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Clegane

Thinking about how sandor would fall into the trope of being so terrified to hold his child when they're born. He'd watch sansa be a fantastic mother, he'd support her during her labors, he'd rub her hair, hold her hand and let her dig her nails into his skin to try and lessen the pain. And when the baby was born, and Sansa asked him if he wanted to hold it, he would protest, his hands were to big, to calloused, to deadly to hold something so innocent and pure. But she'd insist that he held it, so he'd gingerly take the baby. And he'd be so awkward at first, but once he found his rhythm he'd be such a good father

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felt bored and made penguin classics style covers for asoiaf books

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An ode to tall, dark, and masculine

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Sandor Clegane's burns would not be easy to forget, once you saw them. He couldn't hide the scars behind a helm, either; not so long as the helm was made in the shape of a snarling dog. -- Arya X, ASOS

A Song of Ice and Fire Calendar 2024 || Sandor Clegane by Justin Sweet

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Side Note To Fan Fic Authors

Here’s the thing.

I read a lot of scripts.  A lot.  From professionals to aspiring writers to complete newbies.  Features and pilots.  Specs and treatments.

And 8 times out of 10 the fan fic that I’ve read over the last, oh, 15 years is leagues better than this stuff.  It’s more inspired.  It’s more compelling.  It’s genre bending and creative and heartfelt.  It’s well-paced and intense and funny and sexy and meaningful.  It’s smart and thoughtful and good.  It’s novel-quality.  Better than, sometimes.

Rare is the script I don’t want to put down, but how often have we stayed up until 3am to get to the last chapter of a 100k fic? And it’s not even a fan fic author’s day job.  This is what they do on the side.  In their spare time.  For free.

So my point is, fan fic authors, you’re good.  You’re good writers and great storytellers.  I know it doesn’t always feel like it, especially if you’re one of the authors who’s not a BNF and doesn’t get the notes/hits that a few do.  And  because some people still view fic as “not real writing.” You guys know the shit that gets made into movies.  You’re better than that.  So be better than that.  If writing is what you think want to do, then just know you’re already doing it.   You’ve already started.

And you’re more talented than you might think.

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brienne of tarth is such an important character in asoiaf. she carries so much of the thematic weight of the books, especially her affc arc. every time i see someone calling asoiaf ‘grimdark’ and ‘cynical’ i just think they don’t know about brienne of tarth. they don’t know about i am coming for you lady sansa. be not afraid. i shall not rest until i’ve found you. they don’t know about she had no chance against seven, she knew. no chance, and no choice. wow. their lives must be so sad and empty

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I don’t understand why people who cannot accept any moral grayness or complexity decide to join fandoms for the most emotionally complex stories and then try to shame everyone there who actually is able to understand the material.

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eventually you realize you don’t want to die. you just don’t want to live the life you’re living. and slowly you try to create a life you want to live. just gotta start there.

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i love reading about the same couple falling in love over and over in different scenarios and universes. quite endearing to be honest.

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FYI, when it comes to fictional ships, “healthy” is just a pretentious way of saying “boring”.

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Sometimes the only thing you could do to those who's experiencing life at their lowest. Was perhaps ignore them, pretend you don't know each other. Cause not all times people wanted to be saved and helped. Sometimes its the feeling of being ignored that brings much peace and relief than the view of one's lending hand that only fills them with self pity

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He was mine and I was his.

Now imagine the pain of waking up.

Gasping for breath.

Feeling dizzy but very certain that,

Reality itself is a nightmare.

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I always wondered how it feels. Unchaining all the burdens. Giving up all the pressure in your shoulders. Running away to a new place. Seeking refugee or shelter. With an environment where everything is new. No one knows you. You can act as the true you and no one else but you knows what you've been through. A chance to live life once again feeling more lighter than ever.

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Im a mess

Love me or love me not

I cry over small things. Easily gets offended by some light comments. Always worrying over my past embarrassment. If your going to love me be prepared. Cause you know, your going to loose yourself. Be prepared to witness my clumsiness, i loose grip with all the things my hands touches. Be prepared to always catch me, cause you know i trip over air. Its okay to have a disbelief face when you see me with little scratches i didn't even know where i get. And im sorry for my hard to read personality that will sometimes cause misunderstanding. If you still choose to love me even after all these mess pls never ever try to leave me. Cause if i like you too you would mean a world to me and it will leave me broken, scattered, and even messier than before when you choose to leave.

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Does my dreams still valid even if it's look selfish?

Does being young makes you ignorant about the world? Someone who's incapable of making decisions?

Does your parents really know what's right or wrong?

Its confusing, when all you want is to achieve your dream, crave your own path and walk onto it.

"Its risky" they say, your going to fail better to turn around early before its too late. Be like "this" instead, life will be secured right away.

Might be true.

But even so its worth a try, see where it takes, and learn how its going to be. I want to experience the process to it first before judging if its even a right choice.

It was a selfish thing to say. I might regret it someday, even so i don't want to lose the fire that keeping me warm and alive. I don't want to experience being haunted by the "what if" of not walking its path.

Im young, still ignorant and forever will be unsure of my choices. All i know is that if im not going to chase my dream then all what's left is to be a lifeless doll controlled by society. Taking the path of what they expecting. And eventually getting worn out along the way by excessive pleasing.

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You know what's pathetic?

It was dreaming about us.

Then woke up,

Realizing there's nothing between us

and it just me hoping it has.

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