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Eyy I made a threadless because I feel its easier to manage 

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Hey I have been Hella dysphoric lately so I made a sideblog just for queer stuff there isnt much

Like i reblogged one thing and a top surgery scar comparison and thats about it right now but if you wanna follow it its @demiboyrambles

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PROMPT LIST #1

“Is this the end? After everything we’ve been through?”

“Asking for help doesn’t make you weak.”

“Is it so wrong for me to want to save you?”

“How do I know that I can trust you?”

“My best is never good enough.”

“Please don’t do this.”

“A ‘Thank You’ would be nice.”

“We shouldn’t be doing this.”

“Did you do this to yourself?”

“You did this on purpose.”

“Is that a blood stain?”

“Whose side are you on here?”

“I’ve never done this before.”

“Go ahead and hit me.”

“Let’s get this over with.”

“I needed you, and you weren’t there.”

“You can’t even look me in the eyes.”

“I don’t want to talk about it.”

“I let people down. It’s what I do.”

“There is no ‘us’.”

“You said you’d be there.”

“Are you sleeping with them?”

“Let me finish talking for once.”

“We’ll make it work.”

“That’s not fair.”

“I thought you said I could trust you.”

“Am I not good enough for you?”

“This was a mistake.”

“Just let me do it.”

“You can’t always expect me to fix things for you.”

“Stop being difficult.”

“You can spend the night, if you want.”

“I just want you to be happy.”

“You’re ruining my life.”

“Don’t you dare say/do that to me.”

“I brought food.”

“I’m sorry. It won’t happen again.”

“I think I’m falling in love with you.”

“Why didn’t you tell me sooner?”

“I can’t do this without you.”

“This has to stay between you and me.”

“Is that my shirt?” 

“What if I bring beer?”

“I’m leaving tomorrow morning.” 

“I hate you more than you’ll ever know.”

“Take me home. Now.”

“I’m trying to get work done.”

“You’re getting on my nerves.”

“Don’t come back.” 

“Do you believe in love?”

“I can’t keep doing this.”

“Just hold me hand, please.”

“You ruined everything.”

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I AM HAVING A GENDERQUEER CRISIS

Riza is infact

A masc name

I am tearing up

But do you know what my family will do to me if I say I want to change my name again

But

I want it …

I’ve also been considering going by Rive as like a nickname referencing my url

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nearly 200 writing prompts // feel free to reblog

Angst:

1: “ Give me a chance. ” 2: “ Not you again.. ” 3: “ Leave me alone. ” 4: “ I don’t love you anymore. ” 5: “ Why do you hate me? ” 6: “ I lost the baby. ” 7: “ I thought you loved me. ” 8: “ I don’t need you anymore. ” 9:“ I can’t believe you! ” 10: “ We cant keep this up forever. ” 11: “ You’re a monster. ” 12: “ I hate you. ” 13: “ Don’t leave me… ” 14: “ You’re a disappointment. ” 15: “ Don’t die on me– Please. ” 16: “ I never meant to hurt you. ” 17: “ Are you upset with me? ” 18: “ I wish i’d never met you. ” 19: “ I’m going to kill you! ” 20: “ Please don’t hurt me like this. ” 21: “ Thanks for nothing. ” 22: “ Dont call this number again. “ 23: “ Why did you spare me? ” 24: “ You need to leave. ” 25: “ I’m sick. ” 26: “ I’m dying. ” 27: “ I wish i’d never met you. ” 28: “ I thought we were family!” 29: “ There was never an us. ” 30: “ So that’s it? It’s over? ” 31: “ I fucked up. ” 32: “ I came to say goodbye. ” 33:“ He’s dead because of you. ” 34: “ I don’t deserve to be loved. ” 35: “ About the baby… Its yours. ”

Love:

36: “ I’m so in love with you. ” 37: “ Dance with me! ” 38: “ Isn’t this amazing? ” 39: “ I wish we could stay like this forever. ” 40: “ Will you marry me? ” 41: “ I’m pregnant. ” 42: “ I need a hug. ” 43: “ You’re special to me. ” 44: “ I’m going to keep you safe. ” 45: “ Do you trust me? ” 46: “ Can I kiss you right now? ” 47: “ You’re cute when you’re angry. ” 48: “ I’ve liked you for awhile now. ” 49: “ Lets have a baby. ” 50: “ We’d make such a cute couple. ” 51: “ I want to take care of you. ” 52: “ Can we cuddle? ” 53: “ It’s lonely here without you. ” 54: “ I can’t stand the thought of loosing you. ” 55: “ Shut up and kiss me already. ” 56: “ Are you flirting with me? ” 57: “ Is that my shirt? ” 58: “ How did we get here? ” 59: “ You own my heart. ” 60: “ You’d be a great dad. ” 61: “ You’d be a great mom. ” 62: “ I want to protect you. ” 63: “ Whats the matter? ” 64: “ You’re so beautiful. ” 65: “ Did you do something different with your hair? ” 66: “ Is that a new perfume? ” 67: “ Stop being so cute. ” 68: “ You’re making me blush! ” 69: “ You’re teasing me again… ” 70: “ This is why I fell in love with you. ” 71: “ You’re the best! ” 72: “ They’re going to love you, don’t worry! ” 73: “ Oh, Are you ticklish? ” 74: “ Of course I remembered! ” 75: “ You’re one hell of a girl. ” 76: “ You’re one hell of a guy. ” 77: “ Are you jealous? ” 78: “ Hold me and never let me go. ” 79: “ Stop hogging all the blankets! ” 80: “ Lets run away together. ”

General:

90: “ Catch me if you can! ” 91: “ I’m fine. ” 92: “ Are you drunk? ” 93: “ Are you high? ” 94: “ We cant go in there… ” 95: “ Give it back! ” 96: “ Well this is just great. ” 97: “ Don’t touch me. ” 98: “ Not sure if you could tell, but I’m not exactly a people person. ” 99: “ This was fun— Lets do it again sometime!” 100: “ I didn’t do it! ” 101: “ I did it… ” 102: “ I don’t remember that! ” 103: “ Well that’s pretty rude of you to say. ” 104: “ Get that thing away from me! ” 105: “ You owe me. ” 106: “ Do you believe in aliens? ” 107: “ Do you believe in ghosts? ” 108: “ Are you hitting on me? ” 109: “ Why are you naked? ” 110: “ You did what?! ” 111: “ You have… Superpowers? ” 112: “ Why are you bleeding? ” 113: “ Where did all these puppies come from?” 114: “ Don’t make me come over there myself! ” 115: “ That wasn’t funny. ” 116: “ This tastes horrible. ” 117: “ This is delicious! ” 118: “ Are you mad at me? ” 119: “ Stop ignoring me… ” 120: “ I love that show too! ” 121: “ Can I borrow that book of yours?” 122: “ Lets blow this joint. ” 123: “ Let me help you with that. ” 124: “ Take that back! ” 125: “ Wanna go see a movie with me? ” 126: “ No way, that’s so lame. ” 127: “ What are you listening to? ” 128: “ I brought you your coffee. ” 129: “ Don’t fuck this up. ” 130: “ Run! ” 131: “ Lets run away together. ” 132: “ I haven’t slept in four days… ” 133: “ Your turn to do the dishes. ” 134: “ Was I really that drunk? ” 135: “ Was I really that stoned? ” 136: “Give me back my phone! ” 137: “ You’re an asshole. ” 138: “ Are you cold? ” 139: “ This place gives me the creeps. ” 140: “ I swear my house is haunted. ” 141: “ Did you hear that? ” 142: “ It’s just your imagination. ” 143: “ Just how stupid do you think I am? ” 144: “ Stop being such a baby. ” 145: “ Go back to bed. ” 146: “ Are you okay? ” 147: “ I can take care of myself just fine.” 148: “ Thanks for helping me back there. ” 149: “ Since when have we ever been friends? ” 150: “ What on earth are you wearing? ” 151: “ I can’t feel my legs! ” 152: “ Stop texting me weird stuff so late at night. ” 153: “ Put me down! ” 154: “ There’s only one bed… ” 155: “ It isn’t what it looks like! Okay.. Maybe it is… ” 156: “ How did I loose it? ” 157: “ I read your diary. ” 158: “ This is awkward. ” 159: “ Didn’t you read the sign? ” 160: “ Do you think you can teach me that? ”

Below is NSFW prompts. Please if you’re rebloggling tell your followers if you’re interested or not in taking these sorts of requests.

Sexual: 161: “ Bite me. ” 162: “ Make me. ” 163: “ Fuck me. ” 164: “ Stop teasing me so much… ” 165: “ Do you like it when I touch you like that?” 166: “ Okay.. This is new. ” 167: “ Want to head back to my place and have a little fun? ” 168: “ You’re in trouble now. ” 169: “ What a pretty sight. ” 170: “ Bend over. ” 171: “ On your knees. ” 172: “ The food looks great but.. There’s something much more delicious i’d like to eat right now. ” 173: “ Lay back. ” 174: “ Take off your clothes. ” 175: “ Well, fine; just this once. ” 176: “ I’m waiting. ” 177: “ You’re so beautiful. ” 178:“ As you wish. ” 179: “ First one to make a noise looses.” 180: “ You have no idea what you do to me. ” 181: “ If you’re bored; Wanna have sex? ” 182: “ Ive wanted this for so long. ” 183: “ Car sex looks so much more easier in the movies. ” 184: “ Can I touch you? ” 185: “ Open up. ” 186: “ No strings attached. ” 187: “ Already? Do I really have that much of an effect on you? ” 188: “ Mine. ” 189: “ The nights still young. ” 190: “ We cant do that here! ” 191: “ Behave. ” 192:“ What did you just say? ” 193: “ Good girl. ” 194: “ Good boy. ” 195: “ Come here. ”

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“Here’s the thing. I couldn’t trust you to keep it all a secret, so I hid the truth from you. I didn’t want to.”

“There was always something different about the way you looked at me. Like I’m the only one worthy of catching your eye.”

“At what point did I tell you not to? I’m not encouraging your pranks, but as long as they’re not pulled on me, I don’t care.”

“I hate how I can’t tell when you’re joking and then you do things like that. I’m getting some serious mixed signals.”

“What I want and what I need are two different things. You’re the only one who could help me get both.”

“I didn’t say it at the time, but the fact you kept my promise means so much to me. More than anything.”

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fanfic writer moods

the thrill of posting something

you’ve got comments emails

existential crisis’s over getting views but no feedback

24 hour high of getting a long ass comment

the inclination to Stop

the addiction to keep going overtaking that

‘when’s the next update?’ lol, wish I knew friend

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Power to the Queen Chapter 1

A/N: Heads up, due to Roy not being the one to convince Ed to join the military at 12 he doesn’t end up a state alchemist until about 15 (around when the series starts) He and Al traveled and studied for a few years before figuring that the resources the military could offer would be their only option. That’s all so here goes!

Summary: After the Civil War in Ishval the Flame Alchemist and Hawk’s Eye disappear, deciding to take on the corrupted military from underground rather than within. AKA the Mafia AU no one asked for with a bit of reversal of positions with Hawkeye as the head and Mustang the second in command 

ffn     Prologue 

Chapter 1

The atmosphere that seemed always present during public hours at Christmas' place seemed eerily absent as the pair entered the familiar space. It was mostly empty apart from the higher ups of their makeshift organization. Once they had seen who had entered they stopped their conversation, straightened, and took turns updating the pair on their own assignments.

The group consisted of four men excluding the pair. Jean Havoc was a marksman who has proven himself more than capable muscle, Heymans Breda, a strategist who gave even Roy a hard time in a chess match, Vato Falman, a bookkeeper who was basically a walking record of their organization, after all you can't exactly leave around a paper trail in the mafia, and last but most certainly not the least, Kain Fuery, a radio specialist who was head of communications. All in all, they were quite the impressive team.

When the public learned of a new mafia organization that was rumored to have the famed 'Hero of Ishval' as a member it didn't take long for everyone to jump to the conclusion the boss had expected, that everyone would assume he was the head. It wasn't that surprising, she was the boss for a reason, all according to plan, with her right hand labeled as the head it took the target off her own back and after hearing the Flame Alchemist becoming a crime boss everyone completely forgot the Hawk's Eye that had disappeared along with him. With no one looking for her and everyone being too afraid of Roy Mustang to come after him recklessly they had all the room they needed to operate. The information network available to them thanks to Roy's relation to Madam Christmas, along with their own contacts, it didn't take long for the runaway solders to establish themselves in Amestris' underground as the most feared crime bosses.

After having been briefed by the men Riza nodded, giving them permission to return to their previous topic of conversation, and walked over to sit at the bar Chris was situated behind with Roy following after her.

After the three exchanged peasantries Riza spoke in a serious tone that seemed almost ever present in her voice, "So Madam, have you found anything more since the last update?" "Actually, I have heard two things you might find quite interesting Elizabeth." Chris replied with a smirk the Mustang family seemed to be known for. 'Elizabeth' quirked a brow curiously at her as she sat at the bar with Roy taking his place right beside her looking just as intrigued.

"Well," she set her elbow on the bar as she leaned closer to Riza and continued, "seems there were prisoners of war in Ishval after all, turns out they were shipped here to Central for some sort of experiment, at least that's my informant's best guess, apparently a doctor Tim something-or-other was the lead alchemist on this 'experiment' or so I've been told." Riza was silent a moment, processing the information before asking "Does your informant happen to be a survivor of these 'experiments'?" "No, from what they told me seems there weren't any survivors. Guess the side effect of it was death, probably why they wanted to use Ishvalans rather than solders or volunteers." "I see."

Roy studied her expression as she spoke, had he been anyone else he would have missed the slight change in it, but as soon as it had come it vanished behind her mask of stoicism. "So, what's the second interesting thing you found out?"

"It seems the military is rather desperate, word on the street is they've hired a kid." Chris replied as she leaned back. "A child?!" Riza and Roy practically screeched in unison, disbelief and horror etched into their features. Chris nodded and continued, "Yup, a runt barely 15, he crushed your record Roy-boy. Seems he's quite the genius." "That's one record I hoped no one would break." Roy replied with disgust as his stomach churned as he silently prayed to every entity he didn't believe in that this kid wouldn't try to take any of his other old 'records'. When he glanced toward Riza he could practically hear her thoughts buzzing around her head as she glared at the bar table in front of her. "Sir, what are you thinking?" he asked, he cringed at the concern cracking in his voice. Riza huffed as she stood from her seat, adjusted her suit jacket, and ran fingers through her bangs as she sighed in a tone that sounded terribly defeated and made his chest ache.

"Looks like we've got a child to recruit." She replied as she stormed toward the door.

"What?!" Roy yelped as he nearly fell out of his own chair to run after her.

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I finished my response to the film last week with like 3 hours to spare before this weeks film screening and I have no idea what to do with myself 

soo

Guess I’ll write??

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Something I forgot about with writing fics is the almost constant doubt in your knowlege of the universe due to spellcheck not recognizing words like 'Ishval' or 'Amestris' not even character names are safe here

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Because I’m a broke art student Also feel free to check out my tee-public

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Reblog if you are a fic writer who welcomes moodboards, playlists, remixes, art and any other type of gift based on your stories.

Hell yes, everyone is always welcome to do any of the things, you will have my undying love and appreciation for it. (Translations are also a-okay.)

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Me: -stares into the void-

The Void: write the next fucking chapter of your fanfic.

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Power to the Queen Prologue

A/N: The mafia AU is something I was planning on making a comic for however being a comic major I draw all the time and I have no hobbies outside of that so here we are... Maybe I’ll make the comic at some point in the future Now let’s see if I still know how to do this writing thing

Summary: After the Civil War in Ishval the Flame Alchemist and Hawk's Eye disappear, deciding to take on the corrupted military from underground rather than within. AKA the Mafia AU no one asked for with a bit of reversal of positions with Hawkeye as the head and Mustang the second in command 

ffn 

Prologue

Light filtered through the dusty room the pair had taken shelter. It was far from sanitary and definitely not a place one should be recovering, however she had insisted on being well away from anywhere there might be prying eyes and a hospital would ask far too many questions than they would be able to answer, hence their less than desirable location. Roy sat slouched in an uncomfortable wooden chair that looked a few seconds from falling to pieces. His hair was unkempt, likely result of him constantly running his fingers through it in a desperate attempt to keep calm, or at the very least appear that way, it was a useless effort. He had sat for days, focusing intently on Riza, on every labored breath, with every hitch of her breathing Roy's would stop until it regulated itself again.

She had begged him to do it, to deface her back and rid her of the secrets of flame alchemy etched into her skin. He had thought he wouldn't be able to do it, the mere thought of it made his stomach churn and bile rise in his throat. However, the desperate look of pain and tears that she would never allow herself to shed broke his heart in ways he didn't know was possible, so he had agreed, after all he never really could say no to her. He had managed to negotiate just enough that rather than burning it all off that he just burn the most important contents of the notes and leave as little damage to her as possible. It had been a night that left them both in pieces in different ways, and once it had ended Riza had looked like a burden had been lifted despite the incredible pain she had to have been in from her searing flesh, meanwhile Roy's had grown. He could still smell her burnt flesh and hear the scream she refused to let pass her lips, his body was still shaking and he still felt on the verge of vomiting, the only thing that kept him from collapsing was that she needed him.

Since that night Riza had only been awake for seconds at a time mumbling for whatever she had needed and after falling quickly back to sleep, being far too exhausted and in pain for much else. After about a week she finally gained enough strength to speak more than one word at a time and the first full sentence that graced her chapped lips in weeks was shocking to say the least.

"Run away with me"

Roy's eyes locked with her own, shock and confusion in his expression, his mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water. No, she couldn't have said that I must be hearing things due to lack of sleep, Roy thought shaking his head. Riza continued to watch him, waiting for an answer or some sort of response and he replied, "Sorry, I don't think I heard you right, what did you say?" "Will you run away with me?" This time she had phrased it as a question but it was just as firm and decisive as her first statement. His head was reeling, there was no way that she could be serious, and yet she laid there with her usual stoic expression and a dash of what looked like hopeful uncertainty.

"What do you plan on doing, after running?" he asked, dodging the question that he was still denying had been said.

"The system is corrupted and can no longer be trusted, there's no other way to look at Ishval that makes any sense, so I want to give them a taste of their own medicine." Riza stated matter-of-factly like it was an obvious answer. Roy just stared at her like she had grown a second head, he started to grow concerned that he had somehow hit her head, how else could precise and calculating Riza Hawkeye be stating something that sounded so ludicrous. However, her expression didn't waver in fact she looked more determined the longer he stared at her in disbelief as if daring him to ask, so he did.

"How exactly are you planning to do that?"

"What better way to take on corruption than to create an organization that thrives on it." "Are you suggesting what I think you are?"

"Yes."

"You're crazy." he stated giving her a hard look that would cripple her had she been anyone other than Riza Hawkeye. She glared back with an intensity that could make King Bradley himself flinch, but as soon as it came it left as her expression softened, it almost seemed heartbroken and made his chest ache.

Her voice came out in a whisper, "You don't have to come with me, I just thought I'd ask."

Roy sighed and replied, "I said you were crazy, not that I wouldn't go with you, I'll follow you into hell, it's the least I can do."

Riza's surprised gaze locked onto his own and he smirked.

After all, he never really could say no to her.

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Okay so I finished a prologue for my Royai Mafia AU and I’m working on uploading it to ffn right now  Once its up I’ll post it here I guess