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"I wish I knew that was the last time I would see you. I would have hugged you longer. I would have said more.."

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For once i want to be a person that isn't so easily replaced. I wanna be someone's favorite person, someone's priority like they're my priority. I wanna be the person that someone is scared of losing..

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And then finally

It didn’t hurt anymore

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"You were everything…"

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"Maybe..

Just maybe..

In another universe

I don’t look for you in everyone I meet"

[seasofjupiterx]

I think about us a lot. I don't know if it's the end of the chapter and you'll return later on or if it's the end of the story, but I love you. I miss you. And I'm sorry this is the way it became.

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"The thing I keep thinking about is: Was it worth it to be happy for a little bit? Even though it ended up sad.. Or would it have been better if the whole thing never happened?"

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"There is a part of me that is desperate to know if my absence has done any damage to you. That there is a possibility that you too, experience long restless nights due to the thought of me. That your heart is broken in the same places as mine. I want to know that I'm not the only one hurting from this. I want to know that I actually meant something to you."

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"sometimes when I look into your eyes I get confused. I dive into their green maze then surface to find them.. brown."

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"my biggest fear is that we were meant to be. what if we were wrong, and we missed out on all the ways we were supposed to love each other. what if timing and space was just an excuse that we used to separate two hearts that beat simultaneously. maybe we are going to live the rest of our lives watching the wrong story unfold."

— Whitney Hanson

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"I am so scared that we were meant to be but kind of just did it wrong..?

Like what if we ended things and we’re now watching the wrong story unfold.. for the rest of our lives."

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"I think I will always love you a little bit not in the ‚I love you' way but in the way were I care at you like I hope you are safe and nobody hurts you and I hope you come home well and I hope you're happy."

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"I’ve reached the point where I just want to forget about you and everything we had. I just want the pain to end."

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"I am trying to remember you and let you go at the same time…"

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"Sure, let’s ignore each other. Let’s pretend the other person doesn’t exist and let’s never talk to each other again.. But deep down we both know that it wasn’t supposed to end like this."

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"I don’t know what scares me more. The thought seeing you again, or the thought of never seeing you again."

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"I think what hurt me the most was that so many people saw it coming, and the only thing I ever wanted you do do was prove them all wrong.. but you couldn’t even do that for me.

… I saw it coming too but I thought we could be different. "