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I can draw hand yippie :DDDDDDDDD

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Artfight is still one week before it ended this year, and im not active to attack on artfight, because im not okay to draw, my drawing anatomy is bad and i don't really like to post my art to someone because im scare if someone doenst like my art and start bullying me, i just have anxiety disorder and trauma from bullying, everyone in real life bullying me because im not beautiful and my hair is not their standard 💔💔

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I wonder if "Mel dies" actually means that everyone finds out her secret about being the prophesied human and in order to keep her safe she, with the help of Ken, fake her death.

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👀👀

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THE otp

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My principles for being on the internet:

Not afraid to share personal opinions, unless there is a strong reason.

Will never share personal information, or anyone who has a relationship with me in the real world

Not afraid to share art

Never change my internet identity (This includes my internet name. Rivin, my artstyle, my username. Buddycakeartistworld, and my own personality)

And I have made an oath to God not to violate my own principles 🙂

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My dad cut my hair until it looked like a boy's because my hair was hard to comb and clumped together.

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Love is a confusing, ambiguous and difficult thing to understand. Is love real, or is it just an illusion?...

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She feels alone

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I love being a multishipper :3

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WAIT A DAMN MINUTE-

WE ALREADY GOT AN OFFICIAL RIBBIT CHARACTER SHEET??!?

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Quick lil TADC timeline cuz hyperfixation

While we dont have much to go off for a lot of this, theres a few things that do lead to a rough timeline of events for when everyone got to the circus and how they got there. if ive gotten anything wrong or missed anything that goose has confirmed before then please correct me. also obv this is all mostly theories so might change with new episodes or based on how you interpret my proof. while i dont have any proof in universe for specific years i mention, ill be giving specific yearss for thematic reasons towards the end.

Sometime in the vauge past, though judging by the computer and kingers age id guess around late 90's, C&A creates The Amazing Digital Circus for... reasons. It is a virtual reality multiplayer game in which the helpful artificial inteligence of Caine creates fun short adventures for the players to go on. Something in this development goes wrong and during testing, at least two players are "trapped" within the game. Since Kinger has been in the circus the longest and has 7 years of computer science experience it makes sense he worked for C&A and was the first to enter the circus.

Kinger, his wife Queenie, and 4 others enter the circus in 2000, and sometime later Queenie is the first to abstract. I believe this happened before anyone in the main cast entered since the others didnt really seem to know about her.

Based on the crossed off doors weve seen at various points, we know of at least 12 players who have abstracted. Based on the trend of a new circus member entering when an abstraction happens, I believe that Queenie and 4 others all abstracted and were replaced with new players, the next player to abstract brings in Ragatha.

Ragatha enters sometime in the mid 00s, id guess around 06' based on nothing but vibes. She mentions being in real estate and was possibly looking around the now defunct C&A building attempting to prep it for sale when she found the headset.

Slight weird idea, but i think it makes sense. Next to join the circus was Kaufmo. we know very little about kaufmo so hes here mostly because it just feels weird for him to have joined after jax and gangle did. he joins sometime around 09'.

at this point in the timeline weve had Queenie and 6 unnamed players abstract, the most recent two having been replaced by ragatha and kaufmo. the circus currently consists of Kinger, Ragatha, Kaufmo, and 3 unnamed players.

2 of those players abstract fairly close together and are replaced by Jax and Ribbit. This happens sometime around 12' since jax makes the breaking bad refference in ep 5 and that didnt really have major success until it was added to netflix in 2011. Jax and Ribbit likely went in together and knew each other outside the circus like Kinger and Queenie did, but after over a decade in the circus (plus seeing 9 abstractions already) Kinger has become unstable enough to not mention any similarities. Jax and Ribbit were very close.

Sometime later, ill say 15', Ribbit abstracts and is replaced by Gangle, which seems to have deeply affected Jax. This likely caused his tail to fall off as that can happen to rabbits due to injury or trauma, alongside him symbolicly losing a part of himself with Ribbit. Based on his manerisms its also likely that he blames himself in some way for Ribbits abstraction, anger which he externalizes and takes out on Gangle

A few years later the last unnamed player is abstracted and replaced with Zooble, ill say sometime around 18' for thematic reasons in the next point. We know Zooble enjoyed to look around abandoned buildings and likely found the headset inside the now very abandoned C&A building that Ragatha was attempting to sell.

Its now 2023 and our current cast is Kinger (in the circus for roughly 23 years), Ragatha, (~18 years), Kaufmo (~16 years), Jax (~11 years), Gangle (~8 years), and Zooble (~5 years). Queenie and 10 unnamed players have abstracted, many of them within the first 5 years of the circus first being created. its been roughly 5 years since the last abstraction, the longest period of "peace" since the circus first opened at the turn of the century.

Kaufmo then abstracts and is replaced by Pomni. She was exploring an abandoned building and found the headset, putting it on and finding herself in the digital circus. She tries to leave but its too late. Kaufmo has abstracted, and she is now trapped.

To Pomni its meaningless, at least when compared to everything else going on. To Zooble its a coincidence that they both joined right as another abstracted. to Gangle its a pattern and another cause of anxiety. To Jax, its a sign that maybe it wasnt his fault, that he doesnt need to lash out any more. To Ragatha its another tradgey, another lost friend. And to Kinger, its another one who he hopes can find some peace and quiet inside the darkness of the Cellar, just like how Queenie found some peace and quiet inside their fort together.

I dont believe any of the main cast will properly abstract. theyll definitely get close for the sake of stakes and drama, but the circus seems to like having 6 cast members at a time.

okay ramble time now

ooo wow writing out this timeline was really fun for me, i absolutely love it tbh and it became way more then i was initially intending. my initial post was just gonna be "Kinger and Queenie joined first, then it went ragatha, jax, ribbit, gangle, zooble, pomni" and then it just kept growing as i looked through more of the wiki and everything kinda fell into place for me. this is definitely not the full extent of the theories i believe (saw someone say C&A could mean Caine and Abel and i love that. also love the trans jax truthers, idk if ill fully commit it to my headcanons, but i do appreciate yall) so i might make more scattered posts about theories and headcanons, but this is a good balance between every thought i have about this show and the barebones "what order they joined" timeline i initially planned to make.

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My tumblr history

So around Christmas in 2024, probably around the 23rd. I found a website for making simple animations called flipanim, I like that website because I don't have enough phone storage to download an application to make animations. Then I made a short animation about the tadc character, and I found that I could share the animations I made on tumblr. I can't register to flipanim, so I thought that by creating a tumblr account, I can share my animations. Then I pressed the tumblr logo on flipanim, then I was asked to register, initially my username was "buddycake". But after seeing that there were many users with almost the same name, I changed it to "buddycakeartistworld", and after registering to tumblr, i shared my flipanim animations on tumblr, and there was a user who asked me for a commission, I was not suspicious at first and thought that it would be fun to do a commission, even though I don't have a bank account. Then I accepted it, and then I kept doing it again, until I realized it was all a scam.... In January 2025, I met Ary (aka @/artismeyou-12) the first time. And we became friends, and then long story short, I liked posting things on tumblr, and around January or February, I joined a tumblr community for fans of the gaslight district. In a month I forgot when, I met Elif (aka @/hopelesscase2010), and we became friends! At first I was just having fun looking at her old account. And over time we became friends, I am a very introverted person. Maybe I look cold and quiet. But actually I am a good and talkative person (I only become talkative when I feel comfortable with someone). But about a few months ago, Elif and I's relationship became even more strained, and she deleted her old account again... Actually, I feel guilty for being mean to Elif, because I know she's a good person. I also felt worried when there was no news from Elif, Actually, she also made me stressed, but now I have made peace with the past, and a few days ago, she came back again! I, who didn't know anything at that time, immediately said something like "WHAT-", Yep, I was so shocked and had a heart attack when she came back!!! And also, I forgot what date or month, but I met with @/cherryrcreamsoda or whatever their name now :D, those three people are friends to me! And also I had to delete my account twice, the first one was "buddycakeartistworld" and the second one was "rivin-new-blog"

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Warning: vent

I currently live with my dad, and my mom has gone somewhere. I remember my dad and dad used to take turns taking care of me day and night, but one day, around the time I was 3-5 years old, I was taken care of completely by my dad. Because my mom has a mental disorder and has no money which makes it impossible for her to care for a child. However, around 2023, my mom suddenly came to the boarding house where my dad and I lived. And long story short, my mom took me to meet her friend, my mom's friend had a daughter who became my friend. Actually my mother's friend's child is her adopted child. Then my mom's friend's child and I were left alone at the hotel, because my mom and her friend went to the salon. But what was surprising was that my mom's mental disorder relapsed, so my mom was previously treated in a mental hospital, and she returned in 2023 because her mental condition had improved. But when my mom and her friend went to the salon, my mom's friend gave me two cigarettes (yes, my dad and mom are smokers 😐) And suddenly after smoking those two cigarettes, my mom's mental disorder relapsed!!! Then my mom came back to the boarding house where my dad and I lived, and she immediately cried and blamed my dad for no reason. My dad would be angry, and my mom would then run away who knows where! A few days or month after that incident, I had my first period :///, and a few days before my first period, my mom's friend told me where my mom was, she asked me to tell my dad where my mom was, but i know that my dad is still angry with my mom, so i didn't tell him, and most likely my oldest brother, aka my mom's first child, has taken my mom to a mental hospital again (My mom has many children from many partners, and I am her last child ://), and yep, until today i don't know how my mom is doing, and you might ask "how do you feel about this?", well, actually I don't really care, because I don't have a close relationship with my mom. I have complex feelings about my mom :/

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I have sworn to God with all honesty that I will not share my personal information on the internet, even if I die I will not share it!!!