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romanoffs-widow · 6 months

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Just get in!

Sum: Wanda just wants you to get in the pool with her, and you just can't.

A/N: My first Wanda fic! Be proud of me, people! I hope you like this <3

Warnings ⚠️ : Self hatred

Prompt 5 from @wrotethisat12 's post above

(I hope that this isn't too bad, I tried my best, okay 😭)

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It was a perfect summer day. The sun was shining down, the birds were chirping, and the thing that made it so much better was that you got to spend quality time with your best friend (and crush), Wanda Maximoff.

The only problem was that you had agreed to go to the pool with her. For any regular person, this wasn't an issue at all. But you're different. The thought of being practically naked at a pool for people to stare at you made that looming feeling in your chest grow.

You'd been dreading this day since the heatwave started. You've always hated yourself, which usually wasn't a problem, except for when it came to certain social situations, like today. Wanda has never known how you feel about yourself.

The only person you ever told, Tony Stark, stabbed you in the back and used your words against you. So, you vowed never to tell a single soul ever again as long as you live.

You stepped into your bedroom, pulling out the bikini Wanda chose since you'd match. As you changed next to the mirror, you started tearing up at the sight of yourself showing off so much. Just as the tears start falling down your face, you hear a knock at your door. Crap. Wiping the tears from your face, you go downstairs and open the door.

"Hey baby!" Wanda always calls you some sort of petname, and it never fails to make your heart flutter, even in the times where your heart is pounding from nervousness. "Hi Wands. Are you ready?" You say, putting on that classic fake smile you do. She raises an eyebrow at you as she walks through your door, as if she is going to question you, but decides against it.

You and the redhead spend the next hour or so eventually getting ready. If you thought you weren't nervous before, you definitely are now. Wanda's car pulls into the parking lot, and you take a deep breath, internally reassuring yourself you're going to be okay.

She looks at you as you place your belongings down by the pair of chairs you picked. Her smirk grew wider as she ran and did a massive cannonball into the crowded pool. You laughed at all the people she soaked. Wanda started a trend because, soon enough, all of the children and some of their parents were jumping in, too.

"Y/n/n? Are you coming in or what?" She splashes a little water towards the chairs, where you were sat, still in your towel dress, with a book out on your lap. "No, I'm good here. Thanks, though." You give her a smile as sincere as you can seem to be. She pouts back at you. "I didn't come here to swim alone, y/n/n!" She hits some water at you again, which got you quite annoyed.

"Well, I don't want to go in, so I'm not going to." She sighs and swims off to the other side of the pool to talk to all the little kids asking her about her super-powers. You read your book in peace for 30 minutes before she swims up to you again. Instead of saying anything, she just gets a big pile of water in her hands and throws it towards you, getting your face and the book a little wet.

Trying to keep your cool, you just let out a sigh. "Whoops! That wouldn't happen if you just came in and swam with me. Just get in! "

That was it. With getting one of your favourite books wet and hardly having any sleep due to the stress of wearing a swimsuit combined, you just gave up and let your anger get the best of you. You grab your things and leave, not caring about whether she follows you or not.

After walking back to the house, you found her sitting on your front step. You ignore her and go to grab a glass of water from your fridge. "What's your problem? You agreed to go swimming with me, and now you're mad at me for wanting you to get in? I don't get you sometimes." She sighs, waiting for a reply.

"Can you not see it? You really can't think of a single reason why a person like me doesn't want to go swimming?" Her eyes widen as she realises. "Oh. I um -" You cut her off, not wanting to hear her voice right now.

"Wanda, I hate myself! That's why I can't go in! And this stupid swimsuit you bought me is making me feel like im going to throw up any second from the anxiety it's giving me! I can barely look at myself in the mirror, let alone go swimming in a 2 piece!"

She looks down sheepishly. "I am not like you, Wands! I don't have that perfect confidence and body like you do! I am disgusting, and I have no idea how I'm even an Avenger in the first place! So go swim with Natasha for all I care. I want to be alone."

The tears in your eyes slowly start to spill out. You sniffle angrily as you furiously wipe your cheeks. "Malysh, don't cry -" you glare at her. "DON'T CALL ME THAT! YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME THINK I HAVE A CHANCE WITH YOU, AND I'M SO STUPID, BECAUSE HOW COULD ANYONE LIKE YOU FALL FOR SOMEONE AS PATHETIC AS ME! I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH, WANDA!" You decide to just let the tears fall now. Your pride was left at the pool.

"All I've ever wanted since I joined was for you to be mine. But then you and Vision were together, so I got with Kate to try and prove to myself I was over you. Long story short, here I am, crying over you; with my heart still shattered into a million pieces, which I try and try to put back together, but they all keep falling apart."

The redhead's own tears are flowing now, as she comes over to hug you. "Y/n y/l/n you are my world. You are on my mind constantly. No matter how much I deny it, I can't stay away from you." She wipes your cheeks and then her own before looking into your eyes, with that shimmer in hers. Glancing down towards your lips, you quickly pull them into Wanda's, as you get lost in a long and loving kiss. It's as if the kiss says everything she wants to say and more.

"I love you too, y/n."

prompts

shit idk, I wrote these last night and some of them are oddly specific.

if you use any of these please tag me, I wanna read what you wrote!

tw for mentions of sh ahead

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plot prompts:

Person A walks in on person B s/h-ing

Person A is celebrating three years free of s/h

Person A tells person B about their s/h and person B leaves (temporarily)

Celebrity! Person A x Celebrity! Person B, pictures of Person A in an outfit that reveals their s/h scars gets released.

(Platonic/friends to lovers) Person A is encouraging Person B to “just get in” the pool, but the problem isn’t the water, it’s the swimsuit…

Teammate! Person A walks into the locker room while Person B is trying not to s/h

Person A and Person B decide to follow Person C home to see why they can’t go out with them…

Person A has a nightmare and needs a stuffed animal

(Teen AU) Person A is in the school bathroom s/h-ing, but some blood drips down, and Person B sees…

Person A tells Person B that they are afraid of themself after having a nightmare about attempting sui, Person B holds them all night

Person A’s family invites them and Person B to a water park, but they have to politely decline.

Person A is Celebrity! Person B’s fan, and Person A tells them how they helped inspire them to stop s/h-ing.

Person A helps Person B work up the courage to wear something that shows their scars

Person A realizes that Person B is not taking their meds.

Dialogue prompts

“I’m sorry, baby, but I can’t let you do this.”

“Stop it! You’re hurting yourself!”

“That is not just a scratch!”

“Are there more?”

“I know what you’re doing, and I’m not gonna let you.”

“I’ve been there, I can help you.”

“Have you been taking your meds?”

You can send these in my ask box! (Examples: Dialogue prompts 1, plot prompts 2) I update this constantly :) any fandoms are fine but I might not have heard of them.

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There’s a whole chapter in Scott Lang’s book dedicated to Natasha. I’m crying.

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romanoffs-widow · 7 months

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Sorry for everything

Sum: Nat takes out her anger on you after a stressful couple of weeks.

Warnings ⚠️ : Shouting, arguing, and split up?

A/N: Thank you very much to @bobisek96 for requesting this fic, I hope it's okay 😭 and tysm to everyone for all the love on my (not actually first) first fic! I appreciate you all sm ❤️

(I promise there is eventual fluff 😅)

Happy reading! 😊

NATASHA POV:

Everyone thinks being an Avenger is so easy. All you gotta do is a couple of fights and interviews, and that's it, right? Wrong. These last couple of weeks have had me exhausted and honestly drained.

Steve and Tony keep arguing about useless crap, Lena accidentally stained the couch with red wine and didn't even tell me, so I sat in it and stained my favourite sweatpants and I've had to do 6 different interviews because Tony had a cold and couldn't do them, and on top of all that, Morgan has clung to me like a magnet since her dad has been sick. I love kids, and I really do, but not when I'm exhausted and keep having nightmares, leaving me sleepless almost every other night.

"Hey Natty," she says with that smile I love so much. I don't know what it is, but even y/n/n can't cheer me up today. Too tired to respond, I just give her a nod. Hopefully, she can see I don't want to talk right now.

I went to change into comfier clothes. I feel a pair of hands wrap around my waist. I shrug her off, getting annoyed. "Are you okay, baby?" I roll my eyes as I put my top over my head. "I'm fine." Maybe now she'll get it? "You know if you don't want to talk to me, just say." She says it with a tone that tips me ove rather edge.

"You know what? Maybe I don't want to talk to you. Maybe all I want to do is lay down in our bed and try my very best to relax! I have had such a hard couple weeks, and all you do is bug me because you're a pathetic childish wench that wants my attention all the time! If you knew what I go through every single day as an Avenger, maybe you'd at least try to understand how hard my job is! So please just shut your whiny mouth up and get out. I don't want to see your face EVER AGAIN!"

Y/N POV:

My vision is beyond blurry as I feel the endless stream of tears rolling down my cheeks. My hands are shaking, and anxiety is sitting heavy on top of my chest. "Alright. O-okay." I get up, and without saying anymore, I grab my backpack and start shoving a bunch of clothing into it. I go into the bathroom and grab my toothbrush, as well as the other necessities that belonged to me.

With my bag and arms full with items, I give the redhead one last look. Her face is still red from all the shouting she did as she stared at the floor, in the same spot she'd been in for a couple of minutes. I give her a small nod, sniffling as I close the door. I am fully aware the whole compound heard all of that, and honestly, they should. I don't deserve to be treated like that.

I'm going to miss this place. The past 9 years of my life have been spent living here, getting to know all of the amazing people within. I had so many memories here, one of the first being when Morgan was born. She had a head full of hair and a smile that looked just like her fathers'.

As I walked out of the tower, I went to the first person I could think of. Wanda Maximoff, my best friend of 5 years. She does live in the compound, but she also owns an apartment on the other side of the city for emergencies. She gave me a spare key when she got it. Thankfully, I'd never used it before, so I'd never seen the interior of the four walls.

Memories, good and bad swirls around in my head, as I twist the bronze key into the lock. It took me an hour to get here, with the bus and all. I get settled in, as I know I'll be staying here for a while. I started getting myself a snack when I heard the door swing open. I look at it to see the red magic I'd come to know very well.

"Y/n/n honey? Are you in here?" As soon as I hear her voice, I run over to her, the flow of tears starting up again. "Oh my god, are you okay? She didn't hurt you, did she?" I shake my head, unable to speak. "Oh, my poor baby. I'm so sorry I didn't find you sooner. Everyone is out looking for you. I'd better call Pietro and tell him to tell everyone you're safe."

I just hug her tighter. "E-e-even...?" She looks at me with guilt in her eyes. "We all heard what she said to you, and F.R.I.D.A.Y said that you'd left, so we all went looking for you. None of us have heard from her since." By now, I've soaked her hoodie with my never-ending tears.

"Shhhh, it's okay, you're okay." Wanda whispers as she rubs my back to calm me down.

1 MONTH LATER...

I hear a knock at the door. Wanda only left, and she had her own key, so it definitely wasn't her, and i haven't ordered any packages. Deciding i dont care, I go to open it. I see nothing but a white teddy bear holding an envelope sitting on the welcome mat. There is no sign of anyone being here, as the halls are silent. I pick up the toy and bring it inside, closing the door. I go and put it on the counter, taking the red letter from its paws. It had my first initial on the front.

Our place, 2 pm?

- N xx

I roll my eyes. Even if I was very upset with her, she always knew how to make me smile. I check the clock, seeing it's already 1pm, so I decide to start getting ready.

I step into the shop and immediately see Natasha. As I get closer, I can see that she has bags under her eyes, and I see that her knuckles are all red and sore. She's probably been training to get her mind off us. "Hey," She goes to hug me, and I let her. "Hi." She ordered both our favourite drinks.

"How have you been?" I scoff. "What kind of a question is that? My girlfriend of 9 years kicked me out because she was having a rough couple of weeks and hasn't even bothered talking to me for a whole month, and you think I'm okay?" She looks down with guilt filled eyes. "...no. Sorry."

I sip from my cup. "Are you gonna give me some pathetic excuse as for why you made me leave like that, or what?" She nods her head, and takes a Depp breath.

"What I said was really messed up. I shouldn't have called you any of those rude names or said any of that to you. I was having a hard couple of weeks, and I just wanted some quiet. Which I got. But by all means, that's no excuse to take my anger out on you. I don't know if you even want to talk to me anymore after what I did, and I know I don't deserve your forgiveness or anything remotely close but I really am sorry y/n/n. These past 9 years have meant so much to me, and I don't want them to go down the drain because of my stupid actions."

She pauses for a while. Waiting for me to give her some sort of response. "Thank you. I'm sorry for bothering you so much, but it would be very helpful if you communicated how you feel to me, so I know when you need space. I haven't forgiven you. That's going to take a long time, but if you're willing to work on this, so am I. Okay?" She puts her hand on top of mine. "Okay."

6 MONTHS LATER...

Everything had been going actually quite well with y/n, and I. I've been working on my communication, and she's been helping me to recognise when I feel like I need space. She's moved back into the compound, and as of recently, she's started staying in our room again.

"Hey baby." I forgot how much I love her voice. "Hi malysh. Cuddles?" She nods her head and wraps herself around me on the couch. We quickly get sucked into our newfound favourite show, Greys Anatomy. "Meredith really is gorgeous, but not as gorgeous as you!" I say as I give her a kiss on the cheek. "I'm nothing compared to McDreamy." I laugh, knowing she loves Derek too much.

"Sorry...for everything." She turns to look at me with her eyebrows furrowed, abandoning our show. "I know. It's okay." She adjusts herself so she can kiss my lips. "I love you." She snuggled back onto me, sucking back into the show.

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romanoffs-widow · 8 months

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Barbie (2023) dir. Greta Gerwig

#my fav scene in this film #i loved this

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romanoffs-widow · 8 months

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W.M + N.R x Y/N ✨️Masterlist✨️

(Any pics/gifs I use are all from Pintrest/Tumblr)

A/N: I don't write any smut. The most I'll do is imply it. Y/n Y/l/n uses she/her pronouns in all my work unless requested otherwise.

HAPPYYYYY READINGGGGGG 🫶🏻

N.R x Y/N:

Sorry for everything

W.M x Y/N:

Just get in!

WANDANAT x Y/N:

"So, girlfriends?"

More fics coming soon 😈

Pls ask for any requests you want me to do!

- Mae <3

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romanoffs-widow · 8 months

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"So, girlfriends?"

Sum: While having a friendly dinner, Wanda walks in on you and Nat having some fun.

Warnings ⚠️ : Mentions of kissing, partial nudity? (that's it?)

A/N: I'm back! And with another excellent (💀) fic I think you'll all enjoy ;]

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3rd person pov

Wanda Maximoff is your best friend in the whole universe. With the exception of your girlfriend Natasha Romanoff, of course. You love them both more than anything.

Which is why it stings when you see the way Nat looks at her. You can tell she has a big crush on her, which you admittedly also have on the brunette. But that doesn't mean you'd do anything, and hopefully, your girlfriend won't either. She is your best friend, after all.

Since you moved into your apartment together, you have caught Nat constantly checking Wanda out, as if she were you. You want to confront her about her obvious crush on her, but what if she notices the way you look at Wanda, too?

After considering all the scenarios in your head, you decide that the only way is to be in a throuple with them both. You've never tried it before, but you've also seen the way Wanda looks at Natasha. You try and see the way she looks at you, hoping she likes you too, but you just don't see it.

You told yourself if the opportunity ever does rise, you'll take them both, but for now, you'll stare at her from across the dinner table, like right now.

In the first month of living together, Tasha decided that you and your friends should have a (whenever possible) monthly dinner. Yelena and Kate sat together, you and Nat sat together too, and Wanda sat opposite you and Nat. Yelena was telling some story to Kate and Nat, and you and Wanda were just pretending to listen.

Wanda wore her black dress as you wore your green one, just like you and her coordinated your outfits to match. Natahsa wore her favourite velvet suit, Kate wore a red one, and Yelena wore a black dress.

You watched Wanda smile and blush as Nat said something toward her in the conversation they were having.

Y/n pov

God, she looks so gorgeous tonight. And with the rings on her hands- I'm definitely falling for her. I feel something rest on my thigh, and my breath hitches. I look down to see Nat's hand resting there. She looks at me, and I smile back as she continues talking to Wanda.

We all finished our food, which luckily Wanda helped us out with. She is the best cook I've ever known. Not being able to take it anymore, I take the plates out into the kitchen, and Nat follows behind me.

"You alright, maylsh? You've been acting strange all evening." I sigh. "Please, Nat, I can't take it anymore!" She cocks her head to the side, confused. I walk down the hall, my hand tight around her wrist. I open our bedroom door, close it, pin her up against it, and smash my lips hastily onto hers.

She chuckles at me. "Oh? So this is what you've been strange for? Couldn't wait another couple of hours, could you?" I shake my head aggressively "Baby you know we can't do it with those three out there. That's my sister!" Almost whining, I beg her to do it quickly. She soon caves at the sight of me.

We kiss for around 5 minutes, and suddenly, I see Wanda standing at our doorway, looking as if she stopped mid scentence. "Oh, sorry, I- um- we didn't know where you were since you weren't in the kitchen. I'll be going now."

She turns around to leave, but I get up and tap her shoulder. She spins around back to me, and the next thing I know, I end up kissing her. I hear Natasha gasp. As I pull away, I see a very red Wanda standing in front of me. I push her onto the bed next to Tasha and close the door.

Just as I sit on the bed, all of us now in our underwear and bras, I hear the familiar Russian accent coming from down the hall. "Where are you guys? If you don't hurry up, I'm going to start the movie without you three!" Natasha laughs as she grabs her suit from off the floor and starts putting it back on. As Natasha goes to leave, I give her a quick kiss on those swollen lips of hers.

Wanda looks at me with something new in her eyes. "How long have you liked me for Wands?" I ask, very curious to know the answer. "Since the first month, we were friends." She looks down sheepishly.

"Oh my poor baby, I'm sorry that I didn't notice it before. But Nat and I have liked you for quite some time, even if she hasn't talked about it, I'm 99% sure she does." She nods, helping me zip up my short dress.

She trails kisses up my neck, and I let out a groan as she sucks on the sweet spot of my neck. "Wanda, we can't right now, Nat is gonna kill us if she misses out on this." She sighs, hugging my waist from behind. "I know, I've just wanted to do that for so long. But now we've gotta act normal for Lena and Kate right?"

I look at her with apologetic eyes through the mirror. "It's okay y/n/n. They'd ask questions otherwise." I nod as I turn around to hug her. I hear my notifications go off.

My one and only 🫶🏻: hey baby. I told them that you felt a bit sick and Wanda is helping you out. Just bc they were asking questions xx

I texted her back with a quick okay and thank you before dragging Wanda out of the bedroom.

When we get to the couch, I see Nat sitting next to Lena, who's cuddling Kate, and a space for Wanda, and I.

1 hour later...

"Bye, guys! Thank you for coming! See you again next month!" You hear Nat shout out as you wake up cuddled into Wanda's side. You look up at her to see her still asleep. It makes you feel all gooey inside like it does when you look at Tasha.

You see the stunning redhead walk back in and you smile at her. "So..." you trail off, waiting for her to say something. "So." She sits back down on the other side of Wanda, cuddling into her other side, giving her forehead a quick kiss before putting her head into a comfortable position. "Earlier was...brilliant." I giggle.

"I've seen the looks you've given her for months. For a while, it hurt, knowing you liked my best friend, but then I realised that you never stopped looking at me like that either. For a while, I thought about what I could do about it, and I decided to just let it go. But then she caught us, and I was (and still am, by the way) desperate, and I knew we both liked her, so I just went for it...and here we are."

She nods gently, with a smile on her face. "Well, detka, if it's okay with you, I'd like Wanda to be our girlfriend?" I stop breathing for a second. "Of course it's okay, Tasha. As long as Wanda is happy, I'm happy." She takes my hand and holds it on top of Wanda's stomach. "Same here y/n/n."

"And here." I hear a croaky voice choke out. As if in sync, Tasha and I both look up at the same time to see Wanda rubbing her eyes with a very wide smile and lots of blush on her face. We both sit up to make Wands more comfortable. I kiss her cheek and Nat does the same. We all laugh uncontrollably.

"So, girlfriends?" We all look at each other with smiles on our faces "Girlfriends."

"That's great but I think you owe Wands and I some sex." Nat rolls her eyes and chuckles, putting us both on either hip and taking us to our room.

Let's just say not a single one of us could walk for a week after that...

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