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The Two Sides Of Elle
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The Night of March 5th, 2021
Boyfriend and I had a fight,,,, again. I just want this fighting to end but it’s my fault we fight so often. I just wanted to be able to vent y’know? I know it’s wrong to miss a person you used to have feelings for but I miss the memories and the friendship not the person. I miss someone being able to understand me because they have the same issues. I wish I didn’t feel anything at all. I wish all I felt was pure bliss and happiness. but it’s not that way.
its not...
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Welcome
I personally don’t know why i’m making this but hi, i’m Elle; a fellow borderline. I guess I just needed a safe place that no one knows so I can vent and just get everything off my chest. Nobody in my small little world understands me and well, I guess, I feel like this community will.
I suffer from BPD, MDD, PTSD, and anxiety. Up until recently I never knew what intrusive thoughts were. I mean, when you live with them your whole life I guess it just starts to feel normal to you. I learned about them and noticed that what I was thinking was not normal. Well that and the fact that I was hospitalized twice for my issues.
I’m young, I shouldn’t have to go through this but I do. That’s what sucks. Borderline feels incurable. Well because it is. I have to live with this my WHOLE LIFE.
Anyways, hi guys. I truly hope I’m accepted.
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