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So last night I was laying on my bed brain rotting, and I was like "man, what if I put Inhun through the most depressing plotline ever, like a right person wrong time for Inho and a wrong person right time for Gihun". And then I went on this whole tangent with the story playing out like a whole ass drama in my head.

Then I fell asleep thinking hmm maybe my dreams can flesh out the plot.

Nope, turns out my brain said "no inhun, here's your childhood trauma instead". So, I ended up having a dream about that LOL

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I've been so busy with life that I've been making random Inhun story ideas in my head because I can't write 2 sentences without needing to be pulled away to do smth. Like I've got dark toxic inhun, domestic inhun, first love inhun, second chance at love inhun, love triangle inhun... FUCK

But hey at least season 3 is in a month and the trailer drops in like 5 days 😫

Maybe I'll post some brain rot blurbs when I get the chance

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apparently 457 (the ship) not only could be a ship between 001 and 456 but also 388 and 69, so…

here, I made some depressed yaoi of these two men (one is in the military (388/dae ho) and the other saw his wife die (player 069) )

dont ask, my brain thought it would be hilarious to draw this.

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twins

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am i delusional or is this promo image of gi-hun giving cross vibes? i fear there's like a 75% chance that he'll martyr himself next season

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Imagine Hwang Brothers in s3 paralleling s1 but it’s Junho reaching out to Inho now…

Junho: Hyung.. let’s go

Inho: No

Actually I'm gonna be sick who put both of them in circles

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Where is his waist? ⏳

Congratulations jj completing two difficult projects in a row but damn that body of yours is absurd

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Bella Poarch - "Living Hell"

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I want to glaze my goat Hyunju for being ready to beat whoever's ass is on red team, who is ARMED with a KNIFE while she is entirely UNARMED.

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someone theorized on reddit this scene is when players found the corpses of the rebellion players strung up in the hallway like s1 organ harvesters and now I'm sobbing on the inside.

And I think that if that's the case, then Daeho is looking back AT GIHUN, who came back to the dorm alive while everyone else is dead.

Babygirl trauma looks so good on you wow

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everyone freaking out clawing at their walls while ljj is acting as if he didn't have all of us in a chokehold

not him posting with a 😊 when i’m here screaming crying throwing up worrying about gi-hun dying

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He's literally in his time out corner 😭😭😭😭

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I need opinions, I'm just word vomiting for my Hunger Games AU story and I'm debating on whether to have characters from SG in there as tributes or if I should just make some OC's for Gihun's group since people are going to die in those Games too😭

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a crack fic where one morning, Inho woke up to an empty space next to him, and he panics thinking that Gihun ran away after their domestic argument last night. However, Gihun's phone, wallet, and shoes were still at home, and even when Inho called Junho, the latter says he doesn't know.

As Inho continues to pace furiously in his room, he sees a worm and almost kills it.

But apparently, that worm was Gihun.

And Inho 1) almost killed Gihun and 2) has no idea how the hell to take care of worms.

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Inhun or Sangihun aside, my brain is thinking about the what-if relationship between Inho and Sangwoo in the games. I think they'd align pretty closely, especially late game Sangwoo is a menace.

But can you imagine poor Gihun being stuck between the two? And how absolutely stubborn he is. So even with Inho and Sangwoo up his ass telling him how useless it is to hold on hope, Gihun 1 v 2 them like it's nothing and goes "no screw you both, humanity can be good".

Then at night, Inho and Sangwoo are like sitting there on night watch and talking about how ridiculous Gihun is.

It'll be a pretty interesting three way dynamic to explore if we follow their canon personalities.

Bonus: Gihun can 1 v his entire harem if he wanted to and they can't do shit about it.

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I'm listening to Melanie Martinez's "Pacify Her" and I don't know why it makes me want to write a one shot of Gihun loving harder than Sangwoo does. Then Inho, who has a secret crush on Gihun, simply tells him "He's getting on my nerves, you don't love him, stop lying with those words". And then Inho goes on to tell Sangwoo: Someone told me to stay away from things that aren't yours, but was he [Gihun] yours if he wanted me so bad?"

Oh the drama 😫 (I'm sorry sangihun shippers, Sangwoo is always bullied in my fics)

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A snippet of the story based off this post I made where Gihun likes everybody except Hwang Inho:

The way everyone greeted him like the name Hwang Inho was normal, as if it didn’t shatter the illusion that Gihun had been clinging to. It made his stomach turn.

Gihun had nearly let out a bitter, humorless laugh when he realized it. Of course, Oh Youngil wasn’t his real name. “Youngil” had been a lie from the start. A mask, just like the black one he wore in the Games. Another piece of the act.

What else had he lied about?

His wife? The tragic story he’d told about losing her, eyes glistening with pain like he’d actually felt it? Had that been a performance too? A manipulation?

The thought made Gihun’s fingers twitch with the urge to land a fist right into Inho’s face.

But he didn’t.

He couldn’t.

Not here.

Not when the others looked so damn happy to see him.

And then Inho looked at him. That stupid smile. Soft, concerned, infuriatingly sincere landed squarely on Gihun like a weight he couldn’t shake off.

“You’re discharged? How are you fe—”

“Don’t talk to me.”

Gihun’s voice cut through the air like glass shattering.

The table went quiet. Forks paused mid-air. Conversations halted mid-laugh. Even the grill seemed quieter.

Saebyeok’s eyes narrowed sharply. She elbowed Gihun in the side with a bit more force than necessary, whispering through clenched teeth, “What the hell is your problem?”

But Gihun didn’t answer. He couldn’t.

I don't have an exact release date, but I'll announce it on Tumblr when I do publish the story. You can find my Ao3 here

edit: chose a different scene to fit the prompt better :3