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Birthday art I received from my buddy Teann :) a joyus revenge of the 5th :)

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Star Wars Minimalist Posters | via BigTimePosters

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Ok if we exclude Palpatine who has the gayest lightsaber?

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Hey. Hey Tumblr. Crocodiles and alligators climb trees and chill in them like FUCKING LEOPARDS

Yea I'm talking about both fresh and salt water swamp puppies. 4 croc species across Australia, America and Africa CLIMB FUCKING TREES.

they think it's basking and territory surveillance based.

No one's been injured or unalived by falling swamp puppies as they startle and or jump at about 10 meters away.

Chances are slim, but not 0

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Hello lovelies, please pardon my unannounced absence from Tumblr, I hope you didn't forget about me.

A lot happened. I basically went insane from stress for a couple days (that was fun) made some really bad social mistakes and burned bridges with a few people I care about and then a lot of family emergencies ontop of stress from this regime. :( I'm on my way back to stability though and had a lot of ephineies. First one being, I'm gonna do some at home modeling, I have the cameras, light sticks are easy and I'm gonna play around, my style is super eccentric and varied so I wanna share that and maybe get a gig going with it. 2. I need to find some way to become useful before (if) i get taken to a wellness farm. My current skill is sewing (nothing complex) it's mostly hand sewing, I can patch holes and hem, eventually once I get room, I'll be figuring out pattern usage so I can make full blown clothes and outfits (I wanna make my own anyways cuz fast alt fashion is not suited for a BBW Alt bitch like myself.

That's my update. It's gonna take some time before I get back into content, one of the family emergencies left me with 2 bruised, potentionally broken ribs,

(Art by @amikoroyaiart <3 I miss fox >w< )

idk if I'm gonna seek medical to get them diagnosed as treatment for both is the same; pain management and rest and deep breath training. So, meh?

Sorry to bounce on you guys like that. Sometimes we cancerians just need to go into our shell for a bit when things get to be too much ^^;

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CLONE COMMISSARY

Source: The Official Star Wars Fact File #78

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HENLO My beauties the ick has FINALLY left my system and I'm BACK AT IT with sum more cosplays.

First up! My journey today led me to New Baltimore Anime and Comic Con where I met up with my lovely non profit group "The Force Against Hunger"

For their first ever convention showing! We hung out for a bit and checked out the vendors and had some fun relaxing and talking with con goers and amongst ourselves. Here's to future events!!!!!

Also! If you live in Michigan, please consider coming out to port Huron on the first Saturday of November for our big Force Against Hunger event. You'll be lead through a haunted house style star wars story with plenty of iconic characters and a lot of wit and fun! We put our hearts into this event! And if you're lucky, you might get yours truly leading you and your group through the event! MTFBWY

(Photo below is of me and Master Weir, the head man behind Force Against Hunger and Blue Water Karate Teacher, blue water karate is located in Port Huron, MI)

Here is one of my lovely besties and their Captian Rex full phase 2 foam armor

(Clones know how to deal with sith better than jedi apparently. Sith like to end things quick so they'll get all up in your face, and to a clone with TWO Pistols? That's just a BIG centralized Target)

We got home from the event and after having dinner, I did a spontaneous photoshoot of me in my modern day grim reaper look, WHEN Like a gift from the heavens, this beautiful Cadillac Fleetwood Hearse pulls up into my complex. The owner and their lovely grandma (who lives at my complex) had just come home from a day out together. We all had a few laughs about my grim reaper attire and we were allowed by the owner to take a couple photos with the hearse

Talk about perfect timing!

We finished off with the planned photoshoot (only two photos turned out well. My double chin ruins everything:( )

And that was my day! I still have to sanitize my fox helmet AND repair or remake my armor.

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Photo fun while I deal with whatever is ailing my throat.

So drained. Couldn't even get cap off deodorant spray

More storms tonight, blegh.

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Papa nurgel at it again. I musta become his favorite. I went to a con on Saturday and now I'm sick worse than I was before. Con crud sucks.

WELP

at least it's storming; again lol

Lofi and rain and thunder is so freaking nice and calming. I'm super sick, but I feel so cozy uwu

I'ma nest

For today's nurgling outfit. I've got my FX Grell teef in owo and I'm in my usual Tech pants and black tee shirt, but with the bonus of my red grell wig and skeleton gloves and my grim reaper robe :) maul bear comforting me through my violent coughs when they happen

Bounus shot with my scythe that ima customize the hecc out of once I can.

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To my trans Enby siblings <3 I see you.

I am Genderfluid, but usually rest at Enby

All NB are valid!

happy tdov my loves. don't let anyone else define your transness for you.

help trans women evacuate gaza

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Okay, so everybody knows the Obi-Wan and Anakin elevator scene from AOTC where Obi-Wan realizes Anakin's super anxious about seeing Padme again but he doesn't have time to try to have a more straight-forward talk about his feelings and that probably wouldn't relive his stress anyway given Anakin's proclivities towards hiding his feelings, so he instead decides to provide a distraction in the form of provoking Anakin into an argument by blatantly claiming something that isn't true so that Anakin will refute it.

I want Obi-Wan to do that more. More specifically, I want to see him doing it with CODY.

Because Cody, for all that he is obviously a pretty steady person, is also a clone who presumably was told at some point that he had stress bred out of him and would not have a concept of "talking about his feelings" in any meaningful way. So when the war starts to get to him and the stress and anxiety start to get a little overwhelming, he doesn't really have a great outlet for it.

But Obi-Wan has been dealing with someone who isn't great at talking about his feelings and doesn't have a great outlet for dealing with his stress for like ten years now. He knows how to approach this in a way that's gentler than just straight-up asking Cody how he feels (a question guaranteed to get him nowhere, especially towards the beginning of the war).

So the first time Cody maybe shows up to a briefing a little stressed and they have like two minutes or something before it starts, Obi-Wan says something like "You know this reminds me of that campaign we ran on Mimban where I was able to successfully pull off that crazy maneuver" and Cody is immediately like "This is NOTHING like that campaign and that maneuver you pulled was quite literally the opposite of successful, General" and Obi-Wan goes "Ah yes, you're quite right, I remember now" and then laughs a little and Cody just rolls his eyes a bit but he's noticeably a little less stressed now.

But Cody is not Anakin and he cottons on a bit faster to Obi-Wan's game, so the next time Obi-Wan decides to try it, Cody doesn't rise to the bait and instead just responds with "Yes, General, I do, it was such an impressive maneuver you pulled, I'm sure the men would LOVE to do it again, but sadly we do not have the time or resources to implement it this time." Obi-Wan is fucking DELIGHTED, and from that point on, the distraction isn't an ARGUMENT, but a GAME. Any time Obi-Wan brings up some sort of old battle with blatantly incorrect information, Cody will pretend that it's the absolute truth but has to come up with a reason as to why it isn't usable in this situation or something. It's still helpful in reducing stress, but in a different way.

One day, Cody is feeling a little stressed about something, and he goes to Obi-Wan and says "General, do you remember that time on Felucia when you single-handedly took down the enemy?" And Obi-Wan realizes immediately that this is Cody ASKING FOR HELP. This is Cody recognizing what he's feeling, choosing to admit to it, and asking for help managing those feelings. And Obi-Wan is SO SO PROUD of him, and of course immediately picks up the game and helps his Commander.

And maybe, much further down the line, Obi-Wan's feeling more stressed than usual. Maybe it's just the toll the war has taken, maybe something specific has happened to cause it that's worse than usual, take your pick, but Obi-Wan's just... struggling a little, and Cody notices. Cody's seen it before, but usually it happens when they're already tucked away somewhere like Obi-Wan's quarters or something and he can just come straight out and ask Obi-Wan if he's okay and Obi-Wan can talk about what's stressing him out. But for whatever reason, that's not actually an option right now. Obi-Wan is visibly stressed in public and struggling to set it aside until he can get somewhere private to deal with it, so Cody steps up to him and quietly says "General, this situation reminds me of that time on Grievous's ship when I was able to execute a very successful jump and pin on the enemy combatant." Obi-Wan actually hasn't been on this side of the game before and he's a little distracted by whatever's stressing him out, so he doesn't pick up on it immediately, and so he's like "Wait, as I recall, you did NOT manage to do that successfully, and I don't see ANY relation between that situation and this one" and then halfway through he realizes what just happened and starts to laugh. Cody is just pleased that it worked.

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Taken directly after the storms passed.

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My beloved Boba. Loves you no matter what ;w;

I firmly believe Boba loves watching you enter your mountain witch phase.

You told yourself that it didn't bother you.

Standing at the sink and criticizing every line on your face and every grey hair, you tried so, so hard to keep it from bothering you.

'I could dye my hair', you thought to yourself as you absent-mindedly plucked yet another age-lightened hair that recently popped up on your temple. It was quickly becoming a losing proposition, the grey hairs were multiplying, and you would pluck yourself bald before you ever won the battle against time.

You were so distracted by your search for the offensive hairs that you didn't notice Boba until he wrapped his arms around your waist and looked over your shoulders, his eyes meeting your reflection.

"Are you ok, ad'ika?"

You sigh, leaning back into his embrace. "I've been better, love. They just keep coming."

"And what's that?"

"These grey hairs." You pull one out and twist it between your fingers until Boba grabs your wrist and brings the hair closer, squinting so he can see it better.

"It's a lovely color, ad'ika. Like beskar. You should wear it with pride."

"Why do I have to get old? Why do I have to change?"

"Not everyone gets to grow old. We survived, and it's ok to look like we survived. Now, come to bed and leave the mirror for another day."

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Being In love is like someone shoved their fist into your chest and vice grips your heart and all you can do is sit there and bleed and you can only focus on the one who is vice gripping your heart.

It is both Pain and Pleasure.

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My tablet lost the whole recording of me drawing this, I am BEYOND pissed. At least it turned out great ^^;

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Final Piece!

NEW ARTWORK

More art, and more to come