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Joel x duaghter!reader?

*angst! DEATH! not proofread. may make a little story? lmk!

thinking about older!daughter!reader who was a few years older than Sarah when the outbreak came to be. older!daughter!reader who was a junior in high school, who took after Joel quite a bit. older!daughter!reader who was the half-sister to Sarah.

older!daughter!reader who did not make it. who survived longer than Sarah, who survived a whole 20 years alongside her father, grieving over Sarah, becoming ruthless smugglers, yet Joel was still insanely overprotective. who only cared about if they would get food to survive the next day.

yet, the relationship between Joel and older!daughter!reader never changed. Joel is protective as always, and a reader who tried her hardest to be independent. a relationship that was very beneficial in this new world. a relationship that thought boundaries and when to be selfish in desperate times. a relationship that promoted honesty.

honesty was HUGE to Joel. he never trusted many, if he did, it was for his own benefit or for his remaining daughter to keep themselves alive. so, when he was offered more weapons and food when he got to Utah if he delivered a young Ellie, he trusted them to keep his daughter safe. trust he had to put into his daughter that she would never hurt herself or others when not needed. trust that they would survive together.

but older!daughter!reader feared honesty. she only was honest to Joel but even so, rarely. it wasn't because she didn't trust her father, it was residing anger and trust issues from the night her sister was shot and killed. she never wanted to be vulnerable like Sarah was, to be open like she and Joel were, to end up dead. she didn't want to seem weak.

however, when she saw Tess fessing up about her bite, something changed. older!daughter!reader felt differently about hiding things. after Tess's death, she vowed to at least tell Joel everything, and eventually Ellie. Ellie whom she grew close to during their journey and began to be seen as a younger sister.

so, naturally, when older!daughter!reader! barely survived her time with Ellie when waiting for Joel to recover from his wounds in Colorado, she wanted to tell Ellie when she was bitten. yet, her roots hit her, that she couldn't be weak. not to mention the big sister instincts ran through her blood to not leave Ellie for dead in the abandoned mall. so, words were left unspoken.

anyone who knew about the cordyceps virus knew, that turning came quick. older!daughter!reader! knew this too, there was only so long she couldn't tell anyone, but she still never said.

at least, not until Joel was properly medicated for the time being. she would look at her father, then Ellie, and only apologize about not being honest.

a relationship of honesty was very important to Joel. especially between him and his only daughter that was left, naturally, when Joel found that his daughter was not honest, he was angered. it angered Ellie, too. yet those were the only words said before her speaking capabilities immedately dropped. the only words that needed to be said, " I'm sorry ".

Joel and older!daughter!reader! were the last thing that kept Joel's humanity together. kept his senses. even when he and Ellie became close, he couldn't lose another one when he was told they had to kill Ellie to get a cure. even if it saved the world, he wasn't losing another daughter.

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askbox open! gif requests, stories, anything.

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"You've just moved up on my favorite team member list."

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Russell Adler in Call of Duty Black Ops 6 Reveal Trailer

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i can fix him (no really i can)

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sorry, did you say,

“toxic, dangerous, sexy af and could probably kill me at any given moment if they wanted”?

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live laugh love farcry 3

I decided to try to post something on my favorite fandom 😭

Maybe someone will like it.

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CALL OF DUTY: BLACK OPS 6 (2024)

"I figured if I stuck around hell long enough, I'd see Death."

"How's he look?”

Clips belong to Activison, gifs created by me.

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Taking anti-depressant pills?? Seeing a therapist??? Journaling???? No need babe, my fav writer just dropped another x reader fic.

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girlhood is staying up late to read the top posts in an x reader tag

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he wants to help

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i hate when zombies interrupt my makeout session with my beautiful wife

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i’ve mastered reading it with a straight face like deadass i’m actually a god now

family: “why are you just sitting in ur room smiling at ur phone?”

me who’s been reading smut about fictional characters for the past 6 hours:

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MASTERPOST

...Requests open!

Open to most things, visit here for more info.

JUJUTSU KAISEN

Killing Floor (Megumi Fushiguro) (Wattpad) (In Progress)

ATTACK ON TITAN

Afterglow (Levi Ackerman) (Wattpad) (In Progress)

DEMON SLAYER

-- Check back soon.

DEATH STRANDING

-- Check back soon.

CALL OF DUTY

TF141 and How They Met You

THE LAST OF US

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WATCH DOGS

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FALLOUT

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THE WALKING DEAD

Rick Grimes and Dad Jokes

GIF SERIES

MW2 (2022) Simon "Ghost" Riley series

The Last of Us Part I Announcement Trailer

Watch Dogs (2014) Aiden Pearce series

The Last of Us Parts I and II parallels

The Last of Us series: Ellie saves Joel (2013)

Call of Duty: Black Ops Cold War gif series (1)

Call of Duty: Black Ops Cold War reveal trailer

The Last of Us Part II Cinematic Trailer

The Last of Us Official trailer

EXTRAS

Handsome Husband Alert

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hii i have to say i LOVE you desktop/web theme btw -- anyway can u do something of the new task force? (the 2022 mw) like how to the reader came into contact when all or most of the main cast for mw

IM BACK. or we? not really its just Noelle :) But yes I can do this!

TF141 AND HOW THEY MET YOU

pairings: REBOOT Task Force 141 (aka MW2) if you want the Old one, please send a separate request!

notes: erm, hinted Mexican/Latine reader, hints to romance with a few but take it as you want (only if you squint except for maybe 1 or 2 where its obvious), and obv not proofread!

REBLOGS OVER LIKES!!!! if you enjoy REBLOG! (you'll automatically like don't worry baes)

Kate Laswell was the one who suggested you as an operative for the new task force. You were one of her best under her wing, and she had thought you would be a great addition to the team. After seeing your field success rate, General Shepherd was also on board with the idea especially since you had such good ties with the Mexican Special Forces.

John Price was the first operative you had met. He and Kate have always been on good terms so he took you in very quickly. Of course, as the founder and senior operator, he still had to be a bit more rigid on his fresh meat to ensure you could live up to the expectations Kate put on him of you. Price always supported you through the task force's most challenging parts of your career. Drinks after every (successful or not) mission were always a must between you two. Indeed, he was the most supportive of the bunch.

Johnny "Soap" MacTavish landed number 1 on your list of getting along when you two immediately hit off. Your meeting was reasonably quick, only on the airfield before your mission in Las Almas alongside Alejandro. Cheesy remarks between you two were always a must and even after knowing each other for a few weeks at most, Soap was glad you joined. He admired you, both aspects on and off the field, always coming to you for advice whether that was personal issues or with combat. Often visiting of each other and purposefully being assigned with each other as often as you could were the best parts of the career on your new team.

While Simon "Ghost" Riley did not take a keen liking to you. Especially in the beginning when you let your mouth run wild about Las Almas. Irritated, he constantly made snarky comments on your work even when it was the cleanest you'd done. Your relationship was rocky from the get-go, even during the prison break for Alejandro and his boys, or even when you could see right through Philip Graves' lies and cameo. What changed everything was when Ghost missed his shot on Hassan, and you were on another building above and took Hassan out as a backup. At first, he was irate, not at you but at himself for making such a mistake and he eventually warmed up to you very, very slowly realizing you were the reason that the world wasn't in smithereens right then and there. Over time you two would become close, and you were one of the only people he opened up to about things -- he finally let his guard down.

Kyle "Gaz" Garrick was all over the place. You had actually never met him until Chicago after the success with Hassan. You two didn't have much time to honestly know each other, but what brought you decently close, perhaps through drinks, was the constant interest in where each of you was. Every sip was a question about London, where he was from, or Las Almas, where you were. Questions on the London attacks and all Gaz's missions to your early career as border control to life with the Los Vaqueros. By your next mission, you two knew plenty about each other and had become a dynamic duo, particularly in stealth.

Even though Alejandro Vargas and Rodolfo Parra were associates of Task Force 141, you had known these boys forever. Early border control had you talking to them frequently about troubles. You eventually left border control when Rudy suggested that you join his crew in the Mexican Army, and you gladly accepted his suggestion and joined. After the Las Almas Cartel fallout with Alejandro, the 3 of you became inseparable, and you and Rudy became Alejandro's second-in-command when Los Vaqueros were made. Kind, snarky, flirty, funny remarks almost always when you two worked, and you were a great help during the Borderline mission knowing the area well on the American side of the border. Even if you are now a full member of those (bloody Brits), you will always have close ties with your boys. You three had all collectively promised to go out multiple times yearly to catch up.

You never had correctly met associates Nikolai, Farah Karim, and Alex Keller, but stories were told about their bravery and how outstanding they were. You had plans to try and meet them sometime in your new career and always looked back on their choices to make your own.

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CALL OF DUTY: MODERN WARFARE II (2022) — Simon “Ghost” Riley

Gifs and clips from my gameplay even tho they are just cutscenes 😭😭 anyways i obv don’t own the game so

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LITERALLY

this gif has my eye twitching, my panties soaked, my jaw dropped, my toes clenched, my legs spread, and my back arched 🤭

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“ This better be better than a six.” — The Last of Us Part II

* idk why tumblr made these so uneven but whatever

** also I needed something to post so I could stay in the tlou loop 😭