sabersfailure

[sabersfailure]

Seeing Your Peers Move On

I was supposed to move into university a few days ago and instead I had to send my friends texts saying I wouldn’t be there followed by watching their move-in stories on Instagram. 

If you feel like the world is moving on without you, you’re not alone.

[sabersfailure]

Vent w me

Hi, I’m Sabe! I’ve had a really shitty year and I’ve made a page solely dedicated to venting about it and hearing other people venting about things going wrong in their lives.

So, basically, last year, things went really wrong for me. Like it did for everyone. I was prevented from moving out of my emotionally exhausting living situation and my mother passed away. I felt okay at that point though.

This year, I was supposed to go to university. I worked really hard and got in with al of my financial aid covered. That is, until, the paperwork got screwed up.

You see, I grew up under legal guardianship. This is the in-between of fostering and adoption, to out it simply. In the US, when legal guardianship is filed two forms are filed. I needed these two forms to get my financial aid.

Mysteriously, one didn’t exist. Literally anywhere. I searched for months.

So, I tried to appeal my case but that would just take too long and I wouldn’t be able to pay for my first trimester.

Then I tried to get a private loan, but I don’t have credit or a cosigner with good credit.

So, in short, I’ve been forced into a gap year. And it sucks.

I’m going to be writing about it and what I’m tying to do to rebuild my life so follow along, or don’t, or vent to me and we can be sad together.

K luv u bye