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This right here

scarlet johannson did not spend an entire decade fighting tooth and nail to make natasha into an actual character instead of the sex object writers wanted her to be while also having to endure the most vile, misogynistic questions during press tours for people to now disrespect her legacy because yelena is 'better'. the only reason why that is, is because of everything scarlet went through. natasha singlehandedly paved the way for every other female superhero in the mcu and don't you forget that

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the category is men with a slutty waist

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Captain America: Civil War // Captain America: Brave New World

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tower fics are so back baby

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This scene kills me because of what it implies. Zemo says, "He will do anything you want." If Bucky had been a female character, the message would’ve been pretty clear, but it often gets overlooked. It speaks volumes about how his body and autonomy have been used, and how normalized that exploitation was.

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FIRE! (yowza)

Painful past

Pairings: Thunderbolts!Bucky x Fem!Reader

Summary: You finally find Yelena and Bob in the void, but you realize you don't see Bucky. Meanwhile, he is stuck, staring into the past, a past he never hoped to relive.

Warnings: Angst, Mentions of Winter Soldier Bucky, this whole one-shot is pretty much angst.

WC: 724

A/N: THUNDERBOLTS SPOILERS AHEAD!!!

I know it's short but I saw this idea from a c.ai bot and haddddd to make a fic out of it so credits to whoever came up with the idea.

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Running towards the door and away from the masked assassin who was chasing you, you finally pushed your way through dodging flying objects as you heard screaming all around you.

When it finally stopped you took a deep breath, checking your surroundings.

Bob, Yelena, Alexei, Ava, and John were all standing before you, everyone looking exhausted.

"You came for us," Yelena looked at her dad before glancing at everyone else. "Are you okay, what did you see?"

No one said a word, making you finally scan the room, "Wait, Where's Bucky?"

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Bucky stepped into the room, the air was heavy, and the visuals were dark. He could see the light streaming through the window of your shared bedroom. Taking a deep breath, Bucky saw himself in bed next to you.

He remembered this night painfully. It was a month into your relationship. He hadn't gone to Wakanda yet, he hadn't had the Winter Soldier expunged from his mind.

"No," Bucky shook his head, watching his former self start to whine in his sleep. He pushed himself against the wall, turning to exit the door.

But when he did, he came back into the room through the bathroom door. There was no escape.

He watched in horror as your past self sat up in bed, saying his name in question.

"Doll, stop," Bucky whispered, watching as your hand touched his face. You looked back at the present Bucky with distant eyes before turning yourself back and placing your palm on your Bucky.

Without warning, the Winter Soldier's cold eyes opened, grabbing your throat with urgency and slamming you into the bed as he got on top of you.

Your eyes went wide, feeling the cold metal of his fingers wrapped around your neck, squeezing the life out of you.

Bucky cried, watching the Winter Soldier slowly cut off your oxygen just like he had that night. "Stop," Bucky closed his eyes, shaking his head. "Stop."

"B-Bucky," You choked out, scratching your nails down the Winter Soldier's face and neck as you pleaded for him to release you.

"Please," Bucky collapsed on the ground, holding his head in his hands as he pulled at his hair, "Please stop." He could do nothing but rock back and forth, hearing the sounds of you crying and sputtering as his past self choked you.

"Bucky?" He heard your voice in the distance but continued to keep his eyes closed as he shook his head.

"Bucky?!"

Suddenly, a hand grabbed onto his arm, making his head shoot up. It was you, crouching down in front of him. "Bucky, it's me."

You cried, seeing Bucky have to relive one of the worst nights he had been through. But you had to get him out of there, even if it meant carrying him through the door.

"It's okay," You spoke softly, the sounds of you choking as the Winter Soldier grunted, still pounding through the room like someone had turned the volume up deafeningly.

"You're okay, Buck."

He looked up at you with bloodshot eyes and messy hair. Devastation was written all over his face as his breathing was unsteady, making you scared he was hyperventilating. "Come on," You pulled at his arm, "We gotta go, you're okay."

He let you pull him up as he stumbled on his feet. You held his face, not letting him look at the bed where you were being choked to near death. "Don't look, it's okay." The room started to shake, making both of you tumble into the wall.

Your screams were the only noise you could hear as the Winter Soldier repeated over and over that you were his mission.

"I can't! No!" Bucky slammed his hands over his ears as you tried to pull him toward the door.

Finally, with one more push, you were through the door as you both fell onto the floor as the door slammed shut. Bucky crawled into a fetal position, making you cover his body with yours as he cried.

The group stood around in shock, having warned you about going to find Bucky but you of course hadn't listened.

"It wasn't me, it wasn't me," Bucky repeated like a mantra, making you brush his hair away from his face before kissing his cheek softly, as all you could do was hold him. "I know, Buck...I know."

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@rinniereads123 -i really hope this is what you had in mind!!

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via jakeschreier

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GUYS IT WAS SO GOOD

Just got to the movie theater to see Thunderbolts* and I’m SO EXCITED!

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Just got to the movie theater to see Thunderbolts* and I’m SO EXCITED!

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Hell yeah let’s do it

No, bc who wants to make personalized Spotify playlists for each other, like send me your profile and I'll send you mine and we can see what songs the other person likes and make each other a playlist<3

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Friends

The darkness is friends with the cold. The pair of them always leave me longing, Even when I know I shouldn’t want more. When it’s light and warm, I never want more. I always go back to the darkness and the cold. In the void, there is no longing. To the pair of friends, I cast a look of longing For something, anything more. I want to be friends with the cold. The cold leaves me longing for more.

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Life Preserver

When you're floating out in the darkness, All you can hope for is a life preserver. Something to keep you above water  Long enough to make it to the next minute. When I feel like I’m drowning, They hold me up. They are a shining beacon  In the cold, dark waters. They are my life preservers. They are essential to my livelihood. Without them, I would have been lost to the sea Long ago.

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Masks

As a little girl, it was funny to put on a sad face. I had sculpted it myself. I made the frown exactly right. I formed the nose to be perfect. I chose the colors to make it pretty. The tears fell in a straight line. It was funny to put on a mask. I chose to do it. As an adult, I wear many masks. I put on a happy face to cover the tears strewn across my face. I put on a confident mask to cover my blotchy, red skin and runny nose. I put on a mask to cover my stims and far away looks. I put on these masks to make myself pretty for others. To try to become what society deems as perfect. They don’t want to see the sad face under the mask.

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Good Mourning

Inspired by Yonia Fain's "The Scream"

Good morning, my loves. It’s another lovely day without you. Another beautiful day that I have to mourn you. We are all born to die. We enter this world and the clock starts winding down. Tick Tick Ticking until we are lost to the dark and the cold. I tried to keep you warm. I tried to keep you safe in my arms as I watched you slowly die. I watched you lose yourself as I lost myself along with you. Every day that I had to watch you suffer, you took a piece of me with you. I hope those pieces are keeping you warm while you waste away in the dark and the cold. I wept for you. I screamed for you. I grieve you.

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The female gaze 😍

everyone say thank you to female directors