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anyways castiel made a homosexual declaration of love and they all knew that cas was in love with dean <3

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Full Supernatural 1518 Destiel “canon” scene. JFC.

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8x07//15x06

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Common sense S15 Spoilers

Oh look. I Fucking Told Y’All. Jack was created for one reason and one reason only: to take over Cas’s arc and torpedo Dean and Cas’s characterizations, and relationship, so that it all would be so far from their queer level of closeness, it could never fucking get back in time for them to ever be text.

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literally at what point did everyone decide that “never textually confirming a gay love story but instead paying lip service to the idea of one extra narratively in order to placate gay fans while having no canon delivery” go from “the closest definition of queerbaiting that exists” to “not queerbaiting at all” and in fact “praiseworthy” and can someone please get me some “weed”

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Hi ! A few years back, I asked you how to obtain an official autism evaluation. I finally had my result a few months ago and it was positive. I'm indeed autistic. Without people like you I may have never even knew that I was displaying symptoms of autism. So thank you ! Also, I'm three or four seasons behind on SPN and I want to binge watch all of it before the last one aires but I'm scared to see Cas suffers like always. I hope he has an happy ending at least. That's all I want.

!!!!!!! I’m so happy for you (and so sorry that I took so long to answer this - I’m not on Tumblr very often anymore). It’s always better, in my opinion, to understand yourself in things like this. If you don’t know you, it’s hard to show you, y’know? Like. It’s hard to know what you want, what you need, what you should expect and ask for from others. I’m so glad that you took my help and found yourself out like that.As to Cas, uhhhhhhhh. I wish I had good news for you, but. The last few seasons have been pretty brutal to him and his most focal relationships, and honestly, I would stop watching, if I were you, after 13x06 at the latest. I stopped at 14x06, myself, which is horrifying to describe (but if you want the spoilers, just find my tag for that episode - it’s recent). It just gets worse and worse - especially with the advent of Jack - until Castiel is most of the time, barely recognizable, and never given the respect he deserves.I don’t plan to watch S15, for a reason, honestly. I don’t think the show respects the reality of Cas, as the queer neurodivergent person he is, or as the integral part of Dean’s life (at least, if not both Dean’s and Sam’s) he is, at all, so I’m mostly just holding on until the series is over and I can try and deal with the cathartic release of all those disappointed expectations they’ve been teasing us with fulfilling for a decade.(I’m sorry to say that, I doubt he’ll have a happy ending. They may, at most, give him one where he’s written as content, but Castiel, as he was and as he would be if they respected him as he is, is suffering in silence beneath that contentment. Where there’s fraternity instead of queerness, angelhood instead of humanness, etc.That’s the primary reason I stopped watching. Jack is/was the embodiment of a path chosen away from anything that would make Castiel genuinely happy [literally, in a couple of cases] - as opposed to what the show wanted to do with him that was heedless of who he is, and what he wanted or needed - and I couldn’t stand to watch that happen to a character who’s so me.)

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This is a decidedly unfriendly reminder that I don’t want you following me or liking/reblogging my posts if you are a Trump supporter, neo-Confederate, TERF, neo-Nazi, or a supporter of any other sort of white supremacist or fascist movement. Get the fuck out. I don’t want you here.

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based on this chat post

i just—

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14x13 spoilers.

Well, I guess the show has established that Cas can die now, The Empty can just take him, and nobody will give a fuck cos he’s Not A Fucking Winchester.

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14x08 spoilers.

Am I allowed to hate Jack yet, or are y’all still under the deeply mistaken delusion that he’s/that relationship’s ever going to be good for Cas.

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catuallie and I made an au: they all live in a house and cas takes up hobbies.

he’s bad at most of them.

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ok so.. apparently there’s a bug going around that it makes you block (or makes it appear that you blocked) your mutuals and that they blocked you in turn. i’m just letting you guys know that if it appears that i blocked you, that is 100% not the case and is just tumblr being funky again.

reblogs are ok and appreciated because holy shit this website is a hellhole

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That feel when you love and respect someone and then they look at the Jack plot so far this season (especially, but also, y’know, period), complete with sexualizing a child with a grown woman, and still manage to say the words ‘This show needed a child’.