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Saying Your Name

One day you’ll find yourself saying your name. Make it a statement, not a question.

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Depression

Leila: “Are you ok?”

Devin: “No”

*silence*

Devin: “Is it ever going to be ok?”

Leila: “I don’t have an answer for that”

Devin: “Why does this feeling never go away?”

Leila: “Because there are no measuring cups for feelings”

Devin: “So this is just me?”

Leila: “No. You are not your depression”

*silence*

Devin: “I am in pain. It starts in my chest and reaches everywhere”

Leila: “You are allowed to feel this way”

Devin: “Who says it?”

*Leila reaches for Devin and embraces her*

Leila: “You are perfect and this weight you feel on your chest is just the proof of your resilience”

Devin: *sobbing* “I want to feel happy again”

Leila: “It’s ok not to feel happy all the time”

Devin: “Am I ok?”

Leila: “No but you’ll be”

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Rupi Kaur changed my world. Finally I found my place between her sweet sweet words.

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I am weak / I am red / I am whore

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Preach!!!

This is so important…

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As much as You do

Sometimes I see something in the eyes of my mama. I don’t know what it is. Maybe it’s just a shade of love, or maybe just confusion. Sometimes I don’t understand her infinite love towards me. It’s hard to love someone who gives you so much pain. Her eyes water up at the idea that I might be hateful. I don’t understand her love. Sometimes it just seems disappointment. I wish I could be the daughter she deserves. She says I am wonderful, I know I am enough, though some people deserve more than just simple enough.

Mama you deserve more than just enough.

I love you, I wish I could do it just as much as you do.

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All about the idea of self-love

some (tough) catalysts of self-growth. | insta - @bykellymalka

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I get it

I get if right now things seem a bit blurry

I get if the world sounds sad

i get it

I get it when I hear my moms sobs coming from the other room

I get it when suddenly a song makes me love myself again

I get love, hate, happiness, sadness, fear and envy also.

I get the smile of my best friend at the idea of me trusting her

I get the terrifying sensation that I get when I trust someone

I get my reluctance towards people

I get my passion towards wonder

I get it all

I get my 19 years fully

I get that I don’t recall nine and a half of those years

I get life

I get my lies

I, I, I,

I get me ...

... totally and unconditionally.

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Leila & Devin

Devin: “Hey babe, what’s wrong?”

Leila: *sighs sadly* “Nothing just realized we haven’t shagged since this morning”

Devin: “Sorry babe, forgot about your thing”

Leila: *confused* “What thing?”

Devin: *smirks* “Nothing, just talking about your need for me”

Leila: “You sound like you don’t know what that feels like”

Devin: “You know I do” *says sitting on the armchair in front of Leila*

Devin: “And anyway, last time I checked you were dying from cramps”

Leila: “That’s why I need something ... soothing” *says smiling*

Devin: “So you need me to distract you hah?”

Leila: “Maybe”

Leila: “But first, what I need is a good orgasm ... so take that horrible robe off or I swear I’ll throw it in the trash”

Devin: “Yes ma’am” 

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Any potterhead\dramione fan? Let’s celebrate my favourite couple!!

his thoughts became muddled as he wondered what he would say to her. (x)

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The day you’re ready to write me down words you'd want to hear from a miracle you can stay but today turn around and walk out of that door, I don't have enough strength for another lost cause.

Accepting credit-cards, debit-cards, checks and fully independent, nice human beings. (in case the person is not ideal we reserve the right to sue the seller party)

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Sometimes you need to write it down with some dark drops of ink otherwise those feelings will bury you alive.

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“Love is Destructive”

art by @fuckyeahsatoshikon

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Shhh ...

Leila: “What if I tell you that, I am not someone you used to know, anymore? What if I tell you I am not the same girl that loved the love? What if I tell you that I am sour, wicked and hateful?

Would you still stay? Would you still have faith in me? Tell me... will I still be worth it?”

Devin: *smiles* “I don’t see a ‘someone’ when I look at you. I see fire, stars, the universe and that is worth a goddamn million lives. So if you’re asking me if I’d stay if you were not what ‘a good person is supposed to be’, then remember that you are fire babe, you can burn down the whole fucking world without even a reason and I will still look at you and feel the urge to nail you to the ground, kiss, bite, suck and lick that burning essence of yours while we hear the earth scream under our weight”

Leila: “Don’t say words you know you won’t be able to act on”

Devin: *slowly takes few steps forward until she’s just a few breaths away from Leila’s lips, puts her arms around the girl and whispers* “Then let’s belt up. I want to burn myself with your fire tonight. I want to stay tonight … tomorrow … always”

Leila: *smiles* “Then shut up and kiss me”

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No one deserves your tears. Not even God.

Sacred

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Numb Again :)