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The Journey

Today I did something fun. I had a long chat. I was told that despite the negative feedback I've received from a loved one about my art, I should continue. I mentioned that I wanted to make collages because I'm obsessed with magazines, newspapers, and notebooks. I had this idea and I was encouraged to pursue it. I'm shocked that someone else believes in my art and in me, more than my loved one.

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I made a video about some memories I have had since pandemic. I felt the need to express what all of this meant. Though it might not be relevant.

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I was wandering around my YouTube channel and found my FIRST animatic about heartbreak. Wild it has been so many years since then.

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I went to get some food at my lunch hour in the Kantine, but I never imagined I would find you. After all these years. After writing all those letters for years and never getting an answer from you. Here you are. Same looks, same lifestyle, same outfits, as if nothing had changed. How is that even possible?

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Red headed couple that hid their identities to each other. It is okay if you are not ready to come out yet, everything takes time and courage in times like these.

Aside from that, this drawing just makes me feel as if any a relationship is meant to be together. But you don’t realize the other person doesn’t feel the same way. Why do people enter relationships without feelings?

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I still can't get over it. Why was I betrayed in such way? What did I do to deserve it? We are supposed to be soulmates, aren’t we?

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I wish I could add caption, but wasn’t allowed. A portrait of a very special person to me.

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My favorite OTP.

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My old OC, Rosetta. Just a plain young adult, nothing special really.

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My experience with a long distance relationship.

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Stuff happened. A weird situation: I was doing an animatic of some stuff that was worrying me, but in the middle of the production, it came true. Here I present: “The idea of Sebja”.

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A drawing I did when I liked a boy who wrote a book.

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And what about Patrick Bateman? Here is a quick sketch I did after watching a movie.

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Who was I after he rejected me?

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After that dream about him, I dreamed again that I called him and told him how much I missed him.

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Once I had a dream about an ex. We were renting an apartment after finishing college. We were happy. About to start a new life just the two of us. We were sitting at the corner of our bed, looking through the big window that the big apartment in New York had. The city lights were the main focus on ours view, but mainly, I was his main focus. We were looking at each other. Then my alarm woke me up.