you ride through your orgasm. He also felt in extasis, feeling embarrassed but at the same time so filthy. He couldn’t believe he just also came on his pants like a fucking teenager.

“Hey, you ok?” Kenny saw that  you were trying to calm down and trying to adjust your sight by blinking a few times before looking back at him. He didn’t wait for you to give him an answer, he connected your lips once again, this time kissing you slower, making your head spin.

“Yes, it felt amazing” you smiled, and Kenny sighed. He was so glad you finally asked for something more than just kissing. He was dying to hear you moan, to feel you closer. He didn’t want to rush things, after all, the two of you were experimenting, having fun. But he couldn’t wait to have you all naked at his mercy, begging him to fuck you, but he would just have to wait.

Kenny gently laid you next to him and got up, wanting to go and change, but your hand grabbing his wrist made him stop.

“Wait, let me return the favor.” You crawl slowly to the edge of the bed to get closer to him. 

“Believe me baby, I also enjoyed it. So much that I came in my pants. Let me go change, ok?” he leaned it to give you a small peck on your lips, and you let him go. 

As Kenny left his room, all the embarrassment finally filled your whole being. You plumped on the bed, hiding your face on one of his pillows, and shouted as hard as you could.

It felt so good. Your whole body was burning, but you couldn’t help but think that you just came with the help of your best friend. You were happy but also so nervous. Did he like it? Well, yes. Was this a one-time thing? God, you hoped not. 

Kenny came back with a pleased semblance. He lay next to you, and quickly took you into his arms.

“Well… any notes, advice, feedback?” you laughed you didn’t know what to tell him but you were sure about one thing.

“Can we do it again?” 

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this just warmed my heart omg 😭

Fun Story to Share.

I got my (now 18-year-old) daughter into Ao3 back in 2021. I taught her she should always comment - even if the fic looks old or abandoned or whatever. She did.

Well - she got this email this morning:

The fic was written in 2014 and essentially abandoned.

Bethy read and reviewed in 2021 (and was actually the only person who had commented at all).

Today in 2025 - the final chapter was posted by the author and this was her reply to Bethy’s comment.

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Never question whether a fic is too old to comment on.

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But Daddy I Love Him

PAIRING: TASM!Harry Osborn x Stark!Reader

SUMMARY: You are dating Harry Osborn, the guy your dad forbade you from interacting or relating to in any form or way, but after hearing a conversation of Peter, he knew you’ve been lying to him.

GENRE: Fluff

WARNINGS: Swearing. A little bit suggestive (if you really squint). All characters (Peter, Harry, and Y/n) are 24 years old.

WORD COUNT: 1.9k words

NOTE: Just ignore the fact these characters are from 2 different universes. Enjoy!

Harry Osborn managed to steal your heart. You don’t really know when or how, but you couldn’t help but fall in love with the Osborn heir. He was smart, a gentleman, sweet (with you, of course), and he was also such a good friend to Peter, who’s basically your brother after your father took him under his wing all those years ago. 

You could say your life was great, more than perfect if you ignore the fact that your father despises everything involved with Norman Osborn, which, of course, includes his son.

He was pretty vocal when he found out you and Peter went to the same college as Harry and basically forbade you to get near him, knowing damn well - thanks to Peter- that Harry had a thing for you. But would you really be your father’s daughter if you followed his rules? Or any rules? You’re a Stark, after all.

The plan was simple: hide from your father that you and Harry started dating at college, and once you lived on your own, make a name for yourself, and stop living with your parents, tell him about your relationship. But with Tony Stark as your dad, things don’t usually go your way, but his.

Peter, of course, knew. He was not only your best friend but Harry’s, and you literally spent all your college years with him, so hiding this from him felt wrong. The night he found out, he promised he wouldn’t say anything to your father, as he was able to tell that you really meant something to Harry. The way he looked at you was the same way he looked at Gwen, and the way you always spoke about Harry was enough for Peter to understand that you two weren’t fooling around. He was happy that you finally met someone who loved you (romantically) for what you were and not for being Tony Stark’s daughter.

You always made sure to be careful. Never sneaking out to see Harry when you were home, making sure nobody was home if you wanted to talk to him via phone. At first, it was easy. With you being at college, your father basically had little contact or knowledge about your personal life, normally more interested in your academic life. But after you graduated and returned home, it became harder to hide and/or lie to your father. He wasn’t stupid, he knew you were hiding something, but he couldn’t really come up with what you were hiding.

Until one night, when he, by mistake, heard a little conversation Peter was having.

“Dude, I promise I will tell her you want to see her, but not now, not until Mr. Stark leaves.” Tony didn’t know who Peter was talking to, but knew he was talking about you. So that’s what you were hiding, a boy? Why didn't you tell him? You’ve always been so open to him that this kinda hurts.

“Yes, Harry, god, you can be a pain in the ass, you know. And by the way, why are you asking me to see her instead of, I don’t know, sending your girlfriend a message?” And that’s when he understood. You were hiding it from him because you were dating Harry fucking Osborn. He didn’t know what hurt him the most, you not trusting enough in him to tell him you already had a partner or the fact that you were dating an Osborn.

“Of course she did. Fine, I will let you know once Mr. Stark leaves so you can come and see her. Just be careful.” Peter hung up and sighed. He didn’t really like to hide and lie to your father, but you’ve been so happy with Harry for years now that he couldn’t help but do it for your happiness.

Tony made sure Peter left the compound’s main area to come out of the shadows. He couldn’t believe his own blood; his sweet girl had been lying to him.

As the hours passed, he knew he had to make you tell him the truth. But how?

“Kiddo, I’m leaving. Are you sure you don’t wanna come? Morgan would love to see you and have you for a weekend.” 

“I’m sure, Dad, I still have some stuff to do here, but I will go on Sunday, I miss Morgan and Pepper too.” you smiled. God, you were really good at lying or, well, hiding stuff from him.

“Fine, don’t overwork yourself. Love you.”

“Love you, Dad.” He kissed your temple and made his way to the compound’s main entrance. After your dad left, you couldn’t help but feel guilty. You really wanted to tell your father you were dating someone. He was like your best friend. Yes, he was your dad, but he always made sure that you knew you could always count on him and trust him since you were little. It hurts to hide him the other most important part of your life.

“How’s my beautiful girl?” you heard Harry say as he made his way to the couch. He embraced you in a hug, and you swear you could die just there. His hugs always made you feel safe.

“I'm good.” Harry raised an eyebrow. “Fine, I’m just thinking.”

“About..?” Harry made himself comfortable laying next to you, and you rested your head on his chest.

“I hate lying to my dad.” Harry started playing with your hair. He knew what you meant. You didn’t even wait for him to answer when you spoke again. “By the way, how did you know my dad was gone?”

“Well, Peter is such a good wingman.” you laughed. “Here’s your phone. You left it in my car this morning.” Harry took your phone from his jean’s left pocket and handed it to you. 

“God, thanks. I thought I lost it. What would I do without you?” you kissed his neck since it was the closest part of him. You felt his breathing hitch.

“If this is going to be my reward every time you lose something, I’m going to start hiding things from you and act like you lost them.” 

“Shut up, Osborn.” he chuckled. You continued kissing him, slowly making your way to his mouth.

“God, I’m so in love with you,” you whispered, and Harry smiled. Harry was going to answer you, but something, more like someone, interrupted him.

“Well, look what we got here.” Fuck. Please be Peter, please be Peter.

Of course, it wasn’t Peter, but a girl can dream.

You quickly sat down, trying to look as less guilty as possible, and so did Harry.

“Dad. I… I thought you were going home. What are you doing here?” you cleared your throat.

“I have a better one. What is he doing here?” he pointed at Harry. Fuck this wasn’t supposed to happen like this. 

“Uhm… Dad, this is-”

“I know who he is. I don’t understand why he is here with you.” You could see your dad started to turn into a tomato, which under other circumstances was funny, but right now, you just wish this wasn’t happening. If the universe loved you, you would just disappear.

“Harry Osborn, sir. It’s a pleasure to meet you.” Harry gave his hand out to your dad, but he ignored the gesture.

“He, well, this is such a funny story.” you had nothing. Not a single excuse. You facepalmed yourself mentally. You normally were careful whenever Harry came to the compound, always making sure to have F.R.I.D.A.Y warn you if your dad was close. In the end, being in charge of the compound’s security had its advantages. But this time, you just forgot.

“You’re grounded for the rest of your life. Oh, and you’re leaving him,” you scoffed. 

“I’m not a child anymore. I’m not doing what you say, Dad.”

“Well, you’re still under my roof, which means you have to follow my rules.”

“Technically, this isn’t your roof,” you said, and Tony was in disbelief. You still had the guts to answer him.

“What did you just say? I’m sorry I think I just heard you answer back to me.”

“Then you heard right. You’re out of your mind if you think you're grounding me, and even more, if you think I'm going to leave Harry.”

“You…” 

“Hey, Mr Stark is coming… Oh.” Seeing Peter somehow relieved you. Tony sighed.

“For how long?”

“What?”

“For how long have you been dating him?” This was going to hurt.

“Three….. Years.” you whispered the last part, trying your best not to tell your dad that you’d been hiding this from him for so long.

“YEARS? I thought this was something new. How could you-”

“Dad, let me explain.” You interrupted him. “I know this is such a huge and kinda insane thing. But you have to understand me. I was scared, ok?” you felt a lump form in your throat. “He… I… I know you were straightforward when you told me about having any type of relationship with Harry. But can you blame me? He was the first guy who actually liked me for being me and not for being a Stark.” You could feel tears prickle your eyes. Harry’s hand grabbed yours, and you smiled through the tears.

“Don’t get me wrong. I love being your daughter. We have the brains, the looks, the status… But do you know how it feels, how I’ve felt for years whenever someone wants to be my friend just because I’m your daughter? Because THE Iron Man is my father?” You could see your father slowly starting to relax his whole body.

“I didn’t know you felt like that.” He understood. After all, his father, your grandfather, also made a name before Tony even existed.

“When you recruited Peter, I was so happy to finally have a genuine friend, and when I met Harry, he was just… perfect. He didn’t care that I was your daughter. He knew you really didn’t like anything relating to his dad. Well, everyone on this planet knows that, but because he’s also an Osborn, he understood me, and he knew I wouldn’t use him either just because of that.” You let go of Harry’s hand and approached your dad.

“So, can you please forget he’s Norman Osborn’s son and just think of him as a normal person?”

“If it helps Mr. Stark, he’s good when it comes to her. Always takes care of her.”

“Pete…” Tony hated seeing you cry. When you came to this world, he vowed to give you everything he could and whatever his little girl wanted. He didn’t want to be the reason you cried.

“I guess I can try.” you squeaked in excitement and hugged him.

“Thank you, thank you, thank you!”

“But just don’t ever hide this type of information from me. I don’t want you to think you cannot trust me.” Harry’s and Peter’s hearts melted at the sweet scene that was unfolding in front of them.

In the end, your dad will always make sure you are happy, and if Harry Osborn made you happy, he could try and put his hatred aside for your sake.

“Tony Stark. I’m your girlfriend’s dad, who’s also Iron Man, so be careful.” you hit your dad’s arm playfully.

“Harry Osborn. And please be sure I won’t let anything happen to her. She’s the love of my life, sir. I would do anything for her.”

“Good.”

Peter and you smiled. Well, this was just the beginning, and you were relieved the two men you loved the most finally met each other. Of course, this wasn’t how you wanted to tell your dad, but at least you would stop sneaking around. 

Maybe being reckless and forgetful wasn’t that bad after all.

A/N: And the saga of me using Taylor Swift’s songs as titles continues.

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The Devil That I Know

PAIRING: Bill Denbrough x Reader x Stanley Uris (Poly Relationship)

SUMMARY: Unfortunately, the return of Pennywise brought the loss of one of the loves of your life.

GENRE: Mostly Angst, fluff (if you squint)

WARNINGS: Suicide, death, mentions of blood and vomit.

WORD COUNT: 2.1k words

“Mr. Denbrough?” Bill didn’t notice who was calling. He was able to hear the faint commotion coming from his phone. It wasn’t you or Stan.

“Yes, it’s me.” He was a little bit irritated since he had been interrupted. He had a deadline, and as he looked at his computer screen, he noticed that nothing had been done in the past hour. He sighed.

“We’re reaching out to you regarding your wife-”

“Is she ok? What happened? Where is she?” Bill went instantly into panic mode.

“Mr. Denbrough, please calm down. She’s okay. We just want to notify you that she, well, at your house, there has been—” Bill didn’t even let the person on the other side finish when he quickly stood up, grabbed his jacket, and left his office. 

He’s been having this unsettling feeling in the bottom of his stomach all day long. At first, he tried to brush it off, knowing you and Stan were fine, both of you saying your goodbyes as always, but now… And don’t even get him started with Mike’s call in the evening. Do you know? Maybe something happened when you heard the news of It’s comeback.

As Bill approached your shared home, he could see the ambulances and police cars outside your residence. Feeling his heart race, he really didn’t know what to expect from what was unfolding in front of him. Did you get injured? Did something happen to Stan? No, no time for overthinking, he thought. Priorities.

When Bill stepped onto your lawn, he could see you sitting down on your porch steps. He quickly passed the officers who were there. As he came closer to you, he was able to see your hands and clothes, all covered in blood. 

“Holy shit, angel, what happened? Are you ok?” Bill knelt right in front of you, but you were unresponsive. Your eyes weren’t even looking at Bill. They seemed lost, without any spark whatsoever.

Bill started to shake your body in order to get a reaction from you, but nothing came of it. As he continued to shake you, he was able to notice that the blood that was on your body wasn’t yours at all. You didn’t seem to be hurt. “What happened? Please, Y/n, where’s Stan?”

For the first time during that evening, for the first time since the police and ambulance arrived, you reacted. You turned your head to Bill, and that’s when reality hit you like a punch right in the face. Stan, your Stan was gone.

“He… He is… I cannot believe it happened like I was right here. I should’ve known better, I-” As you started to ramble, Bill was able to see far away in an ambulance what appeared to be a bag that’s used to transport bodies. His heart fell to the bottom of his stomach.

“He never locks the door. I should’ve known something was up,” you kept saying. However, no emotion was seen on your face. It was like you were in auto-pilot mode as if you were just repeating something that had been going through your mind.

A lump was forming on Bill’s throat. First, he has to get you to react. Hell, he would even appreciate it if you shouted and broke everything in your sight.

“Hey, Y/n, please, look at me. Just look at me.” Bill grabbed your cheeks with both of his hands, trying to make you look only at him. For a moment, you stayed in silence, and your phone rang.

You didn’t even dare move. Bill took your phone from the back pocket of your jeans. His heart stopped after he saw the area code and phone number—the same phone number that called him that same evening.

“Hi Mike.”

“Bill?” Mike’s voice sounded a little bit surprised—just a little bit. “I thought this was Y/n’s phone number,” Bill sighed.

“It is. She’s not here right now.” Bill really couldn’t explain your state to Mike through the phone.

“Well, you already know why I’m calling. We will be waiting for you two then.” After confirming with Mike that the two of you were going to return to Derry, Bill hung up, and still, there was no reaction from you.

“Mr. Denbrough?” a police officer came closer to him. 

“Yes, that’s me. Do you know what happened?” In the corner of his eye, Bill tried to see if you finally reacted, but nothing.

“By any chance, do you know Stanley Uris?” Bill nodded. If his brain wasn’t wrong, and if he isn’t that dumb, he may know what happened, but he really wishes he was wrong. “You wife, ahm, is he a friend?” Bill tried his best to remain calm. He just wanted to know if his suspicion was correct or not. He didn’t have time to explain how the relationship between the three of you worked.

“It’s hard to explain if I’m honest, but yes, Stan… Stanley, he’s close to us.” the officer only nodded, trying to not be nosy and trying his best to give the news to Bill.

“Well, we received a call from your wife. Mr. Uris locked himself in the bathroom, and your wife, when she was able to enter the room, saw him in the bathtub. He… He committed suicide. Your wife found him.” tears started to fall down Bill’s cheeks. He tried his best to maintain his composure. Bill tried to answer the officer, but nothing came out. It was as if when he tried to speak, a brutal scream would come out. His best friend since childhood, a fundamental part of this special thing they had with you, was gone. He could only nod.

The officer tried to give his condolences, but he just left. 

Bill stayed there, standing in front of you. He started playing with your hair, trying his best to keep you at least calm. He wasn’t even sure if you could feel his touch; it was as if you had frozen in time. But he tried his best to feel you, to make sure you knew he was there with you, that you weren’t alone anymore. He understood your state now. Finding Stan must have been horrible and brutal.

As the minutes passed, people started leaving the area. The officers, the doctors on site, the nosy neighbors, and the passers-by. The two of you remained in that same spot, not really moving, trying to escape the reality you were living.

When the last police car left your house, Bill tried his best to get you to react, but you still seemed so lost. He wanted to get inside. However, a big part would be missing if you entered the house.

“Do you want to get in?” Bill asked, and you only nodded. Even if Stan wasn’t going to be there anymore, it was the last place he was with you.

Bill picked you up in bridal style. He knew it was the best way to get inside quickly. He didn’t need to open the door since it was left open by the last officer who was at your house. He sat you on your living room couch and returned to close the front door. The silence was unsettling. This house has never been this silent. It was always filled with the faint sound of music that you loved to leave in the background as Stan was cooking or as the two of you were reading books. There was also the sound of Bill typing on his computer while you and Stan talked about your day, wanting to include Bill in whatever you could. The laughs you would let out whenever Bill and Stan wanted to get your attention with their silly jokes and remarks. And the list could go on and on. But now, it was dead silent.

Bill sat at the coffee table in front of you. And that’s when he could finally see you cry. Not that Bill liked the view of your crying, but you were now reacting, something that at least made him feel that you came back to this reality.

“I’m so sorry, Bill,” you whispered. Bill’s heart shattered into a million pieces.

“No, hey, listen to me, Y/n.” Bill quickly grabbed your cheek with one hand while the other grabbed your left arm. “Why are you apologizing, angel?”

“He… He told me he was going to take a bath. He was acting weird. I really didn’t want to bother him. I thought that maybe if I let him and gave him space, he would later tell us what happened. But as the minutes passed, I got more anxious.” You let out a cry. Both of Bill’s hands were now cleaning all the tears that were rolling down. Bill also started crying, but he was trying his best to be silent so you could continue explaining what happened.

“I should’ve known better. He sounded weird… His voice was haunted Bill. I cannot explain it. But Stan, it was like he saw a ghost.” Bill gulped. He knew what made Stan do what he did. And to be honest? He couldn’t really blame him. He remembered how Pennywise scared Stan the most. Even if all of the losers made it out alive, Stan was never really the same.

It was like all the memories were coming back at him like flashes one by one. He couldn’t really understand how he forgot all those memories of that summer. It was as if his brain was playing tricks.

How can someone live with the two people who also experienced such an important and a little bit traumatic event when the three of you were 13 years old and then just forget about everything? Bill knew it wasn’t the best moment to bring this up, but you need to know all the context. At least you will then understand what happened.

“I received a call today, too. I believe it was from the same person that called Stan, and that same person also called you.”

“What?” Bill knew there was no good way to tell you the news.

“Do you remember our childhood? Specifically when we were thirteen?” you frowned. What does this have to do with Stan?

“I…” When you actually tried to recall that year, you couldn’t, as if all those memories were wiped out from your brain. “I don’t…”

“Mike called. Mike Hanlon. It’s back.” Fuck.

Bill saw your face slowly turn into horror. You quickly stood up and made your way to the kitchen sink, holding what you felt was what you had eaten that day. You finally understood. It was as if your body needed a way to get out all the fear, anxiety, and sadness you had experienced for the last hours. As you cleaned the corners of your mouth with water, you felt Bill coming closer, and he gave you a towel to dry yourself.

“Please tell me this is a sick joke, Bill.” Bill shook his head. That fucking clown. “But I don’t get it. When did Mike call me?” Bill handed you your phone. You didn’t even notice when he took it, but you couldn’t care less. It took something from you, It took something from Bill again. It’s not fair. “I don’t want to go back, Bill. I can’t.” your whole body plumbed to the kitchen floor. He sat next to you.

“We…” Bill knew the following words coming out of his mouth weren’t the best for you to hear right now, not after losing Stan. “We made a promise. We have to.” You were covering your face with your hands after hearing Bill. Tears continue falling down your face. You knew he was right. You knew that, maybe, you were the only people in the entire world who could stop Pennywise for good. But how could you actually do it? You barely made it out alive 27 years ago. What made you think this time would be different? You haven’t even returned to Derry, and you’ve already lost one of you. 

“I know Bill, but-” 

“We have to stop him. If we don’t do it, more people are going to keep disappearing, more people are going to live what we have gone through.”

“Bill, to be honest, I couldn’t care less. He took Stan, he took Georgie, what if he takes one of our friends, or worse, you?” you were starting to get anxious. You cannot lose Bill, too.

“That’s why we must return to Derry, Y/n.” Bill hugged you, and you rested your head on his shoulder. “For Stan, and for… Georgie.” Bill felt a knot in his throat. He wouldn’t lie, he was shitting bricks. He was scared, but his anger and thirst for justice - more like vengeance, were more significant. 

“You cannot die, Bill. I can’t lose you. I don’t think I could handle another loss.” Bill sighed. 

“I promise I won’t die. I won’t leave you, my angel.”

“Then I guess we will be going to Derry.”

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Lesson 1: Kissing

PAIRING: Kenny McCormick x f!Reader

SUMMARY: Never been kissed? No way. Lucky you, your best friend would love to do it.

GENRE: Fluff

WARNINGS: A little bit suggestive. Swearing. AGED UP CHARACTERS

WORD COUNT: 1.2k words

PART: 1 (series masterlist)

“So… you’re telling me that in all these years, you’ve never kissed anyone?” Kenny was baffled. Hell, he was shocked. He turned around on his chair, completely forgetting whatever he was doing on his computer.

You, on the other hand, didn’t understand why he was so shocked.

“Yeah, what about it?” you continued, looking at your phone screen before finally deciding to lock it and pay attention to your best friend. Kenny just stayed there, looking at you, his brain going insane at the confession. “What? Are you going to just stay there with that stupid look on your face?” you chuckled.

“‘I don’t believe you.” Kenny passed his hands through his face, trying to come up with something else to say. You sat down on his bed.

“Well, I’m telling you the truth. Never.”

“No way. You cannot be serious. Not even once?” Twenty-three years, and you’ve never been kissed?

“Mhm… well, maybe just a peck. But that was years ago…” Kenny sighed. And you covered your face with your hands. This was so embarrassing. You didn’t even remember how the hell this conversation started, but here you were, admitting to one of your most experienced friends you’ve never been kissed properly.

“Well, a peck is a peck.” 

“Yeah, right. That’s just lame, to be honest.” You looked at Kenny, and for the first time, you couldn’t really decipher his expression.

“So you, one of the prettiest girls I’ve known for my whole life, who's not only amazing but such a good friend, hasn’t kissed anyone? Bullshit, I thought we said we would never lie to each other.” your stomach made a flip after those words came out of his mouth. Yeah, even if Kenny has been your friend for so many years, you had to admit that he was handsome and to be honest, you were always a sucker for compliments.

“God, Kenny, why is it so hard to understand?” The more he said it, the more you started to regret the confession.

Kenny slowly stood up and made his way to his bed. He just stayed there in front of you. You looked up at him.

“Do you wanna try it?” you felt your heart in your throat.

“The fuck you’re talking about McCormick!” You stood up, feeling too overwhelmed by his proximity, and laughed it off, thinking he was just joking, as he always does. You started to walk to his bedroom door and at least escape whatever new reality you had just stepped into, and that’s when you felt Kenny’s hand on your wrist.

Kenny turned you around, making your whole body crash with his. You grabbed his shirt, not really sure if you wanted him to get away from you or if you needed him closer, but never locked eyes with him.

“Let me just give you your first kiss.” you started to bite your lip. This couldn’t be right, can it? What if this changed the friendship you’ve had with him for all these years? As your mind was trying to decide whether it was a good choice, you felt Kenny’s left hand on your cheek. You finally looked into his eyes and gulped. Fuck this. What’s the worst that could happen? You closed your eyes and only nodded. Kenny smiled.

You felt his lips ghost yours, and for a brief moment, you thought he was going to back down—until you felt him. He only gave you a small peck at first, and you were kind of disappointed. You shrugged, and Kenny couldn’t help but laugh.

“Easy, baby. I will give you what I promised.” you felt your blood rush into your cheeks at the nickname. Kenny grabbed you by the hand and made his way to his bed. He sat down and grabbed you by your hips so you could straddle him. You didn’t even sit properly when Kenny kissed you again, this time more feverishly. You opened your mouth, welcoming whatever he was about to do.

You felt Kenny’s hand grab your cheek once again and tried to kiss him back the same way he was doing it. And it was terrible. You felt your teeth clash against each other, and you were pretty sure it shouldn’t happen.

You pushed Kenny away from you.

“I suck.” you hid your face in his neck and Kenny smiled. Well, he did believe you, but now he has confirmed it, and any other suspicion of you actually having your first kiss has dissipated entirely from his mind.

“Hey, it’s okay. Look at me.” you stayed right there. You didn’t want to see him. You just wanted the earth to swallow you up to the center of the planet. Since you didn’t follow his instructions, Kenny moved so you could come out of your hiding spot. He grabbed you by the cheeks with only one of his hands, and your whole body jerked. He was a little bit rough, but by the reaction of your entire body, it appears that you liked it. He will keep that in mind.

“Do this.” He puckered his lips out so you could mirror his action. “Good girl, now, when you kiss me, you are going to pucker them out, ok? Try leaving them like that during the kiss.” you nodded.

He kissed you again, and you tried to leave your lips just as he instructed. It was better. You could feel his tongue brush against yours, and you felt a rush going through your whole body. As he moved his face to make the kiss last longer, you grabbed both of his arms. This was way better than what you thought. You just let Kenny guide you in the kiss. At one point, your tongues were dancing with each other, as if this was just so normal as if your mouths already knew what to do, as if you’d done this before. It felt natural. Of course, it wasn’t that perfect. You still felt your teeth clash, but not as much, and you always remember what he told you. He slowly pulled back and smiled.

“Better. You will improve. You just need more practice.” your mind was hazy. It was as if the kiss made you enter a trance that you didn’t want to come out of.

“You think?”

“Yes, and if you let me, I would love you to practice with me,” cheeky bastard. You forgot who you were with.

“And what do you get out of this, Ken?”

“Well, first, I would make sure that you get proper lessons from someone who at least knows what they’re doing.” 

“And you’re that person.” you laughed.

“And secondly, I can at least make sure that no one hurts you while practicing. I don’t want someone to hurt you,” you sighed. He may be right.

“But what about…” You didn’t know how to bring up the topic.

“Our friendship?” You nodded. You cannot lose him. He has always been that friend to you. Always by your side, always up to whatever you wanted to do. “Don’t worry; we will always be the friends we’ve been, just with a little more perks, “ he assured you.

“Fine, but just friends with a little more perks.” For a reason, you didn’t want to say friends with benefits because that’s what basically meant. In your mind, saying what it is out loud would be a completely different thing. Like, he would only use you for that. And well, as for now, the only perk was kissing.

“I promise.” He showed you his pinky finger, and you closed the pact. Hey, it was just kissing, right? What could possibly go wrong?

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Private Lessons

Pairing: Kenny McCormick x f!Reader

Summary: After Kenny found out you've never kissed anyone, he decided that not only would he give you your first kiss but also show you all the things you've been missing out on.

GENRE: Fluff and smut. AGED UP CHARACTERS.

☀️fluff  🌧angst  ❄️smut

1. kissing ☀️

2. dry humping ☀️❄️

3. hickeys

4. foreplay (orals, mastubation)

5. 1st time (sex)

6. toys

7. safe words

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