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girl crushes are so intense i mean boy crushes are fine i want to fuck him but girl crushes are. i want to be HER FRIEND i want to TALK to her i want to KNOW HER!!!!!!!!

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i don’t understand how anything works i just walk through life terrified

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“nobody cares about your wrapped” false. i care. i’m nosy as hell post all your stats i wanna see

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the emptiness surrounds

like a darkness that consumes

eating you up piece by piece

until all that’s left is the desire to

s c r e a m

🌼scarlet h.

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sometimes i see people in my notifs and think woah you're still here i thought you would've unfollowed me by now

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my bad habit is coming and going without reason to. anyhow since it’s been a year let me tell you some things i’ve learned and things abt me now.

firstly, i’m way more outspoken and i’m completely out now. i have finally come to terms with being a lesbian and i’m not labeling as bi anymore because i’ve actually done research and realized it was comphet 🤩

i’m still a huge book nerd, but i have ventured out in to new adult reading because of age obviously although i do still love YA. i’m currently hyper fixated on melanie martinez and the hunger games.

i also write my own stuff now so maybe i’ll start posting that here. it’s already on my insta if you wanna check it out. anyway i think that’s all for now :)

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“I knew that what was left of me would always love you, but never in quite the same way.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Beautiful and Damned

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I’m screaming crying and throwing up because it’s so true 😭😭

The most unrealistic part of Heartstopper was that everyone firmly believed Nick was completely straight. My dude saw Charlie with a blanket and said the gayest shit possible. How people thought he was straight is beyond me.

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NO ONE TALK TO ME HEARTSTOPPER SEASON TWO IS FILMING AND YOUNG ROYALS SEASON TWO RELEASES IN 30 DAYS

THIS IS GOING TO BE MY LIFE FOR THE FORESEEABLE FUTURE

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Y’all, so I just moved, right? Right. Anyway, like the third day of being in this city I was just biking around looking for a bike lock and I looked every where and couldn’t find one near me.

So, I’m in this plaza and there’s a Winn Dixie. I decided “let’s check here” (don’t ask why I was desperate) but I didn’t want to go inside so I saw this girl walking up and she had the employee tag and stuff so I figured I’d ask her. (Long story short, no)

Anyway, she was really freaking cute and we talked for like 15 minutes and I’ve been thinking about here since and I’m so mad because I didn’t get her name or anything. So not only do I have this regret, now I have to live with it my whole life.

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So I’ve been ✨struggling✨ and I cut my hair into a mullet.

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Will someone please tell me how to talk to girls I’m dying over here.

Edit: I just had someone tell me “confidence babe. Be calm and panic on the inside” as if I haven’t been doing that my whole life.

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So, I know I’ve been like basically MIA. I had to delete the app cause I was scared of my mom. Well, I don’t live there anymore so now I can be there extremely queer and not care 💅

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I know I disappeared for a while, but this is way to relevant in my life to not repost

you can change your location, meet new people, and still have the same old problems,

to truly change your life,  you need to look inward,  get to know and love yourself, and heal the trauma and dense conditioning in your mind.

this is how you get to the root. internal changes have significant external impact.

- clarity & connection, yung pueblo

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ITS HERE

AHHHH

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November is the month of poets, artists, thinkers, lovers and wanderers

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DUDE BELIEVE ME RELEASES TODAY!!!

THAT MEANS MINE COMES IN SOON IM SO FREAKING EXCITED ✨✨💕